February 06 was my birthday

I'm already 15 years old

I will only have to wait 3 years to reach legal age but I don't seem ready yet because I feel like if I become I'm 18 y/o I'm too old and have many responsible......

In the morning, when I woke up, I immediately thanked God for another birthday he gave me and prayed that my day would be happy.

I really shouldn't celebrate my birthday but mama really insists even if she says only spaghetti and cake will be prepared. Will she agree not to prepare her only and only beautiful daughter HAHAHAHAHA............

So at noon, after we ate we went to the market but suddenly my left stomach hurt. So I didn't go to the market with her and I just went home. Gosh I thought I was going to faint when I was walking home, It's just that I calmed myself down so somehow it's not too painful. The more nervous I get, the more pain I get. The feeling that I want to speed up my walk so I can go home immediately but I can't because my stomach will hurt more.

Maybe because I couldn't rest after eating because after I ate we walked right away, that's why my stomach hurt........... I thought I might not be able to go to my friends house. I also can't just send them here because we just moved and they don't know yet our house.....

I'm thankful to God at 3 pm the pain in my stomach disappeared and I was able to go to the houses of my friends to pick them up. Only 3 of them went because my other friend didn't go because it's her second dose that day......

I'm happy because I talked to my friends again. We're not really active in talking on social media, but you know that, even if you don't have communication on social media, but when you see each other in person, seems nothing changed in your relationship with each other......

They complained to me because they said why didn't I update them on what's happening in my life, like when we moved and I'll be Auntie soon because my brother's wife is pregnant, I just told them yesterday....

I just don't know. I'm just not used to telling stories about what's happening in my life, unless it's necessary. Because it seems weird for me that out of nowhere I suddenly tell them like this, like that, even if it's not on the topic ... I'm like that with other people, I don't have time to find out what's going on in their lives unless they tell me......

My friends told us a lot more that we had spent the night in conversation.......

I'm really thankful to God because even in the afternoon I feel like I can't enjoy my day because of the pain in my side but it's a good thing it's gone. I'm thankful to him because I was able to celebrate my birthday again with my whole family. Even if I didn't make or buy the one I wanted to buy on my birthday, I'm still happy and I don't have anything more to ask for because I was with my whole family and my friends on my birthday ........

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I'm sorry I don't have a picture because I haven't touched my phone all day because I want to bond with my whole family and friends. I don't want to waste my time holding the cp rather than giving time to them.

I haven't been active here for 3 days, it seems like it's been a few months for me HAHAHAHA ..... It's been so busy because now the 2nd quarter will end so I have to pass all the activities .....

Thank You For Reading and Don't Forget That

I LOVE YOU !!!

—Herzy—