@Herzy
@Herzy
Not today. I'm just not in the mood. I hate days like this—when I don’t want to do anything. All I want is to lie down, do nothing, stare at the ceiling, and let my mind go blank. I’m not sad… but I’m not happy either. Just somewhere in between.
@Herzy
Going out with my old friend brings a mix of happiness and sadness. We reminisce about the old days—how we used to laugh and enjoy life with our other friends. Now, it's just the two of us. I miss them deeply, but I guess that’s just life. No matter how much we want people to stay, sometimes they have to leave.
@Herzy
How does it feel? Knowing that someone is waiting for you—someone who’s willing to wait, no matter what.
@Herzy
When something that was once broken becomes whole again, I can’t help but feel anxious—afraid that this happiness might not last. Seeing my parents laugh, joke, and talk like they used to fills me with joy, but deep down, I fear it’s only temporary.
@Herzy
Oh wow, who is this person waking up early in the morning? Surely not me… not anymore. I used to be the master of snooze buttons, the champion of late starts. Now look at me—awake before the sun, making coffee like I have my life together. Who am I even?
@Herzy
Up until my life will bi like this? Oh girl, I hate the way I'm living—but I just sit in it, doing nothing. Yeah... right? I just hope I find the courage to face the changes I need.
@Herzy
Arghhhh, I really hate how shy I am. I get so frustrated when I hesitate to do what I know I should. There are so many opportunities I’ve missed—just because I didn’t have the courage to act.
@Herzy
One, two, three... where are we? Where should I find my blockmates? Hmm… I’m really excited to meet them! Though, to be honest, I already know I’ll probably get tired of them eventually—after all, we’ll be stuck together throughout my entire college journey!
@Herzy
That’s how it is—getting older makes me anxious. More responsibilities keep coming. Sometimes, I just wish I could stop time… stay young and naive a little longer. I want to rest in my mother’s arms for a while, without worrying about the world outside.
@Herzy
Oh my, I finally found my blockmates’ group chat! But the sad part is… it’s so quiet. Unlike other sections that are already chatting and getting to know each other, ours is silent. The one person who had the courage to start the conversation just got left on ‘seen’ by everyone. I want to try starting a topic too, but I’m afraid they’ll just ignore me as well. Should I take the risk or not?
@Herzy
How do I stay when I’m the only one still standing? How do I fight when I’m the only one still fighting? Would you blame me if I slowly let my hand slip away? Please… give me a reason to hold on— a reason to keep the promise I made.
@Herzy
Ugh, I can’t even make chika to my parents because of this sore throat. I can’t finish a sentence without sneezing. I hate it—my head feels so heavy. I guess I should take some medicine for now. Hopefully, I’ll feel better by tomorrow.
@Herzy
So tired, yet so fulfilled to be part of our church’s medical mission. A new experience unlocked—I got to assist a dentist and even help with cleaning tools. I also loved meeting new people (which is a big deal for my introvert self, WHSHHSHSHSHSHS).
@Herzy
All I want is to lie down all day for a while because of this nonstop runny nose and headache. But still, here I am doing my responsibilities as if my body doesn’t feel any pain.