Things didn't go back to normal!

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Hello, awesome people of the read.cash community! I hope all is well, you are safe, healthy, and happy.

I thought that things will go back to normal after my training but you already know that wasn't the case.

Just an update about my life:

The partner has a job now, hurray! He is now 1 month at work as Business Virtual Assistant or legal assistant. He is lucky to have found a good boss, a lawyer based in Florida. I hope he will last, lol. I am laughing because he is now stressed out with the pressure of talking to clients and learning. He will get over it, in time.

I had my skills interview with Accenture. I am actually having doubts about whether or not to pursue it because I am already exhausted. But I am thinking that I should have my own job too for my kids. Times are no longer the same where a woman can totally depend on a man. He has a family to support and right now, his salary cannot meet all of our demands. Plus, I am not used to just waiting for him to give me moolah..I got to grind. And, some of my batchmates with FTW or For The Women have been offered jobs, so I am just waiting for my turn. Fingers crossed!

Anyways, my mom-in-law got sick a few days after we went to SM, and the virus spread in the house. Saoirse got sick, then me, then Bam then the other baby. I just hope it will not reach my partner. He can't miss working and he has comorbidity.

Just a random thought, well, it dawned on me just a few weeks ago- God rested on the 7th day. God does tire, doesn't He? That means he stopped creating souls or spirits, whatever you call them. Then reincarnation does exist. There might be recycled souls, there might be creations who haven't been to Earth yet, who haven't become animals or people. I am just thinking because there are already 7 plus billion people on this planet and then the "reaping" happens. God's favorite number is 7, it signifies completeness. Earth is the 3rd planet from the sun, it starts with the letter "E" in its English name, 3 + 4 is 7, right?

Please don't debate with me on this, I am not into debates. Sometimes, knowledge is already in our very hands, our reach, yet, we still don't acknowledge it because we are afraid to be judged by the majority. Blah, blah...This is just a random thought, if you agree or not, we are still in agreement, that we might not be in the same boat. Respect.

And just as when we are dreaming of this endemic when this Monkey Pox enters the scenario. I do think we have enough of these things and those people playing gods should stop. Or else am gonna say my magic spell and vanish them to the ends of the multiverse.

Hey, wherever you are, I hope you are doing well. That you are surviving, thriving, and growing.

You are not alone. My battles may be different from yours. But we all get broken, wounded, tired, and desperate. I feel you, I get you. Just always remember, be there for yourself. And there is a Higher power- whatever you call it. Surrender, and you will regain your strength. Trust- and you shall rise once again.

To my friends, yeah, I am still here. You can reach out to me if you need an ear to listen to, or if you need someone to handle a glass of beer. Kidding...Perhaps I can do that soon.

I love you.

Cheers,

@HermaniGinger

All images were from Unsplash.com and the rest of the content is mine.

August 22, 2022