SLEEP I realized lately I like to sleep early at around 6pm but I woke up at 3am, but there are waking ups in between to pee. Sometimes I want to sleep, to escaped the pain in my body and to rest for a while, gaining strength that I've lost. But I remembered when my hubby and me are new to the relationship, Everytime we are not in good terms my hubby was sleeping early and avoiding to have a conversation with me, instead he chooses to sleep. Excited to sleep sometimes to know my dreams where adventures took place, but there are times nightmares unexpectedly came all I had to do is running away from someone who chases me. And everytime I woke up if I remembered my dreams I tried to search for it the meaning of my dreams. Some are not really true, they were the results of my waking life activities and the thoughts in my mind. They showed up in our dreams, we can't choose what to dreams but we can tell to our sleep this is only a dream, we have time to wake up and change it.