@HawkEyeTheRapper 6 June 2020 more from that month

Abreactions

These things which I have blocked out and Ignored for Peace of Mind... Have really done nothing, except help to keep me Blind.... So in this Design      (Designed to Keep me Blind) Encoded were the notes I'd wrote And Crafted to Remind. -(A) m.a.p. to keep me safe- Yes, one which "they" can't erase! So that no matter the mistakes I'd recall without Haste... Swiftly Tailored to my Tastes I ensured I'd Awake So that "Screen Memories" -- which Imitate Will never make me Late For I've embedded Clues -- (Yes, That which I now Use) To See through Patterns in my Youth And with Truth, undo this Ruse.... "To conquer fear is The Beginning of Wisdom."