@Haaaaring 3 September 2021 more from that month

Have you experience being empty? You don't feel anything like you're numb from everything. That's what I am feeling now. I want to cry to lessen the pain but it seems that I can't cry even a tear. I'm just listening to music right now, I want to release this pain that's in my heart but I don't know how. I want to share but I don't know what to share. My heart is aching and I dont want this. I might just sleep for tonight everyone. #RandomThoughts