@GreatWhiteSnarkOnNoiseApp 4 May 2023

I'm tired. I'm tired of having to be some indefatigable robotic superman who still manages to prepare and eat four square meals a day, just to survive, let alone get ahead. I can either find and hold down a job OR manage my personal/private life, not both. The very idea alone is wearisome. I've tried. I just don't have the energy, stamina or time. I ended up with burnout and complete lack of will to live, in a psych ward for a month. Yet, that's what's expected of me, because other people somehow manage. I'm not other people; I'm my mediocre, useless self. I can't even afford to feel bad about it or defeated, that takes too much time and energy, which is a luxury I don't have. https://www.publish0x.com/hunting-of-the-snark/back-to-work-i-go-it-seems-unlikely-at-this-point-but-the-sh-xzgmwlr