@GreatWhiteSnarkOnNoiseApp 23 August 2023

Urgh. I really, desperately need to find and hold down a job, because I am beyond sick and tired of having the same old circular conversations that go nowhere, being accused of cruising or idle when almost all I do (apart from the tedious non-paid shit that keeps a life going) is try to bring in money, somehow, by various means and getting nowhere (not that that's anything new). All going well, now that I'm on new meds that are meant to keep my mental shit under control, I might actually not just find a job but keep it for more than a few months. I'm not hopeful, given both my history over the last three or so years and how tough it is to get back on the employment ladder after being off it for so long (not that the job market is great to begin with; looking overseas might be better if I could afford to renew/replace my passport and travel).