@GreatWhiteSnarkOnNoiseApp 28 May 2023

You can set your alarm as early as you like and tell yourself multiple times that you're not a terrible and useless person, but if it's in your nature, you're not going to change what's deep down, suddenly start getting up earlier and achieving more. THis whole weekend, I've been struggling to get up early, get out of the weeds and arrive at the starting block before the whole day has gone. It hasn't happened yet. I'm tired and going to bed. Maybe tomorrow will be better, but I fucking doubt it.