I have a big writer in my mind, but my hand don't cooperate

“Every **writer** I know has trouble **writing**.” I have a good relation with my bad luck. Don't think I think negatively, I can explain to you my 100 life experiences. At least I am not a lucky person with whom luck runs. I found difficulty in every field of life. But why I am telling you about my luck in my writing career blog? Because there is a story behind any writer. You may not control all the events that happen to you, but you can decide not to be reduced by them. Why mind think so much I was born in a family where everyone has white skin, where the birth of a boy is great news. But what me luck, I have brown skin, I was the second girl in my family. My parents love me but I have that feeling that I have not a good color that's why I am not special. This feeling makes me lonely. I don't want to go to family gatherings. I don't put makeup on my skin because of the color complex I thought makeup is to hide your color.

That doesn't mean I have no confidence. I am a full confident girl, I am a talkative girl. I know guests will like my elder sister for her beauty for some minute, but when I start talking and show my talent then they will like me more. I give more attention to my studies. I prove that others have beauty and I have a talented mind. But all this makes me **over-thinker.** Once my mom said that **I can write.** But I was busy with my studies so I cant give importance to writing and no one guide me about that. I need a platform where I start my writing. Finally, I got time and platform. Another trouble, I was good at Urdu writing. I never read any English writer. English is not my native language. When I pick my pen I cant write things that in my mind. when I was busy with house chores my mind write a beautiful article and when I take my pen to write.... nothing is in my mind. **my b that's a problem with every beginner?** I start from small posts, slowly I improve my writing and finally, I got some subscribers and ready to write about my critical thoughts about life and people's behavior. But **again my luck** this time platform died, yes due to some changes everyone left the platform. And now I am again on level one to give my intro to new people. **I am a girl** who was old by heart from a young age, who crack jokes to make others happy. Yes, my friends love my company. I have a double personality. A child and an old soul living in my body to gather. That's why I think I can write well. but a writer needs motivation. your motivation will boost my energy and my writing because the writer needs only appreciation. I love creativity, I am good at craft making. Also done a course of glass painting. I love pets, I have pets and I know so much about them that I want to share with others. What do you like me to write on?