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Work or Family? Just before you read thoroughly I want you to know that this is going to be a tagalog-english article. So if ever you cannot understand the terms please refrain from commenting anything bad because I am doing some experiment but it is for me to keep as I want it confidential. Trabaho o Pamilya? Kelangan ba pumili? Di ba pwede'ng both? Family is always been my source of strength and is also considered as my greatest weakness. Whatever may happen to them would be my greatest fall and so I make sure that I keep an eye especially to my children. Di naman ako strikta pero I do not let anyone touch my child especially pag di ko kilala and I do not let anyone intervene with my family issues especially when it comes to petty quarrels between me and my partner.
But I value my work too. On top of everything my work is the one providing for my family's needs and wants so whenever I am needed especially to go on OVERTIME to finish something I would glady dedicate my time because I want to prove to my Boss that I am worth every penny with the Salary that is given to me though I cannot say that my pay is enough because at time I need mangutang para maka survive until next payout na naman. But I believe that is how the cycle works di ba? Trabaho-Bayad Utang-Trabaho. Well I know what you are thinking but for someone like me na kayud kalabaw kasi halos 2 pamilya pinapakain di talaga easy and it won't be enough not unless I get to have more than one job.
Pero kelangan ko ba unahin ang trabaho or pamilya? Kasi currently my kid is sick and I do not know what to do. She is been having on and off fever. She will be check up tomorrow to know whats going on. Please help us pray for her to get well the soonest because it greatly affects my work when anyone is sick in the family. Now, I have to work on site but I am having doubts doing so because of my babys condition. I can work at home but hopefully the internet will cooperate because at times it won't.
I am worried sick kasi may duda sila na UTI sabi ni mama ko. I am having mix emotion and my decisions are clouded. I wanted to just take care of my baby but I needed income to survive. Very confusing and heart breaking. As much as I want to be on leave or absent I can't because of the task assigned to me that I cannot pass or assign to my colleagues because they are occupied too. ...end thoughts... Maybe I shouldn't even choose right? Coz in the first place I am doing all the work because of my family so I cannot lose them with work. So I decided to stay at home and work at home. I am dealing all the challenges with the connection and communicating with those people on site but I can endure. As long as my baby will be okay. ｡:ﾟ(;´∩`;)ﾟ:｡
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Everything will gonna be fine and fall into good situation sis. Pray lng.
Yes it is a dilemma to have to choose between taking care of your family or attending to your work responsibilities, mores so if you are the breadwinner and must provide for people. You can only pray that at the time you have to focus on one, the other will grant you leeway, and vice-versa. Just know that work-life balance is close to impossible to achieve. What you can do is that when you have to be mommy or daughter, focus on that , in the same way you must be all in when you are working to give your best.
I will include to my prayer ang baby mo sis. Wag msyadong mag. Alala maging okay fin yan. Laban lang tayo sa life. Gnyan kasi tayong mga ina kailangan mag sakripisyo pra sa anak natin lalo na kung may sakit. Sna maging okay na sya next day or ngayon. Pray lang sis. Kya yan.