@Glez 30 October 2025 more from that month

Can I share? So I have been trying to work on my finances but a LOT of bad things happened. My mother in law got admitted to the hospital twice and ob the 2nd time she needed to undergo an operation. The money that I borrowed supposed for a business or for me to gain profit went zero since all the plans and budget went out of control adding that me and the kids got sick as well. All these aren't easy. Looking back, instead of being happy and at peace I am more stress. Not happy with my work and stress with the things going on outside work. I've only look up to God and lift everything but I am feeling impatient and desperate to get off from this messy life I thought of leaving for abroad. But thinking about leaving is breaking me because I am afraid of the impact.