@Gerl 18 May 2021 more from that month

This is the time that I need to calm down. It is quite normal to get some emotional overwhelm from time to time if something great happens when you feel like something awful is missing. Swinging in mood and intense emotions can cause negative or unwanted thoughts, which eventually cause desperation or desperation. Eventually, this cycle can lead to helpless treatments such as self-damaging. Talk to a trusted beloved person if you begin to harm yourself immediately.