@Gerl 27 October 2021 more from that month

The lights are always beautiful! I was awake alone, as the night deepened. Thinking of beautiful things while lying in bed. I hope my heart and mind will be enlightened. May the Lord guide me in all that I do. Correct all my mistakes. Give me more strength to do everything I need to do for my children. I always thought that no matter how deep the night was, hopefully, my imagination would still be realistic and I would still feel livable.