@Gerl 30 April 2021 more from that month

Your dissatisfaction may turn out to be a good thing. It demonstrates that you have a desire to go somewhere. Depression, on the other hand, is characterized by a lack of motivation to do anything. I've been there as well. If I had to choose between having no motivation or desires and having the motivation and unsatisfied desires, I'd take the latter every time. It's only a stepping stone to a better place, but it's a lot better than the alternative. It demonstrates that you are alive on the inside. I am convinced that it is possible to strive for excellence while remaining happy. One of the most important things for me was to learn and accept what was "good enough." II had absurdly high inclusion expectations. Loosening them was terrifying, but the result was not a drop in the quality of my work, as I had feared, but an increase in my sense of happiness and contentment. I had absurdly high inclusion expectations. Loosening them was terrifying, but the result was not a drop in the quality of my work, as I had feared, but an increase in my sense of happiness and contentment.