@Gerl 5 May 2021 more from that month

Now, happening again but at least I can control everything when I feel it. I remember the last time I feel very sad and alone was in 2013 until 2015. That was a terrible part of my life being a mom. Before your life as a parent, you might’ve been a student, server, banker, teacher, or lawyer. Your passion and work were recognized in the “real” world outside of your home. When you started motherhood leave and then went on to stay home with your small human, you might have felt that your identity had been traded for one word: mother. You may feel confused, angry, triste, and uncomfortable.