I'm Still At Lost

Some people may think that I'm exaggerating about the disappearance of my pet, but I know that any other animal lover would understand how upsetting it can be.

I couldn't define how our love for our pets varies compared to people; after all, I thought of my prior dog as a brother, therefore his death left me feeling empty. Both humans and animals have lives, and the lives that have been given to us form bonds through unique interactions; as a pet owner, I have a relationship with my dog as a conscious best friend as well. We grew up together, and Vana was meant to be with me for his sixth year now, but the Lord took him away from us before he could reach that milestone.

Today marked his first anniversary in the afterlife, and to be completely honest, last night I was having a great time since I'd just received my paycheck from SPES, even though I still needed to get it in the money via Palawan Express at least I know I can withdraw it whenever I want to. I was even given a Jollibee meal at our graduation ceremony, and I can genuinely say that a Jollibee meal can really be made my day. I even pulled a prank on my classmates through chat, and they claimed that I was really hyper yesterday.

But perhaps Jollibee wasn't really enough to make my day perfect since when it falls at 11 in the evening, it brought back horrible memories of my past from 2020. It made me remember when Vana became my Angel on October 4th. I find it difficult to refrain from crying, therefore earlier I have swollen eyes when I went to school. And it appears that my friend also remembers the reason I was in such a terrible mood this morning, which may be why they didn't question me about it.

I simply wanted to share with you this TikTok video that I previously watch since it brought me to tears, you can check the video here https://vt.tiktok.com/ZSR4eVQXu/. I couldn't help but think of the day when Vana and the other dog that we have taken care of will once more welcome me to the afterlife.

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I suppose that's simply the way life is, no matter what I do, I'll have to move forward after my dog's death. This world may forget his existence but I wouldn't. Vana, you'll always be a part of me and I will love you eternally. I hope you visit me again in my dreams, I'll be waiting for you until we meet again.

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• Our Youth Campaign Project

• Have You Seen The Story Of Dahmer

• I Dispised Her For Tricking A Special Child

• What Happened Today

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