"Skills that I really love to have the most"
So what is your special skills? In which skills are you good at and proud that you have? Are you somehow applying it to your daily activities? Hmmmm so silly, I have so many questions here isn't?π
Well honestly,I only felt bored here today. I have already read a few numbers of articles and play with my son to freshen up my mood, but my mood didn't changed. Mood swings is quite real π .
Somehow at around 2:45 in the afternoon today the rain had poured heavily again and it makes me feel sleepy. But instead of having a nap I stayed awake to read more articles. I wanna be productive today, so after I read some articles I went to noise cash to have some interactions with the other users there as I haven't been active in noisecash for two days. I wanna be active there again as I do before.
So while scrolling in noisecash, I came across to a post of one user there. The post that really caught my attention. She posted about the photo of her unfinished crochet and she stated that she was excited to see the outcome once she completely finish it, it was a short for herself. I found it so beautiful, and wished to myself that I also have that kind of skills, so I can also do beautiful crochet for myself.
Well actually I know how to do a simple crochet. But my ability about it was just too plain, simple and yet boring. Last time I made a little bonnet for my son. This was when I was still pregnant. But unfortunately he never tried to wear the bonnet as it was too small for himπ . What a waste of time and effort isn't it?π
This is what I made for him. Not so good and yet not too badπ, just okay π.
So after I leave a comment to her post I suddenly ask my self. What am I good at? What skills do I really have? However, do I really have any skills?
Those questions made me think. I really can't think of any skills that somehow I can tell I am good at. Well I have so many interest. I even wanted to learn new skills and develop my own, but learning is really hardπ .
Do you know that I actually tried to learn some skills before? Well for sure you don't know, and so allow me to tell you what I tried to learn before.
Skills that I tried to learn at my younger age.
πΈ Dancing/Hip-hop
I tried learning hip-hop when I was seventeen years old. Can you believe that?π.
When I was a teenager, I have this group of friends in our place and they are known as Guindapunan Dancers as they used to dance in every special gatherings that our barangay has. Like fiesta's and Barangay contests to be exact π.
Actually they are my cousin's friends, and because of her they also become my friends, well not so close friends βοΈπ , but they are very accommodating and friendly and so I never felt being an outsider to their group.
One time they invited me to be part of their group ,as they still need one member, and I was so shocked that they invited meπ±. I haven't do dancing in my entire life π€£. I just love music so much but I think it wouldn't be enough to consider me as a dancer π. It was actually funny but I accepted their invitation, lol. (Feeling dancer ang pig, hahaha).
But eventually I ended up quitting of tryingπ€£. They didn't remove me from the group, they don't get tired of teaching me. It's just me who remove myself to save the pride of their group π€£. I don't wanna ruin their name, as no matter how much they tried to teach me, I didn't learn any single steps and somehow I only looked like a stickπ. Trying so hard to follow the direction of the wind in order not to break. In short my body is too hard and heavy to move, lol. But honestly I really really wanted to learn how to dance, it is my dream. My most biggest and yet impossible dream is dancingπ . I wanna see myself dancing and grooving at the stage but yeah, now it was only part of my imagination and dreams π.
πΈ Playing musical instruments (Guitar)
I have already mentioned about this in one of my articles. I am really interested with musical instruments, specially guitar.
I was 21 years old when I tried learning guitar, but unfortunately within my learning process I do nothing but breaking it's stringsπ . The person who's teaching me is trying so hard to share his talent to me but in one hour of learning I do nothing but breaking up all the guitar strings π€£. It's kinda annoying, actually. It even took me one month before I learned how to play the simple chords such as A,G,C,E, and D, and guess what? I almost bought a new guitar because I keep on replacing the strings every time I do practice, lol. My wallet is aching π π«. So at the end I also quit. My hands and fingers are also painful as if they were being tortured.
πΈ Drawing/Painting
When I was a kid, I dreamed about painting my self in a portraits. But after all the hard works that I did, I saw myself in a kiddy cartoon character,π€£. My drawing looked like it was done by a five years old kidπ . If you are my reader, I know you have already seen my work and so you already know my limit with this kind of skills and so I have no hope with this skills too but just continue imagining and dreaming for itπ¬.
πΈ Singing
Who doesn't love, songs? Who does not love singing?
I started learning singing when I started schooling. In my elementary days, not to brag but I can sing π. Not very well tho, and my voice only belongs to bass tone. I was also part of our school choir when I entered high chool. But I still can't tell that I really have skills in singing βΊοΈ.
Closing thoughts;
I might don't have those skills that I dreamed to have, but I never felt being jealous with those who have been gifted with those astounding talent, as I know somehow that we all have different weaknesses and strengths. Each of us was made and given a unique skills, we just need to discover it from ourselves, from within and enhance it to master. Some of us discover their talents at early age but some of us have discovered it later.
So anyways, the skills that I have mentioned above are my top, but honestly there's still have more skills that I really wanted to have but I don't wanna bore you anymore so I stop right here.
So how about you, what is your skills? And what skills do you really wanna learn?
.. til next time and thank you for your precious time.
I think my best skill is writing poems, I do them in Noise, but I almost always have to be very inspired for that. Another thing I love to do is trading, I'm not that skilled but I have I really enjoy doing it