So how do you normally wanna know a person? Do you matter about his/her personal background? Or we are at the same side? Attitude and behaviours matters than the personal background.

For me One way to know a person better is about knowing her/his emotions and feelings about something. Either about the current situations or past experiences and hearing how she/he normally react with the issue. I wasn't the kind of a person, who matters about the person's personal background, like real name, where he/she came from etc. I wanna know him/her through his behaviour and attitude in any kind of situation he/she had been thought or he/she going to faced in the future so I can totally understand that person through his/ her natural behaviour.

Anyway hello lovelies it's me again. How was your Friday so far? However whatever you are doing right now and wherever you are, I wish you are all doing great and having a great time. Please stay safe and healthy.

My dear lovelies, today I would only like to continue discussing about the discussion that I started to share with you yesterday. Where I invited you to Have a seat and Let's talk about it , and it was all about the different feelings and emotions I have with the different situations and experiences that I have already faced.

I hope you guys would still like to stay and talk with me. Let's started...

Talk about a time when you were really scared.

It was already two days that I have already give birth to my son when I suddenly saw a little amount of blood on his diaper. At the first day everything with him was fine.

As a first time mom and I have no one beside me, as guardian is not allowed inside the recovery room, I was really scared and worried for my son. I can't share my worries to other Mother's from that room as I don't wanna hear negative words from them as I know it wouldn't help me, specially that time we are in the midst of Covid-19. I was so scared to think that something is wrong with him and I am too scared that they might separate my son to me because of his condition. But even I am already worried and scared, I hide hid situation to anyone, even to my partner. I know it was wrong, but I was praying and still hoping that everything will be okay after two days and so.

Honestly I started to become paranoid. I can't even sleep at night as I keep on thinking about him. So to release some worries I chatted my mother-in-law. I showed her the diaper of my son and she told me to tell it to the doctor so I should know what to do. But I am scared. I am really worried that they would took my son away from me and I can't let it to happen. I now you would say that I was wrong, that I only put my son into more danger, that I was being immature, but can you blame me? With the current situation where the virus was high, I can't let my son be away from me and if anyone will took my son I would definitely come but I know they won't allow me.

So I started to ask some of my roommate (a mother too) if they had any idea about my sons condition as I have heard that some of them have already three-five child, and so maybe some of them had any idea about his condition. Unfortunately none of them had experienced it from their own child and so I begin to worry too much.

It's was already three days that I keep on observing him but the stain was still there and so I decided to report it to the doctor. I was so scared but I am already ready to hear some nagging from the doctor, but I am just lucky enough that the doctor was too nice and she didn't say anything. She says she had already heard about that matter too, from the other Mother's, and the possible cause was because the mom has a Urinary tract infection, and and so the child was possible too. The doctor only advice me to continue monitoring him, as she was sure that it would definitely gone and if ever he got a fever I should report it to her immediately and so I did. The next day I checked her diaper again and I felt relief when I didn't see any blood on his diaper anymore. We stayed in the hospital for ten Day's as our bills haven't been settled yet, but I was already thankful to God that my son was okay. Our remaining days in the hospital was boring, and I am started to worry about our bill. Lol. Anyway in ten days of stay, our total bills was 20,000 PHP ($400) but since I was covered by Philhealth (health insurance) we only paid 711 Php ( $15) . That is why having a health insurance is really important.

Do you feel comfortable when you speak English? Why? Why not?

Well the answer is NO! Lol.

Since then, I honestly felt uncomfortable talking in English, because I know my English is very poor and every time I speak it was full of wrong grammars. Lol. Even in writing, I also know that my sentences has a lot of glitches. And if you gonna ask me why I still keep on using English in my articles? Well it was because I wanna enhance my English. Through this I can tell that I learned lot's of new words and I have already added them in my vocabulary. Charr, hahahahhaha.

Do you have any pet peeves? Does anything drive you crazy?

Honestly I only have one peeves and that was overusing my phone, as my boredomness is driving me crazy. I mean, from the moment I woke up in the morning one thing that I firstly do is checking my phone, checking read cash as I wanted to reply or read some articles before I start doing some chores.

Honestly Every time that I had a free time and before I go to sleep, I always hold my phone. I know that I should minimize using my phone as I am destroying it, but without my phone I felt bored.

That's all, and this was the end of this discussion. Thank you so much for your precious time.

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