Been a long time I haven't visited this site. Due to many things, I am busy of. For now my mind is preoccupied of unwanted things I dont want to happened. Self pity thinking I have nothing left for myself, always them, and never think of me. There are times we become silent or rather choose to be silent than to utter words, you might hurt someone once you said something. And sometimes lost for words, difficult to look for the right words to describe. No one can understand my…