@FleurCityWrites 4 July 2021 more from that month

The Woman

There was a double-deck bed. It serves as a wall and bridge at the same time from the other side of the room. If you want to cross it, you have to climb to the deck. There was a woman on the bottom bed sitting and observing me. I keep climbing and trying to cross but I'll be pulled when I'm on the top then I'll try to climb again, repeat. The cycle continues for like 5 times as I can remember from that dream. Whenever I got pulled down back again from the same place over and over again, she and I would look at each other and smile. Our smile speaks for us and we understand them. I intended to say that I was being embarrassed by my constant and unchanging course of action and fate. Hers says that it was okay, I shouldn't be worried, and I should proceed with my perseverance. For the last time, I was on the top deck and was about to go down to another side then I was pulled backward but this time, I was in the woman's arms. She was carrying me. Had me surprised. It seems to me that she was the reason why I kept coming back and wasn't moving on to the place that I'm curious about. She was pretty and attractive. Her eyes are deep and beautiful. She looks calm. We just stare at each other for a few seconds. I was admiring her. It was a fine moment. All of a sudden, she tried to do some lascivious acts on me. I resist and was discharged from her scheme. We were in the middle of the bed and I went on the right side of it. I was shocked by what she just tried to do. Then, she crawled towards me to pursue her desires. She was slowly coming towards me and I would just slowly lie down on the bed, responding to her body's movement as if I was hypnotized. She's now on top of me and tried to do it again. I freed myself from her body-sense manipulation and pushed her backward hard. I sit back again feeling quite terrified with my knees bent. I can feel that I was testing her patience but her appearance wouldn't change. All the while, she never bats an eye. She would still look beautiful and calm despite my negligent responses. Afterward, she grabbed both of my feet and forcedly pulled them that had me lay down on the bed. Suddenly, we were back from that position which she was carrying me. I was surprised, she would just look at me calmly and dearly. I tried to restrain and release myself from her, however, she held me so firmly that I could never get away from her again. As soon as she pressed her grip on me, I felt my body stiffen. Then, I woke up. I can't move an inch of my body. I am being paralyzed. Everyone is around me. I can hear their voices and see them roaming around. I feel drowsy and I was fighting it hard because I was afraid to have that dream continue and I know it would. I tried moving and send signals to get help. I tried moving my toes and fingers to let them see. I also tried to breathe heavily with my nose to produce loud sounds though it hurts. Hoping they might realize I'm having trouble at the moment. What was challenging for me was fighting my drowsiness because I could feel that I might be down any second and be back with that woman of lasciviousness and serenity. It lasts for about approximately 2 to 3 minutes, then I woke up. But it was hellacious and feels longer than that for the reason of what was stated above.