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Mother and her feelings My mother's nature is to tell her daughters-in-law about the hard times of our childhood and to cry with hapless eyes. Mom had never been with this sneaky nature before. After the death of his father, he cried secretly. Now space time does not matter. Talking about any topic, he dragged his father's topic and then he pressed his lips to the area and started screaming. Aha! The man was big and good. I could not take proper care of the needy family. After frying an egg, their four brothers and sisters would divide it on a plate and eat rice with potatoes. Tears come to mother's eyes. Big brother is a general manager in a well-known private bank. Bought a 1600 square feet flat in Uttara. Since the wife of our two younger brothers is employed, the mother lives with the elder brother. During the Eid festival, we meet with our family at the house of our elder brother. Bhabhi has cooked boot dal with Khasi head, desi kai fish soup with pui spinach. Mother's very favorite food. Surprising everyone, mother did not take anything on the plate. He ate a little bharta-bhaji and got up The younger brother asked in a lively voice, - What happened to my mother? The elder sister-in-law replied with a sullen face, - Mom will not eat the things that his father did not satisfy. Naturally, the three of us were embarrassed at the dinner table. When my father died, my elder brother had just joined the bank, I was at the university, Sajib's boundaries had not yet reached college. As soon as the elder brother manipulated the salary of the first job and sent it to the village, a note came from the father, - Bring Sharif to you Don't let him do tuition anymore. Ornas final in front. We are quite at home, learn to save money to yourself. From the first salary, not a single sari was spent for the mother and not a single rupee was spent for the younger sister Rini except for the red tuktuk frock. First the father and then the mother carefully kept the money. Their child's first income is money. But the mother was not the daughter of a poor family, the eldest daughter of Moralbari. Nanajan, my primary school teacher was amused by my father's honesty and masculine appearance. Mao adapted very easily. Every morning we would go to school eating hot rice with mashed potatoes and kalojira mashed gossip. Boiled poultry eggs did not stick to our leaves. They were useful when paying the examination fee at the end of the year Honestly, we did not have the hobby of wearing colorful Punjabi in four dresses, Baishakh and Flagun for the children of the age. Polao and chicken meat in mother's hand on Friday, steamed cake in winter was a source of endless joy. Those who have TV in their house are rich. We didn't have a TV, but we had a big yard to play with the boys in the neighborhood, fishing in the pond with spears. He used to fill his chest with pride by eating fried putti fish with his own hands. As children, we were so preoccupied with our own world that we could not comprehend the pain of our parents. I remember, in the last ten days of the month, I used to have lunch with vegetables, potato chips and lentils My mother's cooking seemed like nectar to us, but my mother's face was depressed. He is suffering from inferiority complex as he is not able to put a piece of fish in the child's leaf. I walked around the Divya Bazaar wearing a torn shirt. Mother used to wipe away the tears by carefully refining. But he never delayed to pay the examination fee and sum sir's salary. There was always greed for ten to twenty rupees tied in the mother's lap. I used to start whining when I went to school. I won't get a penny. You have eaten rice in your stomach. Digestion in the store causes worms in the stomach. If one person was given two rupees, three people had to pay six rupees, so mother would not give it to anyone. After being admitted to Jagannath, when the father did not have money, the mother withdrew five thousand rupees from her savings to buy upholstery, mattress, etc. to stay in the mess. This is our mother who gave life to a leak with a gold chain and small earrings in the shape of a flower. I am a lecturer in chemistry in a government college, younger brother is in a multinational company. Everyone's younger sister Rini is in Australia. Yet the mother's grief does not sting. Iniebiniye tells stories of hard times to wives. The mother-in-law listens to the story of her mother-in-law with fascination. The mother does not want to understand anything, They are the daughters of a big house. Seeing the educational qualifications and financial security of the pot, she has become the daughter-in-law of this family. The mother still told the story. The story of the eldest son's school life in the old school dress, the story of shocking his younger brother's birthday by repairing a bicycle bought from Bhangari shop. The story of three brothers having fun burning peas in the winter morning. Surrealist stumbling block. But mother forgot. Although her cupboards are full of expensive saris, her mother is comfortable in a simple cotton house. All the brothers left some money under their mother's pillow for hand expenses. Rini sends a large sum of money to her mother's account during Eid. My mother had a hobby of jewelry, she is fulfilling that hobby by making jewelry as she wants with the money she has saved. Although not for yourself. This month my daughter gets a gold bracelet when she gives a chain as a gift to her elder brother's son. Sajib didn't have a baby, he made a bracelet thinking about his unborn child. If you can't go without blessing. We also want mother to wear a heavy piece of jewelry, a good sari to be worn on mother. Mom smiled and said, -Rayhan, Sajib, Sharif Allah has given me three gems. What will happen to my two tea money jewelry! We three brothers talk about mother in phone conversation. The mother does not want to drink milk, she has completely skipped dinner, and despite her wife's ban, she continues to work all day. Even for the mother, her grandchildren cannot be blamed in the slightest. He covered all their faults on the floor of the area and said in a cheerful voice, - Well, how naughty you used to be when you left, I will get better when I grow up. After endless complaints against the mother, the three brothers make only one complaint to the Creator, May the Most Merciful grant Tawfiq to stay with us for many more years. Thank you for reading.

@Fionaa

The Ring There has been a lot of shouting at home since morning, Because my eldest daughter's ring is missing. My mother-in-law gave the ring to my daughter. He brought it from Malaysia. At first my daughter was given two or four blows to find out what the ring did. Then since there is no working girl at home, And the outsiders say there is no one but my father and mother, So father and mother's bag was checked in two stages. When nothing was found, Abba's pocket and medicine box were checked, Not even my mother's drinking bowl was left out. It seems that everyone is a little disappointed not getting anything. Tickets have been cut for tonight to return to parents village. But after this happened in the morning, neither Abba nor Amma said anything all day. Dad can't cry, but Mom sighs for a while. My father is sick, very sick. It can be said that the treatment in the village is not improving much. I was forced to bring my father and mother to my house in the city. In fact, I said wrong, not my house, my father-in-law's house. I have been married for 17 years. I am the mother of 2 daughters, my husband is a government employee. Apart from me, two in-laws, one Nanad and my mother-in-law have a very large family in my in-laws' house. Everyone has had a hard time coming to father and mother. Although my parents were not given a separate room to stay. They both manage the divan of our TV room which is quite wide. My parents are very good at managing again. My father owned a small grocery store, From a young age, our family of 4 members used to run quite well on that one shop. I passed HSC from village college when I was admitted to the degree. Then my father-in-law liked me and brought me to this house. At the time of marriage, my husband, a government employee, had to pay no more than Rs 5 lakh. In the 2002 market, a small grocer managed Rs 5 lakh very well. Although my Zaire brought everything from their father's house, To him, my 5 lakh rupees is very insignificant. I didn't hear much about it at home. I just brought less money from my father's house and have no income of my own In this house, my share of work is more and food is less. My mother-in-law said that Radhe had to feed her. And whoever grows up, he has to sit down to eat after everyone has eaten. I am responsible for cooking and feeding this house And all the rest is self service. That means washing their own clothes, They will clean their house, put their dishes on the table. Although breakfast is my holiday; it makes my big ja. And the younger employee is so sorry for everything. My Nanad fell in varsity, so as not to harm his studies, he was kept away from all work. The cost has gone up a lot since Dad and Mom came, Extra food costs, extra soap, water, electricity costs. My husband is very upset about all this. A few days ago, while going to bed, he said with a lot of anger- "Millie, it's been 7 days since your parents were at home, Do I have to take their responsibility with you now? I have been feeding you for 5 years for 5 lakh rupees, Do you have to feed the rest of the family now, why are you excluding Mishu, call him too. " Mishu is my younger sister. I was acting like me without any answers. This may have upset Sabbir too much, So he shouted a little and said- "Why don't you send your parents to Mishu's house?" This time I was forced to say- "The doctor that my father showed me is from Dhaka, so my father and mother have to stay in Dhaka to get treatment from him. What will you do when you go to Mishu's house in Khulna? " Sabbir replied- "Please tell them to change the doctor. Ask him out well if he is no longer absorbed in the connection. " I looked at his face with a smile, He is not giving any money for treatment to his father. It is easy to say such a big thing just because he is at home. My father used to buy something for the people of this house every day after seeing the doctor. For the first 2/4 days, even though everyone cared a little for father and mother, No one has been talking for the last few days. Because in the last few days, Dad and Mom have returned empty-handed, Is that why Sabbir will call his father a swindler? Father and mother also understood that, No one likes them staying in this house anymore. They are not given breakfast in the afternoon now. LNo one is asking if there is a need for something; Nor does anyone want to know how his father's body is going. Father and mother has to spend a lot of money to see a doctor every day in Dhaka city. Father was diagnosed with kidney problems a year and a half ago. My in-laws' behavior, Sabbir's behavior, my father's illness all combined, I have become quite helpless. In this lock-down again, my brother-in-law and brother-in-law's salary has also been halved. The day before yesterday my mother called me and just said- "Mili, your father's body is much better than before, It's been 2 weeks since we arrived, so let's go back to the village. " I just shook my head. Because I don't have the power to stop them. And I know, I can't afford to treat them anymore. That night, I persuaded Sabbir a lot, at least to get the ticket for my parents' return. No one showed much courtesy when Dad and Mom came back tonight after all this, My father was crying when my mother came out. I quietly handed over the 6,000 rupees that had been put in Amma's hand. Mom will not take it in any way. I forcibly gave a kind of joint. Father and mother left. I was standing on the stairs for a long time, The home environment is quite tense, I entered the big girl's room. How embarrassed, he came and hugged me This time I couldn't hold myself back, I moaned and cried, I just whispered, Sorry mom, please forgive me. I wouldn't take the ring, your mother is a very helpless mother, I promise I will make a new ring somehow. How the girl is crying on my chest. Thank you.

@Fionaa

How to impress the buyer! We occasionally see a funny post where a new tool is added to Photoshop / Illustrator to find out what the buyer or client has in mind! Which we call Mind Reading in common parlance. So today I will share how you can impress your client by reading his mind. Whether you work in a marketplace or work with a personal client outside করা in both cases it is very important to impress the client if you want to work with him regularly or make him your regular client. And you have to do this to impress when you first talk or chat with the client. First There is no such thing as “First impression is the last impression”. **How to impress?** *When your client gives you the first message, he writes a short briefing about what he wants at the beginning. And from then on your work started. So what is your job? Or how to start impressing? All you have to do is "question"! You have to ask a lot of questions and that is definitely work related.* **What kind of question?** `I have already said that you have to ask questions related to work. What kind of question do you ask now?` If the client does not say anything in detail about the work, he should be asked what he needs or what is his problem? How can you help him? What is the purpose of the work he will do? What exactly will he use the job for? Learn about the client's business or product. If he has a web site, then visit it. Has he ever done that before? Or if he has done the same thing before, why does he want to do it again in a new way? What was the problem with the previous job? Does he like or dislike the new way he works? Or try to figure out exactly what kind of job he wants. If there are any competitors in his business, ask about them or ask for a link to their website. **What is the benefit of asking so many questions?** When you ask the client one question after another about his work and he answers, you can read your client's mind with those answers. You don't need that extra tool for that. From his answers you will try to understand what he likes or dislikes. Why does he want to do something new by omitting his previous work. If you know the problems of the previous work, you can avoid the same mistakes in your work. If you know about his business, you will get an idea of ​​his business by visiting his web site and it will help you to do research while you are working. You can understand which trend is going on now according to its business category or what type of work you have to do. Besides, you have asked the client to find out what he wants in his new job which was missing in the previous job. As an added bonus, it is better if you know about the client's competitors. Because he definitely wants his work to be the best from his competitors which will help him to generate more cells. **Result**: At the same time when you are talking so much with the client, the client is also creating a positive impression about you. He will understand that you are very good at whatever you do. You have a lot of sincerity towards your work and you also have sincerity towards the client. You may have asked him questions that he may not have thought about before. Your question may cause him to think about something that might be good for his business. And then he can help you by asking you about other details on his own. And when you make your engagement with the client by talking so much, he won't even knock anyone else. Even if you do, the finale will give you work. Because maybe someone else didn't ask him so much or didn't want to know so much. The client will then be impressed with you. And in the future you may do regular work. Think of the client as a friend. Sir, sir, madam, madam, there is no need to foam at the mouth. Ask for his name at the beginning and you must say your name first. And since everything is English ... you have to be a little better or fluent in English. How far will you run with Google Translate? As long as you translate, the client will be busy on the other side. Develop your skills as well as dollar income. Nothing will fail. Create your own portfolio, avoid stealing. Before or after, success will come if you work hard. Some come early, some late. Everything is written from my own experience. It is not uncommon for mistakes to be made. The comment box is open ... you can write! If you like it, you can share it so that others can know and learn something new. It is a common etiquette to mention the name of the poster in the credit if you copy and paste the shares. Maintain politeness. 🙂🙂 Thank you for reading.

@Fionaa

Theory of time dilation! One of my sirs pulled the class and said, you can go to the future if you want. I asked how? He said, "By prolonging tomorrow." Since then, a different attraction to this relativity. I got up in college and realized what this relativity is. This relativity has the power to turn heads. His Excellency Einstein was one thing. Newton's words were completely blown away !!! With these long explanations and calculations, I was able to defeat Newton, and I, even an animal, went out of the world at full speed. So a little effort to get out of calculus and come to earth, let's see if it works. First of all, let's find out what is the length of this period ??? A: First of all, let's say you have a watch. You are standing on the earth with that watch. Now a child is playing with the ball in front of you, he is throwing the ball upwards. After exactly 20 seconds have passed on your watch, the ball is returning to the boy's hand. Let's say the baby and you are taken in a spaceship or on a high-speed train. When he throws the ball upwards, the ball returns to the boy's hand exactly 20 seconds after your watch. Because the baby and you are still moving at the same time, that is, in relation to each other. This time only the boy was put on a train or a spacecraft. And you are standing still in your previous place. This time when the boy throws the ball at the same height, you will notice that the ball has not returned to the boy's hand even after 20 seconds on your watch. It will take a little more than 20 seconds for the ball to come back ... Now why are you talking? Time is equal in all cases ??? This is why Einstein said that time, length, mass are relative. That is, depending on the high velocity and the different fields where these are immutable in Newtonian physics. This is why relativity arises to explain why it takes so long. Now let's see how it will take more time. First let's look at Figure 1. Suppose you are sitting at a train station, there is a stationary train in front of you and the red ball is like a light particle, jumping in the middle of the train like a ball. Once going to point A then going to point B. Since it is a light particle, its velocity is C = 3x10 ^ 8 ms -1. And it takes time to go from point A to point B. Then the distance of AB is S = ct (distance = velocity x time). Now let's come to Figure 2. You are still sitting at the train station. Suddenly when the ball hit the lower part of the train the train started moving at V speed when the ball hit the bottom and touched the upper part then the train stopped. The time that has passed by then is t ’. And the points where we came to a stop on the way are A's and B's ... Now that you have seen the incident sitting outside the train, you will think that the ball has gone from A to B instead of going from A to B, so you will think t 'instead of time t. Then because you see it from outside the train, The distance traveled by the ball is AB '= c t' (distance traveled by the ball = velocity of the ball C x time t ') Train distance traveled, AA '= v t' Now if someone is sitting inside the train then the train will not seem to be moving for him and the points A and B will not change his position i.e. AB = A’B ’for him. So for him the speed, time, distance traveled by the ball will remain the same as before (Fig. 1). Then because someone from inside the train saw the incident, The distance traveled by the ball, AB = ct Now, adding three points A, B ’, A’ gives a right triangle. And we have learned since childhood that the hypotenuse 2 = land 2 + perpendicular ^ 2. Then available with this formula, (ct ') 2 = (vt') 2 + (ct) 2 => c ^ 2. t ’^ 2 = (v ^ 2. t’ ^ 2) + (c ^ 2. t ^ 2) => t ’^ 2 = {(v / c) ^ 2. t ’^ 2} + t ^ 2 => t ’^ 2 - {(v / c) ^ 2. t ’^ 2} = t ^ 2 => t ’^ 2 (1 - v ^ 2 / c ^ 2) = t ^ 2 => t ’^ 2 = t ^ 2 / {1- (v ^ 2 / c ^ 2) => t '= t / root 1 - (v ^ 2 / c ^ 2) Here, t ’= time determined from outside the train i.e. time of dynamic event determined by the observer t = the time of the same event as determined from inside the train, i.e. the time of the stable event as determined by the observer. v = speed of the train or the speed of change of location of the event. c = speed of light Now, if we put the speed of the train in that equation, we can see that t 'is always greater than t ... This means that the duration of an event occurring in a dynamic state is longer than the period when the same event occurs in a stationary state. And in the first example given for this reason, the ball needed more than 20 seconds while in motion. Comcept source, Wikipedia Google Facebook Thank you for reading.

@Fionaa

Story of Raka VI This time he came to me very curiously and sat down. Asked,- Well, you told me, why can't you stand him? Why do you care so much! I said,- I don't do that. Besides, this guy just hurts all the time when he takes me in his arms. Anu Chowdhury asks with a slight frown,- Does it hurt?- Holds tight, tight. I was in pain then. On that day, he soaked everything with a kiss on the bus. Yak! You know? Anu Chowdhury laughed this time. Then he said in a calm voice. - Hey, you don't fall from your lap just by holding it tightly. Whatever you do, hold on tight so you don't fall. So you just have to tell him. I will see that there will not be so much hatred. He is not bad as a human being. He loves you like your father. And when it comes to kissing, a little saliva falls. If you wash it, it will work. Has no one ever kissed you in your life? I said again, - No! No, no one kissed like that. And don't compare him to my father at all. Beware. - All right. Then Tanisha looked at her sister and called for her to listen and said, Well now listen guys, Ajmal will go for a walk with all of us this afternoon. Museums, zoos. We will go to many more places. Raka, you eat now. And you're ready in the afternoon, huh? I said, - I'm not going anywhere. Apu also said the same thing because he has a special job somewhere. Hearing our interest, Anu Chowdhury said in a hard voice, - Look, I'm your mother. Whatever happens to me with your father, you are my child. Don't tease me like this again and again. Do not disobey the words again and again. You know I'm a man of one word. I want to keep you well. Come back, the mind will be better, what's the objection here? He paused and said, - Ajmal says as a hobby, he will go to the museum and zoo with the three of us. Or will visit many more places. Tell me who would want to do it like this? Who would want to take it at their own expense? Your father never said that in his life. I said,- We can turn around ourselves. Even if he did not take or what? Can't we go? Dad, in fact, we will go, Mom. It is my responsibility to persuade my father. Right? Anu Chowdhury gritted his teeth and said, - Raka, I will not argue with you. Ish, go with my father! ঐ People do not agree with all this in life. Its just work and work. And your father will say before you hear it, what is the need of all this, go home and come back. Your dirty house, your ugly grandmother, the poison in my two eyes. Despite having life and Jamuna Oihane. Let me die, before I go home. What I said is final. I will be ready in the afternoon. We will go to the museum first. Apu Apu prefers to travel alone. He does not suddenly agree to go anywhere with his family. Yet why did he say today, - Well, Mom, tell me how it is when you go to the cinema? Anu Chowdhury was happy to see Tanisha Apur's interest. He smiled, put his hand on his sister's cheek, kissed her and said,- Well, you offer this to your uncle. No, no, let's see. He looked away and said sullenly,- But if it was your father, he wouldn't have done it. I would not have done it before. I'm sure. My mother married a dull man. My life is over. I said, - Why does Dad take us? I looked at my sister and asked, What sister? Don't you? Apu asked the opposite question with a dry face,- Do you remember when you took it? How many years ago? I don't even remember when Asena took it. I was a little hurt and said, - Do you see if you tell your father .. Last year I went to Chandrima Udyan, to the park .. Don't you remember? - Damn. I see how many of them come and go. Are these things worth seeing? Anu Chowdhury could not hold his patience anymore. As he got up, he said, - This is Tanisha, she can't go if she doesn't go. There is no need to force so much. When his father takes him before he dies, he will go too. Let's go. You don't argue with him anymore. You are ready in the afternoon. The three of us will go. The queen will be alone at home. Apu smiled and went out with an obedient answer, in need of something special. I sat alone. I took out the doll given by my sir and talked to it for a while. I really wanted to call your sir. He doesn't have a number. Suddenly I remembered that one day he had written his number in my notebook. But where is that book? Need to find out! I became obsessed with searching. Eventually both the notebook and his number were collected. But the phone was not picked up. I don't have a phone. There is no one at home except Anu Chowdhury. The extra phone of the house is also lying in his room. I hurried to his room. As I approached the room, I heard some conversations on his phone. "Ajmal, when will the housework be done? It won't be too late, but all the work has to be done first. Who knows when Tanisha's father will come. How long will you stay here? Do you see the flat? How many rooms? Is there a verandah? That money is yours." Not near? " Etc. I got to hear all the weird weird things. I didn't understand anything. I was not old enough to understand then. Or did not want to understand. I entered his room and took the phone from the drawer. He is going to speak in unison. I ran with the phone. Then I dialed your sir's number. What luck! Received without having to dial! To be continued. Thank you

@Fionaa

Spacesuit II **Arm & Glove Assembly** At the end of the Arm Assembly is added Glove Assembly. It covers the astronaut's wrists, fingers, etc. and protects it from external injuries. Here rotary bearings are used to facilitate the rotation of the wrist on the wrist part. A hot pad attached to the inside of the assembly protects the astronaut's hand from excessive heat and cold. The astronaut also has a 'finger tip heater' that controls the temperature of the fingers. **Lower Torso Assembly (LTA)** The whole part of the spacesuit below the HUT is collectively called the LTA. The lower LTA and the upper HUT of the spacesuit are connected to each other by the Body Seal Closer part. In addition, due to the Waist Bearing of the LAT and the flexible part of the foot, the astronaut can move the waist and legs well. Finally, special boots are attached to it. **Portable Life Support System (PLSS)** A complete system is in the ‘backpack’, which is attached to the rear of the spacesuit’s HUT to provide the necessary oxygen inside the spacesuit and to prepare the environment necessary for the astronauts to survive in space or on alien soil. This system as a whole is called PLSS. EMU's PLSS Backpack is 28 "× 20.5" × 10.5 "in size. It weighs 104 pounds with the whole system. The PLSS is powered by a 16.6-volt silver-zinc battery. **PLSS consists of five subsystems.** Primary oxygen supply Oxygen ventilating circuit Water transport loop Feed water loop Space suit communication system The control of each of these subsystems is connected to the DCM attached to the chest of the HUT by means of a Remote Control Unit (RCU). Through this you can control the astronaut systems. **Primary Oxygen Supply** The 18 ”long and 6” diameter cylinder contains about 1.5 pounds of oxygen gas at a pressure of 1380-1440 PSI which provides oxygen to the astronauts. From here oxygen flows inside the spacesuit and helmet and maintains a pressure of 3.9 PSI there, which creates a comfortable environment for the astronauts. **Oxygen ventilating circuit** In this system, 5.5 cubic feet of oxygen flows from the primary oxygen supply system inside the spacesuit per minute. In order to keep the astronaut's breathing effective, this flowing oxygen is refined inside the system with moisture, heat and carbon dioxide from inside the suite and flows back into the spacesuit. It is also a part of the spacesuit's ventilation system. **Water Transport Loop** This part controls the flow of water through the LCVG of the spacesuit. A battery-powered pump carries 4 pounds of cold water per minute through LCVG's tube network. This removes the metabolic heat generated in the astronaut's body, leaving the astronaut's body cool. It is capable of removing 1600-2000 Btu of heat per hour. **Feed Water Loop** This is another part of thermal management. A total of 11.6 pounds of water is contained in the rubber bladder and reservoir tank, which helps maintain thermal normality while being connected to the spacesuit's internal heat exhaust system. **Space suit communication system** The PLSS integrates the astronauts' interpersonal communication and overall communication with the Earth. It is mainly a specialized radio signal transmission and receiving system. This communication system collects data from the conversations of the astronauts, their physical condition, the effective state of the internal management of the spacesuit, performance, etc. and sends it to the control center of the spacecraft and the earth. Another important function of the system is to control the oxygen supply rate, temperature and pressure of the spacesuit, the voltage and current in the sensors and electrical parts connected to the measuring instruments and other places. This information is exchanged on ten separate channels. A part of the communication system warns the astronaut to take necessary action by conveying that information to the indicator of the DCM part fitted to the HUT of the spacesuit in case of high oxygen supply rate, low pressure, cooling and any instability of the ventilation system. In addition to the five core systems mentioned above, two additional backup systems are connected to PLSS. These additional measures are placed in two spacesuits to save the life of the astronaut in case of emergency due to mechanical disturbances or environmental reasons. E.g. Oxygen Purge System (OPS) Buddy Secondary Life Support System (BSLSS) **Oxygen Purge System (OPS)** Attached to the PLSS is a relatively small 18 ”× 10” × ৮ ”35.1 pound safety backup oxygen supply system. Here 5.7 pounds of oxygen is stored at 6950 PSI for emergency use. A separate battery keeps the system running. If the original PLSS does not work due to an accident or mechanical malfunction, the oxygen supply drops at an alarming rate, or the pressure inside the spacesuit decreases, the astronaut can activate the system with a lever attached to its DCM part When this system is activated, it is able to stay active for 30 minutes. This arrangement maintains a pressure of 3.7 PSI inside the spacesuit for 30 minutes and delivers 6.3 pounds of oxygen per hour. At the same time, the system keeps the astronaut's breathing normal, controls the internal temperature, removes carbon dioxide and keeps the visceral part of the helmet clean and transparent. Safety Emergency Extra Second Measures If this system is activated simultaneously with BSLSS, it operates at half its capacity and is able to save the astronaut from being in operation for about 75 minutes. **Buddy Secondary Life Support System (BSLSS)** If for some reason the astronaut's body temperature cooling system does not work or there is a problem, another astronaut's PLSS backpack provides cooling water to the astronaut's backpack to keep his cooling system running. Cooling water flows through one of the two flexible pipes 8.5 feet long from the spacesuit, the cooling system flows through the cooling system of the useless astronaut and back through the other flexible pipe keeps the flow active so that the body temperature of the astronaut remains normal. In this case, the astronauts' spacesuit is attached with a 6-foot-long shackle so that the two BSLSS pipes do not go to the maximum distance and become disconnected. Thank you.

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What is time! **In the language of science, what is time?** In the language of science, Aristotle gave a scientific definition of the first (350 BC) period, which is quite modern in relation to his time; He defines time as "the means of calculating motion relative to the past and the future." In his Principia of 18, Newton wrote, "Absolute, true, and mathematical time, in and of itself and of its own nature, flows uniformly." One 'master clock' is this 'time' In 1829, the astronomer Jean-Jacques Drt de Myran showed that this 'time' regulates the daily cycle of plants; It used to be thought that plants would respond to sunlight and match their petals, but Myron found that the cycle of the plant remained unchanged even after leaving it in a dark room for several days. That is, he is controlled by something other than sunlight Then, in 1824, Saadi Karno, while doing mathematical calculations of engine efficiency, gave birth to the second law of thermodynamics and the concept of 'entropy'. According to this formula, the entropy of any closed system always increases From this idea, it is determined that there is a 'direction' of time, that is, time can only move in the direction in which entropy increases. Thunder struck Einstein in 1905 when he claimed that the universe had no 'master clock' at all, as Newton thought. Rather, how time passes depends on the speed of the observer The only exception to this is the speed of light, which maintains the same speed for everyone That is, in Einstein's theory of relativity, time became secondary, and in its place came the speed of light, a special status, a speed that cannot be exceeded. In 1906, Herman Minkowski, Einstein's teacher and German mathematician, collectively described time and space as "space-time". Einstein's revolution in science came in 1915 when he said that gravity affects time (and space)! This theory of general relativity gave birth to the 'black hole' whose 'boundary' seems to be 'from afar' as if it is in the eternal future. The concept of 'direction' became more popular in 1926; The scientist Arthur Eddington explained the direction of time in the formula of entropy: if there is more chaos around, then this direction is towards the future, if there is less chaos, then this direction is towards the past. That is all that can be said in physics. Another revolution took place in 1929; Astronomers have observed that the farther a star is from Earth, the faster it moves away from us. The 'Big Bang Theory', which says that all the matter and energy around us was concentrated in a very small space at some point in time this is the primitive time of the universe. That is, there is a beginning of time In 1974, two American scientists, Arno Penzias and Robert Wilson, discovered the "Cosmic Microwave Background" with the help of a radio antenna - the echo of the Big Bang. However, there is disagreement among scientists as to whether time started at the moment of the Big Bang. There is still a lot to be written about time, but Shiva's song will be sung to make it look like rice I may have already sung it Because I wrote a lot about time, but 'What is time?' Probably I do not know the satisfactory answer. **A dimension?** **Speed ​​calculation? Or** **Something deeper than that?** Can you answer those questions? Note: Importance of time- We know the proverb - Time and treade wait for none. We should use every moment in our life. We should enjoy all the time we got. Becouse every second in our life is gift from our god. For capture and measure time. Many legends are worked for it. As result we got watch in our hand, phone or wall in our house. Thank you for reading. Hope you will like my wrote. If you like it hit the like button and leave your comment.

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Spacesuit From the beginning of human space travel, among other essentials, it has been an integral part of the special clothing worn by astronauts, commonly known as 'spacesuit'. Without this special clothing, it is not possible for humans to survive in the harsh and harsh environment of space. **What is a spacesuit?** In practical terms, spacesuit is not just a garment or a set of garments, it is also called a "one-person spacecraft". The official name of the spacesuit is ‘Extravehicular Mobility Unit’, abbreviated EMU. An astronaut wearing a fully prepared and well-equipped spacesuit can come out of the spacecraft and float in space. He can also work on repairing defects outside the space station. Spacesuits are also needed to land on new planets. Generally speaking, a spacesuit or EMU is a special arrangement of a set of special protective clothing and equipment, which ensures the astronaut's safe position, navigation and survival in the hostile environment inside and outside the spacecraft. The overall management of the overall safety and survival of an astronaut is called spacesuit or EMU. **Spacesuit requirements** Climbers need to wear special clothing to withstand adverse weather conditions while climbing mountains. Astronauts have to live in a much more dangerous, deadly and deadly environment than the mountains in space. Special safety spacesuits are needed to survive in that life-threatening environment. Uninterrupted supply of oxygen in space, control of external pressure on the astronaut's body, temperature control, communication between astronauts and the earth (since airspace cannot be spoken of directly), resistance to terrifying radiation in space, from potential 'alien pathogens' Necessary arrangements are made in the spacesuit to protect the astronaut, etc., so that the astronaut can complete his work safely without any hindrance. The structure of the spacesuit and the functions of the various parts As mentioned earlier, a spacesuit is not just a garment. This is a complete security measure. The whole spacesuit consists of many small and large important parts. Let us know about the structure and functionality of the main parts of the spacesuit. First of all, let's look at the inner garments and devices inside the hard shell outside the spacesuit. **Communication Carrier Assembly (CCA)** The CCA is the astronaut's interconnected and original spacecraft and complete system of communication with the Earth. Inside the helmet, the astronaut has a Teflon and a cap made of nylon fabric. This is called communication cap. There are earphones, microphones and electrical connections for voice communication. One part of this connection is attached to the radio transmission and receiver part of the astronaut's 'backpack', the other part is attached to the control unit and display part on the chest of the outer garment. Through this system, the astronaut maintains all the necessary communications. **Liquid Cooling & Ventilation Garment (LCVG)** The spacesuit is very well insulated. Without a well-ventilated system, the heat from the inside cannot escape, or the heat from the outside cannot enter. Therefore, it is important to have a system to expel the heat generated in the body of the astronaut. LCVG is the body's thermal control system. Inside the outer cover of the spacesuit is a special heat-controlling garment. This dress is made of very thin but hollow and flexible tube. These clothes are worn like undergarments. The entire garment is covered by tube networking. Water flows through this tube which removes the heat generated in the body of the astronaut and keeps the body temperature of the astronaut at a tolerable level. In addition to water flow, this garment is equipped with a special air flow system that acts as a ventilator. The water flow and ventilation system of this garment is connected to the control part of the ‘backpack’, which maintains uninterrupted flow of water and air. **Maximum Absorbency Garment (MAG)** It is called the special underwear of the astronauts. It has to be worn like underwear under LCVG. It stores the astronaut's urine inside the spacesuit and expels it in a timely manner. **In-suit Drink Bag (IDB)** A special kind of potable water bag is attached to the inner wall of the outer cover of the spacesuit. From there a pipe goes to the astronaut's mouth. The astronaut can drink water from the bag with that pipe. Now let's look at the different parts of the outer shell of the spacesuit. This cover is basically seen as a spacesuit. **Helmet & Extravehicular Visor Assembly** The top of the spacesuit is a special helmet. This special bound helmet is attached to the original spacesuit while wearing the spacesuit. It has two main parts - Helmet Assembly and Extravehicular visor Assembly. Helmet Assembly is a transparent helmet. At the bottom of the neck ring is attached to the helmet attached to the original spacesuit. Extravehicular visor assembly is attached to the outer layer of this helmet made of special poly-carbonate material. This assembly of hard cover protects the astronaut from external shocks and direct bright sunlight and radiation. The first protection layer of the Extravehicular Assembly on the outside of the front of the transparent helmet acts like a Two-way Mirror. It reflects sunlight and radiation, but astronauts see just outside. Above this layer is another completely opaque covering. This prevents it from getting sunlight directly in front of the astronaut. These two layers of protection are near the ears of the assembly. These can be controlled by turning two knobs on the right and left. If necessary, it can be covered with these, again, if you want, the completely transparent part can be kept open. **Hard Upper Torso with Arm Assembly (HUT)** The part that looks like a vest in a special fiberglass spacesuit is the HUT. This part consists of the chest and arm part of the spacesuit. Attached to the chest is the Display and Control Module (DCM) consisting of internal equipment control sections, switches, etc. The display here is not directly visible to the astronaut himself. So a Wrist Mirror is attached to the arm of the spacesuit. There the astronaut controls by looking at the display of the DCM through the reflection. LCVG, Water line, Air & Oxygen system, Vent system - these parts are controlled with the help of DCM. The HUT has a life support system backpack on the back. The upper neck ring of the HUT and the lower neck ring of the helmet are fastened together. Attached to the HUT is the Arm Assembly. Arm Assembly and HUT are connected to each other by means of special attachment system and bearings to maintain convenient control of the astronaut's hand. This allows the astronaut to move his arm easily and to rotate the lower part of the arm for bearing. The last part of the arm assembly is attached to the gloves. The bearings and other arrangements required for the rotation of the astronaut's wrist are kept here, so that the gloves can be easily attached and disassembled and the wrist can be moved. **I will writw next part tomorrow.** Thank you.

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Religious Fight A disbeliever is waiting for the Messenger of Allah (peace be upon him). The Prophet (peace be upon him) was praying in the mosque at that time. After the prayer, the Prophet (peace be upon him) came out and saw this disbeliever who had declared war on Muhammad three days before, wanted the head of the Prophet (peace be upon him), and was defeated in the battle and fled. Three days ago, the Prophet (peace and blessings of Allaah be upon him) stood in front of the Prophet (peace and blessings of Allaah be upon him), the leader of the disbelieving party, but he did not get angry, excited or upset. He greeted, extended his hand and made Musafa. He took her home and let her sit in his only seat. The leader of that disbelieving group accepted Islam out of surprise at this behavior of the Prophet, and became one of the companions of Islam. Almost all of us know the story of the old woman. The road on which the Prophet (peace and blessings of Allaah be upon him) used to go to pray was always used by an old woman. Dear Nabiji, he would have crossed the road by removing that cut. Thus several days. Suddenly one day the Messenger of Allah (peace be upon him) saw that there was no road cut. He went to the old woman's house and saw that she was very sick. Later he was healed by taking care of the service! The Prophet (peace and blessings of Allaah be upon him) went to the old woman's house thinking why there was no road cut. (SubhanAllah) But the old woman's main goal was to hurt our prophet . When the Prophet (peace and blessings of Allaah be upon him) announced the Farewell Hajj, the Companions became restless. There was a roll of tears all around. One of the Companions asked the Prophet (peace and blessings of Allaah be upon him), “O Messenger of Allaah, how will we keep Islam when you leave? The Prophet (peace and blessings of Allaah be upon him) replied: You have the Qur'aan and the Sunnah of the Prophet (peace and blessings of Allaah be upon him). Lately, I see how blurred my eyes are in activities related to religion, my head comes to rest. I don't know what the Prophet (peace be upon him) would have done if he had seen the man who was beaten to death and burnt in Lalmonirhat, but after reading the life story of the Prophet, I understood that he was in great pain. Maybe he would cry and say, "How did I teach you, and how are you doing?" Islam never taught barbarism. Islam is the most peaceful religion in the world. This can be understood by looking at the life of the beloved Prophet, the meaning of the verses of the Qur'an. The infidel who wanted to cut his throat three days ago became a Muslim due to the behavior of the Prophet! The old woman cut on the way also believes. But as followers of that Prophet, claiming to be followers of that Prophet, we are leading Islam to barbarism. If people would read the life of the Prophet! They used to understand the verses of the Qur'an! Non-Muslims are turning away from Islam in such immoral activities of Muslims. But it was supposed to be the other way around. People of other religions were fascinated only by the conduct of Muslims and wished to believe. As was the time of the Prophet (peace be upon him)! I often ask myself, what would my religion be if I was not born into a Muslim family? That is why I try to study religion. I understand that Islam as a religion is perfect. I speak in a scientific way and I speak from the place of faith. It's true, I can say that without challenging anyone. From what I have learned in my study of religion, it is very likely that the Messenger of God did not preach an Islam in which a person is beaten to death and burned for insulting the Qur'an. Of course, there is a punishment for disrespecting the Qur'an. But it is definitely not with such brutality. Rather, it was supposed to be a judgment that would have made other atheists respect Islam, faith would have worked. Every religion is sacred to its people. To me, a mosque is as sacred as a temple to a Hindu. Just as I feel bad when someone comes to my holy place and insults me, Hindus also feel bad when they go to someone's holy place and break the idol. The way a man was killed in a mosque for insulting the Qur'an, and if those people were beaten to death for going to a temple and breaking an idol, I would think that justice is equal for all. Then barbarism would not come to mind seeing such activities. Idolatry was most prevalent during the time of the Messenger of God. He had a disciple like Omar who had the power to make the whole world angry if he spoke a word. But what a great glory, no idol has been broken in the house of non-Muslims yet. The Prophet (peace and blessings of Allaah be upon him) used to invite them without hurting their feelings, with friendship, with beauty. If you hurt people's feelings, how will you have the courage to come to Islam with those feelings? We think of ourselves as Muslims but do not practice Islam. I don't see how beautiful my religion is, how full of greatness of importance. We do not want to know what the Prophet (peace and blessings of Allaah be upon him) used to do in this situation. We spread Islam by beating and killing people saying Allahu-Akbar. The Prophet (peace be upon him) would never have been happy to see such a practice of Islam. Maybe God himself is not happy! Thank you for reading.

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Can you writing article? I can't write. I find the option to write but there is no scope for writing. Are you facing this problem too?

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Love marriage ❤️ Shortly after a love marriage, an unpleasant and utter truth is heard from the mouth of a husband or wife: 'You don't love me like before. Hundreds of sorrows, hardships, anger, arrogance come and get stuck in this one word. Even after a long relationship, only a few days after the marriage, the family gets divorced based on this one word. **But after marriage, why is there no love like before?** *After marriage, love is shared. When you were in a relationship, your love was centered only on the person you loved. But after marriage, the love is shared between the children, the mother-in-law and others. So maybe the share of love for the loved one falls a little less than before.* *After marriage, the responsibilities of both husband and wife increase. Boys 'jobs, girls' responsibilities in the family are often not as much love as before.* *While in a relationship, there was plenty of time to give time to the loved one. But after marriage, there are so many responsibilities, There is not much time available in the busy crowd. That is why there is no love like before.* *While in a relationship, the goal of a boy and a girl is to take the relationship to marriage. Once married, the goal is achieved. Man loses interest in the goal that is fulfilled due to his natural instincts.* *While in a relationship, many people may say to make their loved one happy - I will bring you the moon of the sky, I will keep you like a queen after marriage. This creates a world of concern among girls about family. But after marriage, when they have to deal with family problems, they panic. Even for a very trivial reason, love decreases a little after marriage.* *Many girls can't adapt to the new environment of the in-laws' house after marriage. It takes time for them. As long as the girl can't adapt to that environment, she can't be normal with anyone. Even then, there is a little lack of love like before.* *After marriage, when they go to live together, they get a chance to see each other's habits, big and small. They have to adapt to each other's habits. They have to understand each other.* *Sacrifice has to be done. Otherwise there is heartache. Because of not being able to adapt, many times the love becomes light.* *In many cases, there is a conflict between the wife and the mother-in-law or someone else in the family. This causes quarrels and unrest in the family. The result is mental turmoil.* *There is no way to love a loved one like before with mental turmoil.* *After marriage, more or less money is needed to run the family. Both husband and wife have to think about money. The tension of money is much higher between the sons who get married from unemployed. The love is not the same as before due to being in tension for a long time.* *If you have children after marriage, you have to think about their future. Then the husband and wife pay a lot of attention to the children, to their future.* *One day or two, one year or two, It feels boring to live with a loved one for five years. You have to lose interest. Then love is not the same as before, but you have to sign a divorce letter as a solution.* For all these reasons, after marriage without knowing it, there is no love like before. Give your loved one time in the midst of hundreds of activities to keep the love intact after marriage, take him for a walk, take him out to eat, share happiness and sorrow, blow a plate when he comes back from the office; bring ice cream and surprise him, buy two roses just like before Say - love, love, love. There are also couples whose love is a hundred responsibilities, in the midst of busyness does not decrease a little, but increases. Thousands of respect for their love. Thank you for reading.

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You and me II (story) He also wants to get a job Parents will fulfill many dreams. In fact, there is competition among our siblings for education. That can be explained in the future. I came fresh and sat down to eat. I asked my mother, - Where's Mitu? Are you doing that assignment? He said he would come after a while. I couldn't take you anymore. All parents want their son and daughter to go to school And I could not gossip, but gossip for reading less. - Haha. What a situation. Don't laugh. Eat right And why are your lips becoming so black day by day? After hearing his mother's question, he started coughing in fear Quickly drink water and say, - I don't mean .. I can't say either~ A little Vaseline. It will be fine I can't think whether I will cry or laugh when I hear my mother's words. I know the real secret of black lips. He will kill if the mother knows the secret. After eating, I went to the room and read some reports online. As soon as you turn on the net, the message starts coming. Massage of batchmates. Pay attention to read the report with everyone's reply. There are two tuitions in the afternoon. I fell asleep once while reading the report. Wake up to the phone alarm. I quickly got ready and went to tuition. In the middle of this race I forgot about the girl. After finishing tuition, I returned home in the evening. Come fresh and sit on the sofa. My sister came and said, Will you give me tea, brother? Food? - Wow! Brother so much care! Ok Mitu brought me some more tea biscuits and told me, ~ Brother you have fun eating I went. Leave the TV. Today Bangladesh has a game. Watch the game and have breakfast. He left the TV and went to his room with the play channel Mitu is like that. He thinks of himself as very clever. In fact, his intelligence is to keep me away from studies. I will beat the box and she will be the favorite daughter of the parents with good results But I will not let that happen I also went straight to my friend's room with breakfast. He was reading with a lot of mind. He was surprised to see me and said, Hey brother what are you doing here! I also got upset and came to her table with breakfast and said, - Sister Nare, I thought a lot. Nowadays I don't give you any time. You stay home alone all day. I am very busy. So I thought the game will be seen later. Give me a little time first. So I went to talk to you and have breakfast Not doing well? I think I'm having a lot of fun throwing Mitu into his own net. Mitu is very angry. It is quite understandable to see the expression on his face He smiled angrily and said, A: Yes, yes, you are doing very well. You are my number one Jaura brother. Get out of my room right now. Otherwise I will call my mother. Twelve of my reading will play, right? I will kill and make a ghost I have to read 6. - Haha. Chetis can now? Who sat me down to watch the game with breakfast? Fool me? Mitu doesn't say anything. Just looking at the book. I tell him my breakfast. - You don't have to read like crazy all day. You also have to eat and drink You don't eat these snacks. Then read with the mind. I didn't eat anything from my mother. Mitu is surprised and very happy. Tell me ~ Brother, you are my best brother. There is no one like you. - It's been 7 Now eat and read with your mind. A: Well. I smiled at Mitu and left Come and sit down to read Much left to read. The next morning I went to class as usual and did tuition. The purpose is to go home after smoking I also got a friend. He and I talked and sat down to smoke cigarettes in the new store - Why don't you settle down first? Ears here today? (Russell - Don't tell me it's a shocking incident. I will tell you one day later. - Well, that Talking to Russell, I was blowing smoke with happiness in my mind. But suddenly he said, - Dude, look, a girl is probably looking at us angrily. Look, look. I take a cigarette out of my mouth and look back in fear. To be continued. Thank you.

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Colour of henna I am a newly married wife. For the first time I am going on a long journey with my husband. Not on honeymoon. It has been two days since the 2nd year examination. Suddenly the marriage was consummated according to the wishes of the family. Shovan has to stay in Dhaka due to his job. However, his parents live in a village house. After marrying the boy a few days ago, they went back to the village. Now I am going to the village with my husband Shovon. At the father-in-law's house. As the family is married, the understanding between the two has not improved yet. Is it possible to get married in the midst of a busy schedule? I am very serious about studying again. However, I urged Shovon to book a train ticket. The main reason is that I never made a train journey. This first opportunity came again with her husband. So I did not miss. Shovon booked a beautiful room. Shovon sat me down and went out a little. You have to travel all night. So you have to arrange some food in advance. I also mentioned some of my favorite foods. I have been watching Shovon for 1 week. I think I got a good husband. He gives a lot of importance to my desires. I was wearing a purple sari. The color of henna on the hands has not yet gone. A very bright diamond nosepin on the nose. I look very different. Many are staring blankly. It means new wife. The woman sitting opposite me is watching a little more. The young woman can be called e. She had a small baby on her lap. What a sweet looking baby! Many are wanting to take her in their arms. I am a stranger, why give it to me? I am looking at Jalana. And I think, one day I too. It's time to leave the train. Why isn't Shovon coming yet? - "I bought more diapers for Farhan. Put them in the bag." The throat seemed quite familiar. As soon as I turned my head, I became speechless.-Jahid? How is this possible? Anamika's eyes met Zahid's. She is in the same situation. - Zahid said something but closed his mouth. In the meantime, Shovan has come. - Anamika, I took the scratch for you. You have to make a long journey If it feels bad on the way. Trying to give a little artificial laughter, I took the packets of Anchar. I was drowning in a sea of ​​thoughts by then. The train is running. I looked at Jalana and thought. Those old words. How many memories are involved. With this Zahid. Who is this Zahid? Seeing that, my smiling face also became sullen Why not? My insides are twisting. I'm having a hard time breathing. My hands and feet are gradually becoming like. I can't hold myself back. Even if it was not seen in this way, it could. Zahid was my first love. And he was more serious about our relationship than me. A very tidy boy. How to do? I always thought about how to fulfill our dreams There was a lot of quarreling between us. There were quarrels over ridiculous things. Baby is already very dear to Zahid. Little babies would tell me with a pick of dresses. Look, this is our baby. If I ever tell you to fall face down. This is my baby. Still quarreling. Baby, are you alone? I also used to tell him to get angry Yes, I am alone. Busy. A heated argument. He would give me up to the block. Never talk to me again. I have already said that He was more angry and jealous. I would not say anything else. But, after an hour, he would call himself again and say, "I love you, honey"! I can't help but talk to you. Everything would be normal again. This boy could have been arrogant for a few hours. The boy, however, was arrogant, and would argue if he was late for a call, or if he did not say "I love you" just before the call was cut off. In the midst of so many quarrels, our relationship was much better. The first day we go out to date He was more ashamed than me. That was the day, one of my most beautiful days. I wandered around all day. Holding hands was also forbidden. Because, the two of us don't like these touching things before marriage. But, still unknowingly I grabbed his hand. And I said, please never leave this hand. Although the love was not physical, it was very deep in mind. But we were always scared of the two of us. Don't get lost. That time Zahid told me, it is a sin to make love like this. It's not right that I'm talking to you. Let's secretly do the registry. Keep it a secret until I get a good job. Then, the two families will be notified. I did not pay attention to this issue. However, some conditions of Zahid. As a rule, talking on mobile, informing everything in advance about what I am doing. Etc. The family was caught in a short time of the relationship while observing the matters. And forced to confess to them. Yes, I love one. Bab-ma relationship did not look bad ৷ Rather, he said, whatever it is Meet us. Zahid did not listen to him. I said a lot. My parents are no longer ignorant. If you meet him, he will tell you to get married now. They also understand that you do not have a job. Zahid also used to say, "I am not a boy disliked by your parents." Then there is no question of not accepting. Then that time was the worst time. Some unspoken chapters of my life. On the one hand, Zahid will not come to meet his parents. On the other hand, my parents do not want me to have any relationship with Zahid. What else to say? They are parents! Was scared. Zahid really loves me! And if it is good, then what is the problem to come and meet? Then they assumed that Zahid was cheating on me. To be continued. Thank you for reading.

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You and me (story) I was standing, smoking a cigarette and thinking, when will I have a lover? This life without love no longer feels good. I know how it feels bitter Thinking about all this, I smoked another cigarette. But the same! I could not take the poisonous smoke inside I took a cigarette from my lips and saw the burnt part of the cigarette cut off. Suddenly a sweet voice came from the side. ~ Every day I stand on the porch and see you eat this rotten thing while standing here. Why eat all this? Don't you know that eating these is not good for health? A rotten man. I looked at the girl and listened to her The girl is looking at me angrily with scissors in her hand. Today, for the first time in my life, I saw someone who is angry but looks impossibly beautiful The girl said again, ~ Why are you silent? Say something. I'm actually looking at the girl. A very beautiful teenage girl. I don't even want to think about the approximate age Nowadays, the age of girls is not understood. But he will be younger than me. Of course I'm not that big either. Impossible Maya in the girl's face. Where I am supposed to be angry, he is showing me anger. The girl said again, ~ Say and eat all this? I don't shake my head quickly. This time the girl's eyebrows became a little simpler. Then he said again, ~ Then if you never see these rotten things to eat then you have news. The girl nodded and left. I encountered a turbulent storm a little earlier However, she is quite a Mayawati teenager. I was more impressed by her sudden attack than by my surprise. Maybe she will be the princess of a beautiful city. The unfamiliar girl went inside his building. I'm just watching her leave. If he hides his eyes, come back to reality Sadh's cigarette died. He wants to give the status of martyr to the poor He had to be martyred for me. What else can I do? I have to buy another cigarette But this time I could not buy cigarettes. Here again, there is a beating on the forehead after smoking cigarettes The mood got worse. This was a place far from home. No one knows me. So cigarettes can be smoked comfortably. But it was not for the girl I am saying goodbye to my uncle and going home. No more cigarettes from him. As I was walking away, I came across another cigarette shop. Of course a little smaller. So maybe it hasn't caught my eye for so long. Let's finish tuition every day from tomorrow and smoke cigarettes here This shop is a little far from that girl's house. So he will not see again. Haha. Don't make me smoke. I smoke a cigarette every day If you don't play, you can't sleep at night. This intoxication has been for friends. Iron floats on the fault of the so-called company. I can't leave now. I used to eat a lot. Now I only eat one I am going home with happiness in my mind. I will smoke here from tomorrow. The girl will never see me again. I was thinking while walking, then the girl had been following me for a long time. But why? I can't find the answer But the girl liked it a lot I came home thinking about the girl. As soon as the bell rings. A: Rihanna, are you here, Dad? Why is it so late? - That's why I'm out a little late. Oh! Well, wash your hands and face and take a bath. Then Khabi. - All right. I went to be fresh like my mother said Oh! My identity was not given. I am Rihan Khan I live in Dhaka with my parents and a younger sister. My father works in the government. So we are middle class family. Our desires are limited but very beautiful. Wishes of limited size can be easily fulfilled. Dad has fulfilled all our wishes. I am also studying to fulfill my father's wishes. He wants me to be a senior government official. I have come so far by studying according to that. I am now in Honors third year. It is impossible to study, but it is not. Not too bad again. Who says in the middle. I am always between 1-10. I do some tuition besides studying. All my expenses go to that. Now I know how to reach out to my father. Maybe that's why I grew up so much. My younger sister is now in college. He is very talented and stays with studies all day long. To be continued. Thank you.

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Charu- Real life wonder woman (Based on true event) Auntie, put on your two legs, give me a hug. And I will not be wrong to say. I will work more carefully like this, Auntie gave me a hug. I have forgiven you before but not anymore. You're breaking my favorite cup and saucer. You have no forgiveness. Rubina Begum grabbed Charu by the hair and pulled her away. He took Charu to the kitchen, locked the door, and hit her on the back with a hot stick as he wished. Mr. Faisal knocked on the door several times from the other side but only Charu's screams and screams could be heard from the other side. Auntie teased me. I am in a lot of trouble, aunt. Rubina Begum's mind did not melt even after crying a thousand times. Rubina Begum is calm only if she wants to. ' And Charu stays in the kitchen, senseless. After a while, when she regained consciousness, Charu burst into tears. This is not the first time. Whenever there is any mistake in Charu, Charu is not free from the oppression of Rubina Begum. And even for the slightest mistake, Charu is often beaten with a hot stick. If the curry is a little too salty one day. Or if it is less than one day, Charu has to be punished for it. Charu always tries to work carefully. There is always fear. ' Because if there is a slight mistake, Charu will no longer be protected. To catch Charu's little mistake, Rubina Begum stays with him. I don't know why there is so much enmity with Charu. Rubina Begum listens to Charu all the time while walking. Charu is like Rubina Begum's two eyes. Charu is only seventeen years old. And girls of this age are far from cooking. Doesn't even come around the kitchen. And for many years, Charu did all the housework alone, including cooking. Sometimes if you are sick, you have to do everything. In the last few years, Charu has been on leave only three times. Of course, there are reasons for that. One morning Charu told Rubina Begum that Khalamma my body is very bad today. Not wanting to work at all. At least today gives me a day off. It starts after saying the words. Torture towards Charu. Despite her reluctance, Charu has to do everything while she is sick. While working, Charu becomes senseless in the kitchen. Rubina Begum had no idea that Charu was ill. Eventually Mim saw Charu and called everyone. Charu was then left at home. But Charu did not regain consciousness and was forced to bring the doctor home. Charu became unconscious due to high fever. So that day and the next two days. Charu gets three days off from work. But how many happy girls of Charu's age are living a happy and happy life. And Charu stays stuck like a captive bird all day. Despite the reluctance to do all the work of the house. Again, if there is a slight mistake, the torture like the witch of Rubina Begum will start. There are many scars on Charu's back with this. All the punishment given by Rubina Begum. It simply came to our notice then. Two guests will come to the house, so Charu has been told in advance to wash and clean everything beforehand. Charu was doing everything just fine. But Rubina Begum told Charu to work carefully. Stay in Charu's hand as soon as you say. One of Rubina Begum's favorite cups and saucers broke. And immediately the torture of Rubina Begum began. Rubina Begum has two children. The girl is Charu's peer and this time she is a first year student of Inter. And the boy only goes to the nursery. Rubina Begum's daughter Mim and son Nabil are very dear to each other. Even if they don't want to eat, they force them to eat again and again. And Charu is always given flute food. Or the food wasted by her son and daughter, most of which is eaten by Charu. Charu never talks about this. Because it is more that survives by eating flute food. Charu has been working in Rubina Begum's house for many years. Only Rubina Begum can't stand Charu in this house. Moreover, Mr. Faisal caresses Charu like his daughter. But Mr. Faisal can never speak on Rubina Begum's face. Whenever he went to support Charu on any issue, he followed Mr. Faisal. Rubina Begum often tells Mr. Faisal that he has no intention of earning two rupees, he talks big again. You are living on my money. How much money did you spend behind the boy or girl? Do not sneeze at any household chores. Stay as you are. Sit in that will chair all day. If everything goes to my money, I have to pay for your medicine. ' Rubina Begum always hits Mr. Faisal's weak spot. So even if I want to, I don't have the courage to protest against the injustice done to Charu. Rubina Begum's son and daughter like Charu very much. Loves like a sister. But Rubina Begum often says not to mix with such small people. Nabil is often the mother of the little ones? And you will not understand, father. Those who work in other people's homes are small people. Mixing with them makes the clothes dirty. You have to stay away from these little people. Rubina Begum always says the words in front of Charu. Charu was in a lot of trouble then. Everything seems to be getting dark. It feels like lightning. Charu's sufferings should be doubled. Charu says in her mind, Auntie, I am like your daughter. ' Don't you have a little love for me? Why are you so angry with me? Knowing that I am in trouble, why, always speak with difficulty? Why are you torturing me so much? As a working girl, all our dreams and hopes will remain unfulfilled. It is a curse to show our dreams what a working girl says. I want to read and write like five or ten boys and girls. Read new clothes. Parental affection get affectionate love. But I was born a crime? For which my own birth parents me? **Will it work? Forgive the mistake.** Thank you for reading.

@Fionaa

Black Fairy My father arranged my marriage with a black girl. I used to hate her whenever I saw her. The girl's name is 'Pari'. There is a common saying in our regional language, 'Shaal nai kuttar aur bagha naam'. A human being can never be compared to any other animal. Because, human beings are the best creatures of creation. ' There is no one in this world who has a fairy. My father died before I was born. And my mother died nine months after birth due to a complex disease. The man was born to my uncle. The fairy's mother's name was Aleya Khatun. Boiling, drying, shaking, smoking dishes, cleaning the house were all done. ' Aleya Khatun, the mother of the fairy, was born in a very low-income family. Her father worked as a day laborer. She worked in the sun and in the rain. The family lived on whatever she could get. As soon as the girl grows up, the day laborer's father Ramiz Mia is struck by lightning. He has grown old and his body does not have much energy capacity. If he works one day, he has to sit another day. He is having a hard time running the family. It is a matter of cost. Besides, nowadays marriage is not possible without dowry. What will he do? He can't sleep thinking. Aleya got married to Sabuj, the van driver of the next village. Due to the departure of her parents, brothers and sisters, a storm of sorrow arose in Aleya's mind. I say sadly, it is quite cloudy. Happiness is never permanent in human life. Happiness comes after many remedies and goes away after wandering for a short time. ' At the end of seven and a half months of marriage, Aleya's husband died in a terrible road accident. She was then two months pregnant. It can happen. ' Aleya could not understand what she was going to do. It is not possible for her to go back to her father's house. Besides, there is no one here who will feed her twice. Finally, she struggled for her life with her child. She went to work and started working. But she could not get up for a long time. In the meantime, seven months of her pregnancy have passed. Far from working in such a situation, it is very difficult for her to walk even two steps. My uncle is a very soft-hearted man again. He can't bear the suffering of helpless people. Seeing such a miserable condition of Aleya, his heart bursts into tears. He cries out the responsibility of taking care of Aleya by his own will. ' After the death of my uncle, we could not persuade my uncle to remarry even though we insisted on it. According to him, the marriage of girls is one and the same. . Aleya's daughter has a child, but it looks a little black. That's why black girls are also fairies to their mother. So Aleya has a hobby name, fairy. Black fairy. After Aleya's death, she left the fairy with her uncle. Where will she leave the nine-month-old baby? Besides, her uncle has no children. So, she has taken care of the fairy like her own daughter with love. My uncle is now on his death bed. He called my father and said, 'He wants to write off all his property in the name of the fairy. And he wants to die in peace by marrying the fairy. I didn't want to leave. So my marriage with the fairy was finalized. Even though I married the fairy under the pressure of the family, I could not accept it from my heart. I did not want to look at her even if I slept in the same bed. I always felt that there was a shadow lying next to me. It has become my duty to marry her and get out of my house. When my friends see me, they say, 'How come Alam? In the end, I hung an ugly black girl in the car for the sake of money. I felt very bad when I heard their sharp words. All the anger would come and I would throw it on the fairy. Sometimes I would put my hand on her body for no reason. She understood everything and tolerated it. She didn't say anything. No one protested. Maybe it is the fate of black girls. The fairy is good in everything except the color of her skin. Her temperament, character, manners, usage are very good. She does all the housework and alone. She takes care of everyone. In just a few days she has won the hearts of everyone except me. He appeared as soon as he said he needed to. He didn't let me make any complaint. He was trying his best to win my heart. But I didn't pay attention to all this. I didn't buy the bangle and bring it. Although he had hundreds of complaints against me, he did not dare to speak openly. Sometimes I would notice that the girl would get out of bed in the morning. Tahajjud prayers would be offered. Her wailing and crying would be heard during the prayers. I have heard that if a servant prays Tahajjud and raises his hand in the court of Allah and sheds two tears, he will never shed a tear. Maybe this is his result. Suddenly my mind becomes soft. The idea comes to my mind, what I am doing is completely wrong. People cannot be considered with the color of their skin. Because, God's creation is all beautiful and man is the best creature of creation. ' I feel remorse. I have given so much trouble to a man with a real beautiful mind after being fascinated by external beauty. The remorse in my mind gradually gives birth to love for the fairy. I have unknowingly fallen in love with the black fairy. I promise I will never let any pain burn on her body. Thank you.

@Fionaa

Self-esteem I am going to be a mother for the second time, it will be four months. In the meantime, everyone in the father-in-law's house took so much care of me that he would not let me get down from the bed to the floor. A woman is always by my side when I need her, that's why she can't do anything else. My husband's (remembrance) strict order is that my movements, eating and drinking should not be a sesame amount. In the midst of hundreds of business activities, he now gives me enough time to stay by his side. I think every woman expects such a caring life partner. Thinking how lucky I am to have such a life partner, then mistakenly thinking that he is the only reason behind taking so much care of me is a son. After the first child is a daughter, she wants a son to come to the world, so we have so much. He always said that the son is the beacon of the dynasty, and only a son can be his worthy successor. But I want my child to see the light of the world in a healthy way, that's what came to my mind, daughter or son. I don't discriminate between children and daughters. I don't discriminate between sons and daughters. My eldest daughter Sabah is in class one. We got married in love ten years ago, not too far from father-in-law's house Our relationship is easily accepted by the two families. Being married while studying, it was very difficult for me to finish my studies after marriage. Yet I wanted and succeeded in my life, it would be two years to join as a high school teacher. I have received full support for my studies and job from Smaran and my family. This is how our second daughter came into the world a few months ago, Alhamdulillah, I am very happy. But Sabah's father was very upset, he could not accept this child. After I repeatedly explained, after a while everything became normal. The youngest daughter is two years old, during which a lot of trouble started in our married life. Smaran decided to get a second marriage for the son. My world has become chaotic, I love him. I would start bleeding from my heart just thinking about how I would tolerate any other woman with her. After many quarrels, I went to my father's house with the girls. After a while, everyone from Smaran and father-in-law's house came to our house. Remember to apologize to me and come back to that house. A few more days pass like this, but our relationship is not the same as before, as if a rust has been born between us. I am also busy with school and children, this is how life goes with memory business. Meanwhile, Smaran was injured in a bike accident and was hospitalized for four days. At that time I realized how much I still love the memory. I started crying like crazy when I saw him lying in the hospital bed. I have kept her children at home day and night to take care of her, she has remembered me and changed. Don't let me be out of sight for a minute. The day the two of us came to this house from the hospital, I think this is the first time we are coming to this house after getting married. Smaran stayed at home for several days and there was some deterioration in the business. Remembering is crying tonight telling me what will happen to us in the future, how much better we need a boy today. Men do not have to cry, do not cry and the gift of God, the child, please do not be upset. God will be displeased. I wiped away the tears and hugged the memory to my chest. Thirty years later again I am unexpectedly pregnant, there is no end to the happy memories. I fully believe that this time the child will be a boy. I also pray to God that whatever is good for our married life may be in my life. After a few months, the doctor could not know the exact child by ultrasonography. Smaran surprised everyone and then sent me to my father's house with my daughters, and he sent us everything we had at home. I cried a lot that night, I had no ability to remember. I didn't have such a hard time beside him. Smaran's statement was that if he had a son, he would take me to his father-in-law's house, not otherwise. No worries I would think of a new life growing inside me. To give birth to a child, a woman's heart bursts, and through that heart the child sees the light of the world. How will men understand this trouble. So I have to be good to my children. Everyone in my family is by my side now in this situation, they never had any faults so that I would never feel lonely. Caesar was done in time, my third child saw the light of the world as well as the mother's face. We had already made all the arrangements so that the memory would not know in any way. Two days after returning home from the hospital, the memory came to our house. He has come to pick me up and he will take four people including my son. Yes, the third child is my son. After so many days, Allah looked up at me, let's go home. Where are my two daughters? I see that my son has become like my heart, the lamp of the family. I haven't said a word for so long, the memory of which came up from the sofa to come to my son, then I threw the cup and the saucer next to him one after the other. After so many days, he came to take the child. He said what he would have done if he was a girl. Screaming and holding his forehead with his hand, Smaran just started apologizing. At one point he grabbed my leg and started apologizing. I did not forgive him, the injury I received from him will not be erased in this life. As I was screaming loudly, the mother came and took the boy to the next room, and the father and the younger brother lifted Smaran from my feet and said, "Our child and his children are the lamp of our family." They will be with us from now on, you leave this house with honor. If he doesn't want to go, he forcibly reminds him. Believe me I didn't feel so bad about it. The dignity of a wife, who does not know how to love children, may not be human. And I am successful in my life, I can make my children alone. They will grow up in my identity. All the respect and love for that man was destroyed on the day he said he would come back if he was a boy and not otherwise. I don't have any self-respect, am I a puppet that will impose unbearable pain first by pressing whatever it wants and then come and apologize on its own. I have no excuse for such a mistake. I did not forgive him. Today my eldest daughter got married. My father, son has successfully passed the SSC exam. The youngest daughter got a chance to study in medical college. The eldest daughter is a college lecturer. This is the fulfillment of my life, the fulfillment of my motherhood. Today we are in this position with so much self-respect and respect. It's a real story. Thank you so much for reading.

@Fionaa

Boy become pregnant II Again, the ovum of one girl cannot act on another. In this case, of course, when the ovum and sperm come together, the person becomes pregnant. And the biggest thing is, even if the sperm and the egg are combined, a person can never get pregnant in one day. The problem is quite complex. I asked him the question just to get the word out of Joy's mouth. Of course, I got an answer that Joy has a wife. I asked again; Well, Mr. Joy where is your wife now. Does she know you're pregnant? Joy: No, he's dead, so his face became serious. Me: When, where and how did your wife die. Mr. Joy replied in one word; This is my family matter! Am I not obliged to tell you everything? Mr. Hearing about the victory, the curiosity towards him increased even more. So is his wife responsible for Joy getting pregnant? Well, did his wife really die or was he killed? Maybe that's why Mr. Joy is not opening his mouth. I looked at him sharply and said; See Mr. Joy, if you tell me everything, I will help you. And if you don't say so, but I can't do your operation. Hearing this, Mr. Joy looked at me for a while and said: Doctor, I'm telling you all, you save me. I told him fearfully: Don't be afraid, Mr. Joy I'm with you. Mr. Joy began to say: I was then an honors first year student. I took admission in a varsity in the city. Unfamiliar City New Varsity It takes me a while to adapt to everything. At that time I met a girl from varsity named Supti. I like Supti very much. And love from feeling good. I fell deeply in love with her. Supti is beautiful enough to see. I was a simple boy from the village. I find it difficult to adapt to the people of the city. I had a relationship with Supti for 2 years. I was immersed in her faith, blind faith and deep love. I had no idea the girls in town weren't good. Supti used to have many relationships at once. And used me only for his needs. He avoids me when I realize it. Didn't talk to me. I became very addicted to it. It was not possible for me to forget him suddenly. I last met him one day. I had a lot of fights with him that day. He said to me: You are a famous rural boy. I don't agree with you. Besides, you have no future. No house, no car, no money, no beauty. Being with you is a waste of my life. I love a boy named Pabel and I will marry him. What he does not have money, money, house, car, form or wealth. Will I marry you or die? And my father will never accept you. So our breakup from today. One more thing: Forget me, be established first. Will deserve someone better than me in the future. That day my eyes were full of tears. Money is played in this city. Love is worthless to money. I don't know who my parents are. I grew up in a government orphanage. After SSC, I got out of there and started my own studies. My life was ruined after Supti left. I dropped out of school. From then on I went crazy for money. In the intoxication of money I forget all good and evil. The murder hit me in the head. I have to earn money at any cost. I was fairly intelligent. If you commit a crime, the police may be in trouble. My friend Mafi used to work in a five star hotel in the city. I took some advice from him. Since then I have been flirting with girls in different ways. I would easily fall in love with girls by showing them money, house and car. Although everything is given to my friend. I used to play love with them for a few days. Then, realizing the opportunity, I would sell them at big five star hotels or residential hotels on a night trip. After selling them, they had to call the village for a few days. Later, the hotel authorities would either treat the girls or send them to their guests. And lastly, the girls were trafficked abroad. After doing one or two like this, my courage increased even more. What happens in the city behind the night and in the light of day it is called. I used to work in the same way. Gradually I started talking to girls from different places. I would act for a few days, then bring them to town in the name of love and sell them. Although I felt bad for cheating with these helpless girls. But because of my hatred of money and girls, I was forced to do this. Lots of money is earned in this work. My condition changed overnight. Home, car is all. I married a beautiful girl. Despite everything, I do not have peace of mind. Feel a void somewhere. So one day I thought, I will give up these bad deeds. There is no point in wasting so many lives for a girl. But by then I have become a big team. My drills with big hotels. I understand, this work cannot be done without ease. I can't live without it. So I still do these things to save my life. But how could my wife know all my evil deeds. He forbids me. I can't leave these. He shows me the fear of the police. This led to a heated argument with my wife. At one point in the fight I put a knife to his throat. He died in just five minutes. My wife's body is lying in front of my eyes. The whole room was flooded with blood. Needless to say, my wife was 9 months pregnant at the time of her death. I feel bad for his death. I didn't want to kill him. But suddenly I did not understand what happened. Before death He just told me one thing: One day you will be punished for your sins. I have been paying close attention to this for so long. I listened to the words of victory. Being sorry for his wife. Mr. wife's death. The look of remorse on Joy's face is clear. In fact, it is difficult to understand when and how people get angry. Then what happened? Joy? (I) Mr. Joy began to say again: Then I buried my wife's body in a small forest behind our house. I was crying for my unborn child and wife. I felt like a bad criminal. I did not realize when I fell asleep while regretting. The next morning I woke up and saw that I was pregnant. I don't understand how I got pregnant. I think it was to kill my wife. That's why he cursed me. And I think this child too. Which was in my wife's womb. But I do not know how it came to my stomach? Mr. I did not believe this word of victory. How can a child be cursed? Moreover, as a doctor, I do not believe in these superstitions in this age of science. Surely there is another secret behind this. I can smell the obvious mystery. But before the emergency Mr. Operate Joy. I completed all the preparations for the operation. Operation tonight. However, since it is a secret matter, I took two of my best friends with me in this operation. But even after doing many tests, I could not determine whether it was a boy or a girl. A lot of curiosity and excitement is working inside the mind. This is the first time a boy is going to have an operation. But hearing these words in the face of victory is a little scary. I completed the operation as usual. Mr. Joy is in a senseless state. But my friends and I were shocked to see the baby that I had operated on. Because the baby is much bigger than the normal baby. Moreover, we were shocked to see another thing. To be continued. Thank you for reading.

@Fionaa

The Strong boy -Raka Iv It is as if everything is burning with hunger. So I cried even though I didn't want to. I hiccupped and cried. There is not the slightest frown on Ammu's side. The little girl in the serial will be killed unjustly today - that is a matter for Ammu to see now. By then all the raw material of the plate must be finished. So now the focus is more on the serial. This is the first time Tanisha Apu has said anything for me. There is, of course, a reason behind it. I like Apur and Kachchi very much. And if Rahela is Aunty's baby, there is no question. Impeccable taste. He couldn't even taste it for his mother. Apu saw my tears and turned her hand on my head and said, - Egg roll khabi? Income. I make you egg-biryani with egg roll and eggs, chilli, onion. Very funny! I didn't say anything. I followed my sister. Apu made two loaves of bread, fried them with egg filling and put them in the microwave and took them out again. Then he took some rice in a pan and fried it with oil, chilli, onion and salt. Served nicely, took us straight to our room and closed the door. Apu and I played together. There was no regret for Kachchi. The rice-fry was great. What do I know, maybe the inedible nectar was too hungry! I thought, stay, my mother ate. No one else. Your sir would still come. He used to give me various tips for class six admission test. Admission test requires a lot of extra information. Because there are some questions outside the text book. They were teaching then. But my mother could not bear your sir with two eyes. My mother used to go out 2/3 times a week. He used to take me all the time. I'm not going now. I can't go even if I insist. My mother used to talk to me only to offer to meet my uncle. He used to say, let's go Raka. Today we will go out. I will eat a lot. I will eat your favorite dishes. I'll buy you a lot of teddy bears. Whatever you want to buy, so I'll buy! I could not handle the greed that day. That's when I finished the test. How long will the house be closed like this? So I went. I was not told anything like Uncle would come. That's basically why. But as soon as I got off the CNG, I saw that he was standing a little distance very neatly. My dad is a little black. But this guy is as fair as my mother. The man is dressed and very smart and rich. There is no thought line in my father's face. This man also lived. But this guy doesn't have two daughters, wife, family and so much business like my father that he would worry. So he has kept the divine age. Although he is older than my father. I was overwhelmed when I saw my uncle. Yes, now come and take me in your arms. Lift it in your lap and grab it with all your strength. Hold it so hard that tears will come to my eyes. Sometimes I go down screaming on purpose. I passed the class five exam then. Although I didn't understand everything, I started to understand some things. Maybe it will be the one who is older than the age. My uncle's lap, uncle's caress doesn't feel good anymore. Sounds unbearable. I feel annoyed even if he catches me. I throw it away on purpose. I didn't have to stay in my uncle's lap for long that day. He let himself down. I intentionally sat on the weight, so that his hand would hurt. Let me down. It was not too late in the market that day. We wandered around and came back. When I got on the bus, my mother and uncle sat in the back seat. And I sat in the front seat, alone. An old man was sitting with me. After a while he left. After he left, my uncle rushed to me from behind and took me to their seat. But he did not put me in the seat. He sat on her lap. I wanted to sit in the seat again and again. I said, if there is a little space. But Uncle said, - Why not! You don't sit on my lap mommy. What's the problem? Am I not your uncle? I still did not agree. Mom then pressed my hand and said with wide eyes, - Raka! Boss in your uncle's lap. Will he eat you? Why are you pretending so much? When I did not shake my head again, my mother was about to slap me. Then my uncle took care of me. He sits on her lap more and more. My discomfort continued to increase. I don't know why my uncle grabbed me so hard. But that day his hand began to move slowly. Sometimes going up or sometimes going down. Mom is not watching? No! Ammu is playing with her head on her uncle's shoulder. He is not watching. There is no doubt about it. The more I sit on the side from his lap, the more pressure he puts on me. And once I could not, I did not pull his hand. He then kissed me on the back and asked, - What happened, Mommy? Not feeling well? I close my eyes and sleep. I found her kind of kissing and uncomfortable. The saliva on his face, the back felt wet with saliva. The body was giggling terribly. I could not understand why he was doing that. I did not know the answer to that question. If I had known, I would have told my mother, my uncle told me ... ... But what is the benefit? Mom will never believe these things. Where my father kisses me, when I sit on my father's lap, then there is no such discomfort! When I got on the bus, I got up and sat on my father's lap. Even at home, sitting on my father's lap, telling all the events of the day, when I go to sleep, I don't even get the hadith. I get tired of thinking like this. And the wait is over, when will the bus stop. When will we go home? Just then I saw that your sir got on the bus. That's where he's coming from. Seeing him, my eyes and face became bright. This is an opportunity! The seat next to us was empty. Your sir came and sat there. I grabbed my uncle's hand. Uncle was about to catch up again. I fell from his lap with all the strength of the body. Then I went in front of my sir. Sir was looking at the mobile. So I could not see. I grabbed his leg and shook it. He looks at me in shock and asks, - Raka! You're here! Alone? Where is your father. To be continued. Thank you for reading.

@Fionaa

Woke up with new sun IV Mihika seems to be competing to be surprised. He looked at Ghalib with amazement on his face. Ghalib said, "Are you surprised? How can a man with a happy smile like me be so sad?" Mihika shook her head. Mihika shook her head and sat motionless. Forgetting everything a little earlier, he concentrated on the words of Mr. Ghalib. And asked like an attentive listener, "Uncle, what was the reason behind that horrible situation? Tell me everything?" Mr. Ghalib sighed and began to say, "Half of my story was beautiful. It was all about me, my darling Nintika and a handful of our love. She came into my life when I was in class nine. She was a new student in my class. She liked it at first sight. Is she a magician in black?" It was her face! It slowly turned into love. That was the beginning of our loving chapter. The phone was not there then. The letters were used to exchange emotions. Eye to eye in the gap between the class, two words and one letter at the end of the class. "My father passed away in Erimaj. I forgot everything about my father. I have a sick mother in the family, an unmarried older sister and a younger brother who is studying at eight. As the eldest son, the burden of the world fell on my shoulders. I barely studied Intermediate." I started looking for tuition, I earned college, I did tuition seven times a day, I spent the whole day in tuition, I spent the night drowning in studies, I didn't have time to sleep, Sir was not to be seen. My tuition money was enough to support my family. I was struggling with my money and family. Apart from that, I was in a hurry to release the crowd mortgaged by my father's treatment. Meanwhile, the final examination of Intermediate is near. He has to prepare and take. I was in a dilapidated state due to the rush of money during the day and the pressure of studying at night. I could feel how hard the reality was. " Mr. Ghalib stopped then started again, "Nintika used to give me courage through letters in her struggle to survive on the cuts of reality. All my tired hours were spent reading her letters. Her letters stopped coming in a hurry. Two months later there was an intermediate exam. I avoided it because of the pressure of studying." I came home a month ago. I asked my friends about Nintika's news. But they told me that Masduek Nintika is not coming to college. They don't know why. I called Nintika's girlfriend and she told me that Nintika's marriage was fixed the next day. I could not. Nintika's family knew that Nintika was in a relationship with someone, so she locked the girl in a hurry and gave her in marriage. In case of any mishap, she would not allow her to meet any girlfriend. I thought, but there was no way out. That evening I went to Nintika's house hoping to see her once, but I didn't see her. I heard only her cries. At the time he might have seen me in the gap of the fence. I cried softly when I saw it. He immediately pressed his face. Even then, my beloved's suppressed tears came to my ears. One or two drops of fire fell from my eyes. I was going to hide my body before anyone wiped away my tears when a piece of paper came on me from somewhere. I picked up the piece of paper in tears. I came to my room and opened the paper in the light of the hurricane. Then I discovered it was my darling's letter. Maybe the last letter. " "What was written in the letter?" Mihika said in a trembling voice. He is crying after hearing the story of Mr. Ghalib. But Mr. Ghalib's eyes are hard. He kept his jaw tight and said, 'That letter was written randomly, be well. I am sacrificing myself by looking at my parents 'face. The love is yours.' That was the last letter from Nintika. After reading the letter, I broke down in tears. I wanted to run away with Nintika but I couldn't because of the family. I did not dare to tell my mother. Where I still don't have the courage to think about my elder sister's marriage, it is a sin to think that a boy like me will get married at such a young age. I couldn't talk to my mother or stand in front of Nintika's father. I cried all night. I cried and decided to commit suicide. Tomorrow Nintika will be someone else I can't see it. With that thought, I stepped out of the room to fetch the rope to block the ceiling. As soon as I went to the dining room to fetch the rope, I saw two plates of food arranged on the plastic table in the dining room. Mother is sleeping in a chair next to her. I realized that my mother had fallen asleep while waiting for me. I did not notice the silence. I returned home without a rope. I began to think that the man who would not feed me, the man who had always kept me in love, the man who had suffered broken bones for ten months and ten days, the man who had loved me from birth before I was no longer thinking, was as horrible as committing suicide for five years. Going to decide! What will happen to them if I leave! Dad left me as a shadow over their heads when they left. When I leave, the roof over their heads will go up. Besides, will my death change the life of the person for whom I am going to die? How many days? Two days? Two months? Two years? After that his life will become normal. But my family? Can they be normal at all? I hurriedly remembered that I had a fever a year ago. I fainted with a high fever. After waking up, someone was crying. I noticed that my mother was crying. My mother is sitting next to me in Jainamaz, raising both her hands and crying loudly. And repeatedly saying the same thing, 'God make me a good boy. Don't hurt him. I can't stand it. Give me trouble instead. Heal him too. Pick me up if necessary and heal my son. Just thinking that made me angry. I don't care if the man who saw my little pain and agreed to die could not bear it! What will happen to my little fever in my death! I think my mother will die. I was going to kill my own mother for someone else as a child! How could I! For two days of love I forgot prenatal love! Everything can be sacrificed for such love. I either gave up my passion and love for my mother! This is very insignificant to the love of the mother. As soon as I remembered such thoughts, I gave up the thought of suicide. "What happened the next day?" Finished. Thank you for reading.

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Pregnant Boy (story) I woke up this morning and saw that I was pregnant. I can't believe my eyes, how can a boy get pregnant again overnight. Just as a pregnant woman's abdomen swells up, so does my abdomen swell up. Not only that, I feel the existence of a soul inside my stomach. I can't think what to do. Meanwhile, I can't even leave the house in shame and embarrassment. I have come to you in secret, Doctor. Please make an arrangement. Last night a boy named Ananya Joy came to my chamber while pregnant. I laughed at first, wondering if the boy was doing anything wrong to me. But seeing his TB-like swollen stomach raised my suspicions. I gave him an ultrasound to dispel the suspicion. Oh my God. I was shocked to see the ultrasono report. A baby was found in the boy's womb. But it is not clear whether the child is a boy or a girl. In my 10 years of medical life, I have never seen a patient where a boy could be pregnant. I stared at the boy in amazement for a while. How is this possible? My suspicions about the boy grew stronger. I did some tests to dispel the doubts. All reports are positive. The boy is actually pregnant. In that case, it would not be right to leave the boy out. I admitted the boy to a special ward of the hospital. I'm Dr. Abul Bashar Piyas. In addition to doing medicine, I am a mystery lover. So wherever there is mystery, there is my walk. There must be a secret behind the unique Joy boy getting pregnant. Otherwise how can a boy get pregnant. Moreover there are some processes for having a baby. Only girls can be pregnant. The ovum from which the baby is made is present only in the body of the girl. And as soon as the male sperm enters there, it is fertilized in the ovum and creates a fetus in the ovary. And the embryo gradually takes on the shape of a human from the mother's womb. But the problem is where the eggs will come from in the body of the boys. And there is no question of having a baby without an egg. To date, I have not found any medical science book that mentions that a boy is pregnant. It is an unusual and miraculous thing. Surely there is a big secret behind this. Otherwise, how can a boy get pregnant again overnight. To find out more, I need to talk to the boy directly. The next day I went to the hospital and first met the boy. I first asked how her body was going. In response, he said, his body is not going well. After the type of speech and the medical checkup, I realized that the baby is quite mature. Pain can arise at any time. But the problem is, if the boy has labor pains, how will the baby come out? Boys do not have uterine passages like girls. If the boy suddenly dies in labor pains, then it is a disaster. Something has to be done before that. An idea came to mind, If the boys don't cut the baby's belly like the girls, then the matter is not bad. This will keep both the child and the father healthy. I read again in tension, I had a caesarean section or not, but how will the baby drink milk after birth. The thought came to an end, nowadays artificial baby milk is available in the market. It can be bought or fed to the child. Thinking about all this, I went to the foolish forest. The man will have a baby, but why am I so tense for him? However, I am preparing for the operation. Suddenly the boy grabbed my hand and said; Doctor, you save me. I probably won't live long. Promise me you'll take care of my baby if anything happens to me. Listening to her, it seemed as if a pregnant woman had spoken to her husband in a pleading tone during childbirth. Another issue is how the boy behaves feminine, as girls do during pregnancy. I was very happy to see the father's love for the baby before it was born. How happy the world would be if such a father lived in the house of the world. I sighed and said, "Okay, I'll take care of your baby." In the hands of the survivors, I will just try. As soon as he said the word, tears flowed from the boy's eyes. But if I don't know how this boy got pregnant, I will be deprived of sleep at night. I questioned him directly; Well don't you mind asking me a question? Joy: Yes, the doctor said! Me: Do you know how you got pregnant? Usually the husband, the wife is pregnant as a result of intercourse, but you see the opposite. I want to know the details about this. Joy: Doctor, I don't even know how I got pregnant. It's really an unusual mystery. Me: I just can't believe you. A man cannot get pregnant without any reason. Are you hiding something from me? Mr. Joy listened to me and remained silent. There are thousands of questions hidden in his silence. What Mr. Why are you silent? Are you gay? After listening to me, Mr. Joy replied; Doctor, what did you say? I have a wife, I can't do all these things. I know, Joy can't be that kind of boy. Moreover, people are not pregnant even if they are gay. One boy's sperm does not act on another boy. To be continued..

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The story of brave boy -Raka III As soon as the class five exam was over, Ammu's cruelty gradually increased. I would just get angry for no reason. Then the burning of his anger more than before. He would get angry even if he asked for good things, needless to say if he said bad things. This means that he is happy if we or we do not rub in front of him or anywhere near him. And Apu stays like Apu. No longer at home. He has many friends. Gossip day and night, it does it. In a word, he is like her. So she doesn't have to put up with these behaviors. He does not participate in any family discussions. He is indifferent to everything in the family. One day I woke up in the morning and promised to eat noodles today. And I will eat chicken roll. Because the rate of making breakfast at home is not at all now. When I said the word iniyebiniye a lot, then my mother was restless with anger. I heard all sorts of things all morning and afternoon about why I wanted to eat. Breakfast is not eaten. I didn't get rice. Hearing the words filled my stomach. Apu was at home that day. I just finished the exam then. So I wanted to do what I wanted to do but I couldn't do anything. Aunty next door, Aunt Rachel, caresses me very much. Aunty came home suddenly that day. One plate of raw biryani in hand. He called me and handed me the plate and said, "Tanisha and you eat, mother. I cooked for the guests today, so I thought I would go with you. I will definitely let you know. Yes?" Lying on an empty stomach from morning till two in the afternoon seemed to be selfish. It seemed, let's go! As a result of patience! Mother Rahela doesn't talk much with Aunty. So Aunty didn't come here even though she understood that she was coming, to talk a little. But when Aunty was talking to me, she was listening. I went to the kitchen, left the plate, came with the lid, took a quick bath and went to perform prayers. Apu ate rice in the morning. So sleeping now. After taking a bath, I finished praying. Then I woke her up and said,- Apu income, do you want to eat? I ran to the kitchen. But what a surprise! I went there and did not see the plate. When I came to the dining room, frustrated and unable to find it for a long time, I saw my mother eating raw biryani from that plate. I looked at the plate and saw that there was not much more to eat. The drawing room TV can be seen from our dining room. Mom is watching cereals with big eyes and eating gogras. I just couldn't stand it. I wanted to eat some noodles and rolls in the morning. Didn't. It rained all morning and afternoon. I heard nonsense because I wanted to eat a little. You can't even crave food from your own mother. I didn't have to stay close to my mother for long - that was the meditative idea I had then. When I went to school, I used to see almost all the mothers sitting outside waiting for my break hour. Whenever the bell rang, everyone would run to their mother. They would caress and feed them tiffins. I used to look at them. It would be nice to see all this. My mother used to come too. Stay in Class One, Two. But why not come now. One day the mother of a friend came to me with a loaf of jelly bread in her hand and said, - Isn't your name Raka? Take this and eat it. And get out of here. That's where you go. I was asking, - Hmm. My name is Raka. Aunty, why should I go there? Otato is the sitting place of class five sisters. Then he pressed his lips and said, - Why are you staring like that? My baby's stomach will hurt. Your mother does not feed you? I couldn't say anything more. I went straight to the canteen, threw the bread, put my hands on the table, and sat with my head on it. I was saying to myself, - Why didn't my mother bring a tiffin for me? Not even with tiffin. He pays 10/15 rupees every day. A loaf of bread and a banana. Someday or Singara, Puri is to be eaten. Why? Let's not think about it anymore. I have grown up a lot now! All day that morning, after noon, it was more than three o'clock in the afternoon. Then I thought I would eat a little. Ammuto did not make anything. I don't know. But he ate almost all of my biryani. And there are only a handful. It doesn't look like Ammu is eating, she says she will give a spoon and a chance to test. I called Apu so she came and stood behind me. He noticed this. He saw it and asked, - Oma Mom! Is this what Rachel gave to Aunt Raka! Did you eat that Mom stopped chewing and said in a vague voice,- You mean, like, saltines and their ilk, eh? Went through my house. So I will eat if I want. And the queen will not eat my cooked food, she will be happy to see her aunt's cooking in another room! Can? I do not cook at home? Can't you cook at home? I will eat whatever I give. Apu said, - He's angry all morning, he hasn't eaten anything yet, Mom. You could have kept something for him. Mom shouted, - Are you kidding me? Are you giving me food? Tell him to eat rice. When you feel so sorry. Whatever the style. Apu Tanisha said, - Mom, you're wasting pulses and dry. He can't eat these either. That's why I hadn't eaten for so long. Mom said, - Then take the egg from the fridge to the queen and give it to her nephew. He is the ashes. Whatever everyone eats, Aida doesn't cry in the queen's mouth. Will I get married in Eider? My raw biryani is very favorite. He has not eaten anything since morning. The inside of the stomach seems to be burning. Sounds like the call of the clouds. To be continued. Thank you.

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Raka- A boy's story II My mother looked at me sideways. Then I guessed the name, mom gestured with her finger and said, shut up. So I went silent. Dad didn't get an answer and realized that I also lied. Then he took me in his arms and took me to my room. He took it and locked the door outside. I lay like this for an hour. Occasionally I heard a noise, I understood that my mother was being beaten, and I heard some arguments. Ammu's voice is louder. I cried and cried for a while, I told my father as much as I wanted. Then when I fell asleep. The next morning. I woke up and saw my mother packing her bags and getting everything ready. We are going to our grandma's house. Ah what a joy. Our grandmother's house is in the village. Tin has three houses, three uncles. There are ponds. You have to take a bath in the pond. But I am a small person, I grew up in the city, I don't know how to swim. So when I went to Nanubari, I used to take a bath. There is a chicken coop there. Every morning I would get up and go there first with Nanu. From there I used to collect chicken eggs and duck eggs. I used to eat those fried eggs with bread. I used to catch fish in the pond with a stick. What a joke! So after all this time, when I heard about going to Nanu's house, I was in a state of happiness. Then what else, Ammu got angry with Abbu and went to the village house. We stayed at Nanu's house for about three or four months. This is the first time I have spent so long since I was born. I don't have grandparents. There are three uncles. Big Mama is a very famous person of the village. When he heard in his mother's mouth that his father had beaten him, he had made it clear that if he did not apologize, he would never let Anu go there again. What a challenge, my sister! " Dad still called many times. I just kept saying, why do I have to stay without my two daughters? Both of us daughters can be called father's life. But if my father called, he would not let us talk. We also did not speak. Not really. I would secretly call my father from time to time. Sometimes with Nanu's phone, sometimes with any aunt's phone. When I used to call with whatever I could find in front of me. Because I had to memorize my father's number for self-safety in school lessons. Then I would check the dial list again and delete it. Apu didn't want to go back for once. I said again and again, I will go to my father. But to no avail. When I was at Nanu's house with my mother, I discovered another mother. He used to receive approximately twenty to thirty calls day and night. Occasionally he could not be seen for hours. One day we are left without anything to say. Big uncle called and said, Went to cousin's house. Will not return at night. He did not say which cousin's house or where. Mama didn't even try to find out. None of the uncles touch him. Not even Nanu. Seeing my mother, now my sister does the same. He was seen talking on the phone all the time. The three of us slept in the bed. At night, I could see my mother lying on one side or sitting on the other side talking on the phone. Sometimes he listens quietly, sometimes he laughs when he hears a laugh. On the other hand, Tanisha Apu is doing the same. But be a little careful. Apu is not talking loudly, she is not smiling. In the middle, I am the only one watching all this. If I went to my mother and said, Who do you talk to mom? With Dad? Don't give me any more. I also say a little. My mother would either close her eyes and tell me to go away, or she would tell me to go to your grandmother. Or say, go to sleep. Then one day that Mahendrakshan comes. My father came to the village house before my exam. There was nothing wrong with caressing after my father came. The girl speaks of the son-in-law. My mother was not at home then. Tanisha has approached Apu Abbu. And watching the moment, when the mother will come and appear. Najani went home with the two of them again. Apu was suffering from these anxieties. After the arrival of the father, the sister did not go in front of the father once. He did not ask once, how are you father? I immediately sat up on my father's lap. My father later called Tanisha and took her. It asked that, Apu answered. To be continued.. Thank you for reading.

@Fionaa

Marriage & our Society Our current society is so addicted to filth that it goes without saying . We are constantly embracing filth in such a way that nowadays filth has become a daily practice in the society. Some of the chaotic rules that we have made are pushing the whole social system to the brink of destruction today. A girl is a state, A girl is a society, A girl a family, A daughter is a mother, A girl is a sister, A girl is not a life partner! That society is completely useless without women, There, Why does a girl have to spend all her life's earnings to keep her happy even though she has so many qualities and needs? In some families it is seen that the daughter can not marry due to lack of dowry! Due to the lack of dowry, the current bull named Baba. He is constantly choosing the wrong path. (I have said with great difficulty that no one will take it any other way.) I have to carry that burden all my life with money on interest, How much more! I was very surprised that day, The day a school teacher goes to class on a motorcycle with dowry money and gives anti-dowry education among the students! "Dowry is a social disorder!" I am very surprised when I see, The groom's car in front and the truck in the back Run the blood-sucking wealth of the daughter's father! I was very upset when the girl's father, despite not being able to make his own sacrifice on Eid-ul-Adha, thought of his own dignity and happiness in the girl's house and bought a goat with interest and sent it to the girl's house! When I see that after doing so much, the girl is hanging like a corpse with the ceiling fan because she couldn't give anything more, the rotten body of the housewife in the sack, her face is burning with acid, there is a clear impression of torture on her body! You know, when I wonder the most, When I see a lawyer in the car given to the father-in-law's house (gift called dowry) go to court and fight for the anti-dowry law! Whom shall I judge? The civilized, educated society is turning the whole day in the cloak of justice and turning unjust money into the norm of the society. In fact, to tell the truth, many crazy people like me are writing, saying, following the rules. At the end of the day the account book is zero! I don't know how much my writing will be acceptable to anyone, but I still want to say. If I live as a young man for a long time, then my wife will come to my house too. There are millions of young men and women in the world, and I am one of them. There is no chance of me being left out, So at least I'm a young man today. Even if I correct myself today, a girl's father survives the tragedy, a girl gets the respect she deserves. The only purpose of writing this today is to read this article if only a young man can take a vow. I don't want any more grain from my father-in-law's house except their daughter. Yet another family survives another epidemic called dowry, I want us all to keep our promises, InshaAllah we will make the next generation beautiful, I will give a gift to the society, a beautiful family without dowry! I will stop this filthy injustice of the society from everyone's own position, Everyone just needs to correct themselves and nothing else. One day the whole society will really improve. Hey brother think for a moment, A mother, a father, how much pain a child has to go through, how much hard work it takes to make a bride worthy, how much care it takes to keep it in its bosom for 18/19 or more years, After all, when it comes to pottery, if those parents are tortured so much that it is a social disorder, then what is the value of respect, love, justice, injustice, humanity, humanity? We are human, ignorant animal behavior is certainly not desirable in human conscience! So it is still time to correct ourselves, change our mindset, welcome women with their true respect and love, free all parents from the thought that women have made a mistake in giving birth! Thank you for reading.

@Fionaa

A new morning III Shravan's behavior changed in a hurry. This time his love turned into negligence. With the excuse of busyness, I tried my best to avoid it. I avoided the first things because I was too busy and I couldn't do it later. I started to try some things slowly. Only when he was talking to me did he become very busy. Not with anyone else. As soon as he started talking to me, he got annoyed and his smile did not move from the corners of his lips while talking to everyone else. He used to give me excuses for various jobs. But at the end of the day, don't forget to upload pictures of chatting and traveling with friends on Facebook. In those pictures I could see a girl next to him. I have a problem. Somewhere he is not involved with anyone else! My soul trembled at the thought. I could not bear it anymore and went to Dhaka. I went to Dhaka and hid and followed him. I got news about him. And I found out that soon after I went to Chittagong, he got involved with another girl named Nilima. After hearing all, I thought of talking to him. I called him at our meeting place. When I asked him the reason for avoiding me, he made it clear that he was not going with me. He doesn't want to have this relationship. Believe me, uncle, I grabbed his leg in front of hundreds of people in the restaurant that day so he wouldn't leave me. But he kicked me out. Do you know what to say? He said, he never sat well with me. These were just timepasses. There was emotion that was cut off. Otherwise, I am not worthy of his nails. He has chosen his qualified man, loves him. Will marry him too. Girls like me can't be loved. Just use it and throw it away like a tissue. In his words, I was broken by his separation. I was very broken. Everyone in the house used to ask the reason. I could not tell. So here we go. Since coming, I have been dying on my knees. I love him more than myself. I can't stay without talking to him. I can't sleep. Can't eat I call him a thousand times a day and ask him to come back. And he abused me in vulgar language. I couldn't take these anymore. Maybe there was more to hurt me, so tomorrow he married his girlfriend The two took pictures together and sent them to me again. Then he smiles on the phone and says, 'Look, who's somewhere? There is no place for girls like you in my life. I hate to think that I once dated a girl like you. Want to see smart and qualified? But look at my wife. She is perfect in all respects. Not zero like you. 'I cried in reply,' I will die. ' Shravan laughed and said, die. Let's see how I can die? Don't blame me again. ' After so many rejections and so many insults, how do I survive? I can't see someone I love more than myself. I wanted to die seeing someone else in the place where I was supposed to be. That's why I chose the path of death. " Mihika stopped. Mr. Ghalib burst out laughing when he heard Mihika's words. As if Mr. Bean was standing in front of him, not Mihika. He is doing funny things and Mr. Ghalib is having fun. Mihika frowned at Ghalib. Did he say something like laugh! But why is this man smiling! Mr. Ghalib's smile is not stopping. He is laughing silently. Mihika was angry this time. He said angrily, "Uncle why are you smiling! My feelings seem funny to me?" Mr. Ghalib smiled and said, "If you can make fun of your parents 'feelings, why can't I make fun of your feelings? Your feelings are worth it, your parents' feelings are worthless! And who are you going to die for even mocking your death!" Mr. Ghalib's laughing words knocked on the door of Mihika's closed mind. Mihika looked at Mr. Ghalib in a sad voice. Mr. Ghalib stopped laughing and sat down calmly. Then he looked at Mihika and said, "Well what would you do if you were told to witness the marriage of the man you love? You could see your loved one signing someone else's name right in front of your eyes?" Mihika looked at Chuckie. Then, according to Mr. Ghalib, he went to stand as a witness in the marriage of Shravan and Nilima. In front of his eyes, Shravan took a pen to sign someone else's name. He put down the pen, he can't think anymore. In such a situation, the chest is trembling just to think. Very difficult situation. The situation is worse than Mihika is. Mihika said in a frustrated voice, unable to resolve what she would do in the face of that terrible situation. "I don't have a solution to such a horrible situation. I can't help but think of the incident. I can't see the people I love with my own eyes. Mr. Ghalib said with a crooked smile, "How easy it is for you to think of dying. You are terrified to think of a terrible situation. But I was a silent spectator of that terrible situation. I could not cry, I could not escape and I could not die. It is as easy to die as it is to die." No. If it were easy, my body wrapped in a shroud would have been eaten by insects. " A contemptuous smile on Mr. Ghalib's face. Mihika is looking at Mr. Ghalib with surprised eyes. He did not think that Mr. Ghalib had faced such a situation. He thought that Mr. Ghalib might have spoken. Mihika can't think. He looked at her in surprise and said, "Uncle you are ... Mr. Ghalib stopped Mihika and said, "Well, what do you think of me? I'm not a very happy person, am I? I'm very happy with my wife and family!" Mihika shook her head. Mr. Ghalib smiled. Then he said, "Everyone thinks so. But no one knows the wound inside. No one knows I have to take regular depression medication. No one knows. How easy it would be if you chose the path of suicide in the absence of a loved one in just a few days! But I have been cherishing that separation in myself." It's been two decades. Think about how much I'm in trouble! I'm happy, I'm smiling, it's just style and acting. I get bored doing this acting. To be continued.. Thank you.

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The beautiful God The girl was extremely beautiful. It is as if God had made special arrangements for his creation. He roamed the earth with his face and body. I looked at him and thought - 'Yes God! Is this young woman for me? But back home in the evening, after standing in front of the square mirror in the room, I realized - how ambitious I am! I knew that in no way could that wonderful young woman be created just for me. So, I had to reduce my needs a lot. I would spread the mat of possibility in my mind - 'The girl is not my wife, she is my close friend. But, thinking of the stranger, does he look me in the face and tell me at least once - what news, sir? ' Yes. Of course you can. Probably a factor as to why they're doing so poorly. And I will do that. Then all winter I tried to get her attention from around the girl. At least once. Miraculously, however, the girl looked at me, at my eyes, at my face, and said - 'Well, you are the man! Absolutely back! 'But nothing like that happened. Not once. Then, at the very beginning of spring, one day I followed that girl for a long time. Going closer to him, first whispering, then in a normal voice, and then loudly, I started calling him - 'Young lady! Can you hear me? What will he answer, until he looked once. Unable to bear it, I was completely confused. Standing face to face with the girl, I scolded her and my fate aloud, something quite bad. The girl did not look. God smiled silently. Oops! The girl is as arrogant as God! So, he should stay close to God. He has no right to travel around the world. I will kill him. I'll do it soon. Several days passed. One moonless night, I went out to kill the girl. Of course, the work must be completed in a short time. Time smiled silently. Surprisingly, at the time of the murder, the girl did not cry out in fear. He never once shouted goodbye to the beautiful world. And yet, he never looked at my failed face. I smiled silently. Then, shattering all the evidence of the murder, just as I was about to return home to sleep in peace, I began to feel a strange remorse. Alas! What have I done! I killed a man. Just don't pay attention to me! Just a little arrogant! The devil inside me then sat in triumph, leaning over my heart, drinking the divine 'vodka'. I couldn't sleep. Twisting the bed sheets, I went and stood in front of the mirror, what did I do! What do I do now? - 'You should apologize. The man inside the mirror said. - But what do you do? I killed the girl! - You'll apologize to someone else. Whether the girl is very close. Who can find peace with revenge on you. But who can have that! Without the girl's mother! Yes. The girl's mother is her closest friend. I will apologize to the girl's mother. I must do it. The night is over. The next morning, I went to the girl's mother's house. Before that I had to get the address of the girl's mother. The morning passed. I met the young woman's mother. He knew nothing. Nothing. I sat in front of him. His face is smiling. The radiance of happy memories that came to an end in his face. Somehow I told him - 'Mom! Your daughter, I killed. Because, he didn't look at me, and, didn't respond to my call. Because, he was extremely arrogant. Thus, seeing his daughter's killer sitting in front of him, The newly childless mother was not frightened! The intensity of child mourning did not cry out in the sky! Finding his daughter's killer in front of him, he did not even rise in the fire of revenge. Just like a soundless instrument, she uttered a perfect truth. 'Oh my gosh! My daughter was blind and deaf. Thank you so much for reading.

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Behind the imagination - Won't you divorce me? Hearing that, I turned my eyes away from the laptop and looked at Mimi. The girl's eyes have a beautiful red glow. I understand that he may have cried silently after receiving the report. -What happened! - What kind of talk is this, Mimi? Even though I married you to the liking of my parents, my love for you has not faded yet but is constantly growing. - Are you saying these things to comfort me or from the heart? If only my parents knew in a few days that I could not be a mother ... -Ah, keep these things. If necessary, we will adopt the child. You don't worry so much - No, you don't need that, but you should get another marriage and moreover, when the parents find out, they will ask you to get married. Please don't divorce me anyway. I can't live anywhere else without your love. Mimi hugged my legs and hugged my legs. I don't understand how a girl can be so passionate, devoted and flexible even after five years of marriage! I lifted Mimi from her feet and held her tightly to my chest and said, How could you think that I would leave a babu like you and start a family with another girl? And there is no question of divorce. If you ever say this again, I will not say it again. The girl is still crying silently when she hears me. Maybe even the shadow of this best chest is not getting proper confidence. Although my mother is not well educated, she is a man of sharp intellect. He said nothing but logic. I know that my mother's best friend is Mimi. He never dared to speak to Mimi in a loud voice because Mimi is such a soft-hearted girl who would not get angry except to smile once she spoke to him. The next day, somehow, the mother found out that Mimi was unable to enjoy motherhood. So he called me to his room and said, - So what are you thinking now? What to do? Mimito can't be a mother. Listening to my mother, I said in silence for a while, - That's what you say. - If I tell you to get married again, what will you do? Hearing that, maybe the heart once played with the chest. I never thought my mother would say such a thing. Besides, I never talk about my mother. Seeing me keep quiet, my mother said, Is this love for your wife? A boy who prefers only one of his wife and mother can never be a good man. Remember wife's love in wife's place and mother's respect in mother's place. I probably made a big mistake by giving birth to a coward like you. Do you want to treat me well with respect? If you keep Mimi in mind and think of remarrying, I have just declared you abandoned. How do you understand the difficulty of not being able to be a mother of girls? Your father loved me so much that even after ten years of marriage, when I was not having children, the people around me used to talk a lot. But your father always kept me in his arms and comforted me. At that time, if he had remarried or divorced me, he would not have been as helpless as I was. Mimi's condition is the same now. What happens if a child and a family light a lamp and a love affair breaks down? And I can't live without Mimi. If you want to get married, get out of this house now and get married. Mimi is not my aunt and she is my daughter. Suddenly Mimi ran and hugged her mother and started crying. I know Mimi has heard all her mother's conversations from behind the door for so long. Today I can see with my own eyes how much love is manifested when there is a bond between a wife and mother-in-law. My eyes got a little wet when I saw these cries between the two of them. I don't have the ability to break this bond of love. I am so proud of my mother today that even if I were awarded the Nobel Prize, I would not be so proud of myself. If every mother-in-law could make so much love with her son's wife, then barren girls would not be able to express their weakness by being helpless today. But does the earth really rotate on its own axis with these happy moments? Never! These can only be proved by imagination, the real big is difficult, the proof of which is the conflict between wife and mother-in-law in every house. Thank you.

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Raka- A boy's story It was too late to return from Newmarket that day. Mom and Uncle were about an hour late to return. Then it was evening to cross the jam and come home. Dad comes home every evening. He eats tea, watches the news on TV, chats with his mother for a while and goes to see the shop again. When we reached home, we went to the front door and realized that my father was at home now. Dad's shoes are lying outside. Mom immediately took the black veil out of my school bag and quickly put it on. Remove the lipstick with the inner veil and gently knock on the door. My sister opened the door. Apu winked and said that her father was at home. Mom whispers again, - I'm telling my father that you went to a party next door with Raka. I didn't go because I didn't like it. You take off your veil quickly and enter the house with my hand. Mom and I whisper, - Why did you say that again? I could manage. Now if I get caught! Sister says, - What can I do? As soon as my father came, he was angry for a while. I had to ask you again and again. So I hurriedly told him what was coming to my head. Mom didn't talk anymore. We had to get inside very carefully. Dad was drinking tea and smoking cigarettes while watching TV in the drawing room. As we somehow passed the dining room, Abu's heavy voice was heard. - Where did you go with so much makeup? Mom was shocked and immediately replied, - That's what Tanisha isn't telling you, next door ... Dad said loudly, - Stop it! Tanisha says! I know this girl is lying in the basket. Oh, did you go to the next house? There is no program in the next house today. I returned home today with my brother. I was with that brother all the time. If something like that would not tell me? And as far as I know, you don't get along with any future wife. So? And today is the day of mourning in that house. The old woman's condition. Do you understand me Tell me where you went. My mother started trembling. Dad is staring at the TV and lighting a cigarette. Sister was scared and went to her room. I am standing silently. Dad yelled again,- What happened? Why not answer?Mom's face then turned into an ugly insect. Dad looks at me once and says, - Well, Anu, why do you take this girl with me? To show your love? You or mom! Teach your daughter this? Dad came up to say the words. He pulled the shopping bags from his mother's hand. Then take them all out one by one and put them on the table, Wow! Looking at things worth thousands of rupees! Can't I buy you these atoms? I give you the money you need every month. Then why take these from someone else? Tell me? Mom pulls and says, - One of my girlfriends bought it. Camney said no. Dad looks hard and says, Damn, keep your girlfriend. No girlfriend is in so much pain that she will buy so much! And I know that you don't have a close girlfriend. Are you mad at me? Who did you go to the market with? Tell me, Anu. Mom frowned and looked at him randomly. When the father did not get an answer, he came very close to his mother and shouted and asked again, - Tell me where you went, who you went with. If not, you are not safe today, Anu. Mom doesn't answer. When I got on the bus, my mother told me not to say anything to my father. Asked not to say anything. But without getting an answer, Abu's anger increased to such an extent that he pushed his mother. I was scared in my mind. Wouldn't you kill again today? Will you kill this time? I can't stand it anymore. Unbeknownst to me, I slipped my mouth and said, - Dad and Mom went to the market today. An aunt was with us. Dad looks at me and says, - So! Well Dad, what is your aunt's name? Ask your mother to give you the phone number. To be Continued.

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A new Day Rusha, I will sleep with you in this room from tomorrow. And Ratul will be in his room with your father. I was a little surprised and asked, 'And your room?' Mother said softly, 'I will rent that room as a sublet. There is an attached bathroom, and a separate door to the staircase. We just have to make a little discount in the kitchen to cook. There is no problem in that, I will adjust it. ' Upset, I said, 'Mom, the balcony of our house is with that room! 'What happened to that! When I feel bored in the room, I will go to the roof. 'Does Dad agree with this decision?' 'Yes, your father talked to the landlord. Apply to-late in the afternoon. The room is very beautiful. I will see that the rent has been paid soon. I silently began to think, how time changes people! Mother sat next to him and said in a consoling voice, 'Tell us what to do with such a big house! Besides, when the new tenant came, some money was saved and people were found to tell stories. I looked at my mother, spread my lips and bowed my head. I know, the problem isn't really the big house or the lack of people to tell stories. The problem is, money. At this point, the less money you have on your spending list and the more money you can add to your income list, the better. The big room was emptied in the night and all the things were brought to my and Ratul's room A week ago, Ratul's tutor left It is my responsibility to teach him now. Bua, who works with the tutor, has also been left out. I tried my best to help my mother with the work, but she was under a lot of pressure. I have been getting acquainted with the calculation thing day by day since the lack of money in the world. When I said goodbye to the habit of drinking tea Tea is no longer served at home except in the morning and evening. Low priced vegetables are more on the food list. In the case of fish, the cheapest fish gets a place. Ratul has now made tilapia his favorite fish instead of hilsa. Dad is now learning to eat boiler chicken, but the meat is rarely eaten at home. After eating at night, the mother does not throw away the remaining rice They are cooked with some rice and eaten in the morning. 'Mom, there was something to talk about. The mother turned the pot over and said, 'Yes. Tell me. I was saying, looking for an anti-tutor for Rumpa and Tumpar next door. So what will be the problem if I teach them? After staring silently for a while, the mother said, 'Your father never wanted his children to suffer so much. And now! ' Mother sighed. I said in a simple voice, 'Teaching someone increases knowledge, mother, not decreases. I think everyone should have the experience of being a teacher in their student life No matter how rich he is. This experience is definitely a lot of fun. ' When my mother agreed, I started teaching Rumpa and Tumpa. Disaster has befallen the family since my father left his job. Apanjanerao slowly began to keep the distance. Those who once had a lot of commute to our home are not even called now. The mother says that when the money is spent, the relatives are also attracted. Dad says they were all milk flies. The house has a new tenant. Half the mother in the kitchen has now left him. Although it was very difficult for her to do her work in a small place, she managed everything with a smile. The mother has now started calculating the cost of electricity. If you don't need it too much, the fan doesn't run, the lights don't turn on, the mother who retired after watching serials doesn't watch TV unless she gets too bored. Ratul laughed that day and said, 'Apa, Bhagya's fan consumes more or less the same amount of electricity. Otherwise, mother would always keep the speed of the fan low. ' When my mother left in the middle of the conversation, I said to Ratul in a threatening tone, 'Just nonsense. I sat down to read that. Ratul smiled again and looked at his mother. Isn't it? Mother did not answer the words and went away in an angry manner. I looked at Ratul and said, 'Ratul is getting very funny.' Mother had some money. My mother has been running the world since she lost her father's job. Dad has been running around all day, but he hasn't found a job. All the changes in front of the eyes seem like a dream. Buying the big fish from the market, choosing to wear expensive clothes, appearing in front of all the favorite foods with pronunciation, going out for a walk with the whole family after a few days, all these are now a thing of the past. And the present is just the opposite of the past. The relatives who used to hold Ratul and me in their heads, now when they meet by mistake on the way, the scene is as if they did not recognize us. Ratul blackened his face that day and said, 'Apa. As long as my father had wealth, we also had the respect of our relatives. Leaving expensive food, expensive clothes, comfortable life, now I have become accustomed to cheap food, less expensive wearable clothes, living in poverty. We are now trying to save a lot of money by walking around. Despite getting a very good offer, my father never allowed me to teach, thinking that I would lose my reading But today I have a lot of students. Ratul, who used to eat rice without fish and meat, is still complaining that he is eating only vegetables day after day. Fancy mother is now working day and night in the world Dad, who worked in an air-conditioned room, is now sunbathing with one job interview after another. Everything has changed. This life of struggle is now becoming a habit. Mother often says with consolation, 'Look, one day everything will be fine. This misfortune will soon be over. Good days will come again Surely the Creator gives good news to the patient. ' I also sincerely believe in this, surely happiness comes after sorrow. Not all days go by the same way. Bad times come in life, will come. Bad times come in everyone's life even if it is to explain the difference between the people around them. And the worse the time, the better the distance. Sujan is not known in good times, If you want to recognize the milk fly, you need a sad day. Thank you.