Hello guys, how are you doing?
I've been away from read cash for almost 2 weeks. This following days was a roller coaster ride for me.
Don't you know the feeling that you are okay but felt not okay? That you have no problem but deep inside you are tired of living? Or the feeling that you just want to dissapear in just a snap? This feeling is really a crappy one. The kind that you don't want to feel it but you can help yourself.
I was so depress and I just feel like I want to end it all. I don't want to talk to anybody. I just want to be alone. And yesterday I woke up and keep staring in the ceiling but I don't know what is inside my mind.
And I broke down. My tears keep falling non stop. But it helps my emotion to settle down.
For those miserable days. This views was the one giving me some relief. The kind of view that reminds me how beautiful life is.
This sunset picture was taken just a moment ago. This red sky that giving me a goose bump. It says to me that life is like a battle field. You can't expect that it always be clear and happiness.
And this one is taken last week.
This is FerferClear saying that feeling depress is the worst feeling anyone can feel. So you should help yourself to feel better when your feeling it already
Your post has reminded me of my dreams again🖤. We had an opportunity from our varsity this year for an international tour. This was a great opportunity for me to see the world. From the very beginning of varsity life, I was very much excited and dreamed of those days. But, this pandemic has canceled the tour😤 I wish! I could visit those places one day!