@Fairguy 6 November 2023

First Monday in November

Hello my wonderful friends on read.cash. How is life treating you over there. I believe everything is going smoothly with you, stay safe and remain bless. It's really marvels me to quickly recall this particular day. This particular day has become a remembrance day in my calendar. In every days of the weeks and every weeks of the month I have memories of what happened be it good or bad. But I have everything in my mind. There are some that I wrote down in my jotter and they are some that I have in my mind and when the exact day approaches I will quickly remember it. Most of the past memories brings tears and some brings joy but we remember both because life is full with ups and downs, it is both that makes life what it is. Earlier this morning tears run down my eyes and immediately i lack words to say when I remember how I lost my twins sister some days back on the first week of November and that happens to be on Monday. I can't do anything about it now than to weep deeply in my mind because if I had power I would have stop death from taking them away but since it has happened there's nothing I can do about it. I was trying not to let my mother to remember it but I know she's good reminder, even if when nobody tells her she will definitely remember because most of the past memories she has been the one reminding me. The only thing I will do is just to make her feel happy taking her out today. I will not even allow her to stay alone a moment because she might feel the past memories that took place today. I don't think a mother who had children and concluded that she will not give birth anymore will lost one of the children and her mind will be stable. It is very difficult to comfort such mother, it's will only takes sometimes to heal such wounds because that's not a small wound. There are things that will happen to a man and such memories will remain in his heart till the day he died. They are some wounds that can't be easily heal even through out a person's life time because everyday life will keep on reminding the memories. I have seen a man who had four children that's three male and one female and he lost all the four through different sickness and he went on and adopted two children and one currently is mentally sick and the other one is no way to be found so this man didn't live long but he died as a result of high blood pressure. So there are some past memories that will not keep person longer immediately the person remember it. I passed through pains some days, I cried all the cry but tears couldn't brought me back my lovely sisters. What ever one is passing through now don't kill yourself with much thought because those things that happened will never be recovered or be corrected. It is just a matter of someone moving on, have in your mind that anything can happen to anyone, even when we're good in prayer but when it's happen we can't help it out. Thanks for stopping by `Lead image from source`