Hey, 

Everyone, everybody,no one actually is someone to say you that- what are you in your life? 

Yes! The only one person who can actually tell you about your life is you:yourself. Ahhh.. You would be wondering how and what is it? Its about being yourself. You know there is no one around the globe i guess who doesn't have fear. Everyone has it! Yess! It may be about future past or present. 

And honestly saying, you should respect the fear of that person. You know its always easy saying then, done. But think once do we not we actually lets talk about you. Do you respect the person with fear and pain? In my case i wasn't. But thats okay! I always said myself in washroom-this shall pass soon. 

You know when someone has fear or pain once think where does it comes from. You know you can never ever get the same expirence as the person infront of you till you be in his/her place. Its like everybody's face is different. 

There still many people who tell us that they can handle everything easily, they are happy or successful. But but let me tell you my study about this people they don't tell it in attitude or something or neither they have positive vibes. They too suffer from mental fear or pain. See, like what i have studied in such people is they are so scared or worried that they run away from it and tell us in different manner. 

You know what i am saying is it is about loving yourself. You never know what is going to happen next moment. Right? So its just you can do is enjoy! 

People advice to stay positive. So, let me ask the people who advised this to you me are they positive? No one can stay positive 24 by 7. And yes if you think you can or if someone tells tou that the respective person can so just say okay! But truth is the person isn't a person. He/she is just not human or a human without heart. 

You know as people say you have got this life to enjoy. Right? So,actually everything has got meaning and some or other work. Thats what if god has given me heart and brain then i will of course use it as per the uses. Its use is to get emotions understanding them. So i will do that. 

We in life come across so many people but we don't actually are connected with all of them. Like, we meet shopkeepers, helpers, aunts, uncles, kids... So many people but not all of them matter to us.

Because, god has connected you to some special people who he think are made for you and so are you. But sometimes this people also break your heart. Its okay if its for one time, like its okay again and again but there comes a level in heart when you cannot take this. And you know then we speak out. But,still it continues some try attempting suicides or get any addictions. 

So, actually i want to say god connected you to them but they or anyone on earth got power to break you internally. So, it comes a level where you just wnat to stay alone away. But why are this silly crazy people going to understand it. If they can't understand you what are they going to understand your feelings.

I have learnt living with it alone. Still somedays are tough so i just say what my title says. 

"NOT EVERYONE DESERVES YOU"

Disclaimer : This is not to hurt anyones feelings. This is about being yourself. Realted to my experiences.