@Eybyoung 15 August 2020 more from that month

Old in numbers, young at heart 🤗

**Warning: This is all about me, if you don't like me telling myself you can skip it right away.** ***For women, how do you take care of yourself? How do you dress up? How do you pamper yourself?*** In real life, some people keep wondering or asking me what's my secret why I look younger than my age. This is not to brag, because sometimes I also get annoyed being frequently asked how old I am when entering an establishment to buy goods for safety precautions in Covid-19 since here in our country below 21 are not allowed to wander outside. I have to bring my ID all the time to prove I am not a minor. The worst thing is that when I enter the hotel with my husband *(before)*, they always look for my ID 😂 Its too embarrassing because they think I am a minor who is not allowed to enter the hotels. When I walked around my daughter some people will tell me "*Is that your daughter? You got pregnant at an early age?"* like wtf, why people care so much about other people's stuff. **Doe's skincare regimens will make you young?** Maybe yes but not for a lifetime, and maybe no. Skin cares are mostly chemically formulated, used it now you will glow but later in continuous usage, it can somehow affect your health or whatever. **Did you use high-end cosmetics?** No, as much as I wanted to buy I always get hold of myself. Why? Because I'm a thrifty person, I don't spend so much on extravagant things that are sometimes really unnecessary. I have some cosmetics but not that costly, and I used it seldomly. I'm not good at drawing eyebrows because it is thick already. Moisturizer, lip tint, lotion, and deodorant is enough when I go outside, O mean when I stroll around. I don't wear heavy makeups, I look like a clown 😂 **What's your secret then?** Actually, no secret it's just that my heart is young. It didn't grow mature for some stuff. I still like to cuddle teddy bears, my bags are in character (*Like that Korean backpack with bunny, panda or whatever on top),* I am still fond of watching school youth dramas as if I am a teenager. My outfit style is like a teenager, I am comfortable with it. I talk to myself in the mirror, watch her dance. Do some stupid steps and make stupid faces. I smirk and make face, every now and then. Pout my lips like a brat. I pamper myself to the things I like, not on the spa. When I am in trouble I don't let it sink to my head, I alter myself to other dimensions. I am not saying, you copy my style because it's absurd lol. What I want to emphasize is that just be yourself, don't let your problems get into your nerves it will make you stress. Stress is one of the factors into old aging, will give you fine lines and turn into wrinkles. Don't mind other people's opinions about how you project yourself, society has set some shit rules which are insignificant in our lives. Our lives, our rule as long as you abide by the law of the Republic and European Union you have nothing to worry about. Always remember haters gonna hate, and you? Slay it off. In two years' time, my age number will be gone on the calendar but my heart is still young as if it was stuck 10 years ago.