@Eunoia

@Eunoia 15 September 2022

Watching ToniTalks. Election is over the tiger wins. Giving the viewer the insight of Malacañang Palace and the story behind the President BBM Childhood stories.

@Eunoia 14 September 2022

Remember those time where we just wanted to ride a bike and becomes free? Those childhood memories that stays whenever we seen someone once in our age, exploring things. This reminds me of my childhood and honestly it's give me the idea of why not just goes back to old time. The Child Riding A Bike. Photo Owned By @Eunoia 9-15-2022

@Eunoia 13 September 2022

Life is like a Crypto alone, you will find your All Time Low where you feels like there was nothing else left on you, and sometimes magic happened and you will have your All Time High. Read the story here: https://read.cash/@Eunoia/i-received-my-all-time-high-reward-today-3d3a61c6 Read more stories here: https://read.cash/@Eunoia

@Eunoia 13 September 2022

I Received My All-Time High Reward Today. Life is like crypto, you will face your All Time Low where you feels like there will be no one left on your side, where it feels like you have been holding the pure sadness of loss, grief, and pain for you were down and drowned. But destiny is bear and bull, the yin and yang. Sometimes there will always be an All-Time High where there was nothing but happiness and gladness in your heart. **Disclaimers:** This article is not to brag or showcase something, it's a daily blog where we bring those memories into words, and when we look back on it, we still have the feeling while we read. Thank you for understanding. Real men like Eunoia have never been jealous of anyone regarding rewards. I have been curious to look at the work that has been given a high rank, carefully looking at why it was rewarded with high points. In staying in blogging, we all approved that rewards are the one that motivates us to write and read, where when we expect even little things, we make the views to continue. Also, there will always be a time when we could see one of our friends having high rewards while we have none. There will be something that feels like something is lost inside of us. But for me, when I have seen my friends rewarded, I am happy as they are, for I know they did their best in the things they have done, I have never been jealous, but I am curious to look carefully and sight what that was. During my first stay in peakd, I could feel that you need to be a travel blogger to gain high rewards. You need to be in different places and spots to take pictures and sceneries, and then people will love that and give you high upvotes, not less than $20, for that is what it provides when I first sight the works of others on the platform. Good content is where you came and tried to tour people around with your shots. As you know, @DennMarc and I have become close in the Hive, and we have a secret about why we constantly interact with each other and share information between us. I loved how he criticized my works, spotting things that I didn't see as more clever. He will correct me as he feels like he is one of the critical readers. That's what I liked more about people instead of saying "nice" or how beautiful they saw, but when you gave your correctness and insight, it gave me more confidence to make another one again. One of the variances why I improving in writing and skills, I am improving in writing and skills is because my mentor and critic, even younger than me, pointed out that he has experienced more professional writing than me, so I learn more things from him. I was happy today, for I am just admiring people gaining high upvotes from curators, dreaming that one day I will also have the same. I don't pressure myself, for I am still young and have a lot of things to learn and absorb. As I didn't expect, it's happened already. I want to record that today September 13, 2022, I received my All-Time High Reward. It's not the whole amount that will be given to me, or it's not yet the final for it could be lessened or added as still fresh needed to wait until seven days after posting, but I did a documentary, and today I got my ATH reward surprised way. If there was one thing that I could give or secret that spill? Is that the redundant word I always wanted people to remember? Learn from others' success not to confuse them; jealousy will never give a good side. Clap in other, and soon you will be the one who will clap. This is just the first time that it has broken my record. Soon as time goes by, it will also break high. Who knows? The only thing I will do is forever be thankful to everyone. Today will be my time. Tomorrow will be yours, let me celebrate today, and the next day I will join you in celebrating your victory. I was so high with happiness. It might not be as big as others see, but it's already a high top for me. Thanks for reading…

@Eunoia 12 September 2022

The things that I am jealous of right now is that when you have a good rest of sleep. Struggling to have one is an issue I am facing, yet still I make myself alive. *Photo belongs to @Eunoia

@Eunoia 10 September 2022

People will always be like giving you two choices. You have to choose bet yourself or them? of course you will choose them for you don't want to regret soon. But the ending is that you loss some part of yourself, that's my regrets then. Sad... #EunoiaTalks

@Eunoia 10 September 2022

Day Two Of No Sleep: And How Was My Noise.app so Far? It's my two days of no sleep, and it's not cool. It happened last Wednesday. I regretted that I was happy that at 11 PM, I was still actively awoken for some rushed things I needed to do, but I ended it at 3 AM and still the same energy attacking. And I found the time clock 4 AM still I could not have my sleep until I gave up thinking maybe afternoon could give me the rest of what I need. And I was still stocked. I am done gone. Last night we had a Friday night time game, but there were sudden things that came up. I get away from the keyboard and attend to what should I need to do. 9 PM I am tired, and my mind cannot stand it anymore, but the tragedy is still happening. I cannot sleep until 1 AM. I get busy scrolling on social media and realize that the first night was the same as the second one. Two days are still manageable, I guessed, for I could still write things up, I do make this article to get my head tired, and maybe sleep will trigger me to do so. I wouldn't say I like the idea of having any no-rest sleep. For the record, I don't want to come back from a position where like in my past, my head is spinning, affecting my appetite for eating. Resting is vital, especially for me, who uses my chairs all the time to write and read, interact and plan—relaxing for not forcing my brain to do so. Is this because of coffee? I don't think so, and I also do things drink for years now but never get triggered. There is one thing that I knew the reason behind, sorry, but it's too personal to talk about. So what does it feels like with insomnia? Don't get curious. Having this is not cool. Your head is spinning, and your body feels tired, yet when you rest, something is blocking you until you get irritated, for things are turning in your head, making insomnia much more complicated. This is not a cool thing to talk about, but I do practice writing to keep my head busy, becoming something else. Don't worry about me. Things happened, and I knew how to manage at most negligible. I also have this experience of long days, and I know exactly how I cope. To remind some of our lower age people to not think of not sleeping or taking rest too late, some might get immune, but not everyone can do the same. Please, please, rest your head. Please don't be stubborn. For now, I am jealous of those who could rest so calmly. Digging things up, I also dived into the new hype social platform of the noise dot app last Thursday night. I made my account at 9 PM with an invitation from a friend, and I dived into reading an article about what the noise dot app is all about. Sign my emails and rewrite my name. I guessed it's better to use the same username of my nose.cash, and read.cash, as some people might find me familiar on the social platform, and I wasn't wrong. I also saw familiar names both encountered and interacted with in reading dot cash and noise dot cash. One thing I regret is publicizing my invitation link, and I got to the point of immediately deleting my short post and microblog, for I have this someone who invited with a link seems like spamming already of the post. I was shocked that I was a follower of these people, sorry to say, but I will make my noise.app the desired plan and idea that will be used to control the manifestation of fake identities and spammers. **Also, be careful if you are already in the BCH Community for a long time and used another name instead of the original some scammers might get used to your name instead, and people might find it was you. Also, be careful.** After signing up, I immediately made my post introducing myself as Eunoia of red dot cash and the noise dot cash. I was also careful of spamming or posting, for I wanted my noise app to be clean. This will be revolutionized social media platforms. Thinking about web 2, web 3, and blockchains makes me excited about what will happen. Also, don't forget to look and read the **"Privacy Policy"** and **"Terms and Conditions"** some might not be interested again, but knowing what the limits are and what will happen after posting, find time to read it carefully as you know what to do and make. I also have 136 followers and friends in the new apps, which was also amazing to think about. My introductory post also has 21 likes and comments. So far, a lot more things and people are predicting what will happen and future features. I am also one of those, for I witnessed noise dot cash suddenly evolving. For now, let's make it surprising within ourselves too. Thanks for reading… Noise.app: Eunoia https://noise.app/Eunoia https://noise.app/Eunoia

@Eunoia 9 September 2022

I just wondering maybe we could also ba back-up our noise.cash wallet seed phase to the noise.app that will be more interesting right? Haha good morning. https://noise.app/Eunoia

@Eunoia 9 September 2022

Hmmm I think everyone knows about the new noise and idea is still in some experimental mode. We just have to wait for things to become more smooth open. Whoever have the new noise.app then I idea of inviting is my pleasure. https://noise.app/Eunoia

@Eunoia 8 September 2022

Hello everyone, Eunoia is also here. I am the Eunoia of Read.cash (https://read.cash/@Eunoia) and also the old Noise (https://noise.cash/u/Eunoia) I loved the feature and the future.

@Eunoia 7 September 2022

Why Do We Fail As Blogger Writers? It's up to you what was the definition you could and want to give, but I wanted to talk about failure as when someone loses interest and hope in their blogging account. There are so many things when we talk about why people lose their appetite for writing, and there are so many reasons why we find ourselves in the condition where we want to leave and give up. And I understand that, but before you judge my article for today, let's look at all the possibilities we might have. You signed up because you saw some post about "Just write and earn" the word 'earn' makes you wow and feel like you wanted to try it as soon as possible. Then comes trying. Some people fail the first time as much as this. They find creating an account hard. They don't like writings They are not fond of reading. I think these three were the best suit why some people, or why some users suddenly just lost sight. They find creating an account hard. This is the problem most people find, especially when they are not fond of collecting things on the internet, but that is not what I meant. Creating an account is tricky as you must introduce yourself and prove that you are worthy enough. Creating an account need you to have engagement and have some time to look around, be friends with people around you, or have something mutual understanding with some of the users or writers in the platform of your choose Most of the users, I think, failed because they likely didn't like the idea of building their account in the long term; they wanted a fast track. It happened in noise where some users wanted to make subscribers at the ASAP, followed the 'follow me and follow you' style, and some found nothing but nothing. They lose their accounts as others lose interest, too. Build your account in the position where you will find yourself in the long run. They don't like writing. Have you had this invite where they message you 'how' but ended 'oww I don't like writing this is the early giving up, yet some people will find things as they must try? They did. They made an account and performed well, but there is still some point of showing they will give up. The sign where they say writing is not for me. Heartbreaking, but I think this was a reality where not everyone could write as much as we do. Even if they need to badly want to write, things never happen because they cannot insert stuff into their heads. I knew a lot of friends here in the read.cash that says goodbye for this reason alone. They found writing difficulties. If you are also one of those and still trying things, don't worry. I think writing could be learned as time goes on. When I started my journey, I was not a writer, but I made myself tidy to write and create a blog. They are not fond of reading. I think my love of reading is one of the significance in my stays that motivates me. That happened when I was not yet writing daily, yet I made myself in the reading mood. Some people fail because they are not fond of reading. They become bored of reading other work. As they wanted to stay, they could not interact or comment on things related to the post. There was no writing if there was no reading; these things are twins. It's not cool to write. Also, it would be best to read others' work to stay on the platform. I know that there are more reasons why some of our friends lose interest in writing might be because of different dramas and things, reward issues, or time allocations. We never know who will be lost interest and who will stay that given in the subject matter. We don't know when and where we lost our friends here. But for me, one thing is sure: we could stay here on the platform if we learn something, acclimate ourselves, and become just as we are. Do you feel like losing interest? Try not to; it is just a challenge that most of us, including me, face. Have a great day, and thanks for reading…

@Eunoia 5 September 2022

Do You Feel Like You Are Gifted? Do you feel like sometimes you think you are gifted? There is one or something that you can and other or not so many people could do? There was something that you considered somehow your talent. This came to my head after the Friday night party. We joined most of my friends here and also became a participant in the event. Where anonymously, they will give feedback not or might tell their identity. Then it comes to my head is that why not compliment myself? What is the thing that I have that I love the most? Also, it's freedom; you could do the same as I do. Firstly I wanted to greet you all with a Happy September. I was not feeling not active last month and also on the first days of the month, but I also liked to come back the same as I am on the platform, so I planned things out and hoped that I would also have the same as before. "What is the thing that you think you are gifted with?" I will start with my writings, not to brag or expose highlights in myself, but to give something that might give you an idea of what 'this happened to me too' feels like. I can write in noisy surroundings, raise your hand if there is an attribute of myself the same as me, write in a position even the high noise is all around, or write in a condition where you hear people murmuring and ranting things in your surroundings. Maybe I am immune ot just that I embrace when I am in living in the men's dormitory, for the overnight there are loud voices of laughers or balls that pass through, things that irritate other people. Still, as men feel, it's normal; maybe that was why I became active or mentally awakened even though I could hear different choices while doing my work. I could still write things even though I was drunk. These past few moments, I do admit that I have become drunker but in a moderate style. I sometimes do group, the people living near me, or sometimes solo, where I found myself drinking in the local sari-sari store to fill my stomach or catch the dizziness in my head. But sometimes, instead of going to sleep, it gives me the strength to get more active, like alcohol is the refueling thing that makes me work. Hmm, does it feels like I have some at this moment? Haha yeah, I have some little. I remembered last Wednesday when I wrote a blog centered on the baptism of my new godchildren. I needed to rush, for I wanted to stay and give it a Wednesday walk as happened that day, it felt like I was about to collapse and rest well, but I promised to post my blog. I admired myself for the alcohol wasn't what gave me an alter self; when I got drunk, I still knew what was happening and what move I shall provide, not other people who, when drunk, become someone else. I don't know if that was real or just faking things out, but that thing never happened to me. I quickly get inspiration for topics. This is the magic of my blogging career where sudden things will trigger me to write a post, might center on my opinion or others, might give more or less. I am more of a rush guy, but I admit I am worried about my work when it is rushed. I am also not that happy saying my results are run, for it feels messy for me, too, as I consider myself a reader of myself. But I loved myself even though I know I have difficulties and limits. Still, I do perform a thing that I will soon say I am proud of, such as my blogging career. I am always proud of myself. Sometimes why we love to hear others praising us or anonymously saying good things, but some moments we find ourselves never complimented. Because we feel like it's not, or we will be telling lies about ourselves. But I found this moment where saying things like this will also uplight my personality. That's what I did, and I also listed things that I think are good to tell about myself, as I have seen the effect of anonymous people telling you good things. It's now also the time where we shall be the ones to talk a good and decent feature of myself. I have seen this writing under challenging positions as my gift, well, not all the time but telling myself and explaining that I am gifted and still could write under the heat condition is serenity. Have a good day, and thanks for reading…

@Eunoia 1 September 2022

Appreciated by Appreciator: I also Appreciate It. When people appreciate your work, it feels like rewards are just coming from the side of loving each node. I loved the feeling where your friends even virtually enjoyed you for what you offered to them. Hi, I am Yonong, and I will tell you my appreciation story. Last night I was messed up. I was drunk and felt like the world was spinning around me. But I know what I am doing so far, the weather was quite windy, and the rain is dropping too much insanity. I was at a party, and drinking wasn't a passion, but occasionally I tasted the betterment of the alcohol for my sleep. I already told you I often have trouble sleeping, and maybe I also looked for something that will please my sleepiness. Then comes a Wednesday writing. I thought I wouldn't write a blog in PeakD; I would give it a smooth and pleasant sleep, but things are bothering me. As the wind feels more intense, there is so much what if in my head. What if there will be electricity the next day, or if the internet connection will freeze the following days? So I concluded that I might not have the courage and the moment to write today, the begging of the new month, and I wanted to make myself tidy in terms of writing productivity. It was also my first time to be appreciated by the curator called "Appreciator" I heard a lot of things from this overflowing gift giver for my entire stay in PeakD. Still, I never imagined that there would be days so soon he would notice me, maybe years of visits will attack him, I said, but this morning I was surprised for I have seen the generous reward giver in my notification. I only planned that August would be 100% going to power. Let's see what will September ends gave in advance. But that's not my topic, but those things give me an idea of what I will post in my article. I appreciate people too much, but I do it privately. Not just in the virtual or even in the real world. I am happy seeing them happy, or happy for being me, not comfortable, just that I appreciated their times having me in their lives. I also loved to appreciate things in my life, and maybe this is what made me who I am in my entire 23 years of staying in the world. From the moment I wake up or the time I do sleep. I appreciated the serenity, but sometimes I look to have one. I loved to see myself as who I am, not to be compared and get compared. Because surely I won't appreciate whoever tried to reach me with others. I appreciate my friends who understand me more than myself. Those who stay silent at the moment will feel me as I return to my older selves, where I cannot control the anger and mood I have. They never give me up, for I am just the real me over plasticity. Being appreciated for whatever you did or meaningfully is something that will be treasured—commenting good and correcting the bad. I also loved and enjoyed those people who saw my lacking to what I missed, those people who could introduce me and point out what was wrong and for me to correct it. I remembered the previous comments I heard when Dennmarc found out about my writing style. He asked why I was not justifying it. I wondered if things were like that, and he gave me the code. I was amazed, for if no one had commented, maybe taken me a long to realize the feature. I appreciated those people who have been part of me, my journey, and the way of new life discovery. If there was no noise, I didn't discover Read if there was TP, I am not or may not have my account on the other blogging site, and if I have no friends here, surely I will lose track. That way, I do appreciate you. Why did this come-up in my head? Because September is coming again, it feels like the old days are becoming shorter, and we will face another challenge in our life again in just a moment. As the ber months approach, I wanted to tell you guys that I appreciate everything as we are in this life. I also appreciate that you read my article today. Thanks for reading…

@Eunoia 28 August 2022

Should We Picture Social Media Influencer as a Role Model? This is a kind of controversial issue that most of us are curious about. As the days come, social media influencers become more and more as viral trend makes another name in the hype. They become a content creator, then evolves viral. After millions of views in their videos, they claim to be social media influencers. Still, things are happening. Are they actual models? It's been a week that these topics are in my notes, I ignored the content of context, but I never forgot that there was Sunday on the discord channel where @Jijisaur hosted a talk where the topics were all about controversial issues. I did take down notes there topic and some opinions that I saw interesting that other people had said. One of the controversial she said is, "Social Media Influencers as a role model?". Nowadays, it's easy to become a celebrity, unlike before when there were enormous criteria for being an idol that is visible on the television as they need to be well presented and have some beauty over personalities. They need to pose a look that might see the viewer as the goddess or godly, personality matters. In my early, there were some issues that the artist had been canceled for the harsh attitude. Nowadays, things are changing day by day. People who claimed social media influencers didn't have to look well or have a good attitude. They are the most viewed people on the internet. Maybe from their physical appearance (other good-looking make-up videos, funny personalities, and all the things that could be seen as genuine. Even the wording that tells profanity, some people look at it as great acceptance, others laugh at them. Moreover, these people from social media become visible in people's eyes, especially younger generations. Still, there are bad and good sides to thinking and embracing that social media influencers are assets in role models for young generations. According to *Indeed Editorial Team (2020)*, Social media influencers gained the popularity and trust of viewers online. They might be the early adopter of some trends, innovators, and experts on what they were doing. https://www.indeed.com/career-advice/career-development/influencers?utm_campaign=earnedsocial%3Acareerguide%3Asharedirectshare%3AUS&utm_content=What%20Is%20a%20Social%20Media%20Influencer%3F%20%28Types%20and%20Marketing%20Tips%29&utm_medium=social&utm_source=directshare Nano influencer Micro influencer Macro influencer Mega influencers. I will try to focus on what I think and hear claiming influencers in the Philippines with that I am familiar. They said that influencers are content creators, and we are content creators who build and write blogs, are we considered influencers? The answer is YES. We are also part of the bracket of being social media influencers, and we write and let others read our blog and article. We are under the Nano influencer, with 1000 or lower followers. Others also have more than a thousand more they become Micro-Influencers. (But depending on the audience and readers, I think we still count as Nano influencers). Micro-Influencers are those having subscribers or followers of 1k-50K people. These are also considered rising stars. Most of these influencers are starters in Vlogging or whatever niche they were doing to their blog. Macro Influencers or those having 50K-Million followers also are well-known people in the media industry. These are the prankers or those still starting to make their name on social media. Mega Influencers, or those people with huge followers or millions, are the celebrities or politicians that are well known. They are what we call the prominent eyes of the endorsement. So we cannot argue when people that reach a million followers become rich instantly. The views and length of hours are monetizing them. They have been watched. As they want to grow their audience, they have this idea of being influencers or a role model. There are numerous cases and issues about celebrities who never think clearly about endorsing a product. Because of fame and the money they could get from the sponsorship, they never think about the safety of people. When influencers feel like more and more followers are getting curious about why they look more white or sexy, they begin o endorse products, saying their testimony. Another thing is that some creator uses profanity course so much, blessing it to the normal side of their mouth. Teenagers quickly adopt, especially in the gamers streamers, where they lose the game they were showing aggressiveness. This is kind of funny to others, but in some people, it causes more to think it is legal and customary. There are decent influencers and motivational, yet I think they are not so much seen by people looking for more genre that suits their moods. Some are nudity, and others are profanity. I think we adults also know about these issues. Some claimed that social media influencers are not the best name influencers.

@Eunoia 26 August 2022

I Received Two Disconnection Notices Today. There will always be a time when we will face something as an adult, paying bills and more. Then comes the day you will realize that money is something that could move everything it will wash away the pain of stress, from so a simple thing to a more complex concern. One cent causes a lot, a few coins are a treasure. That’s the day you will realize that being an adult is stressful, you need to pay for everything, and budgeting is tiresome and has never been easy. The title that I got was just click baits, I don’t have disconnection notice or summon. But I do receive those two pieces of paper in my own hand, my neighbor has them yet they were out that day so I am the one who received them. I don’t judge them as not paying or ignoring their responsibility. It actually gives me the fear of being an adult, that what if the day comes I am the one who will receive a summon and a disconnection letter? That will be stressful indeed, where you have no cent left in your wallet or you have no money left in savings. Where it's really a tragedy of being none. I am unemployed at the moment, yet for these past few days, I could say that I always have something in my wallet. Even though I have no work still live comfortably and buy the things I want and need with my own money, I am financially independent even though I have no stable job, well internet does those things for me. I do live differently from others, we don’t pay any house rentals, even the water distribution for we have our own land and pumping water. We just have to make a simple living. Imagine thinking of the house rental monthly, and paying your water bills. Then comes the day you were not in a better phase, and comes a disconnection letter. Saying you forgot to pay so you need to pay and also there was a charge for it that had an overdue penalty. Those things are just imaginary for me now, but there is the legit possibility that soon happened as I will grow my own family, I will be needed to force myself to work even if I have in bad conditions, then comes the payday where you just live and work to pay the bills. Surely you will be excited about all the things that happen, but surely you will in trouble thinking of what if in life, comes the regrets. I am a futuristic man and thinking about the future maybe makes me some sort of planner. Imagine the disconnection of electricity when you have a baby that crying because of heat inside the house, or your wife is suffering because you can't give her what the family needs, they cant bathe for the water was out, and payment is first required. This is my imagination yet for some they were experiencing the thing in their life. Poor as we are, someone is more suffering. Being an adult shall be considered not that you are sexually mature and emotionally capable but in the reality, you need to be financially ready, dwelled, and more importantly becomes more proper in money. I felt pity for them, looking at the two disclosure notices about taxation and water. It’s huge money needed to pay as early as they could. I also knew that they were financially not reasonable at the moment, yet there was no choice, they need to pay off the remaining balance, and the penalty fee obliged them to look. But what I can do, is that was their problem and everyone agreed that we all have this personal problem at the end of the day. As I grows young, I also loved that I encountered nothing in my early ages, cut with the electricity supply for we have no money to pay, yet still, I am innocent those times. Thinking about the future nowadays wasn’t just about where to have vacation or what food we preferred at our birthday parties or any event. Thinking that your family is safe and all they need will be given to me as they need especially food and security of needs. Disconnections or any notice wasn’t that shameful to say, it's okay. I feel like maybe someone or anybody here right now or have this kind of auction in life, I don’t judge you nor condemn you. I know how stressful thinking of those in life but that was a taste of being alive alone. Keep fighting, working, and dreaming. Thanks for reading…

@Eunoia 24 August 2022

We Arranged Our Child Marriage And Let The Destiny Decide. I suddenly remember that I had someone whom I promised to get married to when I was in the second year of college. Believe it or not, I was serious at that time. I saw a girl whom I would feel comfortable being with my entire life if I were getting married to this girl. I said she was shy, timid, and gentle—the type of woman I will always keep. We met in school as she was too scared to ask people and then came to me to ask. Like what? What was the vibe between us as she was afraid to ask people and not in me? Is this something like the movies or the series I watched? I suddenly tell myself. The main attraction is that she was pretty and gentle. One time I asked her for lunch, and she agreed. I was surprised that half a cup of rice, she said it makes her tummy full; she even cut her rice in half and gave me the rest. Seriously, we just met for the first day, and that was during a school event. Then friendship was built. I admit I have a crush on her. She was the girl that was shy with others, not even bothered to ask people, and when we were just two of us, she was talkative and comfortable. I told her that I had a crush on her, but she just laughed at me. Maybe she thought I was joking at that time. I said I was serious. Then we come up with an agreement. That's the age of 27, and we are still single. We will get married. She laughed at me and said 'deal' by offering her hands to me. But the next semester, she said goodbye. She will stop college because she can't insert things into her head. She said she admired me for being brainy in the class. That's when she wanted to be with me, as she isn't afraid to talk about things, for she was comfortable as she thought I knew everything. Guess that was nostalgic. I was always a friend keeper. But the agreement had been broken, she married a long time ago, and I was in my 3rd year then. She also invited me, but that happened to be our exams, so I am afraid I just joined, but if there were time, I would surely go by. Many people will have this thought of disagreement when we talk about arranged marriage. This cant, marriage is a union of both people who are in love. That's the presence of marriage, not the people who just agreed or not the child who had destined to marry someone. But does this happen in real life, I alone? I will choose to get married to someone whom I know that my family or future child will never get hungry or gets anything. I am more practical that even if I am left on earth, my family won't suffer, for I am the only one they look upon. Marriage is not a joke to talk things as they said, but the reality is that living alone is not a joke. As I do my life and the journey, I want the best for my future generation, which will happen as I marry someone I could say could secure my child's future even though I am not here on earth. That's life, and we also call it insurance. We have this joke in discord channel with @Lhes about her future born, he said that she wants her child soon to marry me, this was sweet but the that was a rough age gap. Then I said, why not just place that both children will soon unite, and we will be a two family? She agreed, I know that was a joke, but I will leave it to destiny. No one knows soon what could happen if the agreement comes in real life, or destiny alone will play it for another love story. Who knows that we have fun planning out soon to be born, yet the stars have more planned for them? If I am my child's father, I won't close my child's wants and don't in terms of marriage, but I will protect them no matter the cost. Arranging our child marriage is just a hang out where we spend time to marites or gossip about our personal life. There was nothing serious about it, but as I always said, let destiny decides. Thanks for reading...

@Eunoia 23 August 2022

Why I Hate Corn-beef: Explanation and My side. You cannot know what food you will hate and probably like. Also, you can't just make someone like the food you love; if it is easy, we will eat the food immediately. But for my side, it's not just the food but what the poison is given to me. Somehow you might not understand because you were not in my shoe, but I will try to explain my side. This afternoon's lunch I didn't eat. It's my choice, nothing to blame. There was this instance that I hated they sent me the food I hate the most, at the time of lunch expecting you will have the best lunch even the weather is not that good due to typhoon, targeting our place. It's below the belt that I feel the toro inside. A burst of anger tried to relax, but I just made my calm down and skipped the food. **Why do I hate corn beef?** That's the food every is favored the most. Why I am sick with the aroma is the best thing an average person smells before waking up in the morning. Why? It started when I was young, and I don't feel the vibe of others enjoying the corned beef. I tried to be polite always. As I said, "I don't eat corn beef," then laughter will follow. Why the hell do I hate? It's delicious, and they tried to treat me by eating the food in my eyes. The next thing that happened was the enemy, I couldn't control my stomach, and it went out the debris inside. And still, it's all my fault. Well, at a very young, my always complaint was that I was always the culprit of everything, until one day I admitted it all my wrong, "yeah, it's my fault for I hate that one, yeah it's all my fault because I am not like you enjoying your favorite." They all stopped when I admitted I was the one who must blame. It's compelling that they are just silent. Maybe they realized that I was not. Or maybe not. One thing I missed about corn beef is my 'pare' or gangs. They knew I am not unto that food and what they do is to adjust things. They always remind me that they will politely cook corn beef. Inside of mine, it's the best picture of people who understand me over those who provoke things when they know I am not unto that food. What was the feeling of hating corn beef? I will give you my feelings. When I smell the sautéed corn beef, my stomach feels like crumps to death, like my organs are spinning, wanted that the lower portion of my body is getting its upper side. I could control myself not to be rude, controlling that my body would be shocked. Stays not to think. When I eat something, like corn beef in spaghetti in Filipino style, the taste and smell stay in my mouth. It makes me uncomfortable. Lucky that the taste of spaghetti leads not give me the hate vibe. If you still do not understand me, here is another thing. I am not a good person when the topic is corn beef; you can see my real side when you talk or tease me with that. Profanity, or when you were close enough, you will taste the bitter side of mine just that I don't want to experience the same as I felt when I was young. **I don't need people to understand me; maybe I am just protecting them from what I could do.** If you loved the food, I am not bitter about that. I mentioned it twice or three, and we will be fine, but mentioning that purely intention to disturb surely we will be on the devil side stream. It's poison to me, and it feels uncomfortable. I also wanted to become an average person. I also wanted to taste it as if you loved it, but my system can't. Is this enough explanation why I hate it? If not, I am not the problem, but those people who think joking about the food you hate is the best joke ever. Disclaimer, this is not a hate-based article. This is rant where I wanted to hear my side and give you the thought that there is one kind like me who never likes to taste your favorite because it becomes a poison to me.

@Eunoia 20 August 2022

The Spooky Podcast Trailer is Out: Would you listen? Cheers to myself, I again broadcast a new podcast. Creating one wasn't easy, so I ensured I would value my effort as I made one. Reward and things weren't that important, but the development and my experience. The podcast is my self-improvement investment; it will soon grow more. I am still eager to learn more things and am in the mood to learn. Now I wanted to explore things in my podcast. And the content will be constantly evolved indifferent. The first season is mythology and supernatural. I get the idea when I read the article of @Codename_Chikakiku about his family experience of aswang (Listening to True Stories of Aswang). I requested that I wanted to read and made his article content soon into a podcast, and he agreed. https://read.cash/@Codename_Chikakiku/listening-to-true-stories-of-aswang-2799a502 That will be the next season of the Spooky podcast. I will request some people to write their spooky experiences and become a guest on my podcast. Of course, as I use their story, I will make their link accounts as beneficiaries on my future broadcast. Are you ready? You could write your own spooky experience and tag me. I will read your words into a podcast, which will forever be part of my journey. The first introduction, where I change the mood of my voice, signifies the different characters I will portray in the radio-based drama, the first entrance of the podcast. The second course, the 101 signature, that this podcast's thoughts, ideas, and topics might not suit you but enjoy listening to. In the larger sense, the podcast dictates that it will give you some new ideas and issues you might not yet see similar to another kind. **EP 1: Lola's Ghost will be aired the following Monday (August 22, 2022)** **EP 2: Tiyanak or the baby monster aired next Tuesday (August 23, 2022)** **EP 3: The white lady or the lady crying in the road to be broadcast (August 24, 2022)** **EP 4: nuno sa punso or the drawft will soon upload (August 25, 2022)** **EP 5: Tabi-tabi PO or the fairy of the forest as the final episode of the week (August 26, 2022)** Five stories of supernaturals that will leave you with some ideas and questions in your head. Some might find it weird, and others will indeed look at it as nostalgic. As we grew in Filipino traditions. Does Spooky Podcast a Horror? The answer was NO. The trailer is just a creative way of dramatizing the future content. But the Spooky Podcast will look upon the ideas based on elders' beliefs and, of course, the history of origin. The podcast will show some segments of a dramatic voice to emphasize more concrete thoughts. It's not a story but fun fiction relations between gaining new knowledge over the things that will be soon seen in the future. What Time Shall I Listen To Spooky Podcast? Some people find it weird to open it at night because they feel it will be a horror. But I will tell you that it's not. It won't be like that, and you could listen anytime you want and anywhere to gain brand new knowledge about the belief and traditions of Filipino Mythology over history. Filipino culture is rich when it comes to stories, Filipino are imaginative, and I think it was from our elder's thoughts that why it happened that podcasts will surely be one of the treasures of Filipino. The podcast is one of the platforms I have wanted to try ever since, but as my talent and voice seem like not in the field of mass communication, I ignored it. But how should I know I can and can't if I never try? That's happened, and I do the recording of my phone, but hassle on my side, so I made sure that I will be investing my set up. And as I looked at the online store, I saw a cheap one that was best in my budget, so I procured one. Now that I owned some local and cheap microphones, I must make my move. Posting my podcast is one of my achievements this year, one of the best things that happened, for I am now again looking for another side of life. Another venture that will soon be part of my growth. Other people also wanted to try, yes indeed. The podcast is too easy, as an oridinary content creator like me even made mine, and now it's time as you go through. You could listen to the trailer of my podcast here. Also, don't forget to leave a comment and share. That will be highly appreciated. https://3speak.tv/watch?v=eunoia101/plcaswab As in my next season, I will try to read a letter of your spooky experience, then think of your personal experience and soon, let's read and react to that within my podcast. You will also become a beneficiary of my podcast and some gift from me.

@Eunoia 18 August 2022

Inflation In The Philippines Wasn’t a Joke. Maybe some people won't feel that Inflation is striking for it was too regular for them to have this kind of price in their life. But for ordinary people like us, it affects everything from the morning goods to the dinner table, which cost a lot of living. Suppose you are not fond of listening to and reading the news. In that case, you will find out that the price of goods increases significantly, for a reason of supply and demands, as the professional traders said, yet under observation and investigation, the cost increases weren't entirely from the supply and demand mans yet in case it also comes in the volatile price for the devil act of people under the government. You might not believe me when I said that one egg in my place could cost P15 or $0.27 at the latest price over a dollar. It was triple the price when I was still young, we could buy five pieces of egg in P20, yet things are getting more complicated now. Furthermore, I understand the reason of some traders, away from the news, and maybe the government hides from people that Cagayan, where I am residing, had an issue with bird flu. Most of the chicken-producing eggs were affected and forced to cull. The government hides up also to protect others from sudden price pumps as the other growers will soon double think if they should continue to make or not. Issues about importation of goods are also in the eye as today as the sugar industry tried to tackle things by faking documents, now that they said supply of onion is under the bottom line and to avoid the Inflation of the spices importation is needed. But in my view, last time, the onion farmers are fleeing for help to market their products. I am hanged for thinking that the power of a higher form is taking this for granted, that Inflation and pumping of prices are the results of negligence and planning too much. Some might not be aware that this was happening where due to over-planning, some of the funds get wasted. As I grew more and understood things that money is the essential tool for everything, I do realize that candy for change is not the best way for today, unlike the past year when we went to the groceries or local store, if the difference was coin lowered that 10 pesos I could buy it for candy, or anything. But today, I get more practical. I will wait for a change even if it's 1 peso. Inflation is not a joke, for it's becoming more serious. I prefer to take my life away from the city because my life expects too little. Yet now living in the city and the rural there was a difference, for it also cost high friction of living. How Inflation affects me? Last year, we always had the Pandesal every morning, a soft milky bread that I think is a staple for Filipinos. But now we only have that every Sunday, and we buy some local biscuits instead as alternatives. And many more things changed as the Inflation couldn't cover my budget. Living simple is the best way until now?. Where simplicity is a sign of scarcity at this moment. We want to live simple as possible and dine with a simple life, yet we are still greatly affected by sudden increases in price. When gasoline starts to incline, the Inflation for transportation and manufacturing expenses comes with the rollback, and subsidy is another issue. The price of commodity increases more for sugar is scary, and the demand over supply affects the cost of the product. Not a joke anymore. The sad thing is that, like history. This will remains at the level of normality which soon is standard prices, so later as again the tension of fuel war and the disease of livestock again come and attacked, the prices we have now could be more and more increases as the starts of a new era of a trade war. Imagine that we have 15 pesos per egg from the beginning of August, but latest, it goes down to 13, still a considerable price up but compared to 15 people will choose the 13. What if the egg's regular price will be 10 pesos as the issue of bird flu begone? Then comes next year to happen. Twenty pesos per piece of eggs is much more possible. This is what I am a bit worried about. What happened in the following years to come? As Inflation hits us hard, surely the following one will strike harder and harder. Are we ready for that to come? I bet no. Thanks for reading...

@Eunoia 16 August 2022

Until Then I Could Insert The Thread Into The Needle. Seriously, this is my question as this is the reality. As we age, things change suddenly, one of which is our capacity to do something over time. One of the tasks my mother will always come to ask is to thread the needle for her sewing. I was ten years old when she always called me to do the job for her eyesight couldn't resist the narrow hole of the tiny metals. I am as aged as 23 and can still fast do the task. I can still make some thread in a second but until when? Honestly, I am a bit overloaded thinking about what to write daily at the start of the month. I think I need to force things out to have some space in writing. It's the middle of august now, and my concentration is still hanging into something. I quickly wrote, but topics and thoughts made me fly over the trance. Not until my mother interrupted me thinking and looking at the blank space of my word document. She asked me to do the job she couldn't do for her poor eyesight. I scratch my head and get the job done; I did it successfully in just a moment. I am not using any eyeglass. Still, I am thankful that my eyesight is still good, compared to my father, mother, and two sisters, who have this poor eyesight that gets them trouble reading without eye gear. But I still could see clearer. But I am honestly too much forcing my eyes ever since I was a teenager and also the development and creation of technology such mobile and computer, there will time that I will be facing the light until midnight and even 3 in the morning where I could feel that my eyes get tired. When I was young, I was impressed with people who wear eyeglass, which may also be part of my curiosity about what it feels like in the eye having this kind. No brainer, I tried my father's eyeglass, and just after a moment, I felt the dizziness in my head. I immediately removed the eyeglass, and it felt like I had to vomit. Then my eyes felt something that was still when I was young. I admit that I was dumb those days of my life. As we grow older, the sign of being old will be the eyesight. As I saw it was becoming natural that 30 years old people began to deteriorate their good eyesight. as the days started to change, I also saw some children wearing an eyeglass, for their sight wasn't suits in good conditions anymore. I bet, like longevity, eyesight begins to lessen with age is required. If there was a chance that I will be good eyesight even in my older days, why not? Growing old with good vision without using any tools was a gift, like a healthy guy who could still read a book, newspaper, and article online, where eyes are still good even when the night was long enough to look at the computer's lights. I am not a farsighted, nor near one, in such a good condition that I could see both in the light of traditional style. I had a nearsighted friend who sometimes felt awkward that she needed to close her textbook in her eyes to look at it. I said it was fine. Also, I never get joked about eyesight or never wish to lose one. I was quite a bit curious when I was young about what it felt to become blind, but we were more blessed than others. Blindness is the wall to doing things like writing or reading, and all activities need eyesight. I am honest that I am stubborn in taking my eyes for granted. As I woke up in the morning phone will be the first one to hold, where the night will end as I close my phone, all the things that surely will harm my eyes, as I do wish that have this clear vision forever yet, in reality, I need to hassle and used him for some grinds. But what if I will grow at 60 years old yet my eyesight still could see the vision of what I see now, where graded eyeglass will never be given to me? It's such a dream and saved me for today. My mother was busy sewing old clothes and repairing things every afternoon as she watched television drama. I just prepared her needles and backed them up. Thanks for reading…

@Eunoia 14 August 2022

Filipino Believed Too Much In Once The Year Ideology. The days become so soon and happened past, just a week we will be closing the season and the 'ber' month is coming, so much more that Filipinos are all excited again in the seasons began, November for all souls day, where it becomes a family reunion. December for holidays and New Year. Why do some Filipinos love to celebrate it well? Because we think that it is just once every year, so we must celebrate it no matter what. I am not dragging my Filipino, but the moment I heard a word that said "**we shall celebrate and have a feast,"** then one family member said the priorities over the celebration, the next call is that **"It's just once a year? What was the problem?"**. I feel the sadness of the man who even labeled the killer joy, he thinks about priority, and yes, it's just once a year. But how about other things to handle? There are good and bad traits of Filipinos, which I think most of my readers will find relating. Also, more bad qualities developed as social media emerged from nowhere. Not just the Marites Syndrome (gossiping) but also the fame and sociality affable. People want others to see their selves as an apple in the eye. The curse of Once a year Ideology. There were terrible traits that I could not stand in other people. They will kill priorities, so they could have to celebrate something as they said it was just once every year like birthday celebration need to be gracious for just happened every year, not every day. They need to feed other people. But the reality is that the next day they will be the ones who will be hungry. Why? Too much hospitable that they will prepare food and let others drunk the whole night with their expenses. I laughed at the joke of one person saying that. **Only Filipinos that when it was your birthday, you obliged to treat people, other country and nation you will be one to get treated and served special.** This is reality, "it's your Birthday, so it fines" it's okay t spend money, forget the things you need to pay, others even borrow money to celebrate, because it's not happened every day, it's just once every year. Did you get my point? Where people will look at the idea of a one-day stand. Spend now and cry later Ideology. The saddest part is that you were the black sheep or the joy killer when you disagreed with the fact that people need to look for priorities, not in the celebrations. This idea was not wrong; the celebration could still have occurred. Some people choose not to prepare the feast, yet they still celebrate things. The joy of once a year celebration. I remember one of my friends always said this thing. "it's just once every year" that happened every February. He will call me to remind me of his words. It's his birthday. But he just wanted us to be there, even what was the prepared feast, food served wasn't that special, but all the fun and love laughter is obvious. This is the best celebration I am looking at. They were going to some celebration where decorations weren't that priority for materials needed funds, set-up, and things. I just found myself sad after the incident I saw. People are getting powered by social media. Posting their family member's food and program, the birthday celebrant had no choice but to spend their own money for his birthday and feed the strangers even though he will be the one soon to be problematic after all the celebrations. Does it wasn't toxic? Forcing people to celebrate it just once a year, not realizing that bills and payments are always daily, is food also necessary? Then when this person disagreed, celebrating seemed like a bad trait. Were they selfish for not feeding other people? They had no manner of not sharing the blessing of life just once every year. Remember that we still celebrate things once a year and live peacefully as we know our priorities of ourselves.

@Eunoia 11 August 2022

What Should You Expect at The Age of 23? Yesterday I was with my friends that I haven't met for quite a long time, why? They were away from my home. I met them in college and the places and life have been different and not like mine. But that is not what happened. In the afternoon, we visited our friend's home that was near to my place, we are all 23 years old, yet with different life expectations and stories. Looking back on those days when we are still living in one dormitory, one thing that we used to enjoy is planning about life, **“what will do next after graduation?”** of course always says find a job, stable or high-paying, having our own families and live the life comfortably, but this time we do ask if the life we looked upon over now, what happened? Are we meet the reality? No, after graduation. One thing that comes inside of us is that **“Passed the board"** exam and we did that. We passed the three days exam, **then we should look for a job**, and I did that. But things happened familiar to each other, we were unemployed at the moment. I do the joke, that we were the **“useless batch”** of graduates of 2019. That was too far but seems like we agreed on that words. Then comes their broken expectations and all the things that we never thought went wild at the age of 23. So what should you expect at that age? At that age one thing that you will find is that it feels like you were left behind. You will find yourself wondering why I am stuck in that places and look at the people under the same age as mine. They were all the best look as they were. We also discussed that. We looked at the life of other people. Those married men under the same age as us, but why we don’t have any planned feelings like them? Maybe we were too much enjoying the age of twenties. Look at the other people who turn their course to another side, some of my batch who also graduated as mine, forget their bachelors have some works that want really related to the experience and knowledge they have. At the age of 23-25, you will find yourself wondering about all the things you saw from other people especially those people of the same ages as yours. We are all registered under the PRC professional list, why we don’t have any jobs at the moment? Is that a bad thing? Not, we both answered the honest quotations, **“we don’t feel the pressure”** if I do maybe I did find a job or accept the offer even if it wasn't related to my studies, If I have the pressure maybe I also shift in some actions if I have some pressure maybe I will bite all the possible opportunities, but no. we are still enjoying the life of 23. At some point at my 20—25, we did call it a playful age. We enjoyed the time of being bachelors. Did we play the life that wasn’t in the go, pressured by others? No. Honestly, this is not what I expected in my younger years, where at the age of 23, I will be stagnant. Not really, for there was always a reason behind it. I discovered a hidden talent of mine, writing, and content creating, if I am not exposed to this one maybe I am not into blogging, for I always said that this wasn’t related to my studies and even the like and dislike. At the age of 23, I also discovered investment, which is not typical in all my friends. There were still people at the age of 23, who doesn’t know what is insurance. There were people my age doesn’t know the trading, but there were also people who feels like I do. I laughed at some point one friend of mine opened up about what they were expecting from me. **At the age of 23, I am still learning. That’s the biggest reason why I am not yet successful.** I am still laboring things, it's not that you graduated college and require a diploma you already knew everything and becomes a professional. that’s not what happened. If some people say what happened to the age of unemployment of 21-25 I have a lot of things to say. **I am still behind others?** I planned three business plans (Mushroom Farm, Rice Mushroom coffee, and rabbit venture) I discovered and invest in crypto, and I do invest in my life (cooperatives). Does at my age I am left behind? Surely no, I just don’t feel the pressure. It doesn’t mean that I am successful at the age of 20-30 doesn’t mean we were useless. Just that progress is different for every one of us, so if you feel stagnant you had no success at the moment. No, it's not that thing, it's just we still have no pressure.

@Eunoia 7 August 2022

I Smiled At Three Strangers Today, what's wrong with me? What's wrong with me? That was my question after I realized that this morning in my jogging, I smiled at three random strangers, just I had never met them once but, we met as we all do running in the same area, it took me a week before conformally smiling at them. What's wrong with me? Why did I ever do that in the first meeting instead? It's my 9th day of jogging, I could still feel the muscle ache of the being in the sudden runs, but it's okay. It's not that unlike the first three days of my jogging. There is one thing that you must know about my attitude is that it's normal for me to snob people, especially in the first meeting; maybe an instinct that I don't want to be looked like feeling close will take weeks or several sessions before I will talk to you, and the smile is my first step. First, I smiled at the guy running in the field where we do our jogs. He was a bit shy when it looked at him, maybe just like me, still not wanting to become over action and take things as smoothly as possible. I don't know, but I just smiled at him, and the thing is that he smiled back. I was impressed for the next thing that he called me bro, "Going home, bro?" he said, and I smiled again at him, replying it's a yes gesture. It's now 6 AM, and the time to walk home for a distance is still a bit far. Maybe that's the start of a simple friendship that will soon be developed. I met him several times as he does jogging too, yet not similar to me. Maybe he also wanted to lose weight for it seems he was obese. Going home, I saw again the older woman I always encountered when I was going home. I smiled at her for the first time too, and he smiled back. I loved the smile of the older adult, for it reminds me of my favorite grandmother, whom she said was her favorite when I was young. I smiled at her, yet I saw the genuine one in her eyes. Like finally, a week of walking and noticing her was one of the impossible jobs, yet now a simple given a highlight. Another one is the lady who also does jogging with her small breed of dogs; we always cross a road, yet just this time, I finally smiled at her too, and she heard me talking. I told her, "his dog is active today and, yes, actively running. This is me, my usual self. I don't wear smiles often, I am more comfortable looking in serious moods, and impressions at the first meeting are that I am a terror guy, which was partly true but not that so much. I knew how to blend my attitude into a matter of changing. Also, one of the reasons why I was smiling today is because I have something to celebrate. I won a 300HP delegation for 24 days or 23 days after joining the power-up days; I also observed my first month on the other platform; my avatar, the chibi created by jiji, reminds me to smile. The avatar that represents me. Sound like gay sometimes that I can find myself in the avatar, or maybe that was the real me hiding in the body of being a serious guy, I also don't know. Perhaps this was the reason, or maybe not. But in the other sense, smiling is the start of conversations. I have many friends that started with a smile and ended up good ones. Am I normal? That's a question. People labeled me as a snob, for there was an instance people made the first move at me, yet I don't show any appreciation back; it's just that I wanted that am the first one to move and must be taken more chances of meeting before getting to it. This was the one attitude that I also wanted to change at least, where I am onto such feeling that it needed to become unfriendly or unaware first. Maybe this is just a regular thing, things everyone does, right?

@Eunoia 6 August 2022

Episode One of My Podcast and My Chibi Avatar Was Released. Episode one over one-o-one was released. There are more than a hundred episodes that might be published, or just a dream, who knows? Creating one was a called and never been that easy surely, creating one episode needs a lot even if it doesn’t look good. Here I am sharing with you what happened before I published my podcast. ***But first I wanted to thank those people who support me from the beginning and shown until now, I cannot mention you all but I won't forget you guys, thank you very much.*** Creating a podcast was on my list to try for a year now yet I am still hesitant. Firstly my voice, I don’t see mine as the best subject, second my grammar, and third my applications. They are the subjects that I have seen that were complicated actually. I am not that good enough as I said. But when I shall try it? Until there was no opportunity to happen. I remind myself that I do it by trial or error unlike doing nothing to make it possible. In my first episode, I talk about the silent anxiety I have. There are also mentioned things that some listeners might get a clue about what happened to me, you are free to think what was that all about. I am open to any critics and comments, for I know that soon I will be leaning and learning from that suggestions. TGIF was the scheduled upload of the podcast. Where every week there will be an update through podcasting and broadcasting my views and opinions on one topic. Steps in my Podcast? Anchor Recorder. The first step is to record your thought and voice through the anchor applications, it was challenging for now, but soon I planned to buy a podcast microphone when the budget and things get tight in my wallet. Save the recorded voice and save it to your device. Edit to Filmora Application, There are several applications to use in adding and detaching some parts, but filmora is the best choice for me for I used it in my college days, also I still looking for the best one in the future, when the recording will take place in my computer. After the editing, save and convert it into a video file. Upload in 3speak. Like a form of YouTube yet under the blockchain, uploading takes time, especially since my 12 minutes video had a file of 740MB took me four attempts for uploading denied for the reason of internet connection is weak as the system said. The limit was 5GD if I will upload a 30 minutes podcast there was a chance of 5GB for sure What was the future of my podcast? There are also the Mission and Vision of my 101. My vision is to create a Podcast that will soon be aired and people whom I know will hear it for the first time. I am keeping my file away from people I knew personalities but soon after 101 episodes, I will be on a different chandler. I see my podcast as a toll of learning and a bank of experience. Where when I will grow old and wanted to remind the event I just open my files and loudly play the podcast, listening to my voice portraying things in a podcast. Also, TP has a podcast on Spotify, I highly recommend that you shall also look closely at that. We could learn a lot from the people whom he invites. Why must we listen to the podcast? I am just a listener back then and now trying to become like the people I admired. Even thou my podcast or voice wasn’t that good I think it's now time or never. I shall be the things and record things out. The podcast is freedom, imagine you are the center of the topic, you are the creator of thought that was something that we shall be looked upon. Meet eunoia101 The Chibi Style Avatar. As I do my writing @Jijisaur made sent me my requested avatar. I loved it as I saw the photo I saw myself. Look at it. It’s a cartoon style that portrays my soon uniform as a podcast host, ‘101’ as my themed and benchmark. The background of the avatar diamond bottom to play the podcast. I loved it, especially the facial expression where it was smiling. This will bloom up my mood every time I will seen my avatar. Listen to my podcast. I invite everyone to listen to my podcast, also you can comment on things about comments and suggestions, as I wanted to rebuild myself. I know there are still some lacking or errors yet expect soon enough that the following episode will get better. Thank you jiji and everyone… Listen the first episode here: https://3speak.tv/watch?v=eunoia101/zhaiafwl

@Eunoia 2 August 2022

Does Planning Get Marriage at 30 Yrs-Old a Near-Failure Plan? Little thing do you know, and everyone has a plan. I don't believe in people who say I don't still have dreams; at the end of the day, when they say "I don't have a plan," there is something in their head consideration. I am single, but it does not reflect mine. I also want to enter into marriage soon, but when? Still in the process of planning. https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1542286777-b6499aa99a0a?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&ixid=MnwxMjA3fDB8MHxzZWFyY2h8MjB8fG1hcnJpYWdlJTIwcHJvcG9zYWx8ZW58MHx8MHx8&auto=format&fit=crop&w=500&q=60 It's 4th day of our running, I don't know, but my running buddy is much more motivated. One of the things I can't change about my fitness partner is her mouth. I always told her to keep silent, for I was embarrassed about what she was doing, especially when people were looking. She just laughed at me and continued her words; I made my walking faster so she shall stop. She was my source of what was happening in my place, a natural face of Marites. Mind that I am not attacking her; I shall thank her for the daily dose of information in our place, lol. Then I remembered her older brother, and I was in their home when they were planning his marriage. I asked her if June 2023 was the tentative date, and she said she didn't know, but it's not 2023 but 2022 at least. She says that her brother wasn't open to them, especially financially, like before. It seems like a sign that he was thoroughly planning for the marriage. I nod and somehow understand her brother. That's happened when married. Indeed we will be building our own family, and the flow of money won't forever be friendly, mind that our older siblings will end up with such thing, but we must consider their positions. Building his own is something. Then I remembered one of my virtual friends whom I had never met. He talks about his plan and marriage. He told me that his relative had been arranging his wedding, I was shocked to hear the news, and I asked why. He tells me that he was 30 years old, and if he agreed with that proposal, he would end up alone in his entire life. I don't know what to reply to him, but I also asked if it is really in their traditions. But he replies that he wasn't that good-looking man and finding a partner indeed becomes a problem for him. Why are these stories connected? They were two in their thirties, which had a lot of pressure in getting into marriage. Filipino traditions where this age is the age of the process, people will question their capacity to build their children and more like a curse of people who will be in their mid-thirty to be obliged to have kids. This is quite stressful, though. That's why I understand somehow the man who managed to choose to match someone even he doesn't love and the one that wanted this to be done as soon as possible. They want their own family as a matter of time. That leads me to think, how about me? Am I will also one of those bachelors? When I am 23 and people my age and friends in the same brackets already have children, some are married and building their own; others are trying. When was my plan? I will be honest that I am not looking yet, but I also want to build mine someday and become a father of at least two. But I am a bit worried actually, for things always happen precisely. They said that thirty is a rushing age where men get pressured. Is that real? I think it was, for the reality of people I saw personally, this is the problem they face where they were over think more. Most people also dreamed and wished that on the 30th, they would get marrieds so things would get smooth, but it feels like it wasn't for everyone. At 30 years old, not everyone thrives as we wish; the career or plan is still progressing at 30 years old. Does it have something? This is such a sudden thought that is coming into my head, not to overthink or anything. Yet it's abused that the age of 30 is a pressure era most bachelors face. Is it the fact that we planned wrong as we waited for 30? I wanted to open this as a discussion, and honestly, I am looking for some opinions. Or maybe some of my readers face the same encounters with others or themselves? Does planning to marry at 30+ is failure?

@Eunoia 1 August 2022

Battle for Ranking: Why do I hate Competition? We can't change the fact that Competition happens all the time. Surviving who is the best is the one that must be seen, who will be the head and the last—competing for everything, power, love, and money. People loved competitions, which was why I wouldn't say I liked it. https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1470298740710-87fd14ccb21f?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&ixid=MnwxMjA3fDB8MHxzZWFyY2h8N3x8Y29tcGV0aXRvcnN8ZW58MHx8MHx8&auto=format&fit=crop&w=500&q=60 I grew up as a child that hates competitions, maybe because I know so far that I am always behind others. That is why I became anxious when they said we need to compete for the grades ranking, so who will be the first honor and the last? But the disadvantage happens all the time. This idea or topic had been in my head for quite a long time; my barber told me things when I do my grooming haircut. I have known him personally from a very young age until now, and I am more comfortable taking my hair cut with his scissors. I am still doubtful, on the other hand, and if they met my haircuts expectations, I don't want other barbers to do the job. Also, it was my help for his daughter was my old friend. He did talk about what happened between his daughter and best friend, and he said when they saw each other, what happened six years ago still had not yet changed between the two. They were still not looking in the face. What happened last year is still fresh in my mind, just one point the school salutatorian defeated. Just one particular from a ranking. It comes that there were issues and gossip in everything. I knew the Salutatorian was competitive, yet she was pleasant, though she would focus on everything as a leader. She could manage to do her jobs. Back to the presents, six years had passed, and we all graduated from college yet still like something. That's one of the disadvantages of competitions, or should I say too much Competition. Too much competition is toxic. When people are too much looking for victory and what happened they don't, things become chaotic indeed. When they don't meet their expectations, they blame something on someone or themselves alone. This is one of the toxic cultures that happened at my age where parents are the ones who will show and teach their young to become more competitive in terms of academics and extracurricular. I remember I felt jealous when I saw other classmates could be supported by their parents in the activities, especially in highlighting things such as best dresses or any decorates where they could spend more money just for the names and titles. Also, I witnessed that parents again is the one that becomes unhappy when their child gets doomed. Toxic mentally when the child gets this kind of attitude toward their parents alone. Competitive in a good way. I don't want to be heard bias. There was a good side to being competitive. I also found myself on this side, where you must fight in the way of survival. Becoming competitive in your career is a sad thing but also a must. You must show your talent and skill, impress the boss for your sake, and don't mind the people talking behind your back, for, in the end, they won't help you create your future. Becomes competitive in your activities, such as the way people will look at you as the best figure you have. Compete with life, struggle, and downfall. **Battle for Ranking:** Why do I hate Competition? Because sometimes, people forget the word "sportsmanship," where friendship lasted because of competing in a certain way, where people can't accept the defeats. What was a victory if there was no defeat at all? Competition divides us and creates a barrier between the people and us; that's one of the tragedies of too much focus on competitors. People forget about their selves, for they want their victory. Are you competitive? I don't say it's terrible to become competitive. That's the nature of human beings, but it's a way of hurting yourself and others at the end of competitors. I think it's not a good practice at all.  Compete when you think you can accept winning and losing. There was no 100% victory in all competitions unless you cheated. Lol. Thanks for reading...

@Eunoia 31 July 2022

Private Life is a Happy Life: How You Protect Your Identity? Private life is always happy life, surely we all know about that, where we don't want others ate last knew more about us, where people will be curious about what we have at least we could be what we want for what we loved, by not just what people like and loved so be seen in social media. https://unsplash.com/photos/ra4vJwxnvAo TP releases a Spotify podcast today, and the first episode is about the artist Jude's hardship and story. She talks about her life, how the managers she said discovered her, her faith, and the work she presents. If you want to learn more about TpTalks, why not hear it in Podcast at this link? https://open.spotify.com/episode/6rqY3qh70aD9kodqis3snL?si=5c6e5ad921044a62 I won't spoil the whole Podcast, for I think you must be the one who shall hear the story, but there is something that gets me to the point of writing; that's was when she said that she regretted telling her real names, that she also wanted to become private after people have already known her name, that's what I am. I am not comfortable telling my real name and the real people I am because I also want a private life over the content I present. And that's what I am telling you today. In my real life, I am a silent guy. I do post photos of mine which was the audience is 'only me' I just wanted to post, but I don't want people to see; I posted my social media once every two months, I had no shared posts, but when elections come I did that to support my candidate, in short, my social media account is boring, but people whom I know contacting me more in social media. I am not giving my mobile number, for I don't want to be called. Why don't I want to tell others about my account? Because I wanted to become a private, I wanted my life and another way still different. One thing that I learned from other people is privacy over social media. It feels like you will know everything about them when you just visited her feeds, the way she likes, or her past life are listed on social media. I refrain from interacting with people over my account, for I know that someday I will be private and more not likely want to expose myself yet. What if people knew more about your personal life? I think I already planned this thing out, I knew that one day or future, people would discover more about me, and maybe that's how given errands, that's why I posted my picture for limited people, not with the likes or comments for I am not being fed with those social appreciations. You might laugh, but when I know someone's real name, I search for them on Facebook and block you. That's happened because, of course, I also wanted to keep your privacy, where I could hear and read your life stories, which is fine. I don't need to know everything, for it's also your freedom and privacy. In the Podcast, she mentioned that she wanted to create a different account with another name or identity. Sometimes it's more we could open up when we knew we were comfortable that people wouldn't dig more, haha. Protect your identity. I have done this for years now, protecting some of it. So maybe it's time for you to understand why I am open in my accounts. Most likely, they said, "Only famous people could be a victim of cyber attacked," which was real, but I think more and more people are being attacked just that we don't see it within our eyes yet as we ignored it. Do you know the term "CI" or Customer intelligence? That's the way people are digging more about you that you never knew they were investigating. And one for sure that you bring your real name in the sheet is your social media. Even when you met people somewhere, and she asked your name, the number one intell source she will look at is Facebook. Your photos and past stories. People wanted to dig more about you, look at you. That's the one I hate, and it's like privacy on social media is limited. Or do we not have any privacy at these moments? If there was no privacy, somehow it was. People are getting in touch, and more people are digging more about us, just how we might protect our privacy and identity matters. Privacy matters. One day you will know why I have to do this, or maybe it's time to understand that it gives me more confidence to write and share, thinking my private life over social and blogging had to be different. I don't have a problem with people exposed to themselves; it's their decisions, but for me, privacy matters. How about you? How do you protect your private life?

@Eunoia 30 July 2022

The Second Day of Fitness Challenge. I do my challenge, honesty as the new year's resolution, but things come in the wrong way where I stopped it. It was march 2022. Where I also shared that my uncle died. At that time, they recommended that we not have a complex movement like the Ilokano tradition called 'babang luksa', which happened when I became bored when the tradition limit date occurred. Now I am trying to regain the moment from starting it again. I don't shame my body. I am comfortable with the way I looked, just that I also wanted to live a life that was, I think, productive in terms of physical activities; people tell me that it goes back and I will again be bored when comes the day, but I think it's okay. It's better that I make my move even in a simple way. Also, I told you before that I was over-protected by my friends, one of my jogging partners also wanted to lose weight, yet she was afraid to walk and run in the morning for her safety. She was having a hard time with her body, as it seemed like her diet wasn't the best for our age. At 23, her doctor told her that she was high blood, which is normal today, at the age of people who consume unhealthy foods. I also worry that she could encounter a sour treat on her walking journey. Also, some stray dogs are in the presents. I told her I could accompany which made my plan to at least restart. That's my goal also to run and protect them; that's the real me, The original plan Last January, its also not originally that I planned to lose weight. It's just to strengthen my muscle and my breathing. I have seen the difference between running over stagnant. Where the way of breathing and exhaling had a vast difference, the sleepiness impact may be why I can't get my good night's sleep because I do not do much cardio. I wanted to change my system and return to my previous self of one. We do run on the pavement that was used for drying rice. It could occupy and private, that's the best thing. I could squat and do my things, not expecting others to look at me or make fun of me. I am shy in real life when people see me doing something. The plan I thought of maybe losing weight for quite some time, and my goal is to at least lose 5Kg in the next month of August; I may need to make a diet plan to make it possible. That's why I wrote this on the second day, I wanted now to challenge if I could lose some weight within a month, and if not, gets the target, it's okay. Lol. Also, fasting is the next target, but not now; lessening the average intake could result in more challenging feelings, so I must plan it well, especially since I wanted to become a content creator, and who could think of content where he was hungry? Lol. Maybe lessening the crab's input could also help retain a healthier one. I don't know, but I wanted her jacket; I redundantly told her that she doesn't look fine in that jacket, and maybe it suits me, lol. But she is ignoring me. I found it a nice suit, especially when running in the morning and still dark. The fabric itself served as light when some cars passed through. FIN. How about investing time in healthy bodies today? That's the idea that comes to my head; what about making my progress from a plan to some reality for this moment? Also, I missed the old version of myself that felt like just sleeping inside. Now I must give him the proper control and diet. I am creating my fitness goal. Maybe it is also a roll call for you to look at your physical health. It's not enough that mentally we were fine, yet the body we had is somehow sufferings. I am also challenging you to make a fitness goal. Why not? Thanks for reading...

@Eunoia 29 July 2022

What Are The Requirement of Being a Content Creator? Honestly, I am a bit dwelled on the topic if I am a content creator or not. Seems like an easy word when we say “I am the content creator” or “I do my content” but it becomes something when we looked upon it. What was the requirement being one? Is that personality? Mental capacity? Or just nothing. One thing is for sure, all the content creators who become known especially on social media had two things in common that is personality and mental capacity, other also used influence, but I think influence was made because of personality alone. I have been in content creating for years now, I don’t proclaim that I am a content creator in my past articles for I know still need improvement. Just this time that I got in a question if I could still be called creator or what.? I am open that some people said I creative guy, I also joined the planning committee where we talked and brainstormed what will happen like this and that. Program the future endeavours and even the changes. Also, I am part of dance troops where we planned the choreography and the flow of the pieces of music to be done while I am still studying. Some people heard the transition of the music on my podcast, and some saw it well. I don’t edit that much, I just bring the music and never detached any piece of the recorded voice, so mistakes are visible in the podcast. But I think perfecting is not my thing; let the people see you were improving not that you were going to down. Mental Capacity of Content Creator. Not everyone could be a content creator, this divide is the way we think of something, the way we brainstorm and make things out. Smarter way of making and the best possible of creating a new idea. Originality and cleanliness is the one that becomes the best altitude when it comes to content creation. Original that even if it was been made with someone you could still dwell the things out, give it to a new taste. In thinking of content, mental capacity also thinks that he was the viewer or listener. Even if you were that smart yet don’t understand the flow of mind of your target people things will always be messed up. Understanding people's wants and needs are also needed in thinking a content. The personality of a content creator. How do they sell their selves? For most of the Vloggers on YouTube and streaming one thing that gives them the audience is personality, the way they interact, and the way they make things out. Faking things will never result in goodness, imagine also some bad attitudes people also gained an audience, because of real personality they gave. Seems like awful content but today alone, people wanted real things over fabricated ones, people already knew the real and what was not. With a pleasing personality as they always said, a clean and beautiful face somehow has a good and decent audience, yet now this is not a problem in content creating, most of the content now get hooked in comedy, people wanted to laugh and press the “Haha” rather than anything else. Personality and influence, this is savage. Those people who were in an influence more gets the audience in content creating they make, such luxurious life, grande vacations and many more that makes the audience ‘wow’. The best influencer for a personality that I know is Heart Evangelista. Where she made her content the way it was daily, the way he dressed, eats, and travels. Most of the influences wanted to become her for the jolly personality and the life she was. I don’t know why I have this thinking of content creating, just so random thought but relevant to these days, where whoever becomes a content creator, signing in such community platform and do create habits. Maybe this was really the future where the world as online needed more and more people creating content. Everyone could be a content creator. Facebook alone is now offering a monetary for content, YouTube is the popular content-creating site, and TikTok as more and more people engaged. The daily life and dose of people in creating content, everyone could be a content creator just that we divided when personality and mental capacity sites things out. Thanks for reading…

@Eunoia 26 July 2022

New Quest Unlocked: My 101 Podcast Was Aired. I have been a valid listener to a podcast, and I honestly wish that someday I will have some of my own. I am not a blogger those days but now I could write, what else I could do in the future? Maybe become a host in some radio program, or make my program. Now I am happy that despite worries and thinking I came out from my shell and made the first move, now I have to do that, and thank you to everyone who help me to make it possible. It starts a story where I record a voice, no script, and no edits. All the things will be in the normal way, and all the sound was made just the way it had to be, I opened my phone recorder, and close my eyes. Talked on the phone like a guy who was talking to himself. Takes me three hours of thinking if I will continue or not, so I need a backup. The first backup I talked with is @Ayane-chan , I am open to her. I could open up private things for it's been a year of talking to her in the virtual message. I send her the voice recorder raw podcast, just to ask for her insight into what the podcast was. I did ask the question, “how was the voice” she said it was fine, the voice of a DJ according to our last convo. I also planned that someday we could talk to each other in a podcast medium. The next one I asked for feedback on was @DennMarc , the guy I loved. Not a romantic way bruh haha. I appreciate his time to critics like a pro, giving all the mistakes and compilation of distortion. I liked the way he sense the negative and how could I turn it into a positive way. Also, I asked @Ruffa what was she feels in the raw podcast. She's the one who point out and counted the several time “yeah”, she said I used the word too much as she could count forty times, which is the one that I improved in the introduction, I tried to minimize the word. Thank you, Ruffa, for so much help, My big sister on the platform is also one of the recipients of my surveys, @Lhes . She said things about the loud issues and background sounds. I loved that she found another mistake and needed to improve. At the end of my podcast, I mentioned those names, for they were the ones that help me to make it possible, it's also my way of thanking you guys. What you should expect in the Podcast? One that sure is that there is a lot of things will happen. Talking about life and love, those people whom I will interview, what happened to them or what I wanted to know more about them. Also love confession, what was that they wanted to confess so we could learn from it, from a simple talk. A lot and more and more to happen surely, the first episode will be published on Friday and who knows if that is the start of the day-to-day tasks. What is easier? Podcast or writing? For an in-pronto guy like me, it’s the podcast. Just that I am not yet confident enough. In a podcast, you could express more in a tune, unlike in writing. Also, it doesn’t need to be clean and grammatically precise. Just some notes and let the mind do all the next jobs. This is an achievement to me, yet I had no gadget yet, but who knows what will be the future and if there will be a time that I could complete my set? Besides nothing is impossible. 101 https://3speak.tv/watch?v=eunoia101/zeuxmsvc It’s the brand name of my podcast, who knows that I could reach 101 episodes or more. Continuously improving, who also soon enough not just in the blockchains but also you could hear me more to other podcast channels, that was also not impossible too. It’s a series of events where thought and topics weren’t for everyone but just enjoy the reading. It's just a hobby and practice of being a content creator, soon enough the world will know the 101 podcasts. So if you like to hear a podcast I am now in broadcast, thanks for reading…