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What will be will be

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1 month ago
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What will be will be because nothing can change what it is meant to be.

Am not too happy today because I lost my little earnings yesterday, sometimes we want some things so bad but because God knows that we don't need that thing He won't give us.

While sometimes we don't even think of getting that thing and God will give us freely because that's what we need at that moment, some prayers didn't answer because if it doesn't we might get hurt at the end of it so God delayed it from answering so that we won't get hurt but then we wl feel sad because of it.

I could remember when I was unlucky with the relationship then I was working and I can take care of myself but I want love so bad but everything I do to keep the relationship will end in vain, if I meet someone that want me to be quiet I will obey till the last day of the relationship, if I meet someone that wants me to be lousy I will keep to that until the relationship ended.

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My last relationship was a toxic one but because I wanted the relationship so bad so I choose to stay one day we had a misunderstanding like we always do before I could say anything the guy slapped me on my face then it was like there was lightning everywhere, I didn't get myself for like 30minutes and when I finally regained myself I didn't say I word to him I just went out of his out and vow never to have anything to do with him again which I stood on my words though he came back to beg I didn't give him any chance to get close to me again.

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What was I dragging at on this story is that maybe God doesn't want me to have a relationship yet all He wanted for me was to work go to school and then have a good life which I ended up doing and along the school line I met someone that God has prepared for me George he happens to be the best thing that has ever happened to me because back then in my previous relationships I thought I have seen it all and I have it all but when I met George I knew this is God sent because he is just so perfect for me and he never for once argue with me not to talk of raising his voice at me, sometimes we don't have to push it all we need is to be patient while God is at work.

What I thought was that if I dance to a guy's music the relationship will work out not knowing that no matter how hard you tried, how much you keep to every rule from them if they are not meant for you they will end up living you and despite my stubbornness and strong mind George has never thought of living so that's how I knew God sent him to me and I wasn't the one that found him.

As a human we are too forward in some aspects thinking that we don't want to lack behind meanwhile we should have just waited and see what God has for us.

Yesterday I lost the little earnings that I got from readcash because I was in a rush to change the coin and then I mistakenly sent the coin to another link and it was like as if the coin is bigger than that because I needed it so bad at that moment that it happened, what am saying is that maybe if I have stayed calm I would have done it successfully or maybe the coin is not even meant for me to use.

And guess what I ended up doing what I wanted to do this morning with ease so I guess the coin was not meant for me because I never made such a mistake before and I don't know how it all happened yesterday.

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Awww. Maybe it's not meant for you. I hope you get it triple from the next earnings you'll get from here.

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1 month ago

I pray so too To get more than what I lose

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1 month ago

You lost your earnings? Care to share what happened? There are some things beyond our control and the ones within our control, we have to learn from them and try to move on. Not always easy though but it's for the best.

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1 month ago

My dear I wanted to pay my app debt ni o and I was in a rush because they have called me So I copied wallet address from remitano without checking which coin was there And it was bictcoin wallet address I copied instead of bch

Am still sad but life goes on

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1 month ago

Chai. So sorry dear. Have you tried to mail them and did they tell you nothing can be done to retrieve it? I know it's hard but just try.

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1 month ago

Yeah they said there is nothing they can do about it

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1 month ago

Chai. I'm so sorry dear.

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1 month ago

When it comes to a relationship, its a two way thing. Both parties give and take, anything less is not enough

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1 month ago

Am telling you sis we need to calm down when it comes to relationship

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1 month ago

If you do things out of desperation, they will shy away from you. Attract things because you feel good and you deserve them. Love yourself first, don't let anyone devalue you

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1 month ago

Yeah because self love is the best in life

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1 month ago

Sorry to hear that...it was a lesson to learn. I hope it's not that big? 😅. Maybe George could compensate for it 🤣..

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1 month ago

Lol 🤣 it wasn't that much Yeah he has already did 😜

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1 month ago