@EneidaPerez 20 January 2022 more from that month

I just realized it's almost midnight. Time went by quickly but the day seemed endless, however, I have been able to interact for a few moments here at Noise, that is thanks to the breaks I take from work and the attention to Doña Josefina, my mother who , as I told you in the previous post, she is in poor health. This morning I was left alone with her, although my daughters were at home... they were in online classes, my sister (or genetic accident) was working, so in real terms Eneida was counting on Eneida to deal with the Lady who, by the way, he doesn't understand that I can't be 100% of the time by his side; I watch her sleep and when she wakes up around 9:00 a.m. I bathe her, massage her legs, dress her and give her the medicines along with the breakfast that I prepare before she wakes up, it should be noted that her legs are numb, so I practically have to move her loaded. After that routine we do Lauds together (morning prayer) and from then on I let her watch TV. while I put order at home and work on the production and preparation of my classes or on the revision and correction of some Final Degree Project as well as doing the necessary errands to obtain the equipment that was damaged. Ah! but the Doña wants me to also recite the Rosary with her and comment on the "teachings" of the catechists of the Catholic channels that she watches and if I stay there I explode at so many stupid things even though I am a great believer, but I don't like stories . She is very attached to me, or rather, we are very attached and it is because deep down we want to make up for lost time, we never had an excellent mother-daughter relationship, perhaps you have noticed that in my posts I talk a lot about my father (of happy memory) that is because I never received emotional or effective support from my mother and after I turned 20 my sisters did the work of turning her against me more, there were moments of reunion, for example when I got married and when my daughters, but then the distancing was marked, mom seemed to hate me, spoke badly of me, behaved like my enemy and believed all kinds of malicious stories about me (that deserves a separate post) but she took care of my daughters if necessary, my dad mediated in my favor. I recognize and I always keep in mind that I owe part of the time I dedicated to growing professionally and academically to my mother, caring for my daughters when I needed to be absent was never a problem because I knew I was leaving them in the best hands, I thought there would be no consequences with that, I was wrong, she and my sisters took advantage of my absence to talk to my daughters very badly about me, thank God I still had my father, my ex-husband and my aunt Conchita, they denied those stories to my girls in front of the perpetrators and we came to the conclusion that the problem was not only the jealousy that my mother fed from childhood because it made us very competitive, but also that I am the only one of the three to whom God granted the Grace of maternity, my sisters don't have children, that's why they consider that God also prefers me and it's true! I am the most Splendid, Magnificent and Remarkable daughter of God For my part, I have already forgiven them and overcome them, how good God is... how good is my therapist, how good is CRP, NLP and Vibrational Intelligence. Thank you thank you thank you #GoodGod #Family #Mother #Gratitude