My dear friends, my dear readers, and my kind supporters, I hope you are well, I hope you had happy Christmas days, and look forward to the New Year with excitement, joy and planning.
Thank you all my dear friends, and my kind read cash family who are always by my side, and are so kind to me, I tried to read your articles on Christmas days and enjoy your beautiful feeling and mood in these beautiful days. I hope all your days are as beautiful as these Christmas days, full of joy, happiness and excitement...
Sorry, I was at a party almost every day these days, and I never got a chance to write an article. These past few days I have seen many relatives and friends around me, especially my brother, a brother who hadn't seen him for almost two years.
I have only one brother, and no sister. My brother left me and my mother two years ago, and we chose to accept the separation so that there would be no problem between him and his wife.
My brother's wife lost her mother almost 8 years ago, she always tried, very logically, to deal with it, and she never expressed her grief, she was three months pregnant when her mother passed away. After her mother died, her behavior gradually changed, which some saying she was in a crisis of fear of loss. No matter how much everyone told her: Talk to a psychologist, but unfortunately she never refused to go to a psychologist. And her behavior was getting worse every day.
Little by little she began to be at enmity with my mother, and did everything she could to break my brother's mind towards my mother, and then began to be at enmity with me.
Because she knew that my brother loved me and my mother very much, and because of that crisis of fear of losing, she wanted to keep him away from us, and she started a fight between us and my brother under any pretext.
We have always loved my brother's wife very much. Especially after her mother passed away, we tried never to leave her alone, but none of this love seemed to work. She causes problems under any pretext, so much so that she didn't let my mother see her son and grandson anymore. And while I wanted to take to solve the problems, I inadvertently became guilty and condemned to not see my brother and nephew.
My brother just two years ago on New Year's Day, while I was in the quarantine of Corona, in another country away from my family, and I sent him a New Year's greeting, he replied: Don't text me anymore, I don't have a sister like you. Get out of my life, I raised you like a snake in my sleeve, I want to tarnish your reputation in the whole family, I no longer see you around me, and he blocked me from everywhere...
That day became the bitterest day of my entire life, I was really heartbroken, by the brother I loved so much. Now every year on New Year's Day, that day and that message of my brother are associated with me, so I don't like New Year's days anymore.
I always tried to be kind to him and his wife, never to interfere in their lives, all I did was mediate to get his relationship with my mother right, and calm my mother down a bit, because in those days my mother was very sad and lonely, and I was in another country. From that day on, whatever I think to myself, I don't remember what I did, that I was found guilty, and that I had to leave his life. I who sent him a New Year greeting, who never told them more than flowers, who always tried to be the kind sister of the family.
When I remember that day, the subconscious squeezes my throat, I can no longer celebrate the beginning of the new year every year like before, because the brother I loved with all my being taken me out of his life. This day became a nightmare for me.
Now that my throat is full of hatred, I finish my talk, and in my next article I will say, now that I saw him after two years, what happened, and what happened to me.
When I read your articles about the beautiful relationship you have with your siblings, I really envy you. Appreciate you're being together. I hope you have happy days and times with each other. And stay together forever... 🕊️🕊️🕊️
I also have a very difficult relationship with my sister. Take care of your family. Happy new year dear🎄