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@Ellehcim
Saturday happiness! Life's a bit kinder to me this week—like a rest after many weeks of pure exhaustion. God heard my prayers. This month's surely gonna be a busy one, but I trust God will supply everything I need to survive. Still praying for upcoming decisions I'm planning to take. May God bless everyone who sees this!
@Ellehcim
Blessed Monday, everyone! It's the 2nd of December! It's not particularly a good day, since I got scolded at work, yet, I am grateful that it didn't affect me that much. I very well understood my fault, at the same time, I know I did my best. This is only a bad day, not a bad life. No, not even a bad day, just a bad few minutes. The rest of the day is still worth being grateful for. Today's a pretty chill day, I got home earlier. Thank You, Lord, still. In Jesus' name, Amen.
@Ellehcim
Hello, everyone! It's been a while! Can y'all tell some tips to this user? I want to whiten my dark knees and elbows, looking to get results within a month! Can y'all share me your whitening tips! I wamty skin to be even! :))
@Ellehcim
Word for the day! Footle. I only learned this word today. It means to act or talk in a silly or foolish way--like another word for rambling or yapping. It can also mean wasting time. Now, that's a new word!
@Ellehcim
Oh, mundo! Sobra kang nakakapagod! Pero salamat sa Dios, dahil pinagpapahinga Niya ako. Binibigyan ng bagong kalakasan at pinapag-apaw ang kapayapaan. Walang katulad ang pag-ibig ng Dios—Siyang buhay at walang hanggan. Marapat lang na Siya'y pasalamatan! Glory be to God. Bible reading for today: Psalms Chapter 23
@Ellehcim
God is good! Lots of stuff happened today. I got out of work late, and arrived home late. But at least I came home to my online shopped items already delivered. I love unboxing stuff! I really take time contemplating before checking out the things I buy online. So, whenever they're delivered and it just looks and functions the way I want, I am happy! Gotta open my laptop now, since I suddenly remembered something lol. Will be back again later!
@Ellehcim
Always there. Never away. Dear Father God, I've been doing good these days. I'm holding it all well, thanks to Your constant reminders and comfort. I had this random wish to confess. I also think and know it's far-fetched, and yes, so random but... You know what? I kind of.. somehow wish You'd actually come by and comfort me with your hugs. I wish I could hear your voice to tell me what to do, because I feel lost all the time. I'm always confused and anxious. I wish I could physically hear your voice, with the words I never even knew I needed or wanted. Father, I randomly kind of wish You could just fetch me from office whenever a long work day ends. How I wish I could sit beside You, on bus and jeepney rides home, so I could sleep with no worries. It'd feel so surreal to feel Your warm hand patting my head, as You tell me I worked hard, and did well. I wish I'd feel your hands holding mine whenever they tremble of exhaustion. I wish I could see You right beside me, speaking out for me on times that others belittled me, or did mean things to me, but I couldn't speak for myself. I wish there could be face to face sessions with you so I can really speak all the ugly stuff I had to deal with, and process on my own. And yet... I know... these are silly wishes.. For I am sure You're right here, beside me, hearing my silent cries that gets drowned by the night, knowing how I feel without me having the need to say it. And yet, I know... that You blessed me with Your Holy Spirit to intercede for me, on times I couldn't spare breath to speak. I know You count the tears that stream down my cheeks and wipe them. You know every bit of me—even my most disgusting parts—and still love me, and that fact alone is comforting enough. So, I apologize for wishing I could come to You and see you personally—this is saved for when the right time comes—in heaven. For even in this temporary home we call Earth, I know You're always with me. You cried with me on those nights my heart ached. You held my hands and gave them warmth when they were wet with tears. You've always accompanied me on every single trip, and made sure I am well-protected. You've watched me as I slept into the deepest of the night, and guarded me against the evil. You've always sent angels to make sure I am alright always. You've always talked to me through Your written word. You've always given me answers when I ask for them. Kaya salamat, Ama. Tunay na ako'y mahal mong talaga. Kahit sa mga panahong hindi pa kita kilala.
@Ellehcim
I remembered seeing recently that read dot cash itself commented on a quite old article of mine :)) But it was removed :( I wonder what that is? I am kind of worried also, because what if it's not a nice comment, maybe I did something wrong or something. Well, I could only save a screenshot as proof. After many years, an article of mine was noticed. Hehe! By the way, it's an article about my "Firsts" in this platform. Oh, how I wish it would go back to the way it was before. I miss those times!
@Ellehcim
It's a long Monday. I have to wait four more days before I could enjoy the weekend again. It must not seem pleasant to see that I don't like working, right? But yeah, this is how I cope with exhaustion it causes me. I always look forward to the weekends. Anyway, I still conquered today, and that's what matters. Thank You, Lord. It's all on You.
@Ellehcim
How have we been holding up? Few months before year ends! This user still has mountain load of works, and they just keep adding up! I can only just smile through the pain and try my best—until it will all be over. It's a new month, and hopefully I can be more relaxed this time. Last month was a little too much for me. Birthday blues? Setbacks? I am. ot sure. Let me just talk it out with God, and everything will be okay again. :)) Happy Sunday everyone!
@Ellehcim
Prioritize quiet time with God everyday. Let's start at least 10-15 minutes of our day meditating God's word, with prayer and thanksgiving. You can be assured the rest of the day—the week, even—will go smoothly. I admit I haven't done this for quite a while and I've started again doing it. Find the time when everything's quiet and not yet busy, when we can actually talk to Him and meditate His word. Use a pen & notebook to write your learnings. And do your best to apply it all in your life. It's not easy and may even sound boring, but trust me, it works wonders. Spending time with God at the start of your day is a powerful way to receive God's guidance and protection. For a start, I started it again in the book of Psalms. Please read chapter 1, verses 1 to 6. Thank you and may God bless you!
@Ellehcim
Thank You, Lord God, for bringing me home safe and sound. I had a hearty dinner and a lil playtime with our dog, and now I am in my room, planning to watch some short clips before sleeping. Thank You, Papa God, for today. Tomorrow's even gonna be a better day, in Jesus' Name! Amen.
@Ellehcim
Thirteen minutes before end of today.. it was a productive Monday. More sleep really does wonders, right? It's been so long since I last had dreams because I barely slept. That's my goal starting yesterday, to get more sleep as I can. I want to treat my body right, so I won't regret in the long run. I declare that tomorrow's gonna be a better, more productive day, in Jesus' Name, Amen!
@Ellehcim
Half of Monday, I still have a lot of tasks going on. Hopefully this energy I stored can help me throughout the day. Mondays are always busy! God, I know You'll help me. Thank you Father. In Jesus' Name. Amen!
@Ellehcim
To be honest.. I don't want to be here anymore. And whenever this kind of feeling comes, only one thing goes straight to mind. Ask Him. Ask the One who's in control of everything, the One who can see the bigger picture, the further future. Consult Him who created You and loves you more than you'll ever reciprocate. The constant in our lows, the promise-keeper. God wants to be involved in Your life. Though He is in it regardless, He wants us to "want to" rely to him. So, even it might be a trivial thing, or a vital decision that might be hurting your head for a while now, talk it out to Him. You don't even have to present Him with the alternatives, you can just cry it out and ask Him for an answer. God provides a solution. He really does. But you gotta trust Him first. You gotta let Him take the wheel. That's the first step. And yes, first step is sometimes the hardest. Still, give it a try. Because, I can assure you, God always delivers. Just in time. Happy Sunday, people!
@Ellehcim
If I were to be honest, I get gloomy when Sunday night comes. That means Monday is only a few hours away. I know I'm grateful for having a job, but I can't just deny the fact that this is not something I enjoy. If there'd be other more enjoyable means to earn money and get by, I'd be happy to switch. Yet, with my skills set and a mild fear of the unfamiliar, I work hard to near with it everyday. This field can be frustrating. I am not fond of the long working hours, plus the exhausting travel. One thing, though—I learned a lot from this. Experiencing the results of my decision, especially when results are unfavorable, still served its purpose and that's to make me learn new things. Thank You, Lord, still. I know You're in control. Please accompany me., and my loved ones. In Jesus' Name. Amen!
@Ellehcim
What a rainy day it has been! A funny story to tell: All the way commuting to work was okay—it's quite darker than usual mornings due to gloomy weather, yet it's not raining. Jeepney rides, bus ride, they're all fine. However, as soon as I arrived on my destination, it started pouring. Yes, not droplets—I meant, downpour. It's a fifteen to twenty minute-walk to our office building, and yes, I walked while the sky started breaking down. My pants were drenched. My shoes and my socks are all wet. The sleeves of my vest were not spared as well. Did you know I had to be barefoot whenever I just sat down in the office? I only wear the shoes when I have to go out of course. Well.. the shoes did not dry whole day. Even the socks of course. I went home an hour earlier than the end of working hours to avoid being stranded in case it pours again. Yet I got home almost five hours later. Public Transport sometimes sucks here in my country. Anyway, now it's laughable ('cause it's just a memory). As they say, employees can be called fishes at this rate. We still work even typhoon is raging. Glad I am work from home tomorrow. Thank You, Lord, for today, still! Amen.
@Ellehcim
Today was overall a cold day. Cold and rainy enough to lure me back to sleep this morning. But I have to work. It's nowhere near the end of the work week, yet this weather just makes the struggle harder. Today is yet another day to thank God for all accomplishments and answered prayers. It was not an easy day, but I conquered. Tomorrow is work from home day, so I get to have more hours of sleep tonight. Anyway, half an hour before 12am. Thank You, Lord for today! Glory all Yours, forever, and ever.
@Ellehcim
first time posting in my language in 3..2..1.. siguro nga kasiyahan din ito. kasi hindi ako umiiyak, walang mabigat. hindi na gaya ng dati, na parang dumadaan lang ang mga araw habang nasa iisang tungtungan ang aking mga paa. mayroon pa ring pinaghihirapan, pero mas may lakas para lumaban. 'yug tipong sa pagtapos ng araw, may inaasahan? ang sarap pala kapag ganoon ang pakiramdam 'yung mga ginagawa ko meron palang pinatutunguhan. 'yung bawat araw at gabi, di pala nasasayang. Tapos ito pa, dama mo pa 'yung suporta. May nagmamahal nga sa'kin bakit ko 'yun nakalimutan? 'Pag ako umiiyak, meron ding lumuluha sinasamahan ako, sa pangit man o maganda.
@Ellehcim
Anyone wants to greet me a happy birthday? :)) Y'all, this user has turned 25 today. My birthdays are a constant reminder of how fast time flies. What can I say for the year that passed by? I worked hard. I cried a lot. I thought of giving up many times more than I did before. However, I picked myself up and gathered a lot more courage compared to the previous year. I will not say I am brave, because I did all of those things scared. I had a lot of fear, but I pushed to make my faith bigger than the fear. I also experienced failures, and felt like I am not achieving anything at all. Yet, looking back, I must say I've come so far. I've met a happier, more contented version of myself. Thank You, Lord, for a fruitful year. All glory are Yours.
@Ellehcim
Daily postings went on a halt due to this user's very busy week. At work, it's the month end activities that really occupied my time. Outside work, it's the church events that also made me busy. We had inter-church sportsfest (where I don't feel like I deserved being called a staff because I had little contributions) and our church' 16th anniversary a week after, which is today. Hopefully after this, everything will be a bit slow this time. I want to relax—it seemed like I was in survival mode these past few weeks. It's about time I take a rest. Planning to schedule a massage this weekend! Goodbye back pain and other pain (hopefully)! To God be the glory today and always.
@Ellehcim
It wasn't considered a productive day, but I'm ok that I could do some of the tasks in my TO-DO list—that's enough. I still feel happy with the very long weekend I'd get to enjoy. I needed this. Thank You, Lord! I have to do the laundry tomorrow, though, 'coz I missed out on doing this today. Anyway, blessed Saturday, everyone!
@Ellehcim
my brother had his birthday yesterday, and I couldn't celebrate in person because we have work. today, we had a date with papa in a nearby mall. I had so much fun! we had lunch, we tried the virtual reality rides thing TWICE! We played a lot in the arcade, and shopped some stuff. Thankful for this day that I could take a break from tiring work and actually had fun! Thank You, Lord ❤️
@Ellehcim
Not everyday would be meaningful. Some days are repetitive, dull and sometimes you consider "not worth remembering". On those days you feel like you didn't do something remarkable, please note that you still lived that day. Every year you celebrate your birthday is a collection of beautiful and ugly days, of big and uneventful moments. It might be a memory of a coffee you didn't like and you vowed to never drink again, or a time where the bus broke down and you had to go home at almost two in the morning. Or those silly moments you made eye contact with a good-looking stranger, for the first and last time. Remember, these little fragments of your days make up years, and decades worth of your life. So, even when you find it difficult, try to live in it. I mean, who else would live your life, right? Thank you for living. :))
@Ellehcim
Not everything went according to plan today. Some of my pending submissions were, as always, again, approved late, so I couldn't submit it until such time. I sometimes wonder of people are just really busy, or they do not regard other people's time? They are aware how I live far from work and the number of hours it would take me to get home, yet, they delay their part on my submissions, causing me to delay my working hours. Why can't they be considerate of people whose residences are far? Good for them, they have cars, they can just pay Grab or whatever, but to me, no. I have to budget my allowance, and especially my time. I just know it's only through God's provision that I can still function at work even with three to five hours of sleep. I also feel He's not happy with the way I treat the body He gave me. Anyway, this is just a very random rant on a 12am. Later at work again, I'll probably be okay again. And probably be more okay when payday comes. For now, just releasing my frustrations so this would not pent up.
@Ellehcim
The rain is a silly reminder of those moments I spent thinking of you. It's kind of funny that I got spare time to add you in to the scheduled chaotic train of thoughts for those pouring days—like a pacifier to the noisy voices that bombard me everyday. What's funnier is that my name wouldn't have crossed your mind even once, for you don't even know what it is. Yet, I hope you know that just knowing you exist is enough to cheer up someone from the other side of the world. On the days you feel sad and it seems like everything's against you, I hope it'd be possible for a little message to register into your headspace—your existence alone made someone else's life a little bit better. It's hard to believe, but it's true. Your smiles are enough to soothe an exhausted soul after a long day. So I hope that, even I'm not the reason, the sky would give you millions of reasons to smile because God knows I'd give everything just to see it everyday. You're precious to me and I wonder if this will ever get to you. But I'll still say it. There are days it's difficult to be happy. Yet, on some rainy days where it's silent, and dull, and cold, you somehow manage to bring a smile on my face. I'm grateful for your existence, sunshine.
@Ellehcim
Try to live in the present today. Live a little. Today is weekend, and I think it's a sign to take care of yourself today. I feel a lot better today compared to when I got sick. Got a lot of sleep and water. Thank You, Lord for the healing and the lesson. Happy Saturday today. God loves you.
@Ellehcim
Thank God I feel a lot better today! Got energy to go to work, and I got a lot of tasks done! Thanks to my family who took care of me, especially mom. Now, I still have to go home and get more rest so I can finally bid goodbye to this illness for good. One more day, one more day! Friday is coming soon! There's a big thing that made me sad yesterday, yet let me make myself happy for today that I ain't sick anymore.
@Ellehcim
My body's reminding me to take it easy again! Yes, I started not feeling well as soon as I stepped in the office. I hate having colds, but here we are. I felt a slight fever and that tired feeling all day—the aircon did not help. It's only during times like these that I get reminded I'm overworking myself again. I just realized I've having less than 5 hours sleep for at least two weeks now. I spent the weekend doing laundry, organizing my cabinet, my room and stuff. It sucks to be sick, but I like to take it as my brain giving me a reality check: "You're not a machine, lady." To my body, I apologize for not taking good care of you. I had lots of chances to get those 8 hours of sleep, but I chose to scroll mindlessly instead. I could've set proper schedule to avoid staying up late doing the tasks, but I was irresponsible to do so. Now you're sick because of my wrong decisions. I pray to God to give me the healing I need, as I can't go on traveling to work and doing my job looking like a zombie pretending to be human in the office hehe. Sorry, Lord. I'll do better. In Jesus' name, Amen.
@Ellehcim
Today was a productive Sunday. Morning, Sunday service, then the next half of the day was spent washing my bag and bedsheets, plus shoes and boots. Also got yummy meals laired with my fave seaweed. Was not able to have the planned siesta because I scrolled away again. But here we are, feeling kinda proud for finally ticking off lots of stuff from my TO-DO. Looking forward to the next weekend again! (I am not big fan of weekdays because it meant work hehehe). Blessed Sunday, everyone!