@Ellehcim 25 March 2025 more from that month

Anticipatory grief sucks. Nostalgia sucks. But I know it makes us human. Sometimes, I just sit and realize over and over again, that one day, I will just be a story in someone's memory. One day, all my photos will just be photos for the others to look at. And I don't like it! It steals the joy of the present, that I am here, that my loved ones are here, and we are all together! At the same time, it reminds me to not waste the time with everyone I cherish. We'll always never know when's going to be the last. Goodness, walang iiyak.