@Ellehcim
@Ellehcim
Late greetings, August!!! Today was a lazy Wednesday for me. I just did things when I felt like doing them. I suddenly started sewing old clothes, but of course I did not finish them because my attention span is really bad (I am working on it everyday). I am supposed to study but my brain needed some rest, so I'll catch up with the back logs tomorrow. Man, time surely flies fast.. the exams are coming soon. 😬
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Pressure hits hard when it's my time to sleep. Why is it like this to me? During the day, I just go on doing what I have to do, in a relaxing manner; however when bed time comes, that's where I suddenly realize there are still some stuff I 'failed' to do, to start, to finish, and whatsoever, and that I am running out of time. It makes my heart beat so, so fast without any logical reason, that I have to really get up and physically voice out "Shut up" . It sounds funny and…
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Goodness, August is already almost at its third week? And I am still struggling to finish my deadlines? Man, this is bad! Now, let me get back to business and attempt to accomplish at least 75% today! Please, please, Lord, help me today! I am feeling pressured, big time! I got this, in Jesus' Name. Amen. Godspeed, and blessed Monday, everyone. 🫰
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I despise my unproductive self today. I have nothing much to say, aside from it's all my fault. I'll do better tomorrow, so I'll hate myself less. Instead of studying as scheduled, I researched about personality types, focused on mine, of course. I got to learn something new, yes, butI still don't feel proud of it lol. Anyway, I'll surely try to catch up with backlogs tomorrow. :((
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Monday updates! I could not keep up with my skin care routine that I planned, since supplies are running put! And I am busier with other things. Anyway, I plan on sleeping late tonight to catch up with all my backlogs. But here's the things, I got colds! I am so mad, I hate having colds, I don't even know how I got it. I could not sleep properly last night because of this, at the same time, I feel awful about my review progress. In Jesus' name, regardless of all current…
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To all my loved ones, I apologize for being so stupid in showing how I feel. Most of the times, I am stuck in my own world. I enjoy solitude that I forget to take notice of your presence. I know there are times you crave for my attention, but I fail to give that, and it might make you feel that I love you less. This is to secretly let you know that on random times, when my mind is clear of my own chaotic thoughts, when my battle ground is silent of the voices, it's when I…
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Dear Angelo, My current life status is boring. It's a chapter in a book one would be willing to skip so he can get to the good part. I am jobless, and my motivation comes and goes whenever it wants. I am in this part of the story where the main character "studies hard so she can pass the exams and get a higher-paying job" . The only difference is it's present, so I'm surrounded with uncertainties. I am not sure where I am going with the current willpower that I have, yet,…
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Throwback Saturday (mini-challenge) You ever got into reading your old works and realize you've grown a bit? Last night, instead of going through my review notes, I was tempted to re-visit my old works, starting only from year 2022, and I once again got to remember the precious moments I already forgot. You see, that's the magic of writing down, or journaling. We get to re-live memories as if they're happening again. One thing I suddenly thought about, as I read my pieces…