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3 A.M. Talks: Slow Burns (plus Rusty Day) **07.02.23** Nothing more surprising that a sudden pop up of a fictional scene idea, and I just wrote the following stuff in a haste, before sleeping... in the middle of the night. I'd love to share it, though it may not be everyone's cup of tea. It's a bit... too sweet, or maybe unreal. Or just too poetic in a way. Again, I warned you. Everything from here on, is FICTIONAL. **Title: 3 AM Talks** *"I really had a blast with this…
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It feels like a breeze has passed through our lives, then it's halfway through the year again. It's scary how time flies and I don't notice it. One time, I feel like I just wanna take things slow and enjoy the little moments, then suddenly I'd feel left behind. Adulting is sure strange and funny, but some parts of it are beautiful, too. Welcome, July!
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Just a short exhale... I just want all of this to be over, so I can relax a hundred percent. I am envious of other people who only get to rest om weekends, while I struggle to catch up with these lessons. I am trying my best to love it, even it's hard! I am just trying to bear with it all, and hopefully, this is just one of the moments I can look back in the future, and laugh about. The process is surely difficult, but I have to go through it, so I can make myself more…
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July 14 2023 ... And it's payday! My very last pay day working in the first ever job I got in my life. It's already feeling nostalgic, even it's still a few days more before I finally go. The extension has been satisfyingly fulfilled, now I gotta go my own way and start anew. It's nerve-wracking to encounter big changes, but it's part of life to grow. I have accepted this ever since I became twenty. Life is hard, and is harder for people like me who have no generational…
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I didn't expect to suddenly cry tonight... not when I still have an appointment tomorrow, early morning. I realized that I am getting older and so are my loved ones around me. It really hurt me knowing I still haven't given them the beautiful lives I want them to have. Please, Lord. In Jesus' name, make me successful, really successful that I can make them live a happy life as soon as possible, because it's what they deserve. In Jesus' name, I rebuke all the diseases, all…
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Monday, oh Monday ... It's a hectic start of the week for me, yet, it's been a while since I felt so accomplished and productive. I applied for another 2 year-effective valid government ID a few weeks ago, and I visited today for the biometrics, and other stuff.. As usual, I'll come back again after more than a week. While the queue was still long, I took the spare time to have my ID picture taken (pictures of which are also requirements for my application). I also…
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Everytime I feel so tired and sick of the way I live my life, God humbles me be allowing me to stumble across social media posts about people that struggle more than I do. :( Recently, I came across a Facebook photo of a guy, probably middle-aged, selling balloons, while the sun is out. It made me a bit emotional, especially with the caption, allow me to paraphrase it in my language, "Akala ko, hirap na hirap na ako, pero may mas pagod pa pala." Salute to all these people…
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Officially jobless today! Sad? Yes. Relieved? Yes. Grateful? Yes It feels surreal right now. I received unexpected surprises from my work colleagues, some of which are handmade bouquet of flowers from our interns, chocolate, and even a farewell cake. I was filles with so much thankfulness because I never really expected anything at all, honestly. I am still processing all that happened today, so allow me some time to share everything in the future articles. Moving forward,…
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Letters to Him 01.22.23 No joke, it's 0124H right this moment, and I decided to share this out of the blue. My room is already so messy, due to me being really busy these days. Notebooks, pens, and other supplies are everywhere, along with my other things. It's a Friday night, so I chose to declutter my mildly disgusting space. Then I came across an old notebook I have, which I used for multiple purposes. It has notes that I took when attending Sunday service, some lectures…
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Jul 28, what an unproductive day. So I'd def stay up tonight, and make up the time I spent for resting. ✍️ It's indeed hard to motivate one's self, right? Especially when we do things which aren't fun. I'll just keep doing these tough things until I convince myself that I like it.
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Noooo!!! Because this is not a drill! Everyone, I won first place in the writing contest I recently joined in, and I just want y'all to be some of the people to know. This is a real happy pill for me today. I wasn't expecting much, but I believe God allowed me to win this. ❤️ The topic's about mental health, and it's not that foreign to me, as I frequently wrote stuff with mental health as the theme, and I think it's one of the advantages in bagging the prize. To God be the…
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Thanks to everyone who congratulated me on my little victory :) I was so happy, because I need to save finds, ever since I quit my job. To God be the Glory. More writing contests please! It helps me keep my passion for writing burning, more than the prize. ✨ Anyway, how's your Monday? I gotta lil wish, hoping BCH will peak soon!