Day 60 of 365 **03/01/2022** March first! This is the very first article for this month. And as I expected, I could now see other writers posting their monthly reports. Well, O used to do that, too. But because of the recent events, I am temporarily postponing my reports. Maybe next month, though. On the eighth of March, I am celebrating my eleventh monthsary. My, I am almost near my first birthday as a blogger here! Can you imagine that? I never expected myself to stay in…
@Ellehcim in March 2022
Thursday Scribbles **03/03/2022** Trying to write something while traveling home. It was also unexpectedly hectic today. Less than an hour before work day ends, I was suddenly piled up with activities. Take note, I am still not done. I will continue it tomorrow. It's both a nervous, yet thrilling feeling. There's no use to being negative and all. I just have to take it all while I still can. God won't entrust me tasks I can't do. That's what I just always tell myself…
January and February 2022: Brief Summary of my Blogging Journey (Pt. 1) **03/04/2022** **4th of March**. Four days since the third month of the 1st Quarter started, and officially the 63rd day of the whole year. I was getting bored from just sitting on this jeepney I was on, so I just found my self looking back at my previous articles, checking the earnings, and adding them all up. So, I guess, what I will show shortly, is a brief, a very brief ****summary of how my January…
January and February 2022: Brief Summary of my Blogging Journey (Pt. 2) **03/05/2022** *Annyeong Haseyo, yeoreobeun!* *(Hello, everyone!)* How's your day today? Make sure to drink lots of water, and have healthy meals. If you just wanna share about your day, feel free to comment below. Let's talk about it, express yourself. Anyway, as promised, I am continuing what I started, my very brief summary of blogging journey from January to February. Again, it's not much of a…
Gallery Raid! **03/09/2022** Happy midweek! It's been three days I haven't written here, because I've been prioritizing sleep, and having a love-hate relationship with my own writing ideas. It's hard to explain, but it's just this: One day, I'm full of ideas, but I am either out of energy or motivation to write. The next day, I am having the will to write, but I am out of thoughts. It's okay, because as much as I want to grind and write more, I also told myself to focus on…
This is for You, Brave Heart. **03/10/2022** It's okay to not be okay, sometimes. It's valid that we are not fine all the time. Aren't you getting tired of flashing that fake smile that looked more real as years went by, that people can't even now tell how you really feel? However, you know eyes can't lie, at least to the people that genuinely love you. No loud laughter, nor biggest smile can hide the sadness in those eyes. They look tired, they look so exhausted, and they…
Ice Cream, and thoughts about Body Image **03/12/2022** I am already feeling really sleepy right now. The funny thing is, I did not really do tiresome stuff today. Weekend are chill days, so I know I deserve a relaxing rest this Saturday. It's still an hour before 10 pm, but I can already feel my eyes getting heavy. A good bath before bedtime really gives this effect. Saturday again. The only productive thing I did, is washing the dishes for the day. I did not even do the…
Easier Said than Done.. It's true. **03/13/2022** Now, I actually experienced the difficulty of what I used to tell my friends as an advice. I actually know it, yet it hits harder when I had a taste of it myself. *"Open up, and try to be more honest. I am sure they will understand."* No. I now agree. I now realized why they find it hard to apply what I always say. It's really easier said than done. Now, I discovered this unsettling feeling that they won't. They won't…
Appics Username, Please? Still the same! **03/15/2022** *I remember looking for the meaning of 313 last year, and I think that's a part of my own activities being a fan of one of my favorite Kpop groups, TXT.* Sunday's March 13th, and when it's shortened, we can get the number 313. And looking it up to Mr. Google, led me to this thing called Angel 313. This is so random but let me just share what Angel 313 means. Oh yeah, I am so random, right? I just find it interesting to…
Go, Take the Victor seat. **03/16/2022** Give yourself a pat in the shoulder. You did well. All the results are arriving one by one. It's true.. the sorrows are nothing compared to the blessings that are yet to come. You've foreseen it, and it's happening right before your eyes. Remember when you said you were about to give up? You left, indefinitely. You had plans to just end it all, because nothing seemed to work out. You were working your butt of every night and day.…
Music is a Writer's Best Friend. **03/17/2022** Yes, I am tired. We all are. Even when we did not do anything, we still feel exhausted somehow, right? Now's different for me, though. I was from work, and all I ever wanna do is to lay my painful back on the ground, and just sleep. ***But things are yet to be done***. I have to wash up, clean my face, do the night time routine. Oh, no to skipping dinner, too. I have not yet started answering some unattended messages while at…
Living in a Fictional Word **03/19/2022** I have lived in this world for a bit more than two decades already, and I have read lots of stories about love, since reading is my hobby. I'm into romantic comedy stories these days, and I am quite enjoying it. Maybe its's my own way to ignite some nice feelings inside me, because I know quite well that I am a boring person. Aside from the daytime job that occupies most of my days, I only do some side hustles that are actually at…
Tired and Busy **03/20/2022** **Only a few minutes after eight in the evening, and I have been yawning nonstop. After a minute of watching, yawn. Write for a bit, then yawn. I want to drink coffee, but this is not the best time to do so.** I got no appetite to have a proper dinner, but I got to enjoy four pieces of bread, at least. The only thing making me happy now is that tomorrow's a non-working holiday in the company. I'd get to sleep more. I wonder what's happening. I…
It's a matter of Decision **03/23/2022** Nothing's more satisfying than knowing I did well, since yesterday. I was able to be productive, and followed a strictly no phone policy I created just for yesterday, and I was also able to sleep within my planned schedule! Let me tell you how yesterday went. Since there was a non-working holiday exclusive to the town where my workplace is located, I was so thrilled. Aside from the fact that I don't have to wake up early, which is a…
Productivity led me to Satisfaction. **03/26/2022** Weekend is here. Today's busy on my end. Overall, I am satisfied because I knew I was productive. I did a lot, and now that all house chores are done, time to write. ***I looked back on my articles starting this year, 2022. It’s both a funny and a feel-good experience.*** I shared a while ago that *I will check all the users that patiently followed through and consistently supported my contents*, even when I am like a…
Have you wished you were someone else? **03/27/2022** As I read my article yesterday, a line from there lingered in my head, for some reason. *****Don’t wish to be someone else.***** Yes, that’s true, because you are YOU, and you should be proud of that. You are perfect just the way you are. I didn't mean it literally when I say you are perfect *“Just the way you are”*. That does not necessarily mean you’ll just stay contented with your current abilities, when you can become…
Renewing financial goals **03/28/2022** Say, I want to achieve this specific amount of savings for this year. I want to really grow financially, really. I have been thinking of it since the beginning of the year. I guess all of us does. We all want financial freedom. And I will be honest, I am still far from that. I still have a long way to go. I want to save an amount I am satisfied enough as a year worth of savings. But I am short on income sources. To save more, we must…
Reasons to Smile **03/29/2022** Rainy night on my end. I am listening to a beautiful song, *"All Too Well"* by Taylor Swift. Time right now, seven o' clock in the evening. Another normal day at work. A cycle I can't escape, for now. I am waiting for something. I've been waiting for it since the year began. For now, I'd have to endure. I am able to get by this daily routine because I shake off frustrating thoughts aside, and try to overwhelm them with exciting thoughts. I…
When everything's too much.. just live on. **03/30/2022** On days when the fire isn't just there, where the urge to do nothing is stronger than the will to move, just keep living. Just keep breathing, and you'll be fine. Maybe later, maybe many years after. Make yourself think that it does not matter. Instead, think that every dark chapter has its own ending. Remember those days when you wake up in the morning and the first thing you ask is ***why***. Relive those lazy…