After Some Days

10/29/2021

Beware, this is a really free article. One, I wrote this on a free day; two, I wrote this without much restrictions; and three, it's a free flow of thoughts. I am just writing what comes to mind as of the moment.

How am I right now? I am 60% okay, and 40% not. It's a satisfying day of rest, one that I've been desperately looking for since last week. I am very happy binge-watching a Korean drama I recently downloaded. It's about doctors. I learn a lot about medical stuff, and usual hospital setting, thanks to this drama. There are also lots of cool scenes, especially when it's about surgeries. There are also hints of romance that is just subtly done, making me want for more LOL. And lastly, beautiful life lessons to ponder on every episode.

I am not really kidding when I say I could finish a one whole season in one day. I know it's not healthy, so I take breaks, but you know, it's just really addictive. And it ain't like I do this everyday. Korean dramas make me feel.emotions I rarely feel in real life. That may sound funny, but yeah. Whenever I feel blank, I resort to Kdramas to color my dull life, and fill in the empty feelings. I don't care if I'd end up crying in the tragic ending, but as long as it helped me get through my dark days, I am always grateful.

How were the past few days? I apologize if I may have been gloomy or dramatic on some of my recent articles. You know me, I can only breathe through writing. I would feel suffocated if I don't share how I am feeling though my blogs. It's a therapy to me. It helps me big time. You see, I don't have some friends I can comfortably vent out my feelings to.

The past few days where overwhelming to me. I felt lots of pressure, dealt with personal battles, and even fell a bit sick, which affected my work week. I had a slight colds, my teeth ached, my gums and whole left cheek swell, I got rashes, everything's itchy, and more. It's not easy. It was heck of a week. I wondered when everything's gonna be okay.

I felt like fate joked with me those days. It's not a funny joke. Those were the times I really was out of it. Anyway, those days are over, at least, as I want it to manifest.

Just yesterday, I already felt the effect of my prayers. Little by little, I felt better. Some of the issues were getting settled one after another, and I was slowly overcoming lethargy. I could sing at work again, laugh with my colleagues, and just eat my worries away. The nights I felt weak are gone, and I think I am getting back to shape again.

Taking a break really worked its magic aside from prayers. I ditched my favorite blogging platforms to just relax and take it easy. I regretted it a bit, but I am more satisfied.

I feel like I started from zero here again, judging from my one? or two? days absence. I will try to make up for it, now that it's a weekend. Let's see how everything will go.

I pretty much slacked off today, so I gotta compensate for it tomorrow, that's for sure. I'll make sure to make tomorrow worth it. Visiting here again, I aimed to read at least ten articles. I think I was able to do that. Does anyone of you now saw my name in your notifications? You must be one of those that I visited before I wrote this blog.

I renewed some scholarships and replied to unattended comments, at least thirty percent of them. I am nowhere near to finish all unread articles, but I'll try my best to clear the notifications as soon as I can. I managed to do fifty a day, I can do it again, of course.

Let me also take this part to appreciate my sponsors who have always been supportive of my blogging journey.

I always check this block everyday for new sponsors—I don't know, maybe it has been a silly hobby. Don't hesitate to add your logo on my sponsor block, you won't regret it. (Winks awkwardly).

It has been a day, yeah. A peaceful one at that. If I may also share, I felt like I have been praying more frequent that before. I am happy because this is an improvement. I feel better after I pray. I don't feel that alone and deserted anymore. I wonder what's gotten to me that I got lazy to even communicate my troubles to God. How dark those days were. I am haply that I am starting to get back on track again.

Hopefully, this is really the END of my dark weeks. I hope it's gonna be OKAY now, for real. That it's really the time I cam say good things are now coming after the bad ones. Please. I don't want to write sad articles anymore, LOL. Reading those again sends shivers down my spine, really. I feel like there were really days I was so down, and in a tragic series, like those I watch in a Drama. It's true when they say we feel like we are the most unlucky persons in the world sometimes, and it takes a toll on our mental, emotional, spiritual, and even physical health. That's what exactly happened to me.

Thanks for everyone who prayed for me. I remember asking for your prayers in some of my recent articles. Consider yourself appreciated by reading this grateful message. Thanks you so much, once again.

Before this day ends, I will try to catch up unattended messages from all of my social platform accounts. They must have piled up really bad now. Oh, and the replies in my noise.cash! Sigh.

Let's go, Elle!

Hello, again!

I am hoping you haven't forgotten me yet. It has been a roller coaster wrapling up October for me. Yet, here I am, still alive and kicking. I won!

Thanks for reading up to here. Since I miss y'all, let's talk and interact fruitfully in the comment section. I will be waiting for you.

-Elle ❤️

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