@Eirolfeam2 15 February 2023 more from that month

#AFAMHunting Update: ☹ Ready sing: In another life I would be your girl We keep all our promises Be us against the world In another life I would make you stay So I don't have to say You were the one that got away The one that got away Last night, I had a heart-to-heart talk with Andrew, the guy who has been the main topic of my latest updates. Since I have been very open about my Afam Hunting journey, I want to let all my feelings out here to somehow bid goodbye to a love that never happened. Back story: I matched with Andrew last December. We clicked immediately after a few messages on the OKCupid app so we moved to WhatsApp. He was very consistent in sending me messages every day. I thought he was really interested at that time. But before he flew back to London, he had to say goodbye to me since he said, it was the best thing to do. I really didn't understand at that time so I just accepted that he had to go, even if I was already emotionally invested. Then in January, he messaged again to reach out. Of course, I responded because I remember him and I thought I still like him. Then we talked every day for almost 3 weeks. Again, because I easily get so attached, I thought we were already on the same page. Until the bored and curious person in me decided to search for things and I found out something I didn't know would make me feel hurt and broken. Then he finally opened up to me and was honest about it. He was only on the app because he was having conflicts with his ex, and he wanted to be with her again, but maybe, his ex wasn't giving him the chance. And he told me that things are now getting better between the both of them. I felt like I was just a rebound. Lol It really hurts because I thought there will be a chance between us. But I'm really happy for him if they'll get back together because he deserves to be happy with the one he loves. We told each other that we can be friends and keep talking, but at some point, he will have to say goodbye to me because even if we were just friends, it still wouldn't feel right. And I understand it. I'll choose to understand. Well, this is another lesson learned, that everything should be clear from the start regarding our intentions. If you're not looking for love and just want to talk, at least inform the other person, especially if you're just waiting for someone, so they wouldn't be emotionally invested in you. Oh well, ano pa nga ba. Edi back to swipe swipe na ulit. 😫🤣