Today is October 15, 2021 here in the Philippines. And It's 12:47 in the morning. But we don't have electricity right now because of brown out and the heavy rain makes the internet slow. But hopefully, later on will have a shiny day. I'm wishing it to become like that. It's simply because today is "Fiesta in our Baranggay". And also, today is the " 81th birthday of my Grandmother " I don't know if my Grandma will come here later but I think she can't be because of the bad weather right now. I am just a little sad right now because of many things like, weather, it's Fiesta in our town but we don't have food in the table, it's birthday of my grandma but I can't give her a gift, my school papers are loaded, I have many priorities, and they said that my grandma will go here to take the money that she lend on my Dad. But the problem is, we don't have enough money to give right now. And we are now focusing on building our Comfort Room. Sigh* That's life. I need to be strong and we'll plan to accomplish this things. I know I can overcome it because we have Jesus. And we have God. He won't let us be problematic. And I know that everything happens for a reason. Maybe I only need to be with him and pray. I need to refresh my mind. sigh* It's me who haven't sleep yet until now that's why I am typing all this things. My eyes are starting to get blurry. Sigh. My life cycle is not accurate to be happy in life. I think I need to think and start a new plan.