@Dreamweaver 2 January 2026 more from that month

Realization

On 2025 I was in a job with good salary, I had a home to stay, with pride I'm independent not long after that in the middle of the year I met a guy whom I don't know that he'll flip my entire life, he requested me a proposal I rejected then je noticed my daily routines, the he started conversation which I like, then he showed up himself as a poor innocent person who had lot of struggles that a good person shouldn't have, some how he grabbed my attention, then again gave me a proposal this time I said I have a boyfriend, at the same time my boyfriend hadn't revealed our relationship not even to his closest friend I afraid that he will breakup. My boyfriend abuses me that not to talk to any boys but he can talk to any girl that he wants and take her a ride. If I ask this, he curses me that I'm a bad girl, do I was also thinking about my freedom, then he came to know that guy who gave proposal, he cursed me that I'm not a good girl I can't bare any abuse anymore so immediately I brokeup with him, using this the guy used to close with me emotionally, I fell for him once after that my mom came to knew about this she immediately made me to resign my job and put me in house arrest and did domestic violence after all this I came to knew that the guy was 11 years older than me and already married which gave me a shock I went under severe mental illness and then I realized that WHY SHOULD I HAVE TO WORRY WHEN I DIDN'T MADE ANY MISTAKE? Yeah, I chose my partner as wrong but I can change it why should I worry? This realization brings me out of that health issues. I started reading some good books which make me peaceful although now I can't able to earn money I realized my potential, which made me knew that who am I?