The struggle when you are more "kinikilig" than the character while writing the story. Haha! I've finished the next chapter after almost a month I think. I came to do it just last night and I was surprised as to how the words just kept flowing. Now, I've just had a cup of coffee cause I feel like writing the next chapter. A good dose of caffeine gets my brain working 😁 Hello noisers! Hope you'll get your sleep. Don't be like me and sleep well😉 #WriterStruggles
My confidante and I were talking about random things last night until 3am and we got to talk about this. Men are not complicated. They often do what they mean to do but sometimes some women choose to give them a benefit of the doubt because they don't want to give the guy up. But this only leads to heartbreak. Don't let anyone take away your chance to be truly happy. It may seem like it's all good and happy cause you're liking him now but when you start to go deeper and…
Psalm 50:1-2 God is the perfection of beauty. Every Sunday, we the youth leaders, is having a study and discussion on theology proper and the books of the Bible. And today we talked about the Holy Spirit- who he really is, until we came to the discussion about God and His trinitarian nature and His distinct persons. It's a lofty desire.. to truly know God and fully understand Him in His entirety. Truth is, we can never truly comprehend the entirety of God but that doesn't…
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Cringing at my own write-up🤣 I'm used to seeing/reading lovey-dovey gestures in kdrama and movies and books but the struggle is real when I'm the one writing them. I feel kilig but I'm cringing so bad too 🤣 I have no choice though. I have to keep on writing it the way it should be to make it good🥴 #UNMASKED #WriterStruggles
Tomorrow, I will have my second dose of vaccine. And I'm a little scared 😨 because of my allergy. When I was in the hospital, I had a nasty skin breakout on my arm that is watery and very itchy. It was an allergic reaction to the shots I've been getting for the covid treatment. And then, when I had my first dose of vaccine, I also had a bad allergy. And they say, the second dose will be stronger😖 But what upsets me most now is, I can't have coffee😵 haha! My mother is still…
It amazes me that during my first dose, the injection of the needle itself didn't hurt. At all. But as hours go by, it started to hurt real bad like I can't seem to move my arm. This time, during my second dose, the injection was painful and I kind of felt the needle piercing through the fibers of my muscle. It hurt for about an hour or two but now, I don't feel anything at all. It's amazing. Hopefully my allergy won't act up. I really hate it when it's triggered especially…
Finally!! I saw my Registration Form😅 If I did not harried my teacher to give me my RF, I still wouldn't have seen it. My school's system is not so efficient 🥴 I badly needed for the scholarship that I'm part of so I really have to get it. It turns out that it was just sitting around there, unsent to my email. Anyway, so grateful I got the scholarship and I didn't have allergy!😄 I was so worried about it from the second dose but I'm feeling okay and there is no side effects…
I couldn't sleep cause I had two rounds of coffee session today and my brain is hyped. I spent time looking for materials for Sunday School cause I was given the privilege to teach young women every Sunday. And I came across the book of John Piper "The Hidden Smile of God". It's the book two of his series "The Swans are Not Silent." These books are about great great men of faith. And one of the people in this second book is John Bunyan and I was intrigued cause I've read his…
I am rewatching Harry Potter again and I just finished Chamber of Secrets. This is the point of Harry's life where he struggled with his identify. He doubted if he truly belonged to the Gryffindor house and if he is indeed different from Voldemort. And Professor Dumbledore assured him with these wise words, "It is not our abilities that show us what we truly are. It is our choices." Indeed! Harry is different from "Voldy " because he chose not to act like him though he also…
Sometimes I just want to stay in my room for a long long time and play hayday 🥴 It's a form of my defense mechanism I think. Escapism. When you get lost in the game, you forget about your reality and you only focus on your reaching your goals in that world. We all had an escapism tendency and it's a different thing for each one of us. However, escaping doesn't solve our problems. It doesn't mean that it's a bad thing though. We just need the balance with escaping and facing…
I don't know what happened to noisecash but it was down for a couple of days. I tried many times to access it but it was not loading. Was it just me noisers? Anyway, I'm glad it's back. I feel somewhat hollow cause I can't express my frustrations. Haha. I mean I don't really post anywhere else about what I think and what I feel. Sometimes, in Facebook story but I can't write long there. I'm having temper episodes again but thankfully I'm able to keep it in when I'm with…
I'm ugly crying 😭 I can't see my phone screen and can't type properly. My heart is really breaking. Kim Seonho has an ongoing issue right now and he's agency is being silent and he can't be contacted. Korean netizens are so vicious. They're dragging his name in the mud for something he didn't do. I'm sure of it. The person they are describing doesn't fit Kim Seonho at all. What breaks my heart the most is the impending ruin of 2 Days and 1 Night if ever this issue would…
I was heartbroken but I diverted my attention to Pride and Prejudice and had a good laugh. I don't want any more Korean. I just need a Mr. Darcy🤣 This scene is crackling with intense chemistry, love or hate, you can't pinpoint which is which. Haha! But I adore Mr Darcy for being so painfully awkward and for being soft despite the arrogant exterior. After reading the novel for the first time, I was so enamored and I fell in love with Jane Austen for being such an incredible…
My precioussssss.. Feeling so tired right now and craving coffee so bad😩 we just finished practicing a choir song for tomorrow and three other more for our church anniversary. It's really tiring. Coffee would put me back on my feet and give energy surge for my brain but I shouldn't🥺 Not being able to sleep early tonight means terrible suffering tomorrow. I need to teach and I need to sing and I need to attend the youth fellowship and have more choir practice 😰 Ugh. I need…
I downloaded the Twilight Saga series and had a marathon. I like the feeling of being kind of going back to that teenage years where you are simping over cringy romance. Hahahaha!! I don't hate it but I don't like it that much either though I do feel kilig with it. And I kinda have the feeling that I wanted to be in a fantasy world like Bella, have a "vegetarian" vampire boyfriend who can take you to high places overlooking a big lake. Haha! That would be my best view. They…
Birthdays are not a big deal to me anymore. Maybe because I really couldn't care less whether I live or die. And I find it funny that at 23, I can say I've had enough of life. But I'm still trying to live my days cause God is not calling me home yet. I've questioned him lots of times why I'm still alive and He gave me answers.. ones that I didn't want to accept. Haha! Cause of a selfish heart. It's amazing how He still uses me. And last year, I made a poem for Him on my…
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