@Dhee007 1 October 2021 more from that month

I had a good sleep this time. The past few days were mixed emotions plus lack of sleep. I'm glad that my mom in law is finally placed in her final resting place. But this feeling of longing is lingering. I last felt this when my paternal grand dad past away. This hole in my heart had resurfaced once again. Anyone who had lost someone they cherish would know the feeling. This longing that can't be filled. Praying for my husband and his immediate family for acceptance and strength. Acepting is a process,it might take some time for some. Bye for now mommy. You are now in God's caring hands. No more pain. No more disappointments. We love you.