Died Young-A poem

I woke up this morning but this time it didn't feel right I felt lighter I could swear I was numb I looked in the Mirror I couldn't see me I looked around all I could see was my faint shadow I walked out of my room I saw Mum crying Dad looked distant Siblings were weeping Why couldn't they see me? I walked into the living room I saw a twin I never knew Why was he pale why was he smiling in his sleep He looked cold as ice I couldn't take the silence anymore So I walked out of my home I was going to see my friend Maybe he could tell me the problem I knocked at his gate But my fist went through I tried pushing the gate But my whole body went through it I saw him inside He looked cold His eyes were filled with tears I tried calling his name He didn't even bulge What was happening?.... Maybe my girlfriend could explain I went to her house Her family wasn't in The house seemed empty But I could hear her sobbing Why was she crying? I wanted to touch her But I couldn't get a grip I wanted to hug her But I went right through her I couldn't take it anymore I ran out of her house Now I'm walking back home Home now seemed far away I've been walking for hours And I wasn't there yet The street seemed cold The Sun Couldn't light up my dark soul this time I've never felt so much contrasting emotions ever before I see a crowd coming in the distance They're carrying something or somebody rather They're coming closer I can now see them clearly They're my family and friends I look at who they are carrying Oh my words It's me Now it all started to make sense Now the pieces were coming together Now the actions were unified Now it dawned on me..... I had passed away in my sleep