@Dash 22 September 2020

standing on the balcony ,

I am standing on the balcony , Don't know thinking about what , .. Just wondering how beautiful is this scene, Cheerful Birds are chirping , But it's too ardous to be vibrant like them , And the shrew me is singing with them , Allowing sunlight to pass across my body , And englinten me , The reddish sky is so adorable , Me almost lost in this epic scenario , Suddenly , Hearing someone's foot steps , Grabs my attention , Eagerly waiting and praying it must be you , And then this scene becomes more exhilarating , I am estatic , It's like fairy tale , My favorite part of day , And favorite person bitg comes are together , It's just like a fantasy , Then you say " What are you doing here baby girl , it's too hot , isn't it ! You may get heat stroke " Ahh when you do this , When you care about me , I love it , How a person could be so serene , How merely person voice could be so deep , That I lost , Those tiny brown eyes always do something to me , Your voice mesmerizes me , Your fragrance makes me uncoiconcious , Your smile is killing me , Your tiny little dimples are increasing your grace , I am so lost in this secene , "Where are you baby girl " he asks I came back , Relasizing I didn't answer you , I am nervous , Idk what to say , I swallowed the gum , Control my trembling voice , And reply "Nothing , just experiencing the beauty of nature , pondering how lucky am I !" He grinned back , Don't do this , I am losing control over my body , "Let's have some fritters and tea , I hope you will surely like it " he asks And I am thinking the answer , Don't know why I behave so dumb infront of you , Bewildering over my foolishness , In the moment , Something hits my head so hard , My head is spinning around , It's a football , Where it came from , I came into bitter reality of world , My happiness turns into gloominess , My glistening eyes willed up with tears , I am questioning my existence , I am devastated , Standing on the verge of chaos , Why life is so mean to me , There's nethier you nor chances of your coming back , It's just scroching sunlight that is irritating me , Birds are laughing on my condition , In this sweltering weather , I am battered , I am fed up of living this delusional life