My Story Part VIII

I rest all night that day in my room , I never know that I got asleep that'll because Im tired at my sideline at emotionally tired of thinking a while ago . I already texted Mr A to now to go to my parents home. And we'll talk tomorrow when his not drunk already .

I wake up by a knock coming from my room

Knock knock knock

Mom: Baby breakfast is ready, get up now you didnt eat dinner last night

Me: Ok mom ill go down. Ill wash my face first .

After I wash I go down to the kitchen and smells all my favorite breakfast , as usual mothers knows best especially that she knows Im not that ok .

I eat like it was no tomorrow . Its makes my tummy full . I wash the dishes and get up to my room . I check my phone and as usual it has so many missed call coming from him and a text from him also .

14 missed call and 20 new messages

I read it one by one.

Babe what happened ? Why youre not here ?

Babe where are you ?

Babe did I do something wrong ?

Babe pick up the phone let us talk

Etc etc.

I think he never know again what his mistake . I texted him

"Hey stop calling me , I wouldnt answer it . You didnt receive my message ? I said I will go home later when your already not in the influence of alcohol . I want us to talk personally because I want it to have a closure. Just wait for me here ok"

Message sent !

And now Im preparing myself to go to him and talk to him . I never feel hurt right now . I dont know why but I think this is the best thing I need to do.

I finish preparing myself , Im ready to go him . While I am walking Im already think what Im going to say to him . I never thought that Im infront of their house already . And yes this is it . I can do it and want to do it .

I go to our room and saw him holding his phone doing something .

Me: Hey

Mr A : Babe youre here . I miss you so much ( he hugged me)

Me: (I push him then talk) Im here to talk to you not to flirt with you . So do you know what you did yesterday ?

Mr A: Im drinking with my friends.

Me: Thats it ? You didnt even know what youre doing? I saw you flirting with your ex . And not only that I stop you from drinking because your so drunk but what do you do ? You refuse it . You are stubborn . And now I realize that I have to let our relationship over . I want it over not because I dont love but because I want to be free and to be happy again with my own life . I dont want to be frustrated everytime you drunk , I dont want to be you anymore . Please babe let me leave you . I want to get away , Im choking in this relationship already . I talked to you personally so that you can forgive me on what will I ask for you. ( Im crying this time , I feel like Im melted . I feel I released all the weight Im feeling)

He never answer me instead he just hug and kiss my forehead while crying . I hug him back for the last time ?

Mr A: Babe I love you so much but I have hurt you that much , I dont know how to win you back again but Im setting you free . I respect your decision . I know your so tired of me and Im so sorry for that . But please let me hug you for the last time . Let me take you to your parents home . I just want to make sure that your going home safely.

Me: Thank you babe . Im so sorry it ends our relationship like this ;( But Im so thankful having part of your life , You taught me so much . You make me mature enough to handle this relationship but everything has its end and this is the end of it . I hope were going to move on on our own ways . Please do me a favor . Can you just explain it to your parents for me . I cant talk to them please I dont want them to push me not to leave you.

Mr. A: Ok babe I will explain it to them dont mind it . Let me help you packing your things.

This time , i never taught that he will just set me free just like that, but Im happy that he understand me and give me what I want .

Im done with my stuff and now were on our way to my parents home . When we got my parents house

Me: Thank you for taking me home , goodbye . ( waving at him and turn around)

Knock knock knock

Me: Mom Im here , open the door please

Mom: Ok dear just wait for me .

To be continue ....