@Cryptozeug 1 November 2021 more from that month

There has been no noise from me in the last 24 hours. That never happened before and reflects exactly my motivation at the moment. For a few days now it feels like I'm new here and don't know anyone and no one knows me and I think it's the same for some. (Don't worry, those I know know that I know them). We have all built something here, over months, every day and no weekends. We've experienced changes, some of which seemed good and others of which have confused us, and yet we've always gone with it. Changes are necessary and testify to further development, which is absolutely to be welcomed. It becomes unsatisfactory when you take 10 steps forward and then 9 steps back. I am not a person who complains and I knew and know that our content here is not only socially but also financially appreciated and I am grateful for that. I am also aware that there is neither an entitlement nor a commitment on either side to anything that makes the platform. The experiment works as long as it works. In any case, my joy, motivation, even addiction have greatly diminished in the last few days. It's hard for me to admit that and write about it. But anything else would be mendacious. So I will hold back for the time being, read something now and then and continue to observe the development. Don't worry, I'll also send a sign of life sometimes, it's not that easy to get rid of me. Maybe I'll delete this noise again later, maybe I'm just melancholic at the moment, or maybe it's just as I wrote. The future will show which way we go.