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10 years later I'm still in the same place with the same feelings 10 years later I'm still in the same place with the same feelings It was very nice..... Now, I have this advantage. I don't know if it might be due to the trauma-filled interim period I spent, I forgot everything I knew I had watched and read with great pleasure. I think my wish to do it again even if my memory is erased has come true. This is the reason why I started re-reading this series and other old books I read, and the best part is, there is familiarity, but emotionally, not memory-wise. Maybe I would have read it slower if I hadn't had the pleasure of re-reading it for the second time without remembering the plot at all :D Let's come to the book, in the first two books, there was a lot of fullness that came from explaining the world. Witnessing many characters and seeing many details made me enjoy being in the world and love. The 3rd book was weaker in these respects, but it was great because it entered from a different angle, this time based on a god, and ended with an interesting finale. But this...

What about this........... Up to this point, it's different from other books because it's clear that it was written relying on our familiarity with the theme in the series. You don't see any extra characters that don't concern the story to tell something. This feels a bit lost at first, because the biggest joy of the Goddess series is the tangle of events revolving around the goddesses. But as you progress, you realize better that this book was written to make you FEEL the characters in your bones. I'm not talking about unnecessary details and empty events about their lives. I am talking about the vivid emotions that we all feel in our souls, which can be considered ordinary or not ordinary while experiencing them, which you empathize with and understand to the core, and which you feel and read in your own heart. The instinct to protect one's home and loved ones, self-sacrifice+sacrifice mixed with the love, empathy, and motherhood at the core of femininity, desires to do the best, some aspects of not feeling like oneself, loneliness, but the kind of loneliness that you can be sure you have carried for centuries, that it came from your previous life, difference, being used to being excluded, accustomed to exclusion, duties and routines, looking at the mother, returning, looking at your essence, of course, love, but the kind that should be accepted in every sense and the kind you know very well... The list goes on. Starting a little before the last quarter, sudden problems occur that make you feel caught in a whirlpool. No unnecessary scene is extended, and the content is given in such a precise manner that a scene you read on a single page actually leaves you pregnant with a library of emotions. The finale was particularly beautiful, and unlike the other four books, it gave you the goddesshood that you saw for the first time, which was well-deserved and truly achieved. A lot of things happened that I really, really didn't expect. I finished it in tears, a ball of emotions. I read each book a second time, 10 years apart, completely forgetting it, and as I remembered and blew the dust out of my memory as I read, I cried at the same finale, the same but different, twice and more. In the first book, love, reunion, longing, In the second, enduring the end of life and looking at a satisfied life, witnessing everything about a familiar friend and seeing the end of his life before him, In the third, a bittersweet happiness, loss, finding again and being born, which makes you feel half wrong but makes you laugh ironically that you didn't leave it half finished, In the fourth, I cried for the victory, sincerity, completion, understanding, acceptance that was deserved but better than expected... Well, to the others. Please buy and read these books, my dear daughters, before the 2030s come and they become old and withered. Although the Goddess series was written specifically for virgins, mothers and old women, I don't think it will get old, but reading it in time and leaving a wry smile after reading it is always different. Greetings to those who appreciate their time..

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