@Clintbling 28 August 2020 more from that month

People Leave

People leave And I warned you I would leave you first before you leave me so I will be able to handle it so I won't get caught off guard and drown in the loneliness sea. I said I would rather break your heart than my own I was completely sure you were going to shatter mine you see, people leave and you did leave me, eventually. And I kept my second promise to you. That if you ever leave me first, I won't try and stop you. Free road, free will not showing you the scars you imprinted when you left, scars you could only heal. I just smiled ruefully when you left me and told you I was going to be fine I warned you I was going to break your heart but you ended up breaking mine. And I cursed you for it continuously. Damn you for walking away. Damn you for leaving me. And that's what I thought of our situation, up until recently. But nowadays I wonder if I got it all wrong I wonder if I have ever been right if fear and insecurity interfered if pride made me lose sight. While I was talking about leaving, did I put these ideas on your mind? Were you just wondering like I was and wanted to see what I would decide? Because people leave. But not everyone leaves for the sake of leaving. There are some, who leave with the intent to see if somebody stops them. So while I was venting about leaving, praying not to lose you did you wish when you walked away, for me to hold on to you too? ✒ Clint Bling, The Mighty Pen