What's my Plan: Hello June
June 01, 2022
It's time for new hopes new beginning welcome to June with excitement!
Today is Wednesday I woke up at 0840H, then I grab my phone with no internet connection as my wifi batteries were low, I quickly get the charge and put it on. And so quickly I go to the bathroom as we usually do when we wake up.
I wish I could have these beautiful eyes when I woke up in the morning but no I hate this filter as it's totally lier hahaha.
After half an hour after I fix, myself change dress and everything I go out to my room and then check my madam's room and obviously at this time she's sleeping and so what I did I cleaned quickly first the living room and some other parts that need to clean it takes one and half hour and I am finished cleaning, that's one of the advantages of me here because I don't have too much work as I have only 2 bosses and they are still single and they are only rented a small flat.
My routine every day after I finished my work is I go to the kitchen and put water in the kettle grab a coffee open it take my cup and pour it with hot water and that's it set in my favorite chair holding my mobile while sipping my savoring coffee, I feel like relax.
And so since we're now on the first day of the month *how exciting is that?* I was planning today to take a glimpse of how my last month going and how much I earned but then I changed my mind and moved it to the next day as we all know that rusty still visited our write-up until 3 days since we published it right? ~~Hihi umaasa talaga na babalik balikan ni rusty~~ So probably 3 days from now I will track my earnings from May, I know my performance last month was quite not okay but I still want to give an update on it so that by this month I had reason to strive more for the better.
To be honest, I feel excited in a way that time flies so fast as you know, I am planning to go home within this year but on the other side, I am thinking about what would be gonna happen I am in a state of confusion as I need to decide even if still there is a long way to think but it is not easy for me to decide especially when it's about your job versus family.
**So enough for overthinking and now we're focused on what's my plans for this June.**
First of all, I am very thankful to **God** for he gave us this opportunity, there is a place in my heart that thanks weren't enough because truly I couldn't imagine that this community was played a big role in my life, to the point that it helps me to earn money to sustain my family and I have this gut feeling that there are more opportunities this community could bring us to be successful someday and I claim it. Let's all claim to have it.
I hope and pray that I can be able to **write and publish articles every day**, and **can read yours too**. I really need to grind more so that I can go home with money in my pocket because I know how difficult when I go home without some extra money, it's all about money.
And to my noise. cash account I tried to track how much I earned starting this month so that I can include it when I am going to trace my earnings here.
**My thoughts**
Whatever our goals let's put God in the center of it because with him there is nothing impossible,
To all my virtual friends old and new I hope and pray that this new month and even the upcoming months and years will find you happy, and wealthy with the love, and be the best you can be.
That's all for me today my read. cash's family always keeps smiling!
Until next time!
Borrowing Money
**May 31, 2022**
**June is waving guys, goodbye May see you in the next year 2023. Where now in the middle of the year 2022 how's life by the way my read dot cash fam? For me, it's quite okay still fight for the struggles in life.**
Which did you prefer borrowing money with interest or borrowed from your relatives?
For my today's write-up, I got this idea while browsing random videos on TikTok I want to share it here as truly I experienced it before, and probably you encounter it similarly.
So without further ado, let's start, I hope I can interpret it well by writing because I saw it only in a short video.
She is a businesswoman and she was sharing how she started a business even from the beginning she didn't have the capital she said, to generate the money or to make money work for you, then we should take a risk by borrowing money that even if we don't have it we shouldn't not shy to lend it some because she said to start up a business we should be brave in taking a risk and she has had 3 rules when handling money.
The first rule is that She didn't borrow the money and spend it on material things or go on a vacation she only borrowed money for a business to create **assets** and not **liabilities** and she was right we only borrow money and we make it grow because some of us, I know someone that she only lends money and used it for a birthday party etcetera to show off people that she had money, this character like this will not be a good example.
The second rule that she had was that she never or don't ever ruin your name just for money if we know how to lend money to someone or in a bank we know also how to pay for it, although in business, not all the time that it will bloom, you encountered struggle there were times that you couldn't pay but we must learn to approach that someone if not now then sees to it that you can settle in it and don't ever run for your dept.
The third rule that she had is that she didn't borrow money from her relatives, why? It's because the reason that we have this toxic Filipino trait na **magkakaroon ka ng" utang na loob"** (***not all still there are relatives that are willing to help )***that it's better to borrow from someone with an interest than from your relatives that you can hear bad words from them when you are can't pay for it on time.
In my case, I prefer to borrow from a bank because it hurts when you tried to borrow from your relatives and end up neglecting you, or if ever they can let you borrow it but you can hear some hurtful words. so if you're a kind of a person that you can't handle this kind of toxic trait then better only lend money to someone with an interest or someone who has a lending business so that it will not affect your sanity.
Final thought
This is what I learn from this short video of this businesswoman if we want to be successful in our business we should take risks, and we should be brave enough to handle failure because failure is part of success.
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Thank you for reading!
I Take it as a Lesson
May 30, 2022
**How're your Monday guys? Are you having a good time? Me doing fine despite some circumstances that come our way.**
Nowadays there are a lot of online earnings that we encountered we only need to be very careful with the scammers are also scattered throughout just to find someone who will drop on their tricks.
It was in the year 2019 January when I met noise dot cash I can say that it was an answer to my prayer because at that time I always pray to God that hoping I find a legit platform that even a small amount I earn I will be gratified.
In the field of my work wherein, I am alone most of the time if you are one of that people that doesn't know how to find ways just to ease the boredom the homesickness then you will fail of whatever your purpose in life or the job that you're chosen.
****Before I met noise dot cash and read.cash****
All my time was just watching YouTube videos, posting statuses on Facebook, and doing some TikTok videos and the worse is I overthink a lot with negativities which is different when these two platforms exist in my life.
Since then I learned a lot of things, Little by little I understand cryptocurrency and different kinds of online wallets and how to transfer coins, what is the wallet address and so on. That's why I believe that all things are possible if you find ways, that if there is a way there is a will. **Naniniwala pa rin ako na Lahat ng bagay ay pwedeng matutunan.**
Although not all the time, things or situations will be on our side we still go through the process, and we experience failure and struggle but one thing I must remember is that trust the process. Kasi kapag para sa akin yan God is willing to give it. Just like what happens with me today.
I join the quiz in coins.ph wallet due to the time difference of 5 hours ahead of the Philippines to Kuwait then the linked quiz and start will be given at 9 am Philippine time which is already 4 am here and so I decided to not sleep because I am afraid to miss the events.
Though it is accessible for 24 hours they only give 7 YGG for the first 1000 customers to answer 5 questions correctly, and upon knowing in the telegram group that there are many people or users of coins. ph who is waiting for that event so, in my mind, I need to quickly answer right away for me to be included for 1000 who can submit the answer. I am confident and sure that I can able to answer all 5 questions correctly as the key answer was already in front of me. But sadly I failed.
I hurriedly click the submit button without reviewing my answer and I quickly opened the result then only to find out that I got only 4 out of 5, I was like **Oh my God** ! with my palm in my face, I was frustrated with what I am doing.
As I can imagine if we are overconfident in ourselves somehow not okay. I sacrifice my time for sleeping just for this event in coins.ph online wallet but then only to get nothing. But then did I regret it? Probably a little bit upset I guess for I am expecting too much that I can able to do it but then somehow it gives a lesson to learn that we must see to it that in every situation in our life there is a failure it is a part of the process.
And that's it for me today my read. cash family and after this I tried to take a nap since my madam still sleeping, I feel so sleepy.
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This is my now
**May 29, 2022**
Happy 6 months and counting with me here on this wonderful and amazing platform that we have at this point. It's a great honor to be part of this community may those people behind this site have a lot of blessings coming their way as they help a lot of people financially and of course emotionally as well through meeting virtual friends.
I may not a good writer but I am thankful that no one here criticizes our work as long as it belongs to our own then we are very much welcome here.
I came across this title From the music sung by **May May Entrata**,
**This is my now** as it is truly inspiring that we can reflect on it to ourselves . I first heard this song when **May May Entrata** having a concert in the Araneta coliseum, I was once a fan of Mayward Wayback year 2020. I clearly remembered that time I had sleepless nights because I always watched their videos since Pinoy Big Brother House until they come out to the outside world and they are having so many projects, and concerts, in short, I support their love team.
**Mayward** loveteam probably is the last love team that I love the most but then sad to say that they are no longer together as of this time as May May Entrata already introduced her boyfriend, on social media, I thought that Mayward will stay together, or we thought that they fall in love with each other as what we say in their action in front of the camera but it's not and we can not dictate to them and as fans, we should respect their decisions.
https://youtu.be/maHH8d3t53s
**This is my now**
It is one of my favorite songs I can say that listening to this made me cry probably because it hits me with the lyrics if you have enough time guys tried to click the video that I attached above for sure you can relate also, the song is very inspiring.
**Some final thoughts**
This is one of my favorite spots when I am alone and bored just listening to some inspiring songs that somehow can relieve my stress.
Allow me to add the lyrics in here
Here are the Lyrics of this song
***There was a time I packed my dreams away.***
***Living in a shell, hiding from myself.***
***There was a time when I was so afraid.***
***I thought I'd reached the end.***
***But baby that was then***
***I am made of more than yesterday,***
***This is my now, and im breathing at the moment as I look around I can't believe the love I see***
***My fears behind me, gone are the shadows and doubt that was then***
***This is my now.***
***I have to decide, was I gonna play it safe or look somewhere deep inside***
***Try to turn the tide and find the strength to take the step of faith.***
This is for me today my read.cash family,
May God bless us all!
Happy Sunday!
To my sponsors thank you so much!
My Dream Vacation
May 28, 2022
Whoa, I had a hard time again thinking about what to write to the point that I always remind myself that get up and do something don't just scroll with my phone these don't help you in any way and so I open my read. cash account and start typing and so pardoned me, guys if I write not so good.
Today's write-up that I am going to share is all about my Dream Vacation soon when God allows me to go within this year then I would be the happiest woman who is longing for a vacation then finally it will be granted.
I don't know the exact month I am going on a vacation but hopefully guys it will happen as soonest so that my beauty is exposed to the outside world char.
Why does it take time for me to decide on a vacation
We all have different reasons why we sometimes delayed our plans even if we wanted to have a vacation right away but we need to consider things so that we didn't regret it in the end.
I know most of us here, especially mothers like me as what I've always read in the comments section below that, some would tell me that I am a strong mother because I can able to leave my kids that for them they can not afford to leave their kids just in exchange for work but yeah, it is a matter of work versus family but then I do it not for myself but my kids, we all have a different status in life, different journey and so I sometimes envied to those mothers out there that no need for them to sacrifice to leave their children for work.
That's why for us who are working far from our family the most important part of happening was during vacation time we wanted to be able to give time to our kids, we wanted to go to a place where we enjoy as much as possible.
These are some of the places that I wanted to visit when I go home
Simala Shrine-
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It is located in Sibonga Cebu, Simala Shrine is a Roman Catholic pilgrimage site, The site hosts the image of our Lady of Lindugon which is believed to be miraculous by devotees of the virgin Mary after it is attributed to the healing Of those who were affected with dengue in the area in 1998 after it reportedly shed tears.
Wikipedia -
Obong Spring
It is located in Dalaguete Cebu 60 km from simala shrine and where my parents are also nearby and so it is easy and less hassle for us as we can stay there for how many days in my parent's house.
Travelers come to Obong spring to enjoy the coolest water as the sea and spring meet.
Maravilla Beach
It is located on the Northern side of Cebu Province within the town called Tabuelan.
Although we used already to go to this place because it is near where our house is located still we loved to go back even for how many times.
And that's all on my bucket list as of this time I still have more months to think about where I go or where I spend my vacation time. But for now, we need to grind more so that I can make this into reality.
As you can see it's more on the beach where I wanted to spend my time.
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Five Years from Now I Will Be
May 27, 2022
**Looking at myself in the mirror and consulting all the failures and accomplishments will somehow reminisce the struggle of everyday living.**
**Five years ago**,
I am already 5 years working here in Kuwait and I can say my journey wasn't easy in my first two years, it was a difficult year I've experienced so far.
I never thought that I survived those hours, days, months, and years that pass if I can recall those struggles somehow I can say to myself that you are indeed a strong person, a strong woman that can't easily be uprooted.
I came here to Kuwait last 2016 in the middle of the hot weather because it was summertime when I arrived and we know that Kuwait is the hottest city in the middle east and the world. I couldn't imagine how I managed to adjust all those things.
I don't have an idea what would be my life when I came here but all I know is that I only trust God at that time, I was clueless and go with the flow.
How does it feel when you meet two-man strangers? This is how I feel when my employer takes me from the agency my heartbeat is so fast when I see those two people who are having long beards and body fat. I wanted to back out but how? There is no chance I was already in a foreign land where no one can help but myself,
They were talking with the staff of the agency while I am waiting for these 2 people which I know they are friends. I sign a contract in the Philippines but when I came here my employer was not the one stated in the contract my employer's friend is the one who ordered workers in the agency and so they are together when they take me. But the good thing that has happened to me is that God never leaves me during those difficult days of my life.
Up until now, I stayed with the same employer and I can say that I feel that even though I am in a foreign land but I adjust to it already.
**Did I regret the last 5 years ago in my life?**
**My answer is no, it's because of those difficulties, and struggles that I encounter I'll become a strong and independent individual.**
**I can say that if not because of my courage, to pursue what I want to be, probably the longing to have our own house is just only a wish that if we do not do anything just only wish and seat and wait for the miracle that comes in front of us then we will just wasting our time to wait for a miracle to happen.**
The last 5 years of my life, it was a roller coaster ride, the ups, and downs, that I encountered were the ones that are making me feel that whatever we desire to fulfill we must not be afraid when the downfall happens as the sure time comes that we experience on top of it.
Five years from now I will be a good **singer** char hahaha.
It's good when we set a goal for motivation, I hope that 5 years from now I was already in my hometown together with my family enjoying life to the fullest.
And that's all for me today to all who are always there for me May God bless you all.
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Kaganapan Ngayong Araw ng Huwebes
May 26, 2022
Ayun na nga as usual nagising ako mga alas 8 ng umaga medyo antok pa ako pero kailangan kung e check kung gising naba si madam lumabas ako ng aking kwarto at since masisilip ko lang ang kwarto niya at ng mapagtantong tulog pa kaya ayun bumalik ako sa higaan at natulog ako ulit hahaha diskarte yarn.
Nag alarm ako ng alas 9 kaya pag alarm dali dali akong pumunta sa banyo at naghilamus after mga 30 minutes nakapag palit na ako ng damit at ready na ako mag linis sa sala pero yung amo ko tulog pa rin. Kaya pagkatapos kong maglinis ng sala upo ulit ako at nag dot dot sa cellphone.
Mga bandang alas dyes y media pumunta ako sa banyo ng amo ko at sinimulang linisin hindi naman gaanong madumi kasi araw araw ko naman nililinis kaya nung matapos na mga bandang alas onse , at sakto gising na yung amo ko nag pa timpla ng Turkish coffee kaya ayun ang bilis kung nagtimpla wag ko daw lagyan ng Asukal at ng diet nga daw siya hahaha.
Hindi ito yung usually gumigising yung amo ko kaya nasa isip ko baka may lakad siya at ayun na nga nagbihis Tama ako sa aking hinala.
Mga alas 12 saktong umalis si madam ako naman patapos na sa trabaho kaya may time na nanaman ako mag dot dot ng cellphone pero wala talagang pumapasok na magandang topic na maisulat kaya ito nalang talagang walang kabuluhan ang aking naibahagi alam niyo naman read dot cash is life hahaha.
Noong mga alas dos na nang hapon na nakaramdam na ako ng gutom kasi nga pala kape at tinapay lang pala yung kinain ko kanina kaya naisipan kung magluto pero ang nasa isip ko yung lulutuin ko ay iyung magugustuhan din ni madam para isahan nalang ang aking pagluluto.
Binuksan ko ang freezer at nakita kung may chicken breast kaya yung utak kung kakarampot joke 😅 matalino yata to hahaha.
Kaya ito ang naisipan kung lulutuin spaghetti yung tawag ni madam nito , spaghetti naman talaga hihi.
Basic lang naman tong lulutuin ko , yan yung mga ingredients hiniwa ko na ang carrots, green pepper at saka onion. At itong chicken breast nilagyan ko nang yugort para lumambot kapag naluto.
Kaya yun mix mix lang kasi alam naman natin paano lutuin yung mga ingredients diba hihi.
Atlast naluto na pero si madam malapit na mag 4pm hindi pa rin dumating kaya panigurado malamig na ito kapag dumating siya kaya iinitin ko na lang kapag dumating siya.
Ito na kakain na ako hahaha hirap pala mag luto tapos sabayan mo pa ng pictures tapos nagtype pa dito double time talaga.
Hanggang dito nalang sana bukas makapag English na ako.
Maraming salamat sa inyung lahat!
Deep Questions To Ask a Girl
May 25, 2022
Yeey, another question, and answer portion of the day as I am already 2hours of scrolling up and down my phone but still don't have an idea of what I am going to write, but I guess if only I can go outside and roam around probably I have a lot of experience to share but since I am stuck in a 4 corner of my room and sometimes here in the kitchen then for sure I had a boring day.
So for today's writing, I came across Google, and I tried to answer some questions that somehow can examine my personality.
Deep Questions to ask a girl
1. Which would you prefer to have a baby without a partner or have a partner without a baby?
My answer would be having a baby without a partner because having a baby is the greatest gift that God give me for the rest of my life. I can live without a partner as simple as that.
2. Do you believe in giving people second chances? And why?
I believe and giving a second chance, why? Because we're humans that can make mistakes but doing mistakes many times that's another story to tell.
3. How important is trust in a relationship?
Very important without trust you produce more baby hihi jokes, trust is the most important to make your relationship healthy, and don't dare to break them out as for sure it will not be the same again.
4. Are you a morning or night person?
I am a **mornight** person as I sleep at 2 am and wake up at 10 am.
5. What Part of the body do you find attractive?
Oh, probably my coca-cola body in a can hahaha.
6. Are you a mounting or a beach person?
I choose a beach over the mountain as I am afraid of snakes, and some other wild animals.
7. What legacy do you want people to remember about you when you're gone?
I'd like the people to remember me when im gone is that I am the person that doesn't want to hurt someone's feelings, a person who is ready to help when someone needed, and a person that you can trust. A person that if you remember put a smile on your face because of the goodness that I had when I am still around.
8. if you're giving 3 things that make you happy what would these be?
I am happy when someone gives, me a pair of shoes, a watch, and a backpack and probably some money too.
9. What's a deal-breaker for you in a relationship?
When there is no trust and love at all then perhaps it's time to let go of a person you love.
10. what is your ideal vacation?
My ideal vacation is one month near the beach during the summer together with my family and I want to make sure that during that specific time I had enough money so that while I am on vacation I don't want to be stressed about where we get money to survive, for the following days when vacation is over.
57Dollars for a 3months Internet Bill
March 24, 2022
Happy Tuesday everyone, it's the 24th of May, and we are all blessed to have here in this community to share the everyday happenings of our daily lives that somehow, give us a positive impact in a way that we can earn bitcoincash at the same time we can relate to some of our co-users.
We found virtual friends may we sometimes run out of topics but here we can write anything as long as our thoughts and own our work to avoid plagiarism.
That's why sometimes when I complain that I don't have anything to write that leads me to be inactive but now I clearly remembered one of my virtual friends @Ellen-he in one of my articles she leave a comment telling me that if I am out of topic then why not write and share my everyday happenings and yeah thanks for your idea my dear friend you are one of a kind user I know and because of that I am thankful for you.
So for today's write-up, I know it's quite boring but we need to write at least 600 words so that rusty would be happy char, so here we go.
Yesterday morning when I woke up at 8 am the weather was okay but I know that there is an incoming sand storm as the weather forecast, announced to stay at home but of course, my madam not going outside so no worries for us, madam sleep during the daytime so expected that I am alone and free after doing my household chores.
At noontime, it starts the dust covered all over Kuwait this is normal to us but those who are new here are afraid they think that it's the end of the world due to the surroundings coming orange in color due to the dust.
The forecast said that it will stay up until the next day but today the weather was okay though there is still little dust it's okay compared to yesterday.
I was a little bit upset yesterday upon knowing that my internet was already needed to pay for the 3months due date that cost 18 Kuwait dinar or in Philippine money it is 3000plus and in us dollars, it is 57$.
I don't have an Internet connection for about 7 hours starting from 1 pm up to 8 pm as my employer wakes up at 7 pm.
As I've said, my madam is just like a vampire she wakes up the whole night but in the daytime, she's sleeping but I am happy with that as I have enough free time alone.
But being alone and having no internet was not okay as I feel that the time was very long while waiting for madam to wake up and tell her that my internet was lost and need to pay.
However, while waiting for her to wake up I do clean my room and felt happy as at last due to a loss of internet connection I had time to clean good my little room.
At exactly 7 pm I noticed that my madam woke up and come down to check what she wants to eat.
Then after I serve what she wants that's the time I had a chance to tell her that I don't have internet and I had money in my hand to pay because she was the one who put a load on my pocket wifi.
I put the money on her table and she said that she can't pay the bill at the moment as she doesn't have a balance in her bank account and that she said maybe her brother have so we wait for a little time for he's coming home from work.
In 30minutes her brother, come and my madam quickly tells him that I give her money to pay for the Internet but to my surprise, her brother call me and give me back the money that I put on the table and told me that he was the one to pay for the 3 months bill.
I was very happy while saying thank you many times to them for the goodness that they give me and that the money was in my wallet again hihi.
So to give back the goodness that they showed me, today I woke up early to clean good the entire house as you know yesterday there is a sandstorm so expected the dust to come inside the house and yes I cleaned it well so that after they woke up they will be happy hihi.
That's all for me today guys, thank you everyone for the friendship even in a virtual way.
To all my sponsors may God bless you all.
Our House is on Fire: Prompt About Fire
May 23, 2022
Have you ever experienced traumatic incidents? What about hearing a serin of fire trucks because they are hurrying to someplace where they want to rescue some houses that are nearly becoming ashes?
For my today's article, I want to participate in to mam @JonicaBradley prompt is in titled FIRE you can click the highlighted word for you to direct and read her article. https://read.cash/@JonicaBradley/writing-prompt-29-fire-4b9e8d4a
And whoever wants to take part in this prompt here are the mechanics:
So here is my story about the fire,
I experienced 2 years living in a squatters' area somewhere in the city of Cebu, I experienced a traumatic incident.
One night at around 10 pm we are already preparing for sleep when everything is okay and we are going to have a deep sleep when suddenly some of our neighbors shouting, and others running it's because one of the houses is burning and we know that when we say squatters area expected that the houses there are so many and only more on light materials that can easily be caught by the fire.
I was being panic although still, the fire was far we need to go out, or else were trapped because that place was the right of way is very small if there is an emergency happening we should go quickly to go outside.
I didn't think about my material things at that moment the first thing that comes up to my mind was my 2 daughters I need to carry Sophia as she was only 3years old at that time while cleofe is 8 years old and my partner he is the one who saved some of our important things.
I can imagine up until now how fearful we are while running to go out to save our life from fire while hearing the crying voices of some neighbors who are already houses are burning.
The good thing that happened to us is the fireman do their best and our house was not being burned but some of our things were damaged because we tried to bring them outside just in case the fire can't control at least we tried our best to save some.
In the morning when everything is clear that the fire was gone everyone was busy with the things to put again inside the house and we feel pity for those houses who was being burned as far as I remember the cause of the fire was a candle that they forget to close while they going outside.
That incident somehow gives me a wake-up call to strive for work to have our own house because in that place where we live it's very difficult we are near the sea wherein during high tide the water from the sea will come up to the toe level and the worse is due to increasing of people who lived there the place become polluted the garbage scattered everywhere. I can remember when we are still living there my kids always got sick and you know children still have their immune systems not the same as adults that we have strong immune to fight that pollution perhaps because of the polluted area that's the reason they are easily sick.
Closing words
That's one of the reasons why I prefer to build a house in the province because of that fire incident and the good thing is that I keep it as a lesson for me to work hard so that we can transfer to the countryside because, to be honest since from that happens we can't sleep well for we always think that might be there is fire again.
That's all for me today and before I end this write-up, I would like to thank @GarrethGrey07 for the renewal of the sponsorship God Bless you, sis.
To my sponsors thank you so much.
Why I am Still Dreaming of Him
May 22, 2022
I am having a cup of coffee while I started typing this article it's 11 am here in my place, I woke up at 8 am as my body clock used to wake up at this exact time you know as a workaholic person no need for us to have an alarm clock.
As I've mentioned a few days ago as much as possible, I want my negative thoughts to divert into positive ones to avoid procrastination as what happened to me last week that I can't able to write or read articles but now thank God as it is 5 consecutive days that I am feeling better now and I love it lol.
So for today's write up as I read @yhanne article about her secret crush way back in high school days then probably all of us have this experience, right? So why not reminisce about those moments that we can call happy memory at the time we were still innocent that we only think of our crushes at school lol, to be honest, I missed that moment unlike now that we only think about how to earn money, we overthink how future of our family that somehow can create stress and add wrinkles on our face.
So bare with me as I want to recall my high school crush and oh wait my sister @maria_23 was in here on this platform probably she knows who this guy lol because we're in the same school in high school but we're not together living in one house as I am a working student before so we don't have time to talk about our crushes.
I was in my second-year level when I felt this strange feeling about someone a transferee student who happens to become my classmate, I can say that he is a handsome guy, but oh I don't know why we girls loved a handsome guy? Even if we're not beautiful lol. Well as a matter of fact in the eyes of Almighty God we're all beautiful and we must claim it we must love ourselves because no one does char.
When I first saw him, I feel that there is something in my heart that it's hard to explain I feel sad when it was time to go home and I feel excited when mornings come in short he was my inspiration char.
Then in class when there are group activities I feel happy when we're together as a group as for sure we have a lot of time talking and it so happens that we're in the same cleaner group which is before we go home in the afternoon we need to go first our designated area to clean and he is so good as he helps me when no one does because way back then I am a good student in a way that I want my parents to be proud of me and the one who send me to school.
We become friends but only in school as I am a working student and I don't have time to go out after class like some of my classmates did they can go where ever they want but for me, it was school and house.
Some of my classmates misinterpret our actions they conclude that we were more than friends because of our closeness but no we were just friends probably only me who initiate my mind that he had also a crush on me lol, but I was okay with that set up I don't want also to be more than friends as I am happy just like that.
In the middle of the school year only to find out that he courted my best friend the girl who is always with me eating together sharing secrets and lies but the only thing I can't tell her is that I have a crush on the guy who courted her.
Until my best friend said yes to him, I can't do anything as maybe they love each other but only he treat me as his friend and I become their third wheel. So sad but at least I can still talk to him and give some advice when they have a misunderstanding, I am witnessing their love quarrel. But then they broke up in the last year of our fourth year in high school
Until graduation come the last time I remember he came with me for the last time on graduation day he holds my hand and said goodbye and congratulations, He's been my ultimate crush ever since that up until now I still dream of him in the middle of the night lol. That would be possible that he thinks of me too? as what others say that if you dream of someone might they think of you. I hope so 😁.
Closing words:
Literally, while I was writing this I can't help but smile because of craziness during my high school days is still fresh in my mind. Will that would be a memory that I cherish in my existence here on earth.
He is now happy with the girl he married he has 2 kids.
That would be all for today, I hope everyone is having a good time as I know, today is Sunday and a family day.
To my sponsors thank you much God bless you all.
Thank you for reading!
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https://read.cash/@Talecharm/scammers-are-now-attacking-through-a-phishing-scam-7672017f
Hello, my read. cash family hopes everyone can take the time to read the article of @telecharm for us to be aware of this kind of fishing scammers that are scattered everywhere. As I encountered this a while ago.
Trip to Manila
March 21, 2022
Magandang araw ng sabado read dot cash family, kumusta kayung lahat ?Tayo ng mag ingay at magsulat ng mga kaganapan sa buhay.
Ang aking ibabahagi ngayon ay salitang tagalog ang aking gagamitin sapagkat ang aking utak ay tuyong tuyo na sa salitang English so ngayon pasensya na muna sa mga kaibaigan natin na mga foreigner dyan hahaha.
Naisipan kong ibahagi ang aking karanasan noong panahon ng paalis ako ng Pilipinas. Natatawa nga ako dahil baka pati sekreto kung malupit ay maibahagi ko rito magkaroon lang maisulat hahaha alam mo yun.
O siya ito na muna ang aking kwento fasten your seat belt charut.
Taong 2016 ito yung challenging na taon para sa akin ang dami kong realisasyon sa buhay mga mabibigat na desisyun na hanggang ngayon ay pinaninindigan ko pa rin.
Papuntang Manila
Sa mga mag a apply na katulong sa ibang bansa kailangan pa nating mag proseso ng mga papelis na aabutin pa ng isang buwan at iyun ay sa Manila at dahil ang lugar namin ay sa Cebu kaya kailangan lumuwas pa Maynila.
Noong nalaman ko na may skedule na ako at ticket ng barko papuntang Manila hindi ko alam kung anong mararamdaman ko kung ma excite ba ako or malulungkot pero sa pagkakaalam ko noong mga oras na iyun ay lungkot iyung nangingibabaw.
Unang beses akong maka apak ng barko at wala talagang ideya kung paano mabuti at tatlo kaming aplikante na magkasabay kaya ako sunod lang ng sunod sa dalawa kung kasama hahaha napaka ignorante ko pa noon.
Pagdating namin ng pier kabado na may kasamang lungkot basta mix emotion na yung naramdaman ko dahil sa wakas naabot ko rin ang Maynila hahaha pangarap ko talaga noon na makapunta ng Maynila kasi sabi nila puputi ang balat mo kapag nasa Maynila ka sabi ko ito na talaga nasa Makati na kami.
Accommodation
Meron bang taga Makati dito? hihi , **1779 Dian Street corner casino street Barangay Palanan Makati City** ,ito yung lugar ng Accommodation ng agency na ina aplayan ko. Nag stay ako dito ng isang buwan sobrang hirap kapag nasa Accommodation ka nag stay kasi may option ka kung may kamag anak ka sa Maynila pwede kang hindi mag stay sa Accommodation pero minomonitor ka pa rin ng agency.
Kapag nasa Accommodation ka dito talaga ma test yung pasensya mo dahil sobrang higpit at lalong lalo na kailangan mong makisama sa mga ibang aplikante at alam naman natin na kahit saang larangan ay may mga tao talagang mahirap makisamahan at wala kang ibang choice lalo na kapag bagong dating kapa lang naku , yung mga matagal na or yung ibang aplikante na malapit ng aalis yun ang mga siga doon sa Accommodation.
Mabuti talaga at marunong akong makisama at yung pasensya ko abot langit hahaha.
Proud akung sabihin na isa ako sa walang violation sa loob ng Accommodation kasi doon lahat ng kilos mo malalaman ng mga staff dahil sa loob ng comfort room lang ang walang camera at kapag pupunta ka naman ng cr ay kailangan mong mag log in at log out na pipirmahan.
Mensahe
Sa aking pag lalakbay marami akong natutunan unang una kailangan nating maging matatag sa lahat ng oras kailangan buo ang loob upang tayo ay magtagumpay sa kung anumang layunin na ating tinatahak.
Dalawang kaugalian na dapat nating huwag kalimutan:
Pasensya- ito talaga ang lagi kung dala dala kapag wala ka nito ay talagang mag fail ka sa iyung nais na hangarin sa buhay kaya dapat habaan natin ang ating pasensya ipag pasa Diyos natin ang mga hinanakit at walang impossible kung lalapit tayo sa kanya.
Pakikisama- ito talaga ay importante din dahil makakasalamuha tayo ng ibat ibang uri ng tao kaya dapat marunong tayong makisama, naalala ko may kasama akong ibang lahi noon talagang hindi mo maintindihan ang ugali pero wala kang choice kasi magkasama kayu sa trabaho kaya ang ginawa ko deadma ko lang siya bahala siya sa buhay niya kasi kung papatulan ko walang mangyayari at sa awa ng Panginoon ayun 1 year lang umalis na hahaha sa akin pa rin ang Corona.
Hanggang dito nalang muna ang aking pagbahagi ng kaunting karanasan sa buhay.
Hanggang sa muling artikulo paalam.
Hihi parang doremon lang 😅.
My Journey of Being an Overseas worker
March 20, 2022
Time flies so fast that I couldn't imagine how far I've come on my journey of being an overseas Filipino worker( OFW) it was the year 2015 when I tried my luck to apply to some agency here in Cebu, but then my decision was not fixed at that time. I have a second thought if i go or not it's because we know how risky when applying for work, especially in the middle eastern country this is based on the news that we heard that there are so many Filipinos being maltreatment by their employer. so what I did was I stopped my application and continue to work as a factory worker because at that time I had a job but because of low wages, that's why most of my co-workers decided to work or apply abroad.
One year later in 2016 again this time my decision was already fixed I need to decide clearly and focus on my goals without hesitation. I come again to the agency where I first applied and this time I have already confidence in myself, that I must go for it there is no looking back, that there is no one to help me but myself, in other words, I give up all to God that whatever decision I made only God knows everything.
1 month before I travel to Manila it was in May 2016, when I resigned from my work as a factory worker, In the First week of June it was scheduled for me to go to Manila for 1 month to process the papers we stayed in accommodation which shouldered by the agency.
June 03, 2016, I can say that this is the time that my whole life changed in a way that first and foremost, I leave my 2 daughters they don't have the idea of what time we had met again because when I leave them I didn't bring my luggage for me because it was already in the agency one day before I travel so they only think that by tomorrow I can come back again but the truth is it takes year's before we hug each other again.
my live-in partner took me to the agency as by tomorrow, I travel to manila.
On June 04, 2016, it's time to say goodbye to Cebu and hello to Manila, we are 3 applicants thanks to God that I am not alone, we traveled by ship and to be honest, it was my first time and I am so ignorant that somehow, I didn't think too much of my daughters as I need to focus my journey but then in the middle of the sea that is the time that I feel so helpless thinking that I am far away from them that this time even I cried too much but they didn't hear me, but that hardship somehow gives me the courage, it helps me to be strong and I did it.
My journey in the accommodation in Manila
To be continued.....hihi
It's enough now it's already 3 minutes of reading time and maybe you all feel boring coz I am 😂.
My beloved sponsors thank you so much.
Why is Education Important?
May 19, 2022
How does education affect our life? How important to have an education? To have a degree?
Hello, my read dot cash family how's your Thursday by the way? Well for me it's quite okay I tried to be productive as much as possible that's why I am here now trying to write something that's coming out in my mind.
And I am talking about why is education important?
For me, education is very important, especially nowadays for us to have a better future we need to study hard for us to find a good job, there are more opportunities are awaits when we have educational attainment.
Education helps us to develop self-esteem and to have the courage to face difficulties in life because we learn how to handle things in order without panicking.
As a parent, one thing that I want to fulfill is to give my children a proper education it's because it is the only thing that no one can take from them no one can steal from them it is an achievement for us parents, to give proper education to our children, so that time comes when they build their own family they become a good example to the society.
What happens to a person who doesn't have an education
Probably a person who doesn't have an education they don't have self-confidence, they always think they are behind all those successful people that are not capable of doing things that are educated people do that's why mostly they feel the laziness because they think that whatever they do there is no improvement that's why.
As for me even if I am not a degree holder but I am proud to say that I am an educated person on my own I tried to be a good example to my family and most especially to my children.
Even if I am not able to finish schooling but I still keep in my mind that this is not a hindrance to success I still find ways how to improve myself how to become a productive member of society.
Closing words
Education is much needed if we want to have a better life because it is a way to have more opportunities and more job offers that suits us.
Without education will find it difficult to find a job. It's difficult to find who will employ you that is the importance of education.
Although there are so many problems why we can not able to continue studying but believe me as the saying goes, poverty is not a hindrance to success. But unfortunately, I didn't apply it on my own but I am here to say that if there is a way then grab it.
To my sponsor thank you so much.
I thank that's all for me today, as truly I had only limited words to share hihi. I would like to thank @Chelle18 for this idea if not for her perhaps I am not able to publish again. So again thank you, everyone may God Bless us all.
Tracking my Data Usage
May 18, 2022
Sometimes reading some of the articles on our co-users here or should I say with our virtual friends somehow gives us the idea of what we're going to write about that's why from now on when I feel that I am going out of topic then I highly recommend to just take time to read some articles in that way we can get some ideas from them. Just like what I am going to write now as a pass by the article of one of our writers @DennMarc you can feel free to check his write up by simply clicking his username as he explained or he shares his apps usage so without further ado, I tried to check mine too.
I am using wi-fi data and it shows from the photo that I attach above that I consume ***85.34GB*** from ***April 20 to May 18.*** Upon checking which apps consumed a lot of usage and probably consumed my time also then here it is.
`9 apps consumed my 85.34GB`
The number one on my list is **Facebook** which accumulated a total of ***66.35GB***, I was smiling upon knowing that it was the time that I don't have anything to do but only watch drama series as I joined the Facebook group wherein there is a link in every episode of that particular drama. Could you imagine watching 2hours or more on every episode and there are ***75 episodes***, that's one reason for my being inactive for the past month as I enjoyed watching it but then again I do not regret it as I feel satisfied with that series because it is my first time watching Turkish drama series.
The second on my list is a ***TikTok*** app that consumed a total of ***4.62 GB***, it was just recently that I used this app it's because I want to see my daughters upload TikTok videos although I have some videos too the main reason is that for my daughter as they spend their spare time doing some videos.
The third on my list is the messenger which accumulates a total of ***2.85GB*** then followed by youtube apps with a total of ***1.84 GB.***
Next from YouTube is the **Mint browser** or my **read.cash account** with a total of ***1.63GB*** then followed by the **Google play** store with a total of ***1.39GB***.
Then the last 3 which is my ***noise.cash account*** that accumulates only ***886MB***.
****Binance**** with a total of ***839MB*** then the last one ****KUcoin**** with a total of ***721MB***.
These are the apps that I used to spend my time on from April up to this point in time.
Closing words
If you want to track down your data usage then id love to read it too if you're running out of topics then this is good so that our goals or your goals of writing and publishing articles once a day would not be missed. Hehe
That's all for me thank you, everyone.
My sponsors thank you so much!
I am Back
May 17, 2022
1000hours later, hello read dot cash family how's everyone? I am here again to say hi and hello wishing everyone to have good health and always be happy regardless of the situation.
I was inactive for a couple of days again and again for some reason probably I can say that procrastination hits me badly and I feel bad in a way that I can not control over it.
I overthink a lot I have so many negative thoughts on my mind that I have always been trying to ignore them as what I've always said and written in my previous article as much as possible I must not think any negative but then I was wrong maybe some of you have thought that I always have this kind of problem and it's right in the field of my work it's hard to explain how we feel, how we react with the situation being far from family was not easy.
These are some things that I overthink.
I wanted to go home but so many things that I must consider before I could come up with a decision number one problem is that money. Perhaps you could ask me where is my salary? I can say if only I didn't build a house for sure I can travel anytime but then since last 2018 I start to build it up until now still not finished. Building a house needed more money although I am proud of what I've achieved I can not deny the fact that there comes a time that I felt tired of everything.
If I could go home there is this in my mind if I come back here or find another country? This case needs me to think many times for I don't want to regret it in the end. At first, I thought that I tell my employer to come back again but the truth is I have a second thoughts about if I come back or find another employer but as much as possible, I want to be honest with them that in my mind I need to tell them that still, I don't have any decision if I can come again or not coming back anymore here.
This kind of my job right now I wouldn't recommend it to anyone that as much as still there is another way or another job then accepting this kind of work is not favorable this kind of job needs more courage for you to be able to succeed.
Upon seeing some videos of our kababayan who suffer from their employer it feels me hurt inside for somehow I can relate to their situation although my employer was okay then again I still feel the indifference I still think that of course, they are showing me their good behavior as they need me to work for them.
Closing words
Thank you, everyone, for the support always to all who renew their sponsorships, @Chelle18 and @Adrielle1214 May God bless you all.
Difficulty makes a Person Strong
May 13, 2022
I was in a state of realization of life probably if I had been given a chance to bring back my memory I would choose when I was in grade school, I was living in the countryside together with my grandparents we were happy even though we are poor.
I missed my life when I was in grade school for this particular time I still don't have an idea about how important money is, all I knew is playing and eating, crying with the small things.
But then as the years passed by we are going to experience a lot of things we didn't stay in one place, we find out more about life that all of these things happen in our lives that sometimes we think to just bring back memories when we still young and innocent but then this is life, not all the time what we want it to happen.
At what Age do I realize the importance of money
It's all about money, when I was 12 years old I don't know why? I have this attitude of wanting to earn my own that I need to earn money for my hard work. At a young age, I learn to stand up on my own, I don't want that there is someone who bothers me existence even my parents and family, I don't want to be a burden to anyone but myself.
I am a proud working student way back then I sacrifice a lot but at the same time, I am happy with what I achieved.
At a young age but I have already a mature intuition, when I studied in high school I didn't experience going outside after classes all I remember was studying and working until I finished my secondary level.
I am thankful for I have this attitude of being an independent person for I strongly believe that whatever my problem is I can handle it without the help of other people.
My realization about my life at this point
We all have different statuses in life, and we have a different outlook on life, but then all of this I know we became strong enough it's because of our younger version, we know how to manage things it's because of our experiences in life.
We're lucky when we experience the difficulties in life because it is the way why we strive a lot, we focus on things that can make us become a better version of our own.
The difficulties that I encounter
Perhaps the difficulties that I endure are during working and at the same time studying despite being young.
However, I can able to do it. Though I envy some of my classmates for they have time to go out with their barkadas, I didn't experience this kind of enjoyment during my teenage years. I was busy working to support my schooling which is what I am thankful for right at this point. It is still with me this attitude of not being dependent on anyone as long as I can able to do it on my own then I am fine with it.
Closing words
We all have struggled in life but one thing I know is that whatever it is there is a solution in every way.
To my sponsor thank you so much despite my indifference but you all stay with me no matter what to all who leave a comment, likes, or upvotes from the bottom of my heart thank you all.
Thank you for reading!
Corona Virus Still Exist
May 10, 2022
Hello, read dot cash family how do you?do it's fun to be with you I do I do I do tralalala .lalala.
Hey guys, I am here again, telling you all a blessed evening, or good morning wherever you are at this point, in time may you have a great day whatever circumstances come in front of us we stand strong no matter what. So sorry guys if you find it boring to read but I just wanted to let you know that I am still in the process of learning and so thankful here because even where not good at writing but read. cash accepts our worksheet that somehow, it's a way for us to learn something new.
So today's write-up that I am going to share here was about some happening in my daily life I know that we all have different struggles every day so why not write it that even not so entertaining but at least we tried to for we know if we used to do things then the time comes that we learned from it and we had more self-confidence that it's okay to make mistakes from the start as we're not perfect, and no one become being perfect.
Yesterday I mentioned in my article that my madam does a swab test and that after 5 hours the staff in the clinic sends the result that says she is positive for coronavirus.
We thought that corona doesn't exist anymore like what we've seen when we're going outside that only a few who wear a mask for it's not mandatory at all but then again we can't believe that madam having a corona but what we do it's happened to her and that she need to stay in the house for 4 days.
She asks me if I feel like having it but I told her that thanks to God I am okay with no symptoms of having a virus and that she added, that if ever I feel different I must admit to it for the medication.
Where did she get the virus?
The other day we have a visitors coming here the sister of my madam and a cousin with 4 kids they are together eating lunch knowing the fact that one of her nieces has a fever and that she had a corona so the virus spread evenly they are 3 now doing a swab test and they are all positive.
Hopefully, they will be recovered quickly and everything comes to normal.
As of this writing, I am here feeling sleepy but I need to finish and publish for the economy lol. My head is always banging but good thing I still can able to complete a 3-minute reading. And so till next time, bye guys stay safe and God bless you all xoxo.
And that's all for me today to all my sponsors, readers, upvoters, and commenters, thank you so much, guys.
Thank you for reading!
I Received 77$ from a Random People: End of Ramadan
May 09, 2022
What's up read dot cash fam,
How's everyone? Probably we have now our newly elected government officials, we hope and pray that it is all for the better and not for the worse.
Let the love begin let the heart come shining in,
My Today's article is just a random topic again as truly my mind was going somewhere down the road wherein I find it hard to get back together with my sense lol.
Though my day starts in a good mood, then after a couple of hours it started to shift into a boring day maybe because of the people that surround me or it's because I have so many things stuck in my mind that's why it quickly shift into a negative impact for me.
As of this writing, it's 10 pm Kuwait time I am in the back seat of my madam's car as we headed into the clinic as she does a swab test for she thinks she had a coronavirus as what the doctor advised her to do a test just in case.
I wanted to seat in the front but madam said must we keep distance until the result come up and so I have time to write at the back.
Another thing that happened to me today is that I received 5kuwait dinars from the husband of my madam's sister and told me that it was for eid and so I collected a total of ***22kuwait*** dinars or ***77dollars***. Eid was on May 2 and they have a 1week holiday that ends today and their life go back to everyday routine.
I first, receive ***3kd*** when I and madam go to her uncle's house last May 2, then another **4kd** from her sister on the same day, last night there another uncle visit her and he gives me ***10kd*** and last but not the least a ***5kd*** that I received just a while ago and that I handed a total of ***22kd*** if only my madam gives me then I am happy 😂 but I am losing hope already as Eid ended.
During eid here or the end of Ramadan, it's the time of giving gifts lucky for those who have a generous employers sure they give more Hadiya or gifts to their employees but for me, this money that I collected is not from my madam it's for their uncle, since my madam notices that they give me so she does not bother to give me that's coming from her wallet but for me, I don't mind also if she gives me then lucky for me if not it's still okay otherwise it's her conscience that annoys her lol.
Before eid, I am already expected that someone is giving me some money but I didn't expect that it sums up to a total of **77$ or 22kuwait** ***dinar, or in Philippine money is 3,700*** then I can say that I am blessed with this amount of money and that I wanted to buy a gold probably a bracelet for me to have a remembrance. Will if I can able to buy then you guys know it for I am sure I will update it here in this community.
That's all for me today my read dot cash family may God Bless us all and I thank you from the bottom of my heart.
To all my sponsors, commenters, readers, and upvoters thank you very much for the unending support.
A Mother's day special
May 08, 2022
Happy Mother's Day to all mothers in the world!
How's everyone? I hope that you had a wonderful day today as we celebrate the day to give thanks to all mothers, who sacrificed from the beginning of our journey here on Earth may not only for today but always cherish our mother this is one thing that money can't buy.
Being a Mother
To be a mother was a great and fulfilling event that happens in our life, the moment we know that we bring life into this world it was the time that I need to be great and I must be strong for there is someone already who wants my full attention and care. Being a mother completes my inner surface everything was changed the moment we know that there is life in our womb.
I felt excited counting the days to months until it will be fully 9 months as I am ready to face the real world of being a mother.
Being a mother somehow gives us a feeling of completeness a feeling of a meaningful life that we can feel that we have someone who we can trust, the one who never leaves us until our last breath the one who became our real best friend and everything.
Celebrated a mothers day
It feels good that there is this kind of celebration a mothers day celebration as sometimes due to chasing our dreams we are busy in our daily lives we forget sometimes with our parents that they need our love and care they need our time in this way we remembered our mother's sacrifice when we are young up until we know how to make our own decisions.
A mother's love has no end it will forever stay until the last minute of her life I know I am not a good daughter to my mother in a way that when I became a mother it's started for me to chase my dream for my kids which end up with no time to visit for them as we're always running out of time but in my heart, they are always with me.
If someone asks me if I would give myself another chance to choose a mother then no one can replace my mother for I am contented to have her in my life. Why I can say this is because still there are mothers who have no conscience about throwing their kids which we listen to on the news that others leave-in the street like what kind of mothers they are for they can able to give birth but they refuse to give the right love and care that even what's the reasons for them still it's their wrongdoing to bring the baby in this world and just leave it somewhere in the middle of nowhere which even animals can't do what human do. I am sorry to include this but this is the reality wherein sometimes we can compare humans to animals that sometimes we think it's still animals better than humans.
Closing words
Let's show our love and cherished our mother and our parents rather than for it is the things that they needed to feel that we give them importance even though we have already our own family.
That's all for me today and before I end up with this blog post of mine I just want to thank @Lhes for staying in my sponsor's block, and for all my sponsors may God bless you all and stay safe always.
Thank you for reading!
Our Kind of Bonding
**May 06, 2022**
Eyy you, what's up everyone? How's your day today read dot cash fam? Is it a productive, memorable one? Will whatever it is we should be thankful for all the blessings big or small so that they will come now and then.
I am here, again and again, trying to write whatever comes up in my mind as I don't want to pass this day again without publishing, and from that, I am thankful for this community as it allows us to write whatever topic as long as it will not be against the rules of.
Let's start
For my article, today what I wanted to share here was something about my personal life as the majority of us here sharing our daily lives right? Somehow we can relate to each further.
Our kind of bonding with my 2 kids
May some of you here know that I am a mother of two girls which are there named I combined and used as my username( Cleophia) The oldest was Cleofe and the youngest was Sophia.
I was 20 years old when I found out that I am pregnant it was a feeling that it's hard to explain a feeling of gratefulness a mix of emotions that God gave me this blessing.
I can say that in my firstborn I experienced difficulties in laboring as some of us experience this during the first delivery but all those suffering will fade away when we hear them crying that at last, they exist in this world. One reason why I didn't get quickly pregnant for my second child which they have a 5years gap it's because I was truly afraid during labor time.
Being a mother was the best feeling I could perceive, they are the reason for my existence they are the reason why I need to be strong in every battle that I encounter.
However, it is not easy for both of us to be far away from each other but then thankful for the internet connection, probably is the best use for the internet connection as in this way those people that have a long-distance will get together.
Cleofe was just 8 years old and Sophia was 4 years old when I left them. It was the most painful day of my life.
We are both brave enough to handle our situation during our first 2 years of being far away from each other in this period, we both know the struggle we face every day. The absence will make us strong enough.
Our kind of bonding was just through the **Internet connection** we never failed to check each other if what's happening in our everyday living though sometimes we encounter some disconnection after that we see to it that we didn't miss out some happenings in our life without telling to each other.
May some people say what kind of mother I am? For I can able to leave my daughter at such a young age? Will I can say is that I know God has a different purpose for all of us we have different paths. We have different reasons why we do such decisions but the only thing I can be sure of is whatever decision I made I offer to Almighty God because I know without him, I am nothing. Because I can't figure out how I can able to handle all these things but then I know if we put God in the center of everything nothing is impossible, believe me, this is all because of God that is why we can able all this that even we only bond on the internet but the affection of being a mother-daughter relationship was unbroken.
Closing words
Internet connection was played a big role nowadays on our daily basis we are very thankful for this kind of modern era, although there are also negative effects of this internet access we are the ones who control using in it. We should always look for the positive side. Because internet connection for me as of this moment was my first concern probably if only one day I didn't have connection my day will surely turn upside down.
And that's all for me today to my sponsors, commenters, readers, and upvoters God bless you all.
Thank you for reading!
Deep and Provoking Question to ask yourself
May 05, 2022
How are you guys? Hope everyone is okay as truly it's hard when we felt that we're not capable of doing anything as if we're stuck in one corner. I don't want to spread my negativity so as much as I could may you all have a great time today together, with your family and loved ones.
Just for me to write today I tried to look for a topic on google with some questions that we can ask ourselves, me as I can't find any good topic it's been 2 days that I don't know what to do I wanted to write but nothing can bring me some interesting topic so yeah, I try to answers this some provoking questions and if you like to answer some of it you can do it too. click this link https://bucketlistjourney.net/365-thought-provoking-questions-answered/
**Let's start**
**Who do you sometimes compare yourself to?**
I compare myself to someone who has a talent, especially in singing as I've mentioned in my previous article that if ever God me the talent id loved to have a nice voice because I love to sing even if I don't have a nice voice just only sing just to figure out my emotions through that songs.
**What do you wish you spent more time doing five years ago?**
Whoa, these questions suit me as I am exactly 5 years that I am separated from my 2 daughters if only I could go back to this year I wanted to spend the whole time with them but then life was so surprised I couldn't imagine that so long time that I can able and endure all those time without them by my side. But even if this happens but I didn't regret anything as I do this for their better future I sacrifice my happiness just to give them a proper living.
**Do you ask enough questions or do you settle for what you know?**
I always settle for what I know which is not okay for most we make mistakes, by not finding or asking for some people's ideas sometimes we need others' opinions we need to ask to learn more to gather more information.
**Is it possible to lie without saying a word?**
My answer is yes, for example, you know the truth but you keep your silence you keep it to yourself that's the one sign of telling a lie without saying even a single word.
**What makes you smile?**
Will as of this time of my life as I am far away from my family who makes me smile then I found some time to watch drama series for me to just smile to ease the boredom, for having a long-distance wasn't easy, that sometimes I forgot whats make me smile.
**If you had the opportunity to get a message across to a large group of people what would your message be?**
My message would be, to do what makes you happy, as life is too short to make it a memorable one.
**What do we all have in common besides the genes that make us human?**
The common for us humans is that we need someone to love and be loved, that's it for me.
**Which is worse failing or never trying?**
The worse is if you're not trying, for example, if I am not trying to learn about cryptocurrency probably I am not in this community right? So try and try and stop trying even if we failed at least we try and not regret it in the end.
**What gets you excited about life?**
Every time I learned something new that I think I couldn't for the rest of my life, we must not stop dreaming of something that we want to achieve because life has so many ways to offer, life is exciting and surprising.
**What are you most grateful for?**
The most I am being grateful for was when I became a mother because of them I appreciate everything that I have and that I live a colorful life they are the reason for my existence and I thank you.
That's all for me today my read dot cash family to all the users here may God guide us all.
Thank you so much!
During Election Campaign
May 2, 2022
Some of our Muslim brothers and sisters are celebrating eid today but my employer, celebrate it by tomorrow May 3, 2022.
I am not a Muslim but I respect or we need to respect any religion in that way we create a good relationship towards each other.
But today I am not discussing the Muslim religion as I only greeted my fellow Muslim friends with a happy Eid ul-Fitr. May Allah grant us whatever we desire in life.
It's the second day of the month already my fellow read dot cash users how fast is the day's pass-through right?
And by May 9 it's the Election Day in our beloved country Philippines we hope and pray that whoever is chosen to become a leader I hope the deserving one for that position. As for me, I am so sorry I am a boycotted for I wasn't able to register for this coming campaign.
I think the last time I voted was for President Rodrigo Duterte as I was in the Philippines at that time and I am proud of my vote as it is not wasted for tatay Digong was my best President as he cared for us Ofw, He's the one who makes and approved a passport, a drivers license 10years validity, Which was very benefited to all of us as 5 years was quickly finish and our country when it comes to this kind of documents hard to apply and that's real talk as what I've experienced before when we want to get important papers or Id they wanted to us show many documents too.
During the election campaign, I think that is not new to us that there is what we called vote-buying I think even our ancestors before they experience this process and I experienced it too, I wouldn't deny the fact that we're excited also when we receive some amount coming from the official who runs to have a position to the government.
Do you know someone who is rejected when there is this kind of vote-buying campaign? If there is then he or she's a living legend hihi because I will lend my open hand to receive whatever amount that they distribute to the people.
Will for me even we take that money but we should still vote for the right person that we think deserves our votes it's because for the sake of the future of our grandchildren.
Disclaimer: These are just my views and opinions. All I can say is vote wisely!
**Message**:
Thank you, everyone, to all who are always there for me to my sponsors may God bless you all.
My beloved sponsors and my newest one @JenThoughts thank you, sis.
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The result of my Laziness: Update for my income in April
**May 01, 2022**
How are you, fellows? We bid goodbye to April and let's welcome May full of hopes and dreams that we are going to strive to make into real dreams, so I know all of us here are people who have always wanted to put things in order just like when the month ended we all love to track our monthly earnings so that we will know which part that we're going to improve, which part we made mistakes for us to know how to improve our self specifically.
For today's write-up that I am going to share with you all my read dot cash family was about my April happenings and my earnings as well.
For the first week of April, I am consistent in writing and publishing articles every day as what of us doing that we tried to write every day if we want to have a goal to achieve.
But then in the middle of the month, things changed I felt demotivated I didn't even read articles to my co-users here. I let myself wallow in my negative emotions and end up with only 18 articles out of 30 days so sad but it's my fault no one to blame but my laziness attack which I didn't do anything about it.
For my **18articles** I only earned **$28.05** (hays) so sad right? But because of this, I want to challenge myself in this new month if others can make it 1 article per day why can't I? It's a positive mindset by the way and I hope I can make it through.
I know that I still have so many things to improve on this platform first my Inactivity I wished that this new month I was able to interact more as I felt guilty whenever I can't reply or I can't visit your respective write-ups.
But I wanted to tell you all that whoever leaves a comment on my articles I am thankful enough to have you as my virtual friend may I can't reply but I treasure it and pray that if only I have enough time to interact I would definitely love to do it but due to the busyness of my work I rarely visit some of you which I feel guilty soon I fix it.
Hopefully, I can manage my work and time here since it's already finished, Ramadan, so expected that I was going to be more have time interacting with you all on this beloved platform.
**Message:**
Before I would end this blog I want to thank this one user or should I say a generous one for the huge upvote for my article yesterday @ewyr I know you are not always publishing an article but you are a generous one for you are ready to give your blessings to anyone in here. God bless you.
To my sponsor thank you so much!
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Random Topic
April 30, 2022
Supposedly I am going to write and publish in the morning time but due to some occurrences that we can't avoid happening so just now, I am trying to set back and let my hand touch the keyboard of my laptop char Hihi cellphone lang pala.
So what's up read dot cash fam? It's the end of the month already some of us now are again outlining our output for April and starting again a new goal for May, (sigh ) my April income was not good as I have been so many days that I didn't able to write one reason for this is due to the celebration of the month of Ramadan wherein my work schedule change and so as my time on interacting in here. Will thankfully that is probably Ramadan, which will end this Monday and I am expecting my( Hadiya) gift from my employer lol 😆. I am like this always advanced assuming that I received something that's why sometimes I end up a disappointed if what's my mind wouldn't happen.
So now I am here today saying hi to everyone who can take the time to read my write up, you know for us to avoid plagiarism we need not copy from any other sources on the internet so we are here to write our thoughts, feeling, experience on our daily basis, some of our struggles in life that somehow we can relate to each other.
As my title indicates Random Topic as I am only performing chicka for my today's writing, ahh I love to share my yesterday's craziness overload.
May some of you know that I am a domestic helper here in Kuwait and this kind of job was very hard in a way that first, we need to separate from our loved ones we need to count the years before going back to our homeland, second, we don't know what kind of family we were staying as you know everywhere, we go there are bad people how much more dealing with people with different cultures, beliefs but I would say that I am blessed for I was in the family that I can say they treat me as human, yes, Human as not all employer treating their house helper as a human being base of what we saw in social media, some reported incidents that they experience maltreatment from their employer and so we pray for those people who experienced like this.
Yesterday I go to my madam sister's apartment for sometimes I am the one cleaning their rented apartment and I am okay with this setup as I don't have more workload for my madam's apartment as they are only 2 and only small space so it takes only 2 hours of cleaning the entire area and after that, I have enough rest time so sometimes I go with my madam sister though it's not okay to clean another house when it is not your employer, I am okay as they giving me money sometimes when they think that I have workloads. You know, when we do this kind of job we need to get their trust we need to get along with them, we called it (diskarte)or strategy for us to be able to finish our contract smoothly.
But you know sometimes I do crazy things, like yesterday I and madam headed to her sister's apartment it takes 20minutes drive to go there, I know they are all going outside as their cousins invited them to eat on the restaurant so my madam told me to stay there and clean up the sala and kitchen and bathroom, but I didn't bring my mobile phone every time I go there, because I want to concentrate cleaning. Since I quickly finish clean the place which my madam told me and I don't have anything to do as I didn't bring my mobile phone I feel bored while waiting for them to come back so what did I do? In their house, they have a lot of food, and before they leave the house they told me to eat anything that I want it seems like a grocery store then comes to my mind upon seeing those different kinds of food due to the boredom I set in the corner and started to eat first, I take I pack of junk food then open the refrigerator and I see soft drinks I take one and again I set in the corner while eating. To my surprise, I eat a lot until my stomach is full lol 😆. Although they tell me to eat anything but not what I expected to eat that different kinds of foods like ice cream, then different flavors of biscuits and junk foods though it's not good to eat junk foods what can I do? I didn't bring with me my mobile so I eat a lot lol 😆. And then lastly since I am a coffee lover I make one cup and enjoy sipping on it.
Until they come home and I am finally done eating like 30 minutes after. And then as if I act like I only eat 1biscuit hihi.
Then when my madam decides to go home it was already 2 am and her sister told me to do Nescafe for me I didn't say no even if I already drunk a while ago I was like oh my God palpitation is waving but thankfully I am okay.
That's all for me today guys stay safe and God Bless us all.
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Thank you for reading!
My Five Months Journey on Read.Cash
April 29, 2022
Hello, beautiful people all over the world, How is life? Will life is unpredictable, surprising, and incredible we never know what will be gonna happen but all we know is that if there is God in our hearts we are on the safe side and so let God be the center in everything we do.
Today's write-up that I am going to share here was about my five monthly old journeys of being a trying hard writer. All of us sure always remember how we started blogging we have the same path that we take, we strive, and we do our best so that the attention of our green baby somehow notices our effort.
How's my experience being a part of this community
My experience in this community was remarkable for I can't believe how I could do this so-called blogging, who am I? I am just a woman who has been dreaming to have an extra income online but I do not imagine that I become a clan of this community.
My first impression of this site was that only those people who know cryptocurrency, those people who are good at English grammar, and those people who have a good educational background are the ones who become successful on this blogging platform. But you can't blame me for my first impression of this platform as I was once weak and lacked any self-confidence I am afraid of failure, I don't want to experience disappointment for I know I was easily distracted by the small things that I encounter.
I am not good at everything, especially when it comes to online earnings but I surprise, by the things that I thought I couldn't for the rest of my life.
How thankful I am to be part of this community
Being part of this community for 5 months currently was enough to be thankful for we learned a lot of things, I build up my self-esteem, I found virtual friends I read some motivational words, which somehow helps me to become a better version of my own.
Five months and counting let's claim that all of us who are on this platform will be cherished the time that once in our lives we met even in a virtual world.
And I think that's all for me today it's already 3 am Kuwait time and it's time for me to sleep for tomorrow is another day.
But before I would end this blog post of mine I just want to thank my newest sponsor @Talecharm thank you so much for the support may God bless you more you are one of a kind and generous user in this community.
To all of you a million thanks!
Keep Going No Matter What
April 28, 2022
**There were times** in our lives when we don't know what we are going to do we felt the emptiness, we keep asking questions about everything, and We need answers to that commotion in our minds.
**There were times** that we wanted to go back to our younger years wherein we were still innocent, noble, naive in everything that surrounded us.
**There were times** when we are going to think deeply about why this and that happens in our life.
**There were times** that we didn't notice time passes quickly that there are so many aspects of our lives that are being missed that we couldn't fix them anymore, time never comes back that every second of the day was being treasured and cherished.
To my sponsors thank you so much, you guys are my inspiration to keep going no matter what.
**There were times** when I am not being active on this wonderful platform believe me in the back of my mind there is this entity that I am going to leave and give up, for I have something inside me that had negative thinking which I know in myself, that it has nothing do good for me.
I easily get distracted by the things, the negative happening on my daily basis but I know I am a strong woman, a dominant mother of 2 girls who give me the strength to keep going to believe that I can do things that are beyond my purposes to continue what I've started.
**There were times** during my downfall days that don't dare to continue and think that it was better to give up everything but then God sees my worth he does not allow me to go in the wrong direction he lend his helping hand to me.
Closing words
Whoever experiences loneliness, and emptiness right at this moment in time believes it is just a trial or a test for us to be more strong in the upcoming days of our lives.
I know all of us experienced a downfall no one is exempted from this kind of thing because if we are not encounter some difficulty in our daily lives our life has no color this is also what we call an uneventful life or a boring life.
Message
Thank you, everyone, for the unending support I know I still need to give more effort here. However, I need to get myself together first so that I can able to do the best I can.
That's all for me today and I thank God for this time that I can write and able to publish an article even though not so good at writing at least no one will intimidate my work rather they support my journey on this platform read dot cash.
Thank you for reading!
Keep going!
A Talent that I Wish I Could
April 27, 2022
**Does anyone here have a talent for singing?** If you are one of those people who are having a nice voice. Then God gives you this talent that you should be thankful for, I would say you are a terrific person for not all have this God's gifts gave an opportunity.
You must treasure this kind of stuff because others only just dream to own it.
If I had one wish to have potential on my own I would like to have a nice voice, a talent that I am going to cherish for the rest of my life, though I don't have a nice voice, I think I will still be appreciative for I know how to sing I love singing any kind of song as long as I can relate to the lyrics and a message to that song, I love hearing those love songs and that if we can't express of how we feel to a person then a song lyrics precisely explain on how we feel towards that person.
If we feel sad, or unhappy then there is a song that fits our feelings, it's good when we feel in love as for sure so many love songs that as if it is a sound of birds a sound of nature that it's like a wave on the ocean we surely put a smile on our face if heard some music that explains exactly what we feel.
Who can still remember high school days? during the 90s youngsters, me, I still remember those days in high school days rather than if we have free time or after lunch, we're going to get our song hits notebook that we treasure than math notebook right? Or sometimes we're happy when one subject teacher does not attend the class as for sure we are all classmates happy as we have enough time for chickas and singing most of the time.
And one thing I noticed is that if we are going to sing a song the first that we remember was the ***chorus*** lines or stanza, wherein we get easily the tune, the **lyrics,** the words, and also if we don't remember the title but the chorus will surely we know, that we repeatedly sang right? Can anyone explain it hihi? Will I think it is because the chorus lines were the subject or the main topic of the song that is why we quickly recollect the words in it.
Since I've mentioned that I truly love singing I will include here some of my favorites songs that I love to sing.
Fight song by Rachel flatten
This is my now by Jordin sparks
Reflection, by:Christina Aguilera
God give me you, by Bryan White
Beautiful in white, by Shane Filan
Falling like a star, by James Arthur
It's Not Goodbye, by Laura Pausini
Perfect, by Ed Sheeran
One of us, by Joan Osborne
Pusong Bato by Alon
As of this time, these are my favorite songs that I love to hear and memorize all the lyrics. Whenever I am sad, or happy I just open YouTube and hear some songs that somehow can ease the feeling of being alone and lonely.
I think that's all for me today, I would like to thank my sponsors to all who renewed their sponsorship a million thanks to @LeticiaFelize God bless you sis, and thank you so much.
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