Parcel Arrived From my Virtual Friend in read.cash
*September 27, 2022*
**Happy Tuesday to all!**
We have so much going on in our lives right now, we are going through some hard times but just believe in ourselves and keep moving forward.
For my today's writing, I want to share some of my day-to-day happenings as you know so Im not missed in publishing an article so that I can earn bitcoincash.
Before anything else, I know it's always repeated but I will not get tired of always telling how blessed I am that I am here on this platform because for almost two years and I always found another earning site, but believe me only read. cash and noise. cash who I treasure the most no bias because this is the truth but nothing but the truth. I know most of you agree with me since you experience it also that these two platforms give benefits to all of us and so because of that I am thankful to those people behind this earning site.
Parcel from Leyte to Cebu
Last month, @Chelle18 posted on her Facebook account that she's selling pre-loved clothes coming from her sister-in-law who is working in Hongkong.
Why she sells it?
Because her kids are all boys and so I told her that I want to buy some of those clothes for my daughter Sophia she's 10 years old this coming Sunday but oh wait to speak of birthday we didn't have a party since I am in a tight budget so already explain to her that probably they only go to church and buy foods only for them without inviting the neighborhood and she understands the situation despite her young age.
Last September 23 @Chelle18 chatted with me that her husband will be the one who goes to send the parcel and that for 7pcs of clothes the shipping fee was only 100pesos from Leyte to Cebu province.
The photo below is the one she sends to me it is on the way to shipment.
And Today September 27, 2022, the parcel arrived on the doorstep of my house, it takes only 4 days for shipment.
Sophia loves to make videos and while unboxing she takes a video and sends it to me and I do screenshots for today's writing.
She was very happy knowing that she had now a nice dress. Because to be honest it's rare for us to buy a dress due to a lack of budget so when we own one we are so blessed even if it is only a pre-loved
The price for this is only 100 pesos. The rest of the clothes that I buy are all leggings and also all fit her but didn't take a photo since she's tired from school probably she will send me all when they have time.
Closing words
All money that I pay for this is from my earnings here that's why I am thankful for this site. I've learned so many things here and have virtual friends that we can talk to without judgment.
That's all for today's blog post of mine thank you, everyone And God bless us all.
The Earthquake
September 26, 2022
Monday!
As of this writing, it's 7 am here on this side of the world last night I sleep early and so I also woke up at this time mostly because it's 8 am as most of the time that is the time frame when I woke up.
So what's up read. cash fam? It's so sad that a lot of people have now been affected again and after experiencing this traumatic natural disaster a lot of our kababayans damaged their homes, infrastructure, livelihood, etc. As I see in the news some rescuers lost their life some of them blamed those people who are hard-headed for not evacuating as early as they can they waited until those rescuers come and take the risk to rescue them.
Dangerous and Traumatic natural calamity that I experienced
**Earthquake** I find this the most dangerous natural calamity since no one can predict that there might be an earthquake coming we don't know how and do not expect to know when that anytime happen. In just a blink of an eye, it can damage or lose people's lives.
Not like a typhoon still, we can prepare since the weather forecaster observed and can determine the current location and intensity of the storm.
It was 2013 when I first experience a strong Earth quick I clearly remember the year since my daughter Sophia was 5 months old at that time and she was born in that particular year.
*The 2013 Bohol earthquake on October 15 at 8:22 pst in Bohol an island province located in Central Visayas Philippines. The magnitude of the earth quick was recorded at Mw 7.2, the epicenter 6 kilometers S24 of sagbayan, and its depth of focus of 12 kilometers. Source Wikipedia.*
In Cebu, It happened at 8 something in the morning the weather is fine we all can see and feel everything was alright I was at my work when this traumatic earthquake happen.
In my workplace where everyone is busy with their respective assigned area then suddenly the world is shaking and all the machines and lights are off and I can hear the loud shouting, screaming, and running around where we didn't know where we going we almost stamped just because of panicked that we want to go outside as we heard some falling materials.
When we were all outside we are in a state of shock we didn't know what we feel, were nervous and thinking about our family and we can't contact them since we automatically lost connection at that time and so our supervisor told us to go home and be careful everyone is caring to each other.
From that experience of mine, I know some places specifically in Bohol are more damaged wherein the buildings collapsed, churches, houses, and some people died at that time I feel how hard to those people who are the most damaged than I was.
It takes how many days before we go back to work since the building are need to check for our safety since the walls are cracking.
Final Thoughts
Natural disasters can occur at any time so we need to be ready at all times. And don't forget to Pray.
That's all for me today stay safe!
Thank you, everyone!
Not Pregnant
*September 25, 2022*
I was laughing at myself for what I am doing today, despite my unproductive week again but I can not do anything as even though I want to wake up and be motivated but not feeling it so much for that I let myself be what it is.
**So for today's writing, I want to share the little crazy things that I did.**
One aspect of my absence from being here is when the sister of my employer came here and it happens every Thursday up in Saturday she's stayed for 3 nights she had 11 months old baby boy.
I am not saying that she's not good but only when she was here she became paralyzed I mean she likes my name coz she keeps on calling me lol that's even the thing that she wants in front of her but as if she doesn't have a hand I feel annoyed with her but the good thing my patience is like a hair of **Rapunzel**.
So speaking of crazy things that I do is that today she ordered in the pharmacy a pregnancy kit but she kept on hiding it from her sister it's the second time now that she do a pregnancy test.
When her order arrived I was in the kitchen and she told me to go outside as she had ordered and when her sister my( madam) asks what she orders and answer that it's a panadol or it's paracetamol and my madam tell that why she didn't tell her since she has a panadol.
Upon receiving her order and I checked and it was not panadol but it was a pregnancy kit. When I get inside she then told me to put it in her room. And as far as I know, sometimes we become **marites** 😆 because we wanted to know especially in this kind of matter.
I thought that maybe she does the test at her house since today they are going but then she went up to her room and she asked me to bring a *paper cup* and after that, I go again to the kitchen.
*After a couple of minutes again I heard someone calling my name the annoying voice lol.*
I go quickly to where the voice coming from it was inside the comfort room and then this annoying lady told me to change the garbage bin At first, I wonder why she want me to change it since it is still not full and I had just changed the garbage bag a while ago.
In a couple of minutes, my **marites** personality takes in and I have this in my mind that I wanted to know if it's **positive** or **negative** hahaha.
I just keep the garbage bag behind door by the time she goes home I want to open it just to know whether she's pregnant or not.
***Furthermore***, it is also my ***intention*** to know because for sure it affects me it adds workload if it happens and with this kind of attitude probably I prefer to go home.
So at around **7 pm** finally her husband come to take her and their son.
I put gloves on my hand and open the garbage bag and charan it shows
"**Not Pregnant** " maybe she feels relieved upon knowing that it's negative since one time she told me that she doesn't want to get preggy again because her husband not helping her for taking care of the baby and they don't have enough money to get a housemaid.
It's nice pregnancy kit since it will already determined if how many weeks if you are a positive in result.
*That's all for me today I know na walang kabuluhan itong pinagsusulat ko pero hayaan niyo lang hehe wala na akong ibang maisip na isulat basta salamat pa rin kay rusty at sa mga patuloy na sumusuporta.*
Thank you for reading!
Health is Wealth
September 19, 2022
***I always believed that having good health is more important than wealth.***
Good health is the real wealth of our life because once it is lost in someone he has lost everything in this wonderful world.
Just so you know that I am not feeling well at this moment it started in the afternoon I feel always sneezing and having a running nose that causes my eyes to water. Glad that I am alone in the house as madam went outside and come back in the afternoon and when she arrived she noticed that my voice change and asked me if I am sick. I told her that" **yes I am madam**".
She then told me to drink the medicine she give me a **panadol** same as **biogesic** in the Philippines.
This is the medicine that my madam gives me it's for all-in-one tablets if you feel something terrible in your body expected that they offer you this tablet.
I thought that I am a very strong woman but now I feel that I am weak. But of course, I still overcome this, It just so happens that sometimes we need to listen to our body it's a wake-up call for me that I am human because sometimes I thought I have powers since I endure everything.
because it's been 6 years since I came here to Kuwait and that no one time I got sick only today that I box of tissue that I finished wiping on my nose and it's now hurting every time I wipe so what I did I put water first the tissue before I put on my nose.
As you can see my garbage bin is almost full of used tissue I am just sitting in my room since I also can't sleep. It's hard when you feel not okay and you are alone.
I don't know what's the reason why I am sick since the weather is still stable. I hope it will not be coming worse as for sure I will not be comfortable with my work especially since I am always sneezing.
However, I do my best to quickly get well I drink plenty of water and also warm lemon so probably if I sleep and take rest I am coming better.
Final thought
Health is very important we should keep it above all.
If we are healthy we will be more focused on our life goals and also we should care our self as nobody has the responsibility of our own but ourselves.
And before I end my blog post I wanted to flex my badge by saying that I already reached 5000 views and that I am thankful to all of you who are always there to read my not-so-good write-ups. God bless you all!
Thank you for reading!
Cleophia_
Concentrate on the Goals
September 18, 2022
It's midnight here in Kuwait and here I am waiting for the call from my family in the Philippines as it is our routine every day. I can't sleep if I can't contact them so while waiting for them I tried to write my blog post for today.
Anyway, I am feeling alright, as of this time as our visitors the sister of my madam go home this evening and for sure tomorrow, I have less work since only I and madam stayed here in the apartment.
I just want to say that it is probably what I am writing here is more about my daily life as I can easily do the writing. Since there are times that I occupied a lot of household chores I could even think about what topic I am going to write so I decided to write about whatever my days happening.
I understand you guys if you feel that my write-ups are not worth it to read or you feel bored you can free to skip guys promise I wouldn't be feeling hard as of course all of us are too busy our time is precious so use it wisely.
**So without further ado let me get underway**
As my title stated above that says to ***concentrate on the goals*** as, to be honest, I need to be serious now. I have so many regrets, realization but as we all know no regrets come first it should be last.
I need to concentrate on my goals, not for myself but for my kids I don't want them to experience what I experienced in life the hard life that I've been through.
I am not a perfect mother but I want the best for my kids, even though I am far away from home but I make sure that I know every detail like what they doing, what time they sleep, and wake up what food they eat.
Though it's different when we are together in the same place than only seeing on the internet or camera as what we always heard is that everything happens for a reason. And whatever the reason it is I left up all to God for he is the only know what's the best for all of us.
So to everyone who is now struggling to achieve the goals always remember to keep going, stay positive don't stop believing in yourself, and always remember that achieving the goals come with sacrifice, we face struggles that sometimes we wanted to give up and so to avoid this to happen we need someone to motivate us during our difficult times.
Closing words
Achieving our goals needs determination and a little more hard work to get ahead. l need to fight distractions and live life to the fullest there is no shortcut way to achieve our goals it needs patience.
That's all for me today thank you much.
Cleophia_
The Realization Hit Me Badly
September 16, 2022
I started drafting this article for today at 11 am, why?
Because last night at 8 pm the sister of my madam coming here and decide to sleep together with her 11 months son, to be honest, if this lady comes here I am not comfortable though we are okay sometimes we can't force ourself to feel okay with someone, but I need to obey and respect them as it is my duty.
And so up until as of this writing they are all still sleeping so probably if they wake up I don't have time to write.
Since I promise that I need to be active and publish once a day so I need to do time management.
So for today's write up I wanted to share my failures and regrets for the past few days it was the time when I am inactive here just so today the realization hit me badly**.**
**My last article stated that I need to stop my addiction to the raffle draw because I realized that it was just a waste of money.**
Late did I know that there is also one thing that I am addicted to and that is purchasing random things online I guess I was depressed, and sad at that time, and the only thing to ease my boredom is just scrolling through my Facebook account and watching those who do live selling I was experiencing it last year that I was hooked also and that my bitcoincash savings well spent to that thing that I ordered and I didn't recognize that it happened again though not same before but also I feel the regret when I received a message from the online seller where I ordered as they already finalized the products that I purchased.
When I ordered they keep on telling me that the shipping fee is very less and that I shouldn't worry but then it was all lie because if only I know that the shipping fee will cost the same as the items I chose probably I will not go through but you know no one can blame but myself because I am easily tempted by those who sell online.
**This is the message that the seller forwarded it stated that the shipping fee cost a total of 381.00Pesos or in dollars, which is almost 6$**.
Not only this I have also a friend and at the same time a neighbor who happened that she also selling online and she also offered me her items and so since I had this attitude who easily tempted I also purchased and probably I guess to show support for her small business.
My online friend conversation so since our article needed at least 3 minutes of reading time so I need to translate the convo.
She wanted me to choose those pictures item that she forwarded and told me that it was okay that I pay for them through installments for 1 month.
So I tell her that I only want lotion and baby Cologne for my 2 daughters and it cost almost 5$ for two items.
Closing words
Now that I realized what I am doing that I am easily invited and I wanted to change myself I wanted to think many times before I do the moves. I am hoping and praying that this would be the last budol that I encountered that I need to save money for the future.
That's all for me today thank you everyone for the unending support.
Edit: The sister of my employer they are still here I don't have any idea when she go back to her apartment I hope it will be tomorrow.
Goodnight everyone and see you tomorrow.
Cleophia_
I Need To Stop my Addiction to Raffle Draw
September 16, 2022
*Are you familiar with the raffle draw?*
It is still considered a gambling competition in which people obtain numbered tickets, each of which has the chance to win a prize after the tickets or numbers are sold a draw determines who possible person holds the winning number.
Last August 15 there is an online seller on Facebook who conducts a raffle draw wherein we can buy or choose the number from 1 up to 1000 for 2$ each number.
It is up to those participants how many slots they buy as we all know the more entries the more chances of winning. At first, I didn't join I only observed the games, and I can witness a lot of people who join the raffle draw probably because if we are lucky on that day 2$ in the blink of an eye will turn into a huge amount of money.
On the second batch of the raffle draw, it was the time that I decide to join, and of course, during the raffle draw, I was hoping and praying that I am the luckiest among all the participants because of course we joined so that we want that prices we want to win and I guess all who joined would think and feel also the same we all want to be a winner.
But as we all know this kind of gambling we said that if you are lucky then you win because it is randomly picked up. First, join 2$ I lose because only I slot I take. but then I still wanted to join even though it was 50/50 to win I still put my 2$ at risk.
Until I didn't realize that I become addicted that every game I should join and that I didn't mind the disadvantages of joining this kind of game. When I checked how much I lose since I joined it already cost 8$ upon realizing how hard finding that amounts if I only kept that amount there is a possibility that I can save than joining this kind of gambling.
The good thing that has happened is that I realized and admitted that what I am doing will not do good for me it's better to save that 2$ and that I already unfollow the one who organized that games so that I can avoid joining because one thing I recognize is that if we keep on watching as if there is someone or should I say a devil who pushed us to join so it's better to unfollow and focus on the possible things to happen.
A lesson that I learned
Once we start to join gambling sometimes it's hard to stop we need to make a way how to deal with it I know it is not easy but we need to find a positive way. I need to plan my days so that I am not tempted to join any form of gambling,
We should always remind ourselves that once we start it's hard to stop we should discipline and focus and manage our lives.
That's all for my blog post for today thank you so much, everyone.
P.s. While I am writing this I am sleepy so whenever there is something wrong with my write-up, please feel free to tell me so that I know.
It's already 1 am Kuwait time see you tomorrow my read.cash family.
Cleophia_
A Day in my Life: My Wednesday Happening
September 15, 2022
**I am happy that despite my one week of being inactive and rusty didn't forget my existence. I am hoping that from now on I want to be more active so that I can save some bitcoincash too.**
So I guess one thing for us to always have something to publish at least once a day is that we are going to share our daily lives in that way we can not skip for writing as we already had a topic because we all know finding a good topic to share is quite a hard right? But we are lucky enough since read. cash gives us the freedom to whatever niche that we wanted to share as long as our writings, and own opinions and not copied by other sites that is what's more important.
So for today's blog post of mine, I am going to share my Wednesday happening.
At 8 am that's exactly the time I woke up without the alarm clock my body used to wake up at that particular hour that's what they call a body clock even we sleep late but still we wake up at that certain time.
It's been 2 weeks that I and madam only here in the house her brother was in turkey on vacation probably come back by the end of this month.
Her one married sister come here but did not stay a long time and I am happy because I have a lot of my time but of course, they are not happy if their house helper had fewer duties they always telling me that I am happy because their brother is not around and that I don't have workloads. I wanted to answer them sarcastically but good thing I still have big respect for them as my employer I keep my mouth shut and let them think what they want.
However, even if they are sometimes depressing the good thing is I can eat whatever I want I can cook what's inside the freezer and that's very important for all.
So when I woke up I decide to take out 1whole Chicken inside the freezer because I wanted to cook Chicken adobo.
I put water and leave until the ice melted and that's the time I cut it.
*They have a lot of chicken inside the freezer as they have a ration every month how lucky they are, Kuwaiti people are lucky since their country was rich that even though they sleep their whole lives still they have money because the government supports them. Okay, enough for my storytelling.*
Madam woke up at 9: 30 she has an appointment at the salon at 10 am so she hurriedly go it takes almost 3 hours until she come back.
At noon 12 pm I started to cook Chicken adobo until madam come and asked me what I cooked.
She then told me that she waited until I finished cooking since she already know chicken adobo and she likes to eat when I am the one cooking.
Madam patiently waited in sala while talking on the phone after 1 hour finally I am done with everything including rice so I served it to my madam and in fairness, she likes it as she wants more rice after finishing the first plate that I served her.
Thereon when she's done eating I take the plate as you can see they are like that I didn't know why they do not eat everything they must leave something on the plate. But anyway that is there a way of eating we can not dictate them.
When madam finished everything and go to her room while I am in the kitchen eating and all I can say is I cooked chicken adobo nicely and that there are only 3 slices of chicken left.
Final words
I didn't include the recipe on how I cooked chicken adobo since I only saw it on YouTube and I didn't follow it all because I make some versions of mine.
That's all for me today thank you everyone all photos that I used from yours truly.
Cleophia_
I Am Worried
September 14, 2022
*How's everyone?* It's good to be back here it's been more than a week since my last post and I am not happy with what I am doing but then I need to face the consequences if ever rusty wouldn't recognize me at all.
Anyway, I know that we can not avoid some negative circumstances in our daily lives, but what's good about it is that it makes us strong enough to handle things in order.
To be honest, one reason why I didn't bother to **write, read, and published** articles is because all my free time ill spent on some things which are not helpful to me at the end of the day I ask myself, what exactly do I want? I already didn't know what was going on with me I do things that I rarely used to exist like filming myself and posting it on Facebook as if I want some attention from other people which we all know that those people didn't help but only just doing some gossip with what we are performing.
However, I know, that I have something in my mind that keeps on bothering me but also I kept on telling myself that it's nothing and that everything is all right which is the opposite of what happened to me I have so many worries about what would be gonna happen in the upcoming days, the month it's because 3 months from now I am already jobless that's the sad part when we overseas workers going home.
Why I am worried
I am worried because I am going back home with less money and it's been how many months now since the last time I give money to my parents I feel guilty whenever I can't give them, Even though I wanted to give them my budget is not enough I need to pay first the dept for the house materials.
I am worried it's because for sure after my vacation, I need to go back abroad again. After all, I don't have any choice since I am not yet ready or financially able to stay for good in the Philippines, particularly since all the prices for our daily needs were already increasing from time to time so we need to grind more so that by the time that we are no longer able to work then are ready and we will not be come to be a burden to our family so we keep on going.
Closing words
The hardest part is when the time comes that my vacation is over I didn't know if I can still handle the pain because every time I recall, those moments when we bid goodbye my heart broke and it needs a long time before I could recover.
That's all for me today hoping for the best for all of us, To my sponsor and all my virtual friend thank you so much.
Thank you for reading!
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Find Your Best Self
September 02, 2022
Whoa it seems that I am out of my mind again today I feel so empty since I woke up at 8 am, I just only keep on scrolling on my mobile and am glad that while I go on my gallery to delete some unwanted photos I saw this some questions about ourselves and so why not to write it in here.
*So here it is*
How would I describe my ideal life?
My ideal life is that I want to spend my time with my family but sad to say I can't able to make it at this point that is why I am praying and hoping that time will come that what my heart desires will be coming completely into reality.
What is most important to me?
I guess for all of us the most important thing is our family right? Good health, peace of mind.
If I would describe myself what would I say?
I am proud to say that I have a good heart, and am patient, independent, and open-minded.
If my friends were to describe me, what would they say?
My friends level me as sometimes funny, a little bit crazy, and sometimes weird. But if you will become my friend I am on your side through thick and thin I am here to motivate you when you need it.
How can I create more positive habits?
To create a more positive habit is that we need to do the task first early in the morning and keep a positive attitude towards life, and learn something new daily.
What are my goals for next month?
Will, to be honest, my big goal is that I need to save money so that I can go back home and spend my time with my family, this is one reason why I push myself, to publish an article once a day.
What I am leaving in the past?
I leave my past behind I already allow myself to heal. And accept that we all have experienced an unhappy childhood.
What do I forgive myself for?
I forgive myself, for sometimes I am thinking that I am not good enough, for giving up my hopes and dreams at times.
What steps can I take to be the most confident version of myself?
To be the most confident version of myself is that I need to focus on positive attributes instead of my weaknesses I should focus on building my strength rather than my weaknesses and being happy with ourselves.
What I am grateful for?
First and foremost I am grateful to my parents for bringing me into this wonderful world, I am grateful for my 2 daughters for they are the ones who complete my life, and I am grateful for my job, my health, and yeah in general I am grateful for everything that I have.
That's all for me today God bless us all!
Lead image by Unsplash!
Thank you!
11.24 Dollars For August Income
*September 01, 2022*
We officially welcome the new month of September in another way that our wishes become reality.
If your goals from August didn't achieve will I just let you know that you are not a failure it's so happening and it's normal and we only need to recognize which part we did wrong and why we failed to do so. May we fail many times but we can still choose to get up and try and try again until we succeed don't just let lie on the bed and let and get knocked down, we should get up!
I hope and pray that this new month will bring us many blessings and fulfillment, success will abide with us, and most importantly peace of mind.
For my today's update since it's a fresh new month as usual we do always update our performance here on this platform. We all know that since June we already had experienced the coldness of our dear random rewarder a.k.a rusty. But despite that, we, however, continue writing.
My August achievement was quite not okay I was only able to publicize 18 articles out of 31 days and that accumulated a total of 11$ but at least I still have this amount even though I almost give up. There are 6 consecutive days that I failed to not bother of being active in writing and reading and on the hive account I failed also to work it out even how I tried to but still, I fail and that I need to change hopefully I can strive on this new month.
In my 9 months of being here and a user of this platform, I didn't remember I accomplished all my desired goals that I set every month, it's all failed probably the reason for this is I am easily distracted by negativities around me.
And so still I want to set a goal of at least by the end of this month, I compare how my performance may it be bad or good it will somehow help to recognize where I need to improve myself since we can not avoid the negative impact in our surroundings because this is a part of our daily basis we only need to know how to balance. Our life has always changed and many challenges in dealing with these unexpected changes can be very stressful and so we only need to be flexible and find ways how to cope when this occurs.
This new month I again hope and pray that whatever crisis we're facing we can get over it and that's nothing new with my goal only to be productive, can publish an article, and be able to earn bitcoincash.
And to all who always reading, and commenting on my write up may God Bless you and my sponsors @Adrielle1214 for the renewal of sponsorship thank you so much!
That's all for my blog post for today!
Thank you for reading!
Last Day Of August!
**August 31, 2022**
*There are 31 days in August 2022, which equals 744 hours or 2678400 seconds with 23 weekdays and 8 weekends.*
I would like to take this opportunity to thank God for the following:
Staying by my side
I thank God for not leaving me in my difficult situation even though there are times that I forgot him, especially when I am not in trouble but God is good all the time for he does not leave us although we can not see him we can feel because without him we are nothing in this world. So to those who struggled a lot don't hesitate to ask for guidance in our Almighty God for he is ready to listen to our burden in life.
Protecting my family
This is the most important thing that I ask God, for me to be able to work easy I always ask him to protect my family because it's not easy being far from our family, and we know that our family is not in good condition or good health and from this I thank him that even I am not the one taking care of my two kids but seeing them smiling and in good health was my biggest gift I received from above.
Giving us what we need
Despite the crisis that we are facing but look at us now still able to eat 3 times a day, have a house to live in, and clothing to wear because if we ask God with a sincere heart he is willing to give us whatever we want as long as we are willing to wait at the right time and in his time.
Keeping us safe and healthy
For the past 2 years, that coronavirus spread all over the world we are living in a time of uncertainty which can lead us to stress, and anxiety but God help us to cope with our worries and that is thanks to him that we are now Little recovering with this hardest part in our living that we encounter invisible killer.
For all the blessings
Thank you, God, for providing me with more than I could ever have imagined for the opportunity for online earnings like read. cash, and noise. cash, for the family and virtual friends I am blessed to have who are always giving kind words that they leave in my comments section.
For everything
Thank you, God, for everything for giving me the strength for inspiring me to continue what I've started, for giving me hope, and for guiding me in the right direction. I know that you are listening whenever I talk to you, and for the hard times that give me a lesson to learn by whispering my soul when I almost felt dead.
Final thought
To anyone who is feeling lost, sad, or heartbroken, always remember that ask God for guidance for he is willing to listen to everything that burdens us inside.
Thank you for reading!
I'm Still Undecided Which One is my Target!
August 30, 2022
**Why it's hard to make a decision?**
It's difficult to take a decision when our mind doesn't cooperate with our hearts they keep on arguing and that leads me to confuse about what I am going to try.
Since I already decided to go back home this coming December I can't seem to figure out what I am going to do when I am going back home. I have so many interests but I lack self-confidence we all know that at some point in our lives we are not entitled to choose between various options.
I know what my heart desires I wanted to stay in the Philippines for good to stay with my family so that those years that I am far away from them will somehow not happen again because being with our loved ones is the best feeling that we have, being together with my kids is the only thing that matters to me but at the back of my mind there are so many uncertainties, what ifs, doubts that make me feel upset for what might be their future if I fail for my decision.
I've always had a great interest in business-like selling and wanted to own a small convenience store but as I've said I am afraid of failure, and I lack self-confidence.
I keep on searching for what good small business I am going to start up because I need to try new things I need to go out of my comfort zone I need to be brave enough for my family. I need to follow what my heart mumbles may some people laugh when I fail but what matters for me is my self-worth.
I need to accept that at some point we experience failure and I must gather all my courage and go ahead after evaluating the pros and cons of the decision and accept the outcome of this.
Furthermore, as of this time I am still undecided about which one is my target I know I have still 4 months of staying here in my workplace and still enough time to think about what's the best decisions that I am going to take.
Closing words
Making decisions is hard when we have so many options because we keep on comparing both. And also when our mind is unsettled we can't get good decisions so we better need to calm down and take time to settle everything and then that's the time we can decide what the right thing to do.
And that's all for me today may whatever our goals in life in the end as with most things in life if we do not start somewhere we will never get anywhere we should love what we do and that we will be happy.
Yung Pasensya Ko Kaunti Nalang
August 29,2022
**Hay, limang araw na namang absent dito bakit ba kasi?**
As usual problemado na naman ako ganyan naman talaga ako kapag hindi nakakapag sulat ibig sabihin okupado talaga sa ibang bagay yung isip ko.
*So may kwento ako hehe.*
Ako bilang isang katulong dito sa middle east masasabi kong sobrang ingat ko na hindi magkakamali lahat ng utos ng amo ko sinisigurado kung ginagawa ko ang aking tungkulin na kahit minsan may mga utos na sumusubra na ay wala silang reklamong matatanggap galing sa akin. Isa ito sa mga nagustuhan nila sa akin yung tipong sunud sunuran sa kanila yan ang gusto nila at nagpapasalamat ako sa Panginoon dahil sobrang haba ng pasensya yung ibinigay niya sa akin Kaya ako umabot dito sa amo ko ng anim na taon.
**Tayong mga Pilipino ay masisipag at may mahabang pasensya pero darating din yung oras na kahit gaano pa kahaba yung pasensya mo ay talagang mauubos ito.**
Itong mga amo ko masasabi kung okay naman magpasahud on time naman at alam kung hindi sila nambubug bug ng katulong kasi **butiki** nga takot eh hahaha.
Kaya lang kapag makikita nilang wala kang gaanong trabaho ay mag aalburoto yung kanilang ugali hahanapan ka talaga ng trabaho.
Dalawa na lang sana itong amo ko magkapatid at apartment lang itong tinitirhan nila tatlong kwarto maliit na sala at maliit na kusina so expected na wala akong gaanong trabaho sapagkat minsan lang din ako magluluto dahil ang sabi nila ay diet sila kaya magluluto lang ako ng para sa akin.
Nung 2016 pagdating ko dito nasa malaking bahay pa sila nakatira apat silang magkapatid dalawang babae at dalawang lalaki pero noong 2018 ibininta ang kanilang bahay at yung isang kapatid nila na babae ay nakapag asawa na at ang isang lalaki ay humiwalay ng tirahan dahil hindi sila magkasundo sa kanilang older brother which is ito yung nagpapasahud sa akin.
Ngayon iyung isa nilang kapatid na nakapag asawa na at mayroon na itong isang 10months old na bata ngayon ,at itoy nangungupahan din ng apartment wala silang katulong at ako yung dinadala ng amo ko minsan doon para mag linis.
Para sa akin okay lang dahil naiintindihan ko naman dahil wala naman akong masyadong trabaho dito lalo na at 1month wala dito yung kapatid nila dahil nagbabakasyon sa turkey sa September 27 pa ang balik kaya lalong mag aalburuto yung amo ko dahil wala akong gaanong trabaho dito.
Kaya yung kapatid niya na may anak palaging pumupunta dito at panay utos sa akin pero para sa akin okay lang sunud pa rin ako ng sunod amo ko yun eh pero yung parang hindi pa rin makuntento akala napakalaki yung sahud na ibinigay nila pero ako nagpapasalamat sa Dios despite sa lahat hindi niya ako pinabayaan binigyan niya ako ng lakas para makayanan ko ang lahat ng aking madadaanang problema.
Ang dinaramdam ko lang ay kung bakit ganyan yung ugali nila despite sa kabutihan na ipinakita ko sa kanila na lahat naman ng utos nila sinusunod ko pero kapag wala akong ginagawa ay hahanapan talaga ako ng trabaho.
Kaya hindi nila ako masisisi na magsisinungaling akong babalik pa sa kanila ngayong uuwi ako dahil alam ko na ang kanilang ugali good luck na lang talaga kung makakahanap pa kayu ng isang katulad kong kay haba ng pasensya hahaha.
Hanggang dito nalang muna ang aking kwento kwento dahil may ipalilinis yung amo ko sa itaas kaya sa mga magbabasa nito maraming salamat hahaha.
Sa aking mga sponsors maraming salamat.
Five Rules Of A Relationship
August 23, 2022, Tuesday
Time: 4:38 Kuwait time
Every relationship is different and the rules are very beneficial in this situation if we established boundaries can set a healthy foundation for any kind of relationship.
Below are some examples of the rules of relationship
Stay faithful
Every one of us wants a healthy relationship with our partner and one that we must possess is we need to stay faithful when hard times arise there are so many temptations around but if you truly love your partner being faithful comes naturally, if you choose someone that you want to stay for the rest of your life then remain faithful and loving each day, you need to choose everyday, enjoy each other company.
Make Them Feel Wanted
We want to feel useful that if our partner has a bad day listen and try to get along showing our partners that we understand his / her feelings somehow they feel that there is someone to support especially emotional support.
Respect your partner
Respect is very crucial for us if we want to have our relationship work you should treat each other with care, showing respect to your partner is great to tell them that you love her and that you accept them for who they are despite the differences.
Don't Flirt with others
If you are already in a relationship, please don't flirt with others because it will ruin your relationship, and break the trust that you built don't give your partner a hurtful act and believe you walk down that selfish road to heartbreak.
Make time
In our busy world spending time with our loved ones is very important it shows that they are important enough our family is the best and worth it to spend our time with because tomorrow is never promised.
So even how busy we are we should spend time together to show our appreciation and affection for each other.
Closing Thought
All these experiences help to create closeness and our relationship lasts long, we should speak less and listen more.
Setting rules in a relationship is the only guide for us whenever we need to boast about our relationship, to maintain our self-identity as we all have different hobbies and we should respect each other.
And that's all for today's blog post.
Hopefully, you and your significant other are treating each other well.
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Thank you for dropping by.
Yours truly Cleophia2!
How I Managed Being A Long Distance Mother Of Two Girls? :Our Hearts Are Connected
*August 22, 2022*
Being a **long-distance mother** it's hard not only for me but for both of us that I can't be with them when they needed the most this was not avoidable especially when we needed to do it for the sake of their future.
But thankful nowadays for we can able to stay in touch with regular phone calls that even though we can see only on the screen it's a big effect on us in that way we can feel that we are on each other, the way our body language and to express our emotion still we can maintain a strong relationship through the Internet access.
Since today is the opening of classes and as a mother, it is a normal feeling that we are very excited for them and I want them to feel that even though I am far from them I make sure that they feel that they have a mother to look for them.
They wake up at exactly 5 am to prepare for school as at 6:30 they need to leave the house so that they will not be late for they must already be in school at 7 and since we have 5 hours intervals from the Philippines to Kuwait if it's 5 in the morning in the Philippines my time here in Kuwait was 12midnight we both open our phones while they are busy preparing the things.
I am just watching them on the screen of my mobile phone reminding them what they needed to do like brushing their hair, and wearing uniforms properly, and they ask me if they look good.
**They become an independent kid since I left them.**
While they are taking a bath, during their breakfast, what they wear, I know exactly and that's the power of the internet we only end a call when they arrive at the school.
And since my 14-year-old daughter had already mobile she is still always sending messages while she was inside her room when the teacher was still not around.
Closing Thought
Even though I am distant from my two daughters, I do my best I spend my free hours with them, listening to their dilemmas.
I am their mother as well as their best friend who has been always with them even in a virtual way.
I may not be the best mother but I do my best to give the best to my kids,
And of course, to the Father of my kids, I am very thankful for him as even in my absence he still managed to be a father and mother figure for our kids. He is the only one taking for them while I am not there.
To all mothers out there you are amazing, we are all enough.
Motherhood is the best and greatest joy that happens in our life.
That's all for today's blog post.
To my sponsors, readers, upvoters, commenters, likers, and subscribers may God bless you all.
*Thank you for reading!*
All images are credited from Unsplash!
Tumigil Ang Aking Mundo
*August 21,2022*
Ilang araw na din akong hindi nakagawa ng artikulo nasasayangan man sa mga minuto, oras ,araw na nagdaan na walang maisulat ay tanggap ko na naman na minsan may mga pagkakataon na para talagang tumigil yung mundo natin.
May mga bagay na kahit anong pilit nating abutin kung hindi para sa atin ay lalayo talaga ito.
Sa aking sitwasyon na malayu sa pamilya ay masasabi kung sobrang hirap may mga oras talagang gusto ko nang sumuko, lalo na kapag wala akong makakausap pero yun nga ayuko din naman na mayroong kausap iyung pakiramdam na hindi mo na alam kung ano ang iyung nararamdaman, kasi iyung isip mo nag halo halo na. Pero alam kung hindi lang naman ako ang nakakaramadam ng ganito kahit nga yung kasama lang nila yung family nila minsan nakakaramdam din ng ganito as long as hindi natin hinahayaan na mamalagi sa ating katawan iyung negativities ,kaya laban lang tayo sa buhay.
Kaya kapag ganito yung nararamdaman ko madadamay ang read.cash account ko kasi hindi na ako makapag published dahil yun nga empty yung brain cells ko at ang weird din minsan kasi kahit alam kung hindi ako nag published ay mag eexpect ako na bibigyan ako ni random rewarder hahaha like hello nag sulat ba ako hindi naman diba e bakit nag I imagine kang may kita ka dito?
Sa ngayon unti unti nang bumabalik ang aking katinuan hahaha. Sana tuloy tuloy na ito.
Anyway yung title ko na **Tumigil ang aking mundo** ay yun lang talaga yung nararamdaman ko parang tumigil yung pag ikot ng mundo kasi hindi na ako nag iisip kung ano yung gagawin ko parang wala lang nood lang ng vedio sa Facebook, mga live selling, na tapos yun na hanggang sa mag 4 days na pala na hindi ako nakapag published diba sayang yun kahit pa minsan nalang dadalaw si rusty pero napakalaking tulong pa rin sa akin ang site na ito.
Kaya hanggang dito nalang muna ang aking update ano, at salamat sa mga nandiyan pa rin sa aking sponsors Block.
Salamat sa pagbabasa!
Wisdom That Can Change Our Life
August 17, 2022
**Credit to wings of inspiration at the Facebook page where I followed that somehow I have an idea of what I am going to share for today's blog post.**
`Photo screenshot by me and credited to wings of inspiration`
As I read these motivational words that say wisdom that can change our life it touches my heart that I feel like we need these words for us to uplift, strive, to not easily give up on the challenges that were faced in our everyday lives.
These are some of the pieces of wisdom that can change our lives
***Words are powerful, use them wisely***
Words have energy and power, they can motivate or discourage someone, so always think first before you speak or throw words at anybody it's because if once delivered we can't take it back, we should always practice mindfulness, meaning we must be careful on how our words impact to others in this way we can create a more positive contribution in our own and the lives of those people around us.
***People come and go but the right one will stay***
This statement somehow it's a phase in our lives, like for example when we are in our childhood days we have our younger friends but the time comes that when we became adults few are we let go because we can not cling on to one thing for the rest of our lives.
I know every one of us wishes that there is someone in our life who could take care of us, love us, who could understand our values, can not do anything that would make us hurt and that someone who always make us happy and comfortable and I know this person or this people is our family they aren't going to leave us.
***You are doing enough even if it doesn't feel like it***
May sometimes we have this feeling of comparing ourselves to others that can lead us to think that were not enough even though we tried our best and that we should stop it and focus on the positive and if we think negative then we should change it. We should not let others control our lives if we think that we're doing our best and that is all we can do.
***Failure is when you don't try***
Do you believe that if you don't fail, you're not even trying?
For me, it's a yes I believe that if you don't fail, you're not even trying because failure is a part of the process of success, even how many times we failed but if we keep on trying and trying there is a possibility that we success rather than doing nothing.
***Random acts of kindness make everyone feel better***
Showing kindness to everyone can give us happiness in different ways it can reduce stress and increase our self-worth.
***Live for today, not for tomorrow***
Yeah, we should live for today as tomorrow is another day and we should focus on today and spend time with people who make us feel happy and fulfilled.
***Never look back, there is nothing there for you***
We should move on from the past there is no point in looking at what you've lost look at the future and plan to win it.
***Overthinking kills happiness***,
Yes, it is me who always tends to focus on the negative when I overthink a lot.
Overthinking makes us terrible and destroys our happiness which is not going to make anything better. So from now on, we should not overthink a lot with no sense in our minds it is only a waste of time and energy.
That's all for me today thank you, everyone!
I Love To Go To The Beach But...
August 14, 2022
Is there anyone here who doesn't know how to swim? How does it feel to go to the beach when you don't know how to swim?
I love going to the beach but unfortunately, I don't know how to swim, way back then I don't have the opportunity to learn, I am one of those people that are not had a chance to learn how to swim when I was a kid.
To those who know how to swim congratulations continue to be the inspiration to others.
I tried to learn when I got a chance but I guess I had a low level of confidence in myself in learning how to swim. Some say that those who don't know how to swim could be because they have a phobia of water or also known as an aqua phobia but no I don't have a fear of water it's just only I didn't have a chance when I was a kid.
At times I felt embarrassing knowing that at my age I don't know how to swim, as we know it's important for us to survive at risk of drowning.
I remember when I go to Manila and it's taken almost 24 hours on the ship I can not avoid that I think about what if the ship did something bad happen? I mean probably I am the first to drown because I didn't know how to swim.
Glad that my two daughters now know how to swim especially Sophia my youngest daughter who's 10 years old and also she's braver than her older sister. It's good when you practice swimming when you are still a kid one reason for this is that they can aware of water safety around that they acquire the ability to survive drowning.
Does important that we should learn how to swim?
For me, it's a yes if there is a chance then I would still try to learn because it's a lifesaver skill, it can save people if we had this ability, and it is a great recreation too.
Did I enjoy the beach even though I don't know how to swim?
100% I enjoy it I feel relaxed looking at the waves and gentle touches on my feet, may sometimes the sea looks scary, especially at high tide wherein I felt like someone grab at me and I am afraid of course normal feeling to those who don't know how to swim.
Final words
Even if we don't know how to swim but still we can enjoy staying at the beach, nature can reduce our stress, depression, and anxiety so if there is time don't miss a chance to go to the beach and feel the calming effect of crashing surges of the ocean.
It is not too late for us who don't know how to swim, it won't be easy but it is not also impossible to learn if we are willing to spend time on it. There is no maximum age limit when we can start learning to swim.
To my sponsors thank you so much.
Snake In Our Kitchen:Random Friday Happenings
August 12, 2022
It was 1322H Kuwait time when I started drafting this article and I am inside my room hopefully I can finish this in just a couple of minutes or an hour it's because I know in a few hours my madam already wake up and she told me yesterday that her cousin will come this afternoon and in that case, my time will be occupied by providing them what they want.
I wake up at 9 am and I hurriedly do the cleaning in the sala, and 2 bathrooms and last in the kitchen it only takes one and a half hour and after that, I make cucumber and lemon juice, by the way, I am thankful that it's in my 4th day of being consistent to drink this juice every morning before I eat my breakfast hopefully I can do it every day as long as there is available cucumber and lemon.
After I finished drinking I check my mobile because for sure I have a lot of missed calls coming from my family.
Upon checking the messages since I mentioned in my article yesterday that I purchased online the 3 backpacks and that the online seller always checking on me to pay the amount and im glad that my husband was able to send me 1000php in my g cash account and that I contacted the online seller and send her the amount of 3 backpacks worth 790php and hopefully that she is a legit seller and send the items in the province because after she received the money and I asked how many days arrived in the province she did not read my last message it could probably she's busy I hope so.
This is our conversation with the seller I am praying that she's a legit one.
Furthermore, I do love to give an update on my kitchen as I also wrote here in my previous writing that this August salary of mine I will be buying materials for the kitchen, and I am thankful that today my husband can work and give updates on the kitchen.
I don't have the before photo of this but this is now our kitchen and although not tiles since I can't afford them at this time at least there is a little bit of improvement.
And guess what? How would you react if you see a snake inside your house?
This morning since they removed some things in the kitchen for them to start working my husband see a small snake hiding in the back of the big bag. Unfortunately, he wasn't able to take a photo for they hurriedly kill it and throw it away.
Moreover, I am thankful for my plan to do flooring in the kitchen as if it was a message for me so that the snake will not stay a long time.
And oh my God, how many times if someone asks me what animals I don't want to touch and of course, that would be a snake, and knowing that it was inside our house somehow my mind thinks of the things to avoid it to happen again since our place in the province had so many bananas in the backyard and probably it was one of the reasons why there is a snake. And also the backdoor of our house is still open so I guess where the snake enters our house freely.
That's all for my update for today!
To my sponsors, commenters, upvoters, subscribers, and likers, God bless you all.
Thank you for reading!
I Am a Fan Of Preloved Items
July 11, 2022
***Have you tried to purchase used items or also known as ukay -ukay***?
I am a fan of used items, especially clothes I remember before when I go to the supermarket I spend so much time just doing some ukay - ukay.
But now that I am here in Kuwait I do purchase it online since mostly now all do live to sell on Facebook, Tiktok, and some social media sites.
Reasons for me why I love purchasing preloved items are as follows :
Save money -there are still good conditions that we can buy cheaper than you could if you were buying new.
Support local business
I can experience branded clothes at a low price lol.
Yesterday, the night I go to the remittance center to send money to the Philippines and I inform my husband that after he received the money I want him to put money in my g cash account worth 20$. I ordered 3 backpacks from someone I saw on Facebook live selling.
The 3 backpacks I purchased online
This is for my 14 years old daughter I know that she likes it and she can use it for school this August 22, for they already have face-to-face classes it costs only 5$. I choose black because she told me if ever I buy for her it would be black or white color.
This violet backpack is for my second daughter she's 10 years old and she is already excited about this hopefully how nice the photo would also be in actuality. It cost 5$ too.
The last backpack I purchased for myself I like it since I am going back home soon hehe excited lang. Also, it is only 5$.
And for my 15 dollars, I already have 3 backpacks.
And now my problem is my husband is still not able to put money on my g cash account and the seller of these bags is always checking on me from time to time for my payments she probably thinks that I am a *bugos* or *joy miner* but the truth is I can not contact them as maybe there is no signal in our area, I do explain to the seller that hopefully, she gives me enough time to settle my payments.
Closing words
Although buying used items might sometimes we can save money for often almost as good as brand new but some things can go sideways we should watch and be mindful for there are things that we shouldn't buy used, some items can come with risks, some might have damage that renders the item unsafe, some items that I don't like to buy used like bed sheets, mattresses, underwear, etc.
Some people do not prefer to buy used second-hand clothes for the reason that they are concerned about hygiene but for the same with me that like to buy a used item there are many alternatives on how to disinfect used clothes we make sure we clean them well before using it.
That's all for me today thank you everyone for taking the time to read my blog.
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What's On My Mind?
August 10, 2022
Time checked it 1315h Kuwait time when I started and decide to write my blog post for today August 10, 2022, Wednesday.
Yesterday I received my monthly salary and probably tonight I and madam were going to the remittance center to send money to my family I mentioned in my last previous blog post that my salary for this August will be spent on my kitchen flooring and so by the next write ups ill be showing or share here the development of my Kitchen.
Obviously, at this time I was inside my room checking my online earning site, and also it is the right time for me to write an article as my madam still sleeping so no one can distract my sanity.
It is also this time that I was going to imagine how my life and everything somehow leads me to overthink which I don't like because I've been thinking more negatively.
Moreover, if the negatives start to enter my senses I know now how to shift into a positive way I shouldn't let it that way I do something to divert my attention so that I will be productive.
What's On My Mind?
A lot of things in my mind, like what's going on in the future and I think as a human being, it is normal to think about what's going on for the next chapter of our life our mind is good at imagining things creating the possibility to be better.
I am more concerned for my two daughters' futures than my own, I want them to find a career that they love because I don't like them to be the same as what I've become I mean, there's nothing to be ashamed of with my job but I don't want them to experience my hardship in life.
Apart from this, I would like to take good care of myself if I care about the future of my kids I know no one can predict what our future holds I just work smart and opportunities will come and it's okay if things didn't go the way we want to be.
Closing words
What's on my mind?
I guess now that I overthink a lot of time I must enjoy the moment and think about what makes me happy and work for a better future. Gain experience from my failure because it is the way to achieve success.
And best of all we must be true to ourselves don't let others dictate to us because every one of us has a different path to take.
If we want changes to ourselves we should have motivation and purpose in whatever we do we can make our lives more interesting when we love and care our self.
I would end this here.
God has always been full of surprises!
To my sponsors thank you so much.
Ang Aking Araw Ng Martes
August 09,2022
Yun, tagalog nanaman ako ngayon dahil parang kinapus ako sa oras nandito nanaman kasi kapatid ng amo ko kapag pumupunta kasi yan dito maraming utos yan. Yan ang dahilan na minsan masisira ang aking araw hehe.
O siya nga pala alam kung walang kabuluhan yung isusulat ko ngayon kaya maiintindihan ko po kayu kung mag skip kayong magbasa kasi alam ko naman busy tayo at yung oras natin laging kulang.
Pero yun nga ang sabi ko kanina kapag nandito kapatid ng amo ko talagang ma bad trip ako pero may magagawa ba ako wala naman diba? kung hindi ko hahabaan pasensya ko talo pa rin ako kasi amo ko sila kaya dapat pairalin ang pasensya.
Pero ganun paman nagising akong magaan ang pakiramdam alas 8 na ng tumunog ang aking alarm clock at sakto naman na tulog pa ang mga amo ko kaya pag Punta ko ng kusina uminum muna ako ng dalawang baso ng maligamgam na tubig naka ugalian ko na kasi yan na pagka gising ko tubig yung hahanapin ko.
At pagkatapos naglinis ako ng bongga, sala yung inuna ko mga isang oras tapos na hindi naman kasi madumi araw araw kasi ako naglilinis at wala namang bata na magdudumi kaya 123 tapos na.
Mga alas 10 ng umaga hindi ako nagutom kaya ang ginawa ko kumuha ako ng dalawang pipino at isang lemon gagawin kong juice at iinumin ko dahil nakita ko ito sa YouTube maganda daw kasi itong inumin kapag wala kapang almusal dahil nakakabawas daw ito ng bilbil at nitong mga nakaraang araw Plano ko na talaga na simulang mag self love I mean gusto kung alagaan sarili ko kasi parang napabayaan ko na wala namang ibang mag aalaga sa sarili natin kundi tayo lang din kaya sinabi ko sa sarili ko na simula sa araw na ito maging consistent na ako sa pag aalaga ng aking sarili.
Ito na yung 2 dalawang cucumber at isang lemon halos mapuno yung isang baso ko inubos ko lahat yan kahit hindi ko gusto yung lasa. And guess what guys after 2 hours pumunta ako ng banyo para mag bawas kaya masasabi kong effective siguro to pang tanggal ng excess fats kaya balak ko talagang araw arawin sa pag inum to kasi sayang lang din kasi yung cucumber dito laging naaabutan ng pagkasira at itatapon kaya bukas gagawa ulit ako nito.
Mga 11am nagising na dalawa kung amo yun pala may lakad sila kaya yung puso ko masaya kasi the best yung feeling kapag aalis yung amo ko hehe.
Mga alas 12 ayun naka alis na sila ako naman ay mag seselpon na.
Ngayon mga 3pm na dito habang sinusulat ko ito siguro malapit na yung umuwi kaya hanggang dito nalang muna at magluluto ako ng aking makakain dahil yung mga amo ko diet yun sila hindi ako magluluto sa kanila dahil vegetables salad lang yung kakainin nila.
Sa aking mga sponsors maraming salamat!
Salamat sa pagbabasa!
Aiming To Hold Even 1Bitcoincash On My Online Wallet
**August 08, 2022**
**January 01, 2021, was the date I meet noise. cash the price of bitcoincash at that time was around 19k something and I am clueless about cryptocurrency.**
It so happens that I am bored scrolling my Facebook and then I saw someone posted on earning site that she stated that she finally found a legit platform where in she can earn bitcoincash by posting some short blog and for me out of curiosity, I open her link and follow the instructions on how to go on that site and finally I enter and make a post I remember the number of users in noise. cash at that time is only 50k for now I don't know how many users at this time, I guess every day someone registered. To those who know how many users are now in noise.cash you can write it in the comments section down below hehe. Thank you in advance.
That is also the time that I create my coins.ph online wallet since it is needed to transfer my earnings and convert them into fiat.
As days passed by I, learned so much from noise. cash from being unfamiliar with crypto but then truly if we explore the site we can learn from other users not just about crypto, as well as we, meet various types of people from different countries.
At first, my earnings from noise cash were just inside my bitcoin wallet as I promised myself that I keep it and I consider it as my savings for I can not save from my salary.
Moreover, as the days and months pass the price of the bitcoincash pump we users in noise. cash was very happy upon seeing our online wallet that it increases.
I have had some virtual friends before in noise. cash that we aim to hold even 1bitcoincash to our wallet but then the temptation is everywhere if we see some money in our wallet we have many plans on how to spend it that sometimes without thinking.
I clearly remember the month of May which was the time that the price of bitcoincash flew to the moon I guess it reaches 75k and I converted my earnings and tried to cash out that was the time that I break my promise to myself, that I keep my earnings as my savings.
The temptation to spend my earnings from noise. cash was with me, I was addicted to online shopping I always order until I realized that my online wallet was nearly money all getting on.
Furthermore, from the first time, I converted my earnings until this time I can no longer save them I even always told myself to save them but it is just only on tip of my tongue because If I see the price pump and I can see that I have some bitcoincash in my wallet I quickly convert it and cash out that's the problem with me lol.
Is there a chance for me to hold even one bitcoincash in my online wallet?
Well of course if we aim for something we need to discipline ourselves, for now, I let myself have positive thoughts that someday I can be able to hold and save in my online wallet and use it for business char sana all business minded.
That's all for me today thank you everyone for taking the time to read my write-up.
Singing Is Life: I Love You Goodbye
I would like to address this question to all my kababayans out there.
Do you agree that we" Pinoys" cherish singing?
As for me I 100% acknowledge that being Filipino we truly love singing it is my way to relieve my stress but it's sad that it's been a long time since I haven't had singing in karaoke for a couple of years now since Im here in Kuwait but it is part on my list when I go back home that I must enjoy myself through singing with my friends and family.
In the Philippines during there are celebrations like birthdays, weddings, fiestas, and some other special occasions one thing to gather their visitors are having karaoke everybody enjoys singing even those who don't sing often but seeing some of our friends acting like they are a professional singer and do some silly things, acting like a fool makes us our stress out lol.
My sister @maria_23 and one of my older brothers had a nice voice but for me, I only love to sing, unfortunately, only I am the one who loves it but my voice didn't cooperate and the worst is I like songs with higher notes hahaha.
Here is one of the songs that I always sing in karaoke, I don't know but when I hear this song it touches my heart maybe because of the singer Celine Dion and how she delivers the song.
I Love You Goodbye lyrics,
By: Celine Dion
*Wish I could be the one, the one who could give you love,*
*The kind of love you really need.*
*Wish I could say to you ,that I'll always stay with you, but baby that's not me.*
*You need someone willing to give your heart and soul to you.*
*Promise you forever , Baby that something I can't do .*
*Oh I could say that I'll be all you need but that would be a lie .*
*I know I only hurt you , I know I only make you cry, I'm not the you're needing*
*I love you goodbye.*
*I hope someday you can find some way to understand.*
*I'm only doing this for you, I don't really wanna go, but deep in my heart I know this is the kindest thing to do.*
*You'll find someone who'll be the one that I could I never be ,who'll give you something better than the love you'll find with me.*
*Oh I could say that I'll be all you need but that would be a crime, I know I only hurt you , I know I only make you cry I'm not the one you're needing*
*I love you Goodbye!*
*Leaving someone when you love someone is the hardest thing to do.*
*When you love someone as much as I love you*
*Oh! I dont wanna leave you ,*
*Baby it tears me up inside*
*But I'll never be the one you're needing*
***I love you . GOODBYE.****..*
What I understand the lyrics is that
They love each other but one of them need to let go of that even if she loves him so much but in the long run still didn't work it.
That's why its hard to say goodbye especially the one who loves you as what you are , sometimes we need to sacrifice even how much we love that person but there are things that we can't hold on.
That's all for me today.
Thank you everyone for taking the time to stopping by my blog post.
My Goal for August
August 06, 2022
Why is it important to set a goal? Are you one of those people who always wanted to have a goal every month? Does give you a positive impact by setting a goal?
As for me when I started to build a house in our province way back in the year 2018 October, although I doubted at that time if I can able to finish it despite my salary wasn't that big enough but still I take a risk to start building it.
Building a house wasn't my priority when I started to go abroad, because in my mind I can't able to do it because I know how expensive and how much money was needed to build the house. It quite needs a big amount but then the time comes that upon looking at where my children stay somehow gives me the decision to start building it.
This is our house way back in 2017 in our province I bought this from the Auntie of my husband because they want to transfer to another place and so they offer it to us because at that time we don't have our own house.
Since I have little savings in my wallet I dare to start buying house materials and then when the budget was not sufficient we stop working on it and then we only have a goal every month.
Believe me, since I started to make a goal every month, somehow gives me motivation, it excites me to do things that give me progress, and sometimes when procrastination hit me it is somehow a way to beat it and stand up for what I have a goal to achieve.
And so for this August salary of mine, I need to do to our kitchen flooring my husband told me that we need 8 sacks of cement, 1 cube of sand and some other materials needed for flooring.
That is one reason why I need to save money so that I can be able to finish my house it still needs a lot of money to do for the wiring I guess it is also expensive, for finishing, and so on.
I can't still figure out how much money I needed all I know is that I am happy upon seeing that despite the hardship I can see it in my two eyes that I make the right decision.
That God can never allow me discourage when things don't go on my way.
One thing I've learned when setting a goal Is that it needs action don't just daydream about it and focus on the positive side when the negative arises, by setting a goal gives us a certain way of motivation may it be difficult but at the end of the day when you put effort of whatever you desire then for sure, you reap what you sow.
Closing Thought
It is nice when we put goals and work toward them despite the difficulties, but faith in God and positive thinking somehow lead us to be successful someday.
That's all for me today thank you everyone for taking the time to read my blog post.
"Mapapagod Pero Hindi Susuko"
August 05,2022
Kumusta mga kababayan ? Tagalog muna tayo ngayon pasensya muna sa mga kaibigan nating nasa ibang panig ng mundo at akoy talagang walang maisip na magandang isusulat pero dahil may pangarap tayo kaya tuloy lang ang buhay.
Mapapagod pero hindi susuko
Itong katagang ito ay malimit kung nababasa na para sa akin ay nagbibigay ng positibong pananaw sa buhay. Sa katulad nating masisipag para maabot ang pinapangarap.
Minsan dumating tayo sa punto ng buhay natin na parang pasan natin ang mundo na yung pakiramdam na ang bigat ng dinadala mo pero hindi pwedeng bumitaw kasi maraming umaasa sayo na hindi baling ikaw yung maghihirap huwag lang ang mga taong nakasandal sa iyung balikat.
Minsan gusto nating bumalik sa pagkabata iyung mga panahon na wala tayong ibang iniintindi kundi ang maglaro hanggang sa tayoy mapagud at pagkatapos ay matulog lang ng walang ibang iniisip kundi laro lang walang mga alalahanin dahil syempre hindi natin alam na yung mga magulang pala natin noon ang hirap din makatulog sa mga alalahanin sa buhay kung paano nila itataguyod.
Sa pagdaan ng mga araw, buwan hanggang lumipas ang mga taon doon na natin malalaman na ang buhay pala ay hindi madali , mahirap ang daan kaya kailangan tatagan at patibayan ng loob.
Kapag wala ka pang sariling pamilya
Kapag wala ka pang sariling pamilya dito medyo okay pa ng kaunti makakabili kapa ng panty hahaha charizz lang pero totoo ito.
Makakalabas ka pa ng bahay na walang magtatanong kung anong oras ka uuwi. Ang sabi nga gumala ka habang wala ka pang asawa dahil yung magulang mo makikiusapan mo pa pero yung magiging asawa mo hindi na.
Kapag magkakaroon kana ng sariling pamilya
Dito na talaga ang exciting part yung tipong unang taon ng pagsasama okay pa ang smooth pa ng relasyon hahaha.
Hanggang sa nagkaroon ng kulay ang inyung buhay dahil biniyayaan ng munting anghel.
Pagkalipas ng apat na taon nadagdagan na naman ang biyaya na anghel pero syempre nadagdagan na rin ang ating obligasyun sa buhay this time hindi kana pwedeng pa easy easy lang sa buhay kailangan mo nang kumayud upang matugunan ang pangangailangan ng iyung binoong pamilya.
Mensahe
Taas nga ng kamay kung hindi ka pagod sa buhay? Hehe syempre tao lang naman tayo mapapagod pero ang importante hindi sumusuko , lumalaban sa hamon ng buhay.
Yan ang tatak pinoy marami mang pagsubok pero nakuha pa din nating ngumiti dahil positibo tayo mag isip na alam natin na sa lahat ng problema ay mayroong sulosyon hindi pwedeng wala diba?
Isa ako sa masasabi kung positibo mag isip dahil kailangan ko iyun upang hindi ako madaling sumuko kapag akoy napapagod, ika nga sa kasabihan na kapag pagod kana pwede naman magpahinga ,mag recharge at kapag puno kana grind na ulit.
May problema ba ako sa ngayon kaya ko ito sinasabi?
Ipagpalagay ko nalang na may nagtatanong sa akin hahaha.
Ang sagot ko ay "oo"
Ano yun?
Syempre "pera"hahahah mukhang pera.
Oo naman kaya nga ako nagpakahirap mag trabaho para sa pera diba magpapa ka epokrita paba ako kung sasabihin kung hindi pera yung problema ko ngayon.
O siya sige na nga , maghahanap muna ako ng pera 😂.
Sa aking nagagandahang sponsors daghang salamat!
Hanggang sa susunod na kabanata paalam!
Why We Do Not Realize The Value Of Things or Someone Unless We Lose Them
July 03, 2022
I just came out of this topic probably it's because of the absence of rusty on my notification for the few days but now I feel relieved a few hours ago as I was finally visited by our beloved rewarder.
**Is it true that there are times that we only know the value of someone or things when it's already gone?**
Truly, I feel empty knowing that rusty didn't visit me I questioned myself about what was going on with me and why I always left behind, why I always failed at something. Well, I guess it's a normal feeling that somehow made me realize that everything is temporary and that we should value things and most especially those people who are always at our back.
As for me, I agree with this saying that it happens sometimes we take for granted everything we think that things are always the same as what we always wanted but it was not like that, everything changes if we do not give them importance.
One thing I want to give as an example of this is water since I am here in Kuwait country and know this is a rich country and the people who live here well have an abundance of everything from food, clothing, and shelter they have everything to the fact that they do not give importance to the things around them, I will not generalized but as what I observe with the people I have been working on.
I know it's not good on judging someone but one thing I would give example is that the sister of my employer she is 34 years old but she does not give importance to everything she likes to cook more food, and every time she throws it in the garbage because she can't finish all those and now that she had a baby every time she washes the feeding bottle she's the one wash the feeding bottle as she doesn't others to wash it. she let the water flow like she was the owner of everything on earth that the back of my mind I prayed and hoped that God punished her for not having water access for like even 1day just for her to realize how important water is.
I can figure out herself while imagining if the water will be gone because she does not care about it if she consumes a lot just only one feeding bottle as if it is equivalent to 3 people taking a bath.
She is like that even though she's in her 30s I hope one day she will realize before it's too late.
I feel unhappy every time they throw things because I know a lot of people who are unfortunately wanted to have it but other people just wasted it.
Closing Thought
So basically we need to value things or someone before it's too late, most especially our loved ones, and friends, those people who are always with us show gratitude to them because sometimes, we are busy finding love for others and we forget the people who are in front of us don't take it for granted and realized it when they are already gone.
Before I would end this blog just wanna say thank you to @Lhes for the renewal of her sponsorship thank you and God bless you all.
Thank you for reading!
Images I used from Unsplash!
12$ Total Earnings From July
August 02, 2022
I prevailed to take a glimpse of my July revenue although it's different from the previous month but still thankful for everything.
I am sad and worried because rusty seems to have forgotten me this past week and I am still hoping that one of these days I will be surprised that at last rusty visited on me.
I know I am not the one who experiences this many of us here so we need to pray that someday or one day that everything is going to be okay and be back to normal.
Flexing my sponsors thank you so much, God bless you all.
For July I can able to publish 15 articles and there are random articles that rusty didn't visit but im glad for my virtual friends here that they are still there and willing to support leaving comments, and upvoting.
I hope that this new month will change a little bit better than it was for I know all of us to have different goals that we want to accomplish.
Furthermore, even though we experience downfall because we know sometimes our earnings will rise there are also times that we earn a little less than what we expect, we should continue and not bother with some negative around us that lead us to quit because winners never quit but losers do.
At some point, I was thankful for I started my journey on the hive platform though it's quite difficult I still believe in myself, that little progress it's better done than doing nothing. I know I still have confusion about that site but some people are willing to give their effort to teach those people who are in need and I thank those who are not greedy when it comes to giving learning to other.
Closing Thoughts
I just want to congratulate those who have accomplished their goals in the last month may you continue to inspire others to not give up to continue what we started.
I am praying that in these coming months, I still can able to earn extra money that I hope rusty won't forget me forever that soon he/she remember me lol.
I should not give up and we need to have determination and patience that whatever challenges come in our way, may we fail, and fall but we must learn to stand again, we need to get up and start all over again. Yeah, I hope that whatever I write I can apply this on my own because I know myself, even how strong I am but there are times that I am losing hope.
To my virtual friends here, thank you and God Bless you all!
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What Are Some Things You Can't Go Without?
July 30, 2022
Beautiful people of the read. cash community hello how's your July by the way? Time flies so fast were now at the end of the month and thankful for we are still together as one.
For my write-up for today, I will be sharing some things that I can't go without I know all of us had a different addiction and we can't go without these things.
Aside from air, water, food, and shelter these are things that humans need to survive right? And I guess I would discuss the lifestyle that I can't go without it.
Let's jump in
My mobile
This is the first on my list number one reason is I am far away from my homeland and we all know the most important of all is our family. Our life would be empty without our loved ones possibly if I don't have this thing I can't stay a long time here where I am now, and probably I am going insane for a couple of days without my mobile.
Internet/wifi
Of course, wifi is in my second on the list because I already experienced the feeling of having no internet connection, and upon looking at my mobile phone it seems no value without internet I just keep on looking at it, and I wanted to throw lol.
My 2 Pillow
My Pillow is one of the things that I needed to give me a nice sleep at night, oh speaking of nice sleep last night I hardly went to sleep even my body was tired probably because I had a lot of negative thoughts that cause to not quickly getting a nice sleep but I am good now.
Caffeine
I don't know but without a cup of coffee, my day would be not complete it seems there is lacking but don't you worry guys I'll only drink 1 cup a day to avoid palpitation.
Toothbrush
The toothbrush is important as you can observe it first thing in the morning you can go to the toilet to wash and prepare ourselves and for sure we not forget to brush our teeth and in fact, we can see it directly when we enter in the bathroom and that as if remind for us always to take and put toothpaste and start brushing.
Passport
Since I am in another country I consider this thing important for whatever happens it is the key for me to going home where I belong.
Traveling bag
Traveling bag I consider this thing as important for me as of the moment for I used to put all my things when im going home.
Money
Of course, it's about money, why I am sacrificing my happiness is not easy finding money as some say including myself, who have always been saying, I sang buwan kitang hinintay pero ilang araw o oras ka lang nagstay or others naman mabuti pa ang sahud buwan buwan umuuwi samantalang ako taon ang bibilangin char haha.
That's all for today thank you everyone for taking the time to dropping by my write-up have a blessed day.
My sponsors thank you all mwah.
@Cleophia2
