@Chelle18 23 August 2025 more from that month

Challenges makes me tighten my faith to God Hi everyone! It's good to be back here as I really missed a lot from my 8 months of inactive thanks God that I able to recovered my read cash account and here I am now trying grind wishing I can earn since I really need it. A while ago I came up to @Eirolfeam2@Eirolfeam2 article .When I read the title I found it interesting.Not only because of the prizes but the moment back then when everything here went smoothly and many members who earn more initiates some games . To answer the challenge question ,I started it what happened last year. It was in the end of April 2024 when I realized that I missed my monthly period ,I feel nervous even though I have a husband as I am worried about financial and I have the fear of giving birth again because of my previous pregnancy. I undergone a CS operation for my second son and that's the number one reason for my fear. I cries a lot everytime I was thinking about it until I did a pregnancy test and it's positive.I was pregnant.But then I didn't went to an OBGYN right after I learned that I was pregnant.In my mind,I can't accept it and feel the worries. Until one night I just realized that it's a gift from above ,I feel sorry for my self and for the life in my womb.When I heartedly accept it ,I went to an OBGYN for check up.I started taking care of my self ,refusing to eat those food that it's not good for my baby.And tried to eat more healthy foods. July came and I felt some pain on my hips round to lower part of my tummy and started experiencing spotting .I wasn't able to go to a doctor as we have to wait for the money we lend for our house but we used it for my check up when I had spotting and turns bleeding. The result makes me cries coz I lost my baby ,it was lost when I am ready to accept it.It really painful to me . After a month I went back to my OB for the follow up checked up and I was diagnosed that I have and ovarian cyst in my right ovary. I cried when I heard what the doctor said and I feels so heavy .I was crying and don't know what to do .Even the doctor tried to calm me down ,she even said that it's still a small cyst and mostly in my case ,the cyst will gone during the period but still I am in pain ,I feel so heavy and full of worries and began to overthink ,a lot of what if's in my mind. October is the month of the holy rosary for the catholic people and that time, everytime I scrolling my phone most of the videos I saw was about the holy rosary.I admit that I don't know how to pray the rosary and what happens to me was the open gate for me to do and pray the holy rosary.I started by watching some tutorial until I learned it how and now my day isn't complete without praying the holy rosary and it helps me ,I overcome the stress,the anxiety,the worries I had. And now I am still fighting my illness ,I am taking some medicine ,praying a good result for my check up.I surrendered and offered everything to God. And that's it for my story☺️